Chapter 37 I hate to be away from you.
Jade rolled over and looked at the clock on her phone. 6am, she had been awake for hours. She looked at Dean and smiled. Sound asleep. She slowly got out of bed and slid on her jeans. She picked up her phone and texted Sam. "Are you awake." it read. It wasn't but a few seconds her phone vibrated as she put on her shoes. "Yeah, why?" Sam texted back. "Meet me outside." she texted as she grabbed her purse and keys. She waited by her car as Sam walked out of his room. He looked at her confused. "What's wrong?" he asked. She opened the driver door as he rested his arms on the top of the car on the other side. "I need you to take a ride with me." He raised his eyebrows as he opened the door and sat down. He looked at her as she pulled out of the parking lot. "Care to tell me where we are going? Or better yet is this gonna have Dean ready to kill me?" he asked. She smiled at him. "No, how are ya'll paying for things? You haven't had time to hustling." she asked. He shrugged. "Credit cards. Why?" he asked as they pulled into the bank. "He's not using the one I gave him. I checked." she said as she pulled to the ATM. "Well, they aren't ours, well, not really. He isn't gonna use yours." he said. She stuck her card in the machine. "Yeah, I know. But I was thinking, if we are tracking Samuel, he may be tracking ya'll. It just seems to me, he knew ya'll were coming the other day." she said as she stacked cash in his lap. He raised his eyebrows as she withdrew over and over. "He isn't gonna take this." Sam said. She looked at him and smiled. "I know that too. That is why I'm giving it to you. You just have to figure what you are gonna tell him when he asked where you got it." she said as she made one last withdraw and put it in her purse. Sam counted. He looked back at her. "This is 5 grand." She pulled off, "If you need more, just call me." He looked back at her after he put the money in his front pockets. "You aren't going with us?" he asked. She shook her head. "No, we are gonna head back home. Lexie is going crazy, I'm sure. And I don't want Dean to have to worry about us." Sam raised his eyebrows, "Since when? I'm mean, Lexie is getting a little lonely, but you raised so much hell about being here." She raised her hand. "Look, I just want to go home." she said getting agitated. She hated lying. Sam nodded. "Ok, but I hope you know what your doing, what ever it is." he said as he looked at her. He knew she was lying, but she had to have a good reason. She pulled into a diner. As they got out, she stopped him. "One more thing. I need you to block the GPS on his phone." Sam looked at her and rolled his eyes as he looked away. Jade grabbed the front of his shirt. "I wouldn't ask you if I really didn't need you to do this." she said looking up at him. He looked back at her, hands in his pockets. He could tell by the look in her eyes, she hated to ask. He let out a deep breath and nodded. "Under one condition. You call if you get in trouble. I'm not gonna ask what you are doing. But it must be important. But if you get in a jam, you call." he said. She smiled as she wrapped her arms around his waist and hugged him. He hugged her back. "I mean it, Jade." he said as they pulled away. She smiled, "I promise." He wrapped his arm around her shoulder as they walked in the diner.
Cas stood in the corner of the room, watching Lisa sleep. He could hear her heartbeat, steady and strong. He didn't know what it was about her. He was experiencing things that he had never felt before. He did feel regret sometimes, when he could help Dean with Sam. He felt loyalty to the boys. But never anything like this with her. And it wasn't just the sex. No matter what was going on in heaven, he could watch her and his mind would clear, his body would relax. Just by watching her. He loved her. And that caused him regret. Regret that she was sucked right in the middle of the chaos with Crowley. But he knew it had to be done. He heard the lock on the door. He took one last look at her and disappeared as Sam walked back in. Sam looked around as he sat the coffee and food on the table. He looked back at Lisa as she groaned and sat up in the bed. Rubbing her eyes with her hands. "Damn, man do you ever sleep." she said as she opened her eyes and blink. "Sorry, did I keep you up?" he asked as she got out of bed and stretched. She sat at the table and grabbed a cup of the coffee. "I thought I saw you doing sit ups in the middle of the night. What the hell was that?" she asked as she sipped her coffee. Sam grabbed his toothbrush and walked into the bathroom. "I work out when I can't sleep. I tried to be quiet." he said as he started brushing his teeth. "When was the last time you slept?" she asked. He rinsed his mouth and shrugged as he walked back to the table. He opened his laptop. "Uh, when we were at the girls house. That is the only time I sleep." Her eyes widened. "Wow, you really are like a robot." she said as she ate. Sam smiled. "I guess so." She looked at him, "So, the only time you sleep is with Lex?" she asked. He thought for a minute. "Yeah, I guess so." "So, how are things with ya'll?' she asked. "I'm not sure. The last time I saw her, she didn't want to see me again until I get my soul back. I can't blame her. It has to be hard, having a relationship with somebody that doesn't remember or feel it." he said as he was looking at the computer. "You really don't remember?" she asked. He propped his hand on his thigh. "I remember some of it. It's like I know how I should feel, and I actually remember something every time I am with her. But I just don't feel it. I want to. I know there is something unbreakable between us. My head knows it, but it's like the signal gets blocked before it gets to my heart." he explained. She nodded. "That makes sense." Sam raised his eyebrows, "You are the first person to say that." She shrugged, "I mean, if you soul is missing, then you don't have an emotion either way. Sorta like Cas." He looked at her and laughed. "Yeah, I never thought about it like that." They were quiet for a few minutes. Sam cleared his throat. "So, you and Cas uh?" he asked. She automatically smiled. "Yeah, I guess you could say that. I'm sorta in the same boat as Lex. I am sleeping with someone that doesn't have the ability to have an emotional attachment. Which normally would be fine with me. But, I'm starting to really like him. Just my luck." she said as she faked a smile. Sam smirked. "I guess you and Lexie are dealing with the same things. But don't count yourself out yet with Cas. He is more human than you think." She looked at him. "What do you mean?" "The last year he has spent a lot of time with me and Dean. Sometimes I actually think he does feel things. He just doesn't know what it is sometimes. There must be something between the two of you. He keeps coming back." She smirked. "Yeah, it's called sex." Sam stood and begin to pack his things. "Nah, it's more than that. Trust me, not that he didn't enjoy it. But he could get that anywhere. But he comes back to you." he said. She stood and walked to the bed and grabbed clean cloths from her bag. "Like you and Lexie." He looked at her and smiled. "Yeah, like me and Lexie." What he didn't tell her was that he had been with several women the first few months after he got out. Random chicks he met in the bars. But no one since he followed Dean that first time and saw Lexie.
Dean was in the bathroom when Jade came back in the room. He looked around the door as she sat the coffee and food down. "I was wondering where you were. I tried to call you." She smiled back at him, "Yeah, I was getting out of the car. My hands were full. I brought breakfast." She sat at the table. He leaned and kissed her before sitting down. He begin to eat. She just picked over her food. "So, do you have a plan for tonight?" she asked him. "I am gonna call Cas. We could use his angel mojo. Just in case we run into some trouble." he said as he filled his mouth. She smiled. "I mean, if you find what your looking for." He shook his head as he swallowed and took a drink of his coffee. "No really. But I'm sure I will come up with something. I think better under pressure." he smiled and wiggled his eyebrows. She smiled as she moved her food around. "I'm sure you will." He looked at her plate. "What's wrong? You haven't even took a bite." She looked up at him as she put down her fork and grabbed her coffee. "Nothing, I'm good. Just not hungry. My stomach is a little upset." He shrugged as he finished eating. She stood and dug through her bag. "What time are ya'll leaving out?" she asked. He wiped his mouth and grabbed his phone. "Hey, we are gonna leave in about a hour. Sound good?" he asked Sam over the phone.
Sam: "Yeah, fine with me. You need a minute?" he asked. Knowing what Dean was hinting around to.
Dean smiled as he looked at Jade. "Yeah."
Dean hung up the phone. He stood behind Jade. Nothing but his jeans undone, hanging on his hips. She smiled as she felt him slide his arms around her waist and rest his hands on her stomach. He pushed her hair to the side and kissed her neck and should. She tilted her head. "You don't have but a hour, you need to pack." He smiled and ran his tongue up her neck and to her ear. "I don't need but five minutes to pack, that leaves fifty five to make you scream." She smiled as he slid one hand to her crotch and cupped her through her jeans, the other pushed her back on him. She laid her head back on his chest. She wrapped one arm around his neck as the other slid down her body and rest on top of the one between her legs. She grinded against him as he licked and nibbled her neck and ear. The harder she grinded the harder he pressed his hand against her center. He moved his hand from her stomach to her breast. She moaned as he cupped and squeezed her breast through her t-shirt. She slid her hand from his neck and between them. She slowly slid her hand into his pants. He sucked in a deep when he felt her wrap her hand around his throbbing dick. She slowly stroked him as she rubbed her ass up and down against him. He unbuttoned her jeans and slid his hand into them and into her silk panties. She turned her head and kissed him. Sliding her tongue into his mouth and roughly massaged his. She let out a shaky breath across his lips and squeezed his dick as she felt his finger glide across her clit. She slid her hand inside her pants and pressed his hand against her hot center. "Shit, baby." he whispered against her lips as she stroked him harder. "Uhhh" she moaned as he dipped one finger inside her. She pulled her hand from her pants and pushed her jeans and panties to the floor. He massaged her clit as she stepped out of her jeans. She gasped as he added another finger and curled them. "Umm, so wet and tight." he whispered in her ear. He massaged her clit as he slowly pumped his finger in and out. She could feel herself getting closer and closer to the edge. She turned to him and smiled. He looked down at her and bit his lip. He grabbed the hem of her shirt and pulled it over her head. He slid his hands to her back and unsnapped her bra as she slid his jeans and briefs to the floor. He cupped her ass and lifted her. She wrapped her legs around his waist while wrapping her arms around his neck. She gasped as he pushed her back against the wall. She took his lips and roughly kissed him. He pressed the palm of his hands to the wall as he felt her raise her hips and slowly slide down on him. He moaned as he felt his self slide in deeper. "Uhhh" she moaned as she felt herself adjust to his thick dick. He pressed his forehead to hers and stared into her eyes as she begin to lift her body just a little and lower back down. "Baby, that feel so good." his voice deep and husky. His breath shaky as she raised a little more. His hands still on the wall. She controlled the pace, arms and legs wrapped tightly around him. She moaned as she picked up the pace. "That's it, baby." he growled as he grabbed her hands and held them to the wall. He pressed his lips to hers, wildly kissed her. He bit her lip as he pulled way and looked down as she lifted off to the tip. He thirsted back into her hard. She pressed her head to the wall and closed her eyes as a breath escaped her. She gripped his hands tighter as he thrusted harder. She let out a loud moan as he slammed into her. He lowered his head to her shoulder and bit down on her neck. She felt so good. Tightening around him. "Baby, don't stop, please." she moaned between thrust. He pressed his lips to hers, her moans filling his mouth. "Does it feel good, baby?" he asked as their lips parted. "Yesss" she moaned. He pressed his lips to her ears, "Show me. Cum for me, baby." he whispered. He felt her legs tighten around him and her body quiver. "Uhhh, uhhh." she moaned. He groaned in her ear as he felt her release. He let go of her hands and she wrapped them tightly around his neck. He thrusted harder. "Ohhh shit" she moaned in his ear. Before she could come down, he turned and laid her on the bed. She gasped as she felt him slide out of her. She opened her eyes and watched him sit on his knees between her legs. He grabbed her hips and lifter her. He slowly slid back into her, watching her gasp. "You didn't think I was done with you yet, did ya?" he asked as he stilled. She looked up at him and smiled. He sat her ass on his thighs. She slid her hands above her head and tightly gripped the sheet as he thrusted hard and slow. He watched as she closed her eyes and parted her lips. He slid his hand up her body and ran his thumb across her lips. She ran her tongue across her dry lips as he let his hand slide down her neck, between her breast. He loved to watch her, touch her. As he thrusted harder and faster he felt his balls tighten. He was close. He threw his head back and moaned. "Fuckkkk." She felt so fucking good. He wasn't gonna be able to hold off much longer. He slid his hand to her clit and massaged her. She clenched the sheet tighter and pushed her hips toward him. "Oh God, yessss." she moaned as he massaged her clit faster with his thumb. She looked up at him as she licked her lips. He tightened his jaw and groaned. "I'm gonna cum, baby." he said through his clenched teeth. She raised up on her elbows. "Me too, don't stop." she said as she grabbed his neck and pulled his lips to hers. Roughly kissed him as she bounced her hips with his thrust. She let her head fall back as she lost it. "Ohhhh" she moaned. The grip on her hips tightened as he exploded and raised his head. "Ummm, Grrr. Fuckkk" he moaned as he filled her. He thrusted a few more times as his dick twitched inside her. She tightened around him, pulling every last drop from him. He lowered his head and gently kissed her neck and across her breast. Moaning as he tasted the salt from his sweat dripping onto her. She slowly laid back on the bed as he ran his tongue across both her nipples. She cupped his face and brought his lips to hers. Moaning as she softly kissed him. He laid on her, propping up on his elbows. He ran his hands through her hair as she rubbed his back. "Umm" he moaned as he felt her still spasm around him. "I hate to be away from you." he said as she smiled at him. "But, moments like this make it worth it." He softly kissed her as he slowly slid out of her. She let out a shaky breath across his lips. He rolled on his side as she laid her head on his arm and slid one leg across his. He looked at her and smiled. "That made up for leaving me hanging at Bobby's the other morning." he said with a cocky grin. She smiled and kissed him. "You sure you don't want to go with me and Sam?" he asked. She felt a huge lump in her throat, like she couldn't breath. "Nah, I need to get back home." she said. He felt her start to tremble. "You are shaking, baby. Are you sure your ok?" She looked in his eyes. It killed her to lie to him. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just cold." she said as she climbed out of bed. He looked up at her. "If something is.." he tried to say. But she looked at him, "I said I was fine." she said and quickly realized that she was almost yelling. She grabbed her cloths from her bag. She smiled and leaned down and kissed him. "I'm just tired, baby. That's all." He looked at her. "Ok, your fine." he kissed her. She stood. "I'm going to shower." He stood and followed her. She turned and looked at him and smiled. "You haven't had enough?" she asked. He wiggled his eyebrows as he turned on the water. "Of you? Never." She smiled as she looked at him. She loved everything about him. His sexy, hazel eyes, the freckles across his nose. His plump pink lips, broad shoulders, rock hard chest and tight abs. His perfect ass, thighs, and his long thick manhood. She was biting her lip as he looked back at her. He stepped in the shower and held the curtain back for her to get in. He grabbed the soap and washcloth as she stood under the water. She closed her eyes as she felt him wash her back. She knew she couldn't live without feeling him touch her, kiss her, look at her. She couldn't live without him.
Dean and Jade were packing the last of their things when Sam and Lisa knocked and walked in. "We ready to go?" Sam asked. Dean grabbed his duffel. "Yeah." He carried his bag to the car. Lisa grabbed Jade's keys and loaded her stuff. Sam looked out the door and saw Dean digging in the truck. He looked back at Jade. "I blocked the GPS on your phone. Remember, call if you need to." She smiled as she zipped her bag. "Promise, thank you." she said as Dean walked back in. Sam walked out as Dean grabbed Jade's bag and held the door open. Lisa got in the driver seat of the Camera and Sam sat in the passenger seat of the Impala. Jade wrapped her arms around Dean's neck and he leaned his head to hers and softly kissed her. He whispered, "I love you." across her lips. She looked up at him, "I love you, more." she said. He patted her ass. "We will see about that." as he gave her that cocky smile. She sat in the Camera as he opened his door and looked back at her. "Call me when you get home." She smiled. "I will." She watched him sit in the car. "Ready?" Lisa asked. Jade slid on her sunglasses. "No, not really. But I am going." she said as they pulled out of the parking lot. All she wanted to do was get this job done. Get Sam soul back, and things get back to normal. Or what was normal for them.