Chapter Thirty-Three

Days passed and the head ache was getting better. I was practically back to normal. Everyone was watching me, though. It was annoying. I needed to be alone to figure out why Keenan was… here. He shouldn't be here but he was. And every time I asked for answers he'd just say he was here for me. Which is very sweet but highly annoying.

I didn't understand. I mean… it was a riddle of sorts but… I just couldn't figure it out. That is all I did these days. I sat around trying to figure out what my dead boyfriend had meant when he told me he was here for me… now where's the irony in that?

I heard a knock on the door. I was pulled back to Jasper's room.

"Hey Bella, how are you doing?" Jasper asked as he came into the room. I shrugged.

"Do you need something?" He asked. I shook my head. I reached my hand out for my glass of water but when I went to grab it my hand smacked the table. Jasper came over and sat down next to me.

"What's the matter?" He asked. I shook my head.

"Nothing Jazz…" I said as I stretched for the water. I held it with two hands like I was five again.

"Bella, I've told you a million times, you shouldn't lie to the poor guy… He's going crazy not knowing what's wrong with you… they all are." Keenan said. He always popped up at the worst times.

"Why don't you get some rest you looked tired." Jasper said. I nodded and I laid down. He left the room and I heard him head down stairs.

"Okay I know you are here for me but what does that mean…?" I asked him aloud as I started thinking. I stared at him and wondered…

I gasped – "You are here for me." I whispered. "Am I… dying?" Keenan just looked sad.

"I'm here as long as you want me to be here…" He whispered as he sat down. "Bella… you need to go to the doctor… Please?" He said with big eyes. I looked up at him and sighed. I slowly made my way downstairs. Keenan was closely behind me with a hand on my back.

"I need to go to the doctor…" I said and I barely made it too the living room before I collapsed.

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I'm sorry for such a short chapter! The next one will be longer I promise!

Songs I recommend (I know there are a lot of songs):
Mango Tree - Angus & Julia Stone
You're Gonna Go Far, Kid – The Offspring
If That's Alright With You – Tom Felton
Sometime Around Midnight – The Airborne Toxic Event
Feel Good Drag – Anberlin
Phenomena – Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Barracuda - Heart