Chapter 37

Olivia opened her eyes and lay looking at the ceiling for a while the events of the last few days going through her head. She felt Elliot move beside her and turned to face him. She smiled as she watched him sleep, so much had happened over the last few months a lot of awful stuff, but at least at the end of it all she still had Elliot. She lay staring at him his arm went around her.

"Stop staring" he mumbled burying his face into her neck and began kissing her.

"Hmmmm I can't help it you're so cute when you're asleep"

"Cute? Don't you dare call me that in front of people at work, I would never live It down." He said moving his head back and looking at her. "But at home you can call me it all the time" he smiled at her.

"El about yesterday"

He put his fingers to her lips "Ssshh… don't do this" he said. "I kind of understand why you left okay, but you came back that's all that matters. Dani was out to split us up and I thought for one horrible moment she had succeeded, that's what scared me the most" he said kissing her softly.

Olivia stroked the side of his face"I don't deserve you, the way I treated you yesterday" a tear fell down her face.

"Liv you have been there for me in the past when anyone else would have run a mile. We all do and say things when we get upset that we don't mean. Hell I can remember being a bastard to you on a few occasions, and I have said some awful things to you, but you didn't run or hold it against me, and I won't hold this against you. Please don't let what happened yesterday spoil what we have, we have waited too long and had so much in our way to get to where we are right now." He begged her.

"Okay" she nodded "god I love you Elliot Stabler. …and when did you become so understanding"

"I think it's since I started having this amazing sex with most gorgeous woman I have ever met, she kinda calms me down"

"Yeah" she smiled "I think I need to meet her" she smiled as they lay silently in each other's arms their eyes locked together, their hands stoking each others bodies, creating goosebumps on their skin.

"El how long do you think it will be before your divorce to comes through" she asked her voice barley a whisper.

"I don't know, hopefully as quick as possible"

"I hope so because Olivia Stabler has a quite nice ring to it" she smiled.

"Hmmmm say that again" he said his mouth going back to her neck and he began to suck gently.

"What? Olivia Stabler"

""Yeah…god that sounds so sexy when you say it….a total turn on" he sighed, his eyes meeting hers again, his hand lifted Olivia's leg over his hip and he pushed himself towards her between her legs, he took hold of his now hard cock and guided it into her, lifting himself up so Olivia could slide her other leg under him and wrap her legs around his waist pulling him into her. They both moaned together as their lips met and the kissed slowly their tongues dancing together as they moved together their bodies in total sync.

"Liv"

"Mmmmm" she replied as she felt him pushing deeper into her as she ground her hips to meet him.

"I love fucking you"

"Good because I love being fucked by you" her voice trembled as she spoke "Christ El this feels so good" she said their lips touching slightly each time they talked.

"Fuck….. Yeah" he panted "You always feel good, baby….always hot and tight" he whispered to her "and so wet around me" his cock started to throb as his blood pumped through him. "Liv" he gasped "open your eyes and look at me"

Olivia opened her eyes and looked directly into his, her body began to tremble, the walls of her pussy clamping around Elliot as she began to climax "Don't look away Liv, please stay with me" he told her as he felt her tighten up and shake it was all he needed to unload his hot cum into her, their bodies trembling together as they rode the orgasm, their eyes locked on each other despite the tears that flowed from them both. Finally their bodies began to relax. Elliot wiped the tears from her cheeks as she done the same to him.

"Are you okay?" he asked her.

She nodded "Huh huh" she said unable to talk at first "That was so ….intense Elliot. I didn't think you could ever feel so much love as what I feel for you, it scares me sometimes"

"Liv it scares me all the time" he smiled "And what's even more scary is I fall more in love with you more and more everyday" he said holding her tight, never wanting to let her go.

Finally they both realised they would need to move out the bedroom. Elliot told Olivia he needed to go and speak to Kathy and the kids about what had happened he didn't want them to read about it in the paper, they decided to go there before they headed to the station for Elliot to make his statement.

As they drove over Elliot told he wanted to tell Dickie everything alone just the two of them. After the conversation they had at the cabin he thought it was the best thing to do. They climbed out the car at his old house and walked up to the front door hand in hand. Olivia looked up at Elliot.

"You gonna be okay doing this?" she asked. He nodded

"Just stay with me when I tell Kathy then I will see Dickie alone and then we can all tell the girls"

Before they even knocked Kathy opened the door, she took one look at their faces and knew something was wrong.

"What's happened? Is it something to do with the cameras found here?"

"Yeah sort off" said Elliot "Are the kids home?"

"Dickie is out back playing with Eli the girls are out shopping"

"Okay ….. Erm I …" he looked at Olivia for help.

"Why don't we all sit down first" said Olivia as they headed into the kitchen and sat around the table.

"Please Elliot just tell me, are the kids in danger?"

"No ….God No Kathy I promise" he took a deep breath. "look there is no easy way to say this so I'm just gonna say it …..I was raped…by Dani Beck"

Elliot went on to tell Kathy everything that had happened from when they had returned from the cabin, she reached across the table and held his hand as he explained about Dani. Olivia saw tears forming in her eyes and got up to get the box of tissues on the bench. Elliot took a deep breath when he finished telling her everything.

"Are you both going to be okay?" she asked them both. Olivia could see the love and care in her eyes for the man she had been married to for almost 25 yrs.

"Yeah we will" said Olivia looking at Elliot.

"Good" said Kathy "It took the two of you long enough to get together the last thing you need is another crazy blond getting in the way of you" she smiled at them both. Elliot stood up and walked round the table pulling his soon to be ex-wife up into a hug. Holding her as he felt her cry.

"I will always love you Kathy" he whispered to her. She nodded into his shoulder

"I know, and I will always love you" she said wiping the tears away.

Olivia stood up and began walking out the room to give them a few minutes alone. Elliot looked at her over Kathy's shoulder.

"Thank you" he mouthed to her "I love you"

"Love you to "she mouthed back walking out into the back garden where Dickie was entertaining his young brother.

"Hey Olivia" Dickie shouted when he seen her "Look Eli Livvy is here" he said to the little blond boy. Eli ran up to Olivia smiling at her carrying a soccer ball followed by Dickie.

"Is everything okay, Mom told us about the cameras that were found in the house" said Dickie as he got close to her.

"Erm yeah" she said trying not to look at him.

"Olivia what's wrong?" he asked knowing she was lying.

"Dickie your Dad is going to talk to you" she told him "You need to hear it from him"

As if on cue Elliot came out the back door "Liv could you take Eli in Kathy is making drinks, just while I talk to Dickie"

Olivia picked up Eli and carried him into the house leaving Elliot and his son to talk.

"Dad what's wrong?" he asked nervously.

"Let's sit down" said Elliot heading to a small wall in the garden and sitting down. Dickie followed him.

"Okay" said Elliot looking at his son. "You said at the cabin that you didn't want me to hide anything from you or keep the truth from you, that you wanted to be told if something was wrong"

"Yeah Dad I'm here for you, I told you that"

"Dickie what I'm going to tell you isn't good and it might be hard for you to hear, but you need to know what's happened" Dickie nodded as Elliot spoke feeling scared and worried by what his father was going to say. "If at any time you want me to stop then tell me okay"

"Okay Dad" he said.

Elliot lent forward and rested his elbows on his knees. "Your Mom told you about the cameras that were found in the house. Well we found out the person who put them there was my old partner Dani Beck. When she left the unit she went a little crazy, she became obsessed with me. She tried to get back into the squad but by then Liv was back, this sent her off the rails. She has been watching me, stalking me for years. She planted cameras in every house I have lived in, since she left" Dickie looked at his Dad.

"She was watching us at home"

"The cameras only took photos she had them wired in to the electrics somehow. Any way when I broke down after the shooting and I went to the cabin with Liv she followed us and took photos and videos of me and Liv together whilst we were … you know"

"Having sex" Dickie said helping Elliot out.

"Yeah… having sex. She put these photos all over my car in the precinct and sent the video out via email to every cop in the station"

"What photos and videos of you and Livvy?" Elliot nodded "That Bitch is Olivia okay" Elliot smiled at his sons concern for Liv. "

"Yeah she was pissed as hell but she was okay. Any way we found out were Dani was staying and found hundreds of photos of me all over the walls. If it was me and your Mom, or me and Liv their heads were cut off or scratched out"

"What a crazy Bitch have you arrested her?" he asked looking over at Elliot.

"We have now …but not before…." Elliot took a deep breath standing up from the wall and began pacing back and forth.

"Dad please what is it?" asked Dickie as he watched his Dad becoming more angry and upset "What happened?"

"We set her up, but she was smarter than what we thought. I went back to my place alone after faking a fight with Liv hoping she would follow me. What we didn't know was she was already in my place waiting" Elliot stopped pacing and sat back on the wall and looked down at the floor. "She knocked me out as soon as I came through the door, I woke up on the bed handcuffed and tied so I couldn't move….she …..She had …. I was totally naked. She had a gun and a knife….. I …." Elliot tried to stop the tears.

"Dad…what did she do?"

Elliot looked at his son tears running down his face; he couldn't believe he was going to tell his son something so bad.

"Dad what the hell did she do"

"She….she raped me" he whispered dropping his head so he didn't have to look at his son. Dickie just sat staring straight ahead taking in what his dad had said. "I couldn't stop her" sniffed Elliot wiping at the tears," I wanted to but I couldn't move" he sobbed.

Dickie stood up and looked down at his Dad his vision blurred with tears, he wanted to hit something, but he looked down at his dad crying on the wall. His dad had always been the strong one the one in control, but here he was crying in front of him his body trembling. Dickie realised right there and then no matter how angry or upset he was at what he had been told, his dad needed him, for the first time ever he had to be the strong one for his Dad. He dropped down to his knees in front of him.

"Dad" he said putting his hands on Elliot's shoulders "Dad look at me" he put his hands on either side of Elliot's head and lifted it up so Elliot had to look at him "You did nothing wrong, Dad….nothing" he said as the tears he was trying to hold back finally fell "There was nothing you could of done" he said as he flung himself at Elliot and held his Dad. Elliot put his arms around his son and hugged him tight "I love you Dad" sobbed Dickie.

"I love you to Son" said Elliot holding him tighter than he ever had before.

They finally broke apart both wiping away the tears and Dickie sat back on the wall.

"Dad how did you stop her?"

"I didn't" he said looking at him "Olivia did, she crept in and put a gun to her head and told her to get the fuck off me. She then beat the hell out of her"

"That's why they call her Badass Benson I guess" Dickie smiled at him. Elliot smiled back.

"So what happens now?" he asked.

"Well I need to give a statement to Cragen, on the plus side she hid a camera so all the evidence is right there…..Dickie the papers are bound to get hold of this, I'm a cop in the sex crimes unit, who was raped. They can't by law publish my name as I'm a victim but you know how the papers work. Your friends and people at school might see it"

"Dad don't worry about it, I'm not ashamed of you or of what happened to you, let them think and say what they want I don't care….. And If I don't like something they say then I will handle it the way every Stabler man handles things. I will knock them the fuck out" He grinned at Elliot. Elliot laughed and put his arm around his sons shoulder.

"That's my Boy" he smiled pulling him close to him. "Thank you son"

"Any time Dad, I'm just glad you didn't try and keep it all to yourself" They sat together outside talking about baseball and football anything but Dani and what had happened before heading back inside.

"Everything okay?" asked Olivia noticing they both had red eyes from crying.

They both nodded "yeah its fine" said Dickie.

"El we need to go if you're going to give your statement to Cragen" Olivia told him.

"But I need to explain to the girls"

"Dad don't worry me and Mom will explain to them. Then if it's okay with mom we could maybe come and stay with you and Liv tonight, get pizza and watch movies, maybe a beer or two" he grinned.

"Yeah that's fine with me" said Kathy "I could drop them off about 7 if that's okay with you two"

"Yeah that sounds great" said Olivia "El?"

"Err yeah… great" he said looking at his Son suddenly realising how much he had grown up and how proud he was of him.

As they drove to the station Olivia looked over at Elliot "you sure you're okay?" she asked him.

"You know Liv despite everything that's happened I don't think I have ever been happier" he smiled at her.

Next the kids come to stay, Dani is in court, and Kathy has some good news for Elliot and Olivia.

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