My heart was pounding in my chest.
Was he really serious?
He let his weight onto me, moving his hands to my jeans while he kissed me and unbuttoning them, sliding them down my legs and tossing them off the couch. His hands came back up my thighs and to my shirt, I could feel his hands shaking.
"Are you nervous?" My voice came out in a breathy whisper.
"Yes," he moved down, kissing my stomach and up my body as he removed my shirt and then reached for my bra, just pulling it over my head this time and not bothering with the back. He seized one of my nipples, his mouth hot against the rigid flesh.
"Ah!" I gasped for breath, my hips coming up naturally.
I heard something crinkle and looked down to see him putting a condom on, we were going to do it this time.
A little flash of heat coursed through me when I thought of him being inside.
His hand found my other nipple and started to pinch and roll it between his fingers, doubling the fiery white hot line already going down. My breath no longer came out easily, all I could do was pant short little breaths.
Slowly, he put himself into me.
I cringed, it was uncomfortable to say the least but not so bad, but then he reached resistance. I could feel him pressing against something inside me.
"Does it hurt really bad? We can stop." He panted, his whole body was trembling over me.
"No," I used my legs to pull him past the resistance.
Something felt like it broke inside my body, and it stung.
"Okay that does hurt," I breathed, I could feel some kind of pressure leaving my body in a way that made me feel naturally relieved. This is confusing!
"Do you want to stop?" He had his face pressed into my shoulder and neck, and his voice sounded strangled.
"No," I relaxed some more, seeing if it would help.
"Okay," he pulled himself up, and slowly moved in and out. The feeling wasn't unpleasant.
Grabbing his shoulder, I pulled him back to me and wrapped my arms and legs around him. My insides felt raw like they'd been rubbed too hard.
Some of his hair brushed along my skin as he moved, the feeling sent little shivers through me.
But I couldn't feel the heat building, I was sure that's what he wanted.
Slowly to make sure I didn't hurt myself, I pressed down so that the front of him would be rubbing me when he moved.
There. The pain slowly started to disappear and was replaced with a tingling heat in my thighs and belly that sent waves across my body, it felt even more intense with him inside.
A haze started to envelope my mind and I moved my hips against him, small moans escaping me. I could feel his body trembling above me as the pressure grew inside of me, like he was getting bigger.
"Sesshomaru!" I gasped, the heat in my body shattering into a million places all at once and making me numb. I could barely move.
My heart was pounding in my chest and I felt like I could sleep for a million years.
Something moved inside me in a pulsing pattern, Sesshomaru's breath was coming out in ragged pants.
I didn't want to, but I pulled away and looked down.
There was blood on the both of us.
"There's blood?" I wondered, tilting my head.
"Good thing the couch is black, I'd have a hard time washing the covers without some questions."
I moved to sit up, wincing when I realized it stung down there. "Ow."
"They might be back soon," Sesshomaru whispered, getting up and throwing the condom away before putting on his cloths as fast as possible. "Wait a sec I have to get you a pad don't I."
I nodded sheepishly.
"Okay wait here for a sec," he darted out of the room and I heard another door opening, he came back with a small plastic package and tossed it to me.
I heard talking as I came out of the bathroom.
As I neared the staircase I recognized the voice of Taishou, he was speaking in Japanese (I figured) to a couple of men I didn't recognize.
I turned to my left and peered into Sesshomaru's room, everything was made up, the... things I put on his bed were gone and the covers on the couch had been replaced by an almost black shade of blue ones. I probably wouldn't have noticed if I hadn't gotten so acquainted with the couch...
But where the heck is Sesshomaru?
Someone spoke in Japanese downstairs sounding bored and like he'd rather be anywhere else.
Yup, that's him.
I contemplated what would happen if I went downstairs and figured it was probably a better plan to say up here. I went into his room and closed the door slowly, leaving it a crack open so it wouldn't make any noise and walking across the floor to sit on the couch.
I clicked on the tv and put it at low volume before turning on the dvd player and seeing what was in it.
The Guardians? And he made fun of me for wanting to see Frozen! I rolled my eyes and clicked play, settling into the couch and pulling my feet up.
"Anata ga nanika o shirimashita ka?" Someone said from downstairs.
They can't be talking about me, even I can barely hear the sound. Just to be sure I fast forwarded into the movie about a half hour to make it look like I'd been watching or a while.
"Hai. Watashi no musuko wa, anata ga koko ni tomodachi ga iru nodesu?" Taisho asked.
"Un." Sesshomaru grunted.
Someone was coming up the stairs! My heart started pounding in my chest. Panicking, I thought of the first thing to do, laying on my side into the couch and grabbing a pillow, closing my eyes and letting my mouth hand slack a little bit, faining extremely quiet snores every once in a while.
I heard the footsteps stop in front of the door and the door opened, someone came into the room.
I could feel heat on my face like someone was staring at me hard.
Oh please just go away!
Someone touched my shoulder, making me jump up.
My forehead bashed into something hard.
"Ow that's the last time I try to wake you up." Sesshomaru fell backwards onto the floor and held his forehead with both of his hands.
I rubbed mine, smiling a little. "Sorry..."
"I thought I told you she wasn't allowed over here when no one's home." Taisho said in a disappointed voice. "Girl," he addressed me rudely. "You need to go home."
"Yes sir," I said, getting up slowly and yawning deeply, I actually was tired. As I passed him, he watched me intently.