Emma practically dragged Sean up the stairs, once they reached the top she went on the search for an empty room. Paige's room was locked, they opened the door to another room which they deemed occupied. They came to the last door and Emma opened it, knocking first as to not repeat the previous room's awkward situation. The room was empty and Emma entered with Sean closely behind.

He took a few steps in and looked around in the dark. Emma shut the door behind them and locked it. Sean turned around and felt Emma's arms wrapped around his neck and pull him down into a kiss. It started out gentle and wanting, but Emma quickly changed it to urgent and needy.

She pushed him towards the bed not breaking the kiss. The back of Sean's knees hit the bed causing him to sit down. Emma remained standing in front of him, she unzipped and disposed of her jacket that she was wearing and her shirt was very soon to follow. She continued the kiss they had started earlier and climbed onto his lap and swiftly undid his belt.

Sean noticed the difference in Emma's approach to fooling around and he didn't like it. It reminded him too much of the girls he would hook up with just for the sake of hooking up. They were dirty and easy, he hated them all but never complained because he was just in it to get off and leave. They were always pushy, never gentle and always did what he asked of him no matter how sordid it was. Of course he loved it at the time, what guy wouldn't but now things were different, love was involved. Not only that but he never even liked the others let alone loved them like he loved Emma. He didn't know what was causing this new behavior but he didn't want it, not out of her. She was too good for it.

Emma started rocking back and forth on his lap and moved her mouth to his neck as her hands began to lift up his shirt. Sean spoke up in attempt to slow it down. He placed his hands on hers halting her removal of his shirt. "Em, maybe we should go back to my place."

Emma stopped kissing his neck and brought her attention back to his mouth without even commenting on his suggestion. Sean went along with it for a little bit longer, allowing his shirt to come off. They soon were lying down with Emma on top of Sean, Emma was still giving frantic kisses, nothing like she usually does. Sean decided to make one more attempt to slow things down and rolled them so he was now in the superior position. He kissed her slowly, which Emma took as an opportunity to try and remove his pants.

Sean stopped her, they had barely been going at it for two minutes and she was already going in for the kill. "Emma, stop" he said intently. Emma tried again

"Sean, it's fine let's just fuck and get it over with." She placed her hands back on the button of his jeans.

"I'm serious Emma. Stop!" he got louder and promptly got off the bed.

He buttoned his pants back up and located his shirt.

"I'm serious too Sean!" she moved to sit on the edge of the bed. Sean picked up her jacket and shirt and threw them at her with conviction.

"Get dressed we're leaving." Was all he said as he exited the room, slamming the door behind him.

Emma felt overwhelmingly defeated, she dressed and went downstairs. She looked around for Sean but was quickly interrupted in her search by Jay.

"Well you look a little disheveled there green peace" Jay said with an evil grin on his face.

"So what if I do? And don't call me that" she continued to scan the rooms for Sean.

"I'm just saying that cuz that must mean it must not have ended well." Jay persisted.

"What are you rambling on about?" Emma played dumb.

"Well you guys were only up there for what? Five minutes? He must not be giving it his all, he usually lasts much longer and there are usually very loud moans coming from the room he is occupying." He laughed a little.

"That fact that you know that is disturbing Jay." Was her comeback, as she thought about it for a moment she wanted to know what he was talking about.

"I'm just saying, maybe he's not into the whole innocent virgin thing anymore. Maybe he never was. The girls he used to hook up with were DEFINITELY not innocent virgins. From the stories he told me, I'd be surprised if you even compare." Jay pushed on, purposely trying to get to her. It was working.

"He never mentioned anything…" Emma looked to Jay.

"Why would he? That's not something you mention to innocent virgin girls. But it's what he wants and every girl before you gave it too him"

"Why are you telling me this?"

"Hey maybe I'm wrong, but I doubt I am. He'll probably deny it till he dies. You probably just need to prove it to him…don't take no for an answer." Jay smiled and walked off leaving Emma alone angry and heartbroken.

Emma was still a little tipsy and having Jay inform her on Sean's sexual past wasn't making her feel any better about herself. That and the fact that he just turned her down completely didn't help at all. Maybe she didn't do it how he liked it? Maybe that's why he said that they should stop having sex, Jay was right she couldn't compare. What she did know was she wasn't going to lose Sean, she would give him what she thought he wanted.

She walked outside thinking that maybe Sean was waiting in his car. She walked up to the passenger side a looked in, Sean was talking on his cell phone staring out the front window. Emma opened the door and got it.

"Yeah ok, yes I'll definitely call you tomorrow." Sean noticed that the door was open, "Bye" he hung up and Emma shut the door.

"What took you so long?" He asked.

"I was looking for you." She avoided eye contact. "Who was on the phone?" she spoke in monotone.

"No one important" he answered back blankly and started the car. "Emma what was that whole thing all about?" he started down the street. They were both still quite drunk and let's face it alcohol is just a cheap truth syrum.

"What? I wanted to have sex with my boyfriend I didn't know that was a crime." She answered with an angered tone.

"It is when I said no more sex, you aren't ready. And that wasn't you, I don't even know who that was."

"I've been drinking Sean, maybe I wasn't thinking straight. And you of all people don't get to decided when I'M ready to have sex again." She was getting more and more bold with each sentence.

"I'm just trying to do the right thing Emma."

"I guess I was too." She responded.

"How is being a slut doing the right thing?" Sean asked harshly and sped up.

"Appearantly that's how you like it. Sean. Why can't you just treat me like one of those other girls. At least they got to have sex with the real you because I guess what we've done is basically the exact opposite of what you want!"

"What are you talking about?"

"I'm talking about you treating me like a person instead of an innocent virgin, do what you did with those other girls to me Sean! Be you!"

"How you know about them?"

"It doesn't matter!"

"You don't want me to treat you like I treated them Emma. I DON'T WANT to treat you like I used to treat them." Sean screamed trying to save her the trouble of learning the lesson that those girls did.

"Yes I Do!" she screamed back.

"You don't know what your asking for Emma, drop it." He came to a stop at a stop light.

Emma looked to him "Then we are over Sean. If you can't treat me like everyone else then I can't be with you. I don't want to be on some pedestal, good or bad."

"FINE! You want me to treat me like I treated those sluts!" He turned to her and yelled.

"YES!" she yelled back with just as much anger.

The light turned green and Sean burned rubber and sped down the street. He went a couple of blocks and made a turn onto a dark street, he stopped the car and turned off the engine. He turned to Emma and unbuckled her seat belt. When she was free of it he pulled her into a rough kiss that Emma returned. She was determined to give him what he wanted like the other girls did, she couldn't lose him.

Sean entangled one of his hands in her hair and continued to kiss her forcing his tongue into her mouth as his other hand undid his pants and freed himself. Emma hands were on his soldiers bracing herself from his force. He brought his free hand up and guided hers down to his dick. He got her started on jacking him off before he broke the kiss and started up the car. He kissed her one more time and whispered in her ear "You are gonna regret this".

At this point Sean was so full of anger at the fact that Emma wanted to be like those other girls he was going to show her exactly why it wasn't worth it at all costs. Sean started driving again as Emma was working on him, after a minute or two he looked over to her.

"Suck it" he demanded.

Emma was shocked, maybe she was making the wrong decision. "What?" she stumbled out.

"Now. Blow me."

Emma hesitated and Sean took into his own hands by placing a hand behind her neck and bring her head down to his lap. Emma mouth soon joined her hands.

Sean had almost reached his apartment, he wanted to teach Emma a lesson. The lesson that the reason he treated her the way he did was because he loved her. He couldn't stand to treat her the way he treated the other girls. But here he was, treating her like she was a slut. The guilt was already killing him, he didn't know if you could go through with it.

Sooo… I made like three different versions of this chapter (which is why I haven't updated in like a freaking month) but in the end the decided factor was me flipping a coin, So based on the reviews I receive I might be removing this chapter and placing one of the others. But I liked this one because of what it sets up for the upcoming chapters. REVIEW…! Phanks!