Let it go!

(im pulling on my blanket that is in my dogs mouth)

Hi everyone ….

(turns around trying to snatch blanket while looking at audience of fans)

Now as you all saw last chapter there was a lot of crazy boo boo and now we are picking up on that chapter so lets get to….

SKIP THIS!

(ladee drops down on all fours and put blanket inside her mouth and tugs back in forth with dog growling )

*growl* start the show knight.

Knight snickers, sure pup.

…*sowwy you guys know i dont edit stuff.*

*renesmee*

Fear.

Is something you feel when you know that you might die.

With that being said…

I don't think I have fear, at least not for myself.

I fear that if I die, my Jacob would go crazy. That he would no longer feel a reason to live, Jacob Is so dramatic like that. He would swear that he has no reason when the fact of the matter is that whether I die or not Jacob needs to be in this world.

Even if it means without me.

With the determination to see my Jacob again in my heart I knew that I would have to fight this battle with all I have.

So instead of turning around, knowing Id be so close to the wolf, I remembered everything my father, mother and family had down when they would wrestle or even fight off rogue vampires.

Yeah stuff like that happened.

I reacted instantly and jumped up as high as I could with the wolf teeth almost right on my heels.

I landed gracefully on the fifth branch up and immediately began to hop through the trees that led back to my home with the wolf running right by the trees as I hopped along

I was running and running and I wasn't too far from home now. I was about to hop on the tree in front of me when it feel to the ground.

These are the moments when I wish I could be one of those cartoons me and Jacob used to watch on Sundays.

Like the roadrunner one, were there were certain times were he could be running off the edge of the cliff but at the last moment defy gravity and run back on the cliff.

Unfortunately, that was not the case and I fell almost right into the wolves mouth.

But in the last moment I saw Jacob's face and it made me think.

I came out of my numb state and moved my position so I dropped down on the tree that was still falling.

Once my feet landed on the trunk of the tree I ran up it as fast as I could and jumped on the nearest tree.

I am so glad these wolves are so big are this one probably would've been able to hop in the tree with me.

Out of nowhere, I saw another wolf come up. This wolf was slightly smaller, leading me to believe that this wolf was younger and less experienced in battle.

I could use that to my advantage.

I was running still in the trees still thinking up my plan while two wolves ran beside the trees trying to snap at them. I was approximately 15 minutes away from my home and if I didn't hurry and stop these wolves they would catch me at the end of these woods which were about 13 minutes away.

I would have to enact my plan now.

So without hesitation I jumped down and landed right on the smaller wolves back causing him to howl in frustration.

He began to buck while I was on his back probably figuring I would hurt him but I wouldn't.

I was figuring he was one of the wolves that were recruited against his will. I couldn't hurt him, it wouldn't be right.

But I would use him to slow down the other wolf so they wouldn't chase me.

Now the bigger wolf was headed towards the smaller one so he could get me off.

Which is what I was counting on.

As soon as the other wolf came close enough I jumped on his back holding him by the ears as hard as I could so I wouldn't fall off when he tried to buck and hop.

This wolf was a lot wilder and even tried to snap at me. Had rolled on its back thinking I would fall off but I had way too much determination and my hold on him was much too strong.

That's when the smaller wolf ran at us.

Just as I had expected, the less experienced wolf instead of focusing on getting me off the older wolf, too full of fear and anger would instead try to hurt me. And of course he did.

He jumped at me, teeth bared and sharp and as soon as he was about to bite, I moved farther down the wolves back letting the teeth marks make there way into the older wolfs back.

The other was so inexperienced that he didn't even pay attention to the other wolf just worried about me and ended up clawing and biting up the other wolf until he couldn't stand anymore.

The older wolf fell to the ground with no more strength and that's when the other wolf realized what had happened.

He howled and tried to run at me. Now I could feel the fury leaving his body and I didn't know what else to do at this point.

I could only think to hurt the wolf and although I wouldn't like it, I had to do it so I could get out of here.

I jumped and ran further into the forest knowing the wolf would chase. I let him get pretty far before turning around just as he was about to pounce and I picked him up and threw him into a tree causing it to snap.

Once that happened I ran to him as fast as I could and punched him in the wolf face, which I felt so remorseful about but I had too.

He whimpered and growled at the same time but stopped moving, probably due to how hard he hit the tree.

That's when I began to run again and head straight to the house.

I was running as fast as I could and now I was about a minute away when I felt so sick like I was going to die.

I felt super hot and I felt like I was going to faint.

I slowed down my run but was still running.

It's a good thing I was so close to the house now which was great because I could feel my body slowing down.

I could hear my dad closing the door and running outside, he could probably now here my thoughts which I just allowed to be unblocked.

"RENESMEE!" I heard him yell through the woods.

"dad" I couldn't yell, I felt far too tired, as if, if I said anything else I would cry.

I could now hear the others leaving the house as well, all yelling my name.

Oh goodness Jacob is going to be so mad at me.

I couldn't run anymore so I stopped and immediately dropped to the floor and rested my head against the trunk of a tree.

I just rested there letting the coolness of the moss on the tree overtake me. It felt so good to my almost flaming skin.

I rested there until I heard footsteps approach.

They were the steps of a wolf, but this time I smiled.

These were the footsteps of a wolf I want to see.

Seth.

"Oh Seth, you are my savior."

He did his little wolf chuckle which caused me to snicker but, then immediately stopped and began to whimper. I immediately thought something was wrong with him so I touched his wolf face.

"What's wrong Seth?"

He nudged at my arm, which I hadn't even noticed was bleeding , pretty badly. The wolf must've hit me once while clawing the other one and I hadn't noticed being to focused in survival mode.

I also had a scratch on my leg, but it wasn't as bad and barely bleeding.

"Its okay Seth, really I am fine. Just get me back to the house. Ill have Carlisle fix it, promise."

He licked my face and then lowered his body signaling me to get on.

I took the last of my strength to pick myself up and climb on the back of Seth's back.

I just lay there on the back of Seth's back and he just sat there for a while before slowly getting up, trying to be gentle with me.

Once he was fully standing and I was still comfortably lying on his back, he began to trot back to the house.

He howled loud in the air, I guess signaling that he had me.

I didn't worry about it, just let Seth carry me back to the house.

Thinking about just how much I wanted to see Jacob.

He surely won't be happy about me being banged up like I am. Hell, it will probably give him more fuel for me not to go.

But if he could only see how well I handled things! He would see that I am no longer a child and I can handle myself!

I sighed.

Seth and I had made it back to the house and the family was waiting in the backyard for me. They looked pissed and like they were about to fight.

I hope that isn't directed to me.

Seth lowered his body letting me off and once I stood up I immediately felt wobbly like I was going to fall and I was about to…

When someone caught me.

My mom.

"Oh Nessie" she said sadly as she looked over my arm.

She picked me up slowly and she ran into the house with me in her arms. She ran so fast I got whiplash, something that doesn't normally happen.

She kissed my forehead, but quickly retracted.

"Renesmee, you are burning up!"

She sat me down on the couch gently and Carlisle immediately came to me with his medical tools that I hadn't even known he gotten.

"Nessie, this will hurt but I need to know why you're burning up. We need to make sure that the wolves didn't put any venom or disease in your blood system."

"J J Jacob? Where is Jacob?" I asked, starting to panic.

Where is my Jacob?

"Renesmee, he is on his way right now running as fast as he can. He will be here in 2 minutes."

"Don't give me that shot until he gets here."

Even as I said this I knew that it would be great to check now, because my body is truly acting up.

I had a light sheen of sweat on my face and my stomach felt so funny.

I don't know why but strangely at this moment I wanted Jacob to bring me something with some chocolate in it.

Maybe a reeses?

In that moment I heard my wolf running up the driveway and immediately perked up.

"Jacob?"

And just in that moment he was in the room knocking over stuff in his big wolf form.

"Jacob!"

He shifted and ran to me. He immediately pulled me into an embrace.

"I was so worried about you that I went for a run, so I could just give you some space…."

He was still talking but I wasn't listening.

How could i…?

HE WAS NAKED AND HOLDING ME VERY TIGHTLY!

"ummmm… Jacob?" spoke Embry from the side of the room now covering up Lavanna's eyes as she blushed.

"Yes?"

It caused me to laugh, he must be so caught up with me that he doesn't even noticed he isn't wearing pants… or anything for that matter.

"What?" he asked looking at me.

"Jacob…. Ummm.. you don't have on pants?" I said or more asked which was weird.

"Oh."

"Yep."

"So maybe…"

"Yeah maybe you should put on some… clothes."

Jacob was blushing and I think it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.

"Well, now that Jacob is here can we please take the shot?" said dad who looked really worried.

"W w what what shot? What's wrong?"

Jacob looked down and finally noticed the towel I had on my arm that was now covered in my blood.

He was quiet and just looked at me and took my arm into his hand.

"Jacob, here" Alice came in with a pair of pants.

Jacob didn't take them immediately. He just looked at me with the saddest eyes.

He came out of his trance and took the pants putting them on. Thank goodness because I am already hot and at this moment nothing would stop me from jumping him in front of my family if he waited one more minute to not have on his pants.

As soon as he had on his pants he went back to looking at me.

He didn't look too long before walking to me and immediately putting me in his arms again.

"What happened?" he said softly in my ear causing me to shiver.

"Jacob I know that you're worried about Renesmee, everyone is, but we really need to check her."

Jacob seemed reluctant to leave me and I was reluctant against being left but, Carlisle was right.

Jacob pulled away from me slowly but kept my hand is his, so his warmth wasn't completely gone.

It's weird that for some reason I am still hot, not as hot as I was but still warmer that usual, and yet somehow my body still greeted Jacob's heat with warm welcomes.

"Okay Renesmee, are you ready?"

Carlisle stood holding a butterfly needle that I had become accustomed to seeing as it was the titanium one he used for me.

I just nodded my head, knowing it would hurt.

As Carlisle stepped towards me steadily I squeezed Jacob hands and accidently sent him what I was too shy to voice aloud

I am sorry Jacob. I didn't mean to run off like that. You know I love and I am sorry. I will not apologize for how I feel about this fight but I will say sorry for saying it has nothing to do with you and I am sorry for turning my back on you. I love you and I hope you still love me too.

Jacob didn't answer in words, but he didn't have to. He placed his lips gently against my temple and squeezed my hand tighter.

That was all that needed to be said.

…

"Are you feeling better?" asked Carlisle as I sat on the couch with Jacob playing with my hair as my head rested in his lap.

So close to his…. I didn't want to think about it. We would have plenty time for that later.

MAKE UP SEX!

"Yeah, I am feeling better. Did you check the results? What do they say?"

Jacob became tense as if he was scared but Carlisle was completely calm.

"Yes I did check and I don't see in venom in the results. I sort of suspected that would be the case when you didn't seem to be in pain. I also checked for a lot of different thing s seeing as for a moment Bella said you had a high fever. I don't see in change in your blood cells or test so I am thinking that these high fevers or just your body developing into its last stage. Nahuel's sisters also spoke of pains when they were going through last year of growth…"

It made me happy to know that I wasn't so weird.

"But they spoke nothing of fevers."

Damn.

"Is that a good or bad thing Carlisle?" asked Jacob in his worried voice.

"We cant be certain we can only see as Renesmee progresses further towards her final stage of growth."

Jacob sighed in frustration but said nothing more.

Carlisle walked out of the room and just as he was about to leave turned back around and spoke,

"Renesmee, would you like to take another pregnancy test?"

I could hear Jacob's heart stop beating.

Well, damn.

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Hey my sexy people.

I UPDATED TWICE IN THE SAME WEEK!

Sort of.

I AM GETTING BACK ON TRACK! YEAH!

You know I hate school, but maybe school is what motivates me to write, take out my free time an anger on you guys in a respective and creative outlook.

Yeah, im deep.

ANYHOE.

Please review you guys it really makes my day.

This chapter was suppose to be longer and include more stuff in It…

*cough* sex scene*cough*

But this is going on nine pages long and I am getting tired

TELL ME HOW YOU GUYS FELT ABOUT THE ACTION SCENE!

I am not used to writing action stuff, although I love to watch it, so tell me how it was.

Ooh, somebody told me something that I am sorry I didn't catch before for all my twihards.

I keep saying Rebecca for paul when it is Rachael.

I am sorry my boobs.

I am

*stands holding boobs whispering sorry*

Knight: -_-You are weird.

Ladee: OH MY GOD! MY BOOBS SPOKE BACK TO ME!

Knight: smh.

Knight: that'll be all folks. My girl obviously has issues. So be back later for next installment of th2.

Ladee: ITS TL2 BOOB *yells at boob*

(ps. This is actually a conversation me and knight had while I was making this author note ~ladee.)

((p.s.s it was really strange~ knight. ))