"My soul belongs to the Universe, even if I'm gone my light will guide you thru the darkness..."

Darkness was all around. The blooming fields around were cowered in ashes just part of it where the sphere was. Healer and Maker caried Seiya back to the palace.Their faces covered in tears.Kakyu rushed to her guardians.

"What happened?"and then she saw her helpless in Maker's arm.

"The Outers , where here, they took Sailor Moon away..and before that...they.."

"Bring her to me..." Princess Kakyu ordered her guardians. Fighter's body was covered in bruises.

"She is...!"Healer's voice chocked.

"No, she's not! Her light is still alive..."

"But how?"

"Her love for Sailor Moon...made it stronger... "

"Can you bring her back Princess?"

" I don't know if I can Healer...I don't know...I hope so.."

Traveling home were all the senshies,that protect our world but no one protected them from theirselfs. Hearts aching, burning, torn were heading home. It was quite all the way back. They arrived.Luna greeted them with a smile so did Artemis...

"Sailor Moon, guys you are ok..."she said, but there was something wrong. Luna noticed a strange look in her eyes.Mars nodded to her this is not the best time to ask questions.They detransformed and everyone wanted to say something...but the word were useless..

"Usagi-chan how about we go home?" Luna asked. No reaction.

"Usako...!" her eyes widened when she heard his voice and hand started to shake. He wanted to get closer, but Setsuna held him back.

"Usagi, how about staying here with me at the Shrine...?So you don't have to be alone.." No words, she just nodded slightly..

"We will stay with you..so you will have company..."

"Good idea!" agreed Makoto , I'm going home change and be right back."

Usagi was still silent.No words left her mouth not on the way home not when they arrived. They entered the Shrine and noticed four plates, cups and some clothes here and there.

"They were staying here while you were gone." said Setsuna.Usagi swallowed hard.

"Usagi...are you hungry?"asked Rei."Say, something, anything..."

"Please...Usagi-chan". Minako touched her hand she grabbed it away "I'm not going to hurt you."

"I'm going to sleep." She stood up and went in to one of the rooms , laid down on the bed , grabbed the pillow next to her started to cry and scream Seiya's name. The others were listening to what she was doing they wanted to go in and help her, but she is the only one who can deal with it.

"She will be okay in no time, I'm sure." Setsuna said.

"How can you say that? You of all people could have prevented this."Rei was furious."It supposed to be her decision...not yours."

"We wanted Small Lady to live..You love her too, right?"

"Yes we do..but ...she is hurt, and somehow I think they had the right to live. You sacrificed four lives for the sake of one...no for the sake of your perfect future."

"I don't see it that way..." Setsuna tried to convince herself, what they just did, was the right thing.

"Leave, please.." the one who asked her to do that was Ami with tears in her eyes "I saw my daughter disappear and I couldn't do anything.."

"I'm sorry..for your pain.."

"Sorry, if I can't believe that." said Minako.

Setsuna turned around and left. They were clearly suffering and her being present made it even harder. She stepped out and saw the clouds gathering over Tokyo.A heavy weather was about to strike. Mamoru was waiting for Setsuna outside together with the others.

"How is she?"the question sounded strange coming from Haruka's lips.

"She is in pain, she will get rid of it and she will be fine."

"I'm going in and talk to her..." said Mamoru and went straight to the door.

" Please leave her... she has to get over the pain alone...she will come to her senses soon..."

"I see... I'm going home! And thank you for your help!" and with that he disappeared from their sight.

"We should probably go. The storm is coming... Finally I can sleep knowing everything will be alright." Haruka had a satisfied voice.

"Yes..soon we can go on to the wedding."

"What's wrong Setsuna-san?"Hotaru noticed her unsure attitude... Chibiusa will be born..and...that is what we wanted.."

" I wonder if, there could have been another way too.. without..."

"No there wasn't!Stop thinking about it!" Haruka grabbed a hold on Michiru's hand and Hotaru followed them. "Let's go home!"

"I still wonder...if.." She tried to see in to the future,but it was still uncertain."Why can't I see it...? It should be clear..I hope we made a good decision...I really do!"

Days were passing by. Slowly the girls tried to come back to their day to day activities.Usagi was still in pain. She tried to go out with her friends and have fun , it was no use. When she passed by the amusement park she remembered her date with her and then the kiss. They walked to school and she remembered when she first met Seiya. She avoided listening to the radio, afraid that she will hear one of the Starlights song.Her voice echoed in her hand. She started to replay every little gesture , that took place between them. How happy she was when they met again, her hot touch , the fact that they almost crossed the line not once, but twice. She knew, that kind of excitement only Seiya's touch caused in her body. The memories were so painful, she felt like someone was trying to rip her heart out. There were nights when she was afraid to fall asleep, because she woke up screaming and she was covered in cold sweat. Seiya's death replayed in her head over and over like a broken record. Rei and the girls took care of her.

Minako and Ami were suffering to. Ami was more quite de usual and Minako she didn't scream, but she had puffy eyes , from crying all the time.Their only comfort for them was that Yaten and Taiki were alive. One day Setsuna gave her visit.

"I need to talk to you."

"Okay." she only gave short answers.

"She has to eat first." Rei said

"No,I'm not hungry.."

"Usagi, you haven't been eating...You will get sick."

"I'm alright, let's talk".Setsuna followed her to her room.

" I was wondering how you've been?"

"Good.."obviously she was lying.

"The wedding is in a week.If we want Chibiusa to be born.. You need to talk to Mamoru-san."

"I understand...I will...I will do it... only for her..."

"I see ..I can tell him you are willing to see him ...his been asking how are you feeling."

"Yes,you can " she kept on looking straight ahead her look was empty no feelings reflected from them."

"Alright..I have to go." Usagi nodded in agreement she didn't really care.

Setsuna left the room.She sighted.

"Do you still think what you did was good idea?"

"I do...Get ready Rei -chan in week there's going to be a wedding. and she left.

"What a wedding .. are they kidding? Usagi...