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A week passed since the awakening of Rin and everything seemed to be moving like it was. Rin's wounds were getting better and she didn't have to use Kagome's wierd contraption, but she still had to talk her time walking. The twins were better now. Between the nurishment from Rin and their father's arua they were become stronger and more active. The group continued to hang around the castle, to wait until Rin was strong enough to head back to the feduel era since they all wanted to do it together. Sesshomaru had showed up that time to be there for Rin..but he was gone the next morning, and most of the days as well.
It was annoying Rin to no end. The last time she had seen him was five days ago. He just seemed to have disappeared. Vanished into thin air. She wasn't happy with it at all and waited up late at night when she had the will, to see if he would come. But he never did. Did he forget about her? Has he lost his pride to see her? His family? Rin started to think that she had done something wrong and she didn't like it. She cried herself to sleep and tried to busy herself with things but nothing helped. On top of that, to make it worse...was when she came into heat. Now because she already had childern it wasn't as strong and attracting to any of the males in the castle. It didn't bother them but it sure did bother her.
The demon within her was practiclly tearing apart her inner walls to break free. Her soul, mind, and heart burned so badly sometimes that she would have to take medicine just to fall asleep. Her skin burned and was hot with need for him that it made her sick sometimes. She would also find herself having wet dreams of him sometimes, so real that she found herself clutching to his pillow when she woke up, his scent that was still there. Her legs would have wettness in them which made her ashamed. Did she really crave him that much? Well.. she knew the answer.
The answer was simple as breaking ice. It was as wild as a flaming fire. As cold as snow. Bright as the sun. Dark as the night. Silent as a cool forest. Loud like a raging river or forest.Attacking and demanding like a creature. It was all staring her in the face.As pale as the moon shone bright in the sky. It was there.
She needed him so bad. She would wake up in the middle of the night and find herself whispering his name over and over again. She felt distant. Her soul didn't give much expression to anyone that was talking to her. It was like a bird trapped in a cage. She felt like she was getting to big for that cage and it was threatening to burst out of her at any moment. She shook. She was lucky to still have her mind in tact. You would think that it would be killing her my now but she kept her hope.
On this certain morning, Rin had awoke to find herself yet again wet because of another dream of him she had. She slowly got up. Brushing the new tears from her face as she put her head in her hands. Pulling her knees up to her chest she closed her eyes and listened. Her twin pups were still sleeping. As peaceful as ever knowing that their mom was around. Rin began to again as she breathed in and out at ragged breaths. She didn't know what was wrong with her. She never got this emotional over him before. She was about to get up and take a bath with someone turned the handle on her door. She looked up slowly, hoping it to be Sesshomaru but it was only her grandmother.
Her hair was still the black color it was. The blue hair that was in it still paling from age. The blackness of her hair was losing it's sheen. Her round face with a pointed chin was soft and smooth. Her cheekbones were a tint red from her make-up. Her brown yet orange ringed eyes looked at her granddaugther. She was wearing a blue kimono this time with a black shawl around it. Her footsteps were light as she shut the door behind her. The wrinkles on her face moved as she talked. Her voice was cracked and deep with age as well. Soft yet toned.
", There you are my child...I have been looking for you.", said her grandmother softly as she walked up towards Rin and sat in a chair nearby. Letting out a breath as she wiped some sheen off of her face.
", My old bones are not as great as they use to be, eh? I guess they still got somethin in em.", said her grandmother as Rin turned away. Her grandmother noticed this and made a sound like a stern tone to get her attention.
", I know that my daugther has taught you better young lady. When an adult is talkin to you, you look at them. You hear me.", she said as she looked at Rin. Rin turned her head and nodded.
", I am sorry.", she said, but it was muffled by her head back in her hands.
", Now that's better...I was walkin all morning trying to find you. Your scent is so different it's hard to tell.", said Yumiko as Rin groaned. Yumiko patted Rin's back before she spoke.
", Listen young one. Your father told me all that was going on these past few times. I listened as well as I did when you told me that you loved him. I said...why I said, you need to hold on to him child. Didn't I tell you that them times ago? You can't just give up on him you know.", said Yumiko as Rin sighed.
", What's the point grandmother. Look at me? Smell me! I am horrible. Chasing after somthing like it's a drug. I can't stop. No matter how hard I try. I have forgiven him grandmother...but..he hasn't forgiven himself.", said Rin as Yumiko nodded.
", Ah yes, in my times so far, I have heard of this. It is called " Reduction Sickness". Now I know that duction must mean to take away. That is excatly what is going on. You have had something taken from you. You want it back. He is not responding so it is driving you mad. I have had that problem before, once with your grandfather before he died.", said Yumiko as Rin looked up.
", I want him back grandmother, I want him to be happy. To smile. To laugh. I am starting to think that I did something. Like I caused him to be this way. I don't want to think that, but I can't help but to think it", said Rin as she shook her head.
Yumiko smiled. ", I can tell...what you need to do is get him to come to you...have him go so mad that he can't take it anymore.", said Yumiko as Rin's eyes widened.
", Why do such a thing? It is soo..well...wrong.", said Rin as Yumiko shook her head slowly and chuckled.
", No my child..it is not. He is off..somewhere thinking about you. But the pride that is broken in his heart refuses to accept the fact that he needs to return.", said Yumiko as he now looked at Rin with a serious face.
", This smell...this feel..your dreams. It is your body saying that it needs to be reclaimed. You need to stop thinkin about weather or not it is the right thing and do it.", said Yumiko as Rin looked up at her. Maybe, just maybe she was right. It couldn't hurt to try it right? I mean. her grandmother was always right and Sesshomaru needed as much relief as she did.
", Well...I...how? I don't know anything about that.", said Rin as Yumiko sighed before she laughed.
", Oh child, it is queit...embrassing. But I guess you have to. You see...you must...make...think about Sesshomaru again. After that you must experence the sensation you did before. After that I will give you some liquid medicine that you must take. Then the games begin.", said Yumiko as Rin blushed.
", Oh...I understand. When do I start grandmother?", asked Rin as she fumbled her hands around under the covers. Her face still with blush.
", You can start whenever you feel my child. For now...I think I can help you abit. I will call a maid to run you a bath. Since you have had trouble sleeping..I will give you an herb that will help you sleep. It will make up abit sleepy after you take it though.", said Yumiko as she nodded.
", Okay...I get that part. I...I...", said Rin as she shifted uncomfortably in her bed.
", What is it my child?", asked Yumiko as she saw Rin's expression.
", He...he broke down...I heard...", said Rin as Yumiko nodded. She looked at Rin.
", Yes child...he thought dying was...for the best.", said Yumiko as Rin nodded.
", I-I see. Anything else, that I should do?", asked Rin as Yumiko smiled.
", I brought everything for just that reason. By time nightfall comes...you shall have him running.", said Yumiko as she stood up. A maid that she had called in eariler was in the bathroom preparing Rin's special bath.
", You must make sure that he is calm. So to do that...what makes him calm besides yourself?", asked Yumiko as Rin thought for a moment.
", Flowers...my special scent of flowers...", said Rin as Yumiko nodded.
", I see...your scent is of lavender,water, rose,and hot spring water. I shall have that scent around the room mixed with a potion. It will have his senses to relax as soon as he comes to you.", said Yumiko as the maid told her the bath was ready.
", To prepare for him...you must be clear of all scents except your own...you must clear your mind and fuel your need for him..", said Yumiko as she smiled.
", I see...I will make sure he doesn't hurt himself..", said Rin as she looked down, her bangs covering her eyes before she looked up as a few tears covered her face.
", I want him to be as proud as he was the day he brought me back to life...I don't want to bother him anymore with my pain! I want to give back everything I took from him! That he lost! I want...I WANT TO BE EVERYTHING HE IS.! THAT HE KNOWS OF ME!", yelled Rin as Yumiko only sat there and chuckled softly.
", Ahhh my child, just like your mother...then we shall begin right away. Go into the bathroom and strip away the robe that you have on. Take your bath and then change into the robe that was layed out for you. After that..I will give you instruction.", said Yumiko as she smiled.
Rin made her way into the bathroom and sighed at the aroma. It was like a thick peppermint as she breathed it in. It right away cleared her senses as she breathed it in over and over.
", So...clear.", said Rin as she flattened out her black hair. She felt a slight sting come to her eyes as she blinked it out. Taking off he robe slowly and letting it cast away on the floor nearby. She saw the blue shinning water gleam before she stepped into it. It was a luke warm as she sighed before getting in all the way. As she had just sat the tub she suddenly felt a jolt of electricity as she screamed.
", GAHHHHHH! GRANDMOTHER YOU NEVER TOLD ME IT HURT!!!", she yelled as her grandmother leaned on the other side of the door.
", I never said it had to be comfortable. Stay in there until the water turns green.", said her grandmother as she sensed her walk out of the room. Rin clentched her teeth and sat in the tingling water for the next ten mintues. She scrubbed her skin until it shone and made sure that she was clean inside and out. She meditated to clear her mind of thoughts and worries. Before she knew it...the water was green and her grandmother knocked on the door, interuppting her meditation.
", Time to finish up Rin.", said Yumiko as Rin sighed.
", Alright...", she said as she stood up out of the water slowly. Her mind was abit fuzzy but she was amazed when a strike of clean air flowed up her body. It was like a fresh air wrapping around her. Making her...clean. At peace.
Rin turned to see a blood red kimono with red obi waiting for her. She figured that this was the one, and went over to it. Smooth out her wet hair first, she opened up the clean kimono and slide it on her body. The cold fabric made her sigh. It felt great.
After that Rin left her dirty kimono on the floor and walked out to find her grandmother sitting in a chair she had put by her dresser and mirror. Her brush, comb, ribbons, and a single necklace lay on the table.
", We have to get you ready. It is already noon now. The others are either out doing something or at a meeting so today is the time. By time I am done it will be nightime.", said Yumiko as she told Rin to sit on the stool. Rin did was she was told as she prepared herself to be sitting there for a long time.
Yumiko first started out by combing Rin's wet hair until it was damp. She wiped the comb off after every two or three runs through her hair. She then wrapped it in a towel and towel dried it until it was dry. Combing it out again using a bigger comb, she made sure that Rin had no tangles.
After that, she took a purple looking bottel from the stand and poured some of the thick glop onto her wrinkled hand. It was clear as she smoothed and worked it through Rin's hair. It smelled just like Rin's skin as she combed through that as well. Taking her tme and working through every inch of her hair. That took about two whole hours.
", This is one of the many slow steps my child...I must make sure I get every inch of your hair. So he can only smell you...", said Yumiko as she got done and wiped her hands off with a towel. She then picked up a brush and brushed her hair until it was fluffy and soft. She spilled it around her, before running her hands from her forhead, grabbing the hair, and pulling it into a tight ponytail. Holding it tightly with one of her hands she picked up a red ribbon from nearby and placed it in her hair.
", That part is done. Now it is time for your face.", said Yumiko as she opened the drawer and took out a much lighter cream and some light lip gloss.
", I am ready...", said Rin as she still was holding still. Yumiko took the lighter liquid from the container it was in and smoothed some over her face, making it even as more of Rin's smell, mixed with a hint of ocean spread on her face. This took twenty mintues. After that Yumiko gave her face a massage as she spread her nimble fingers around her face. Smoothing out the skin and making it nice and plump. Beauitful and glowing.
", I am going to put on your lips, a thin layer of honey.", said Yumiko as she took out a small brush and diped it in the honey. Spreading a thin layer on Rin's lips she smiled as she looked at Rin. The whole thing had taken a long time.
", You ...are..done.", said Yumiko as Rin's scent was all over the room. The twins were still sleeping peacefully as she smiled. It was now nighttime.
", Good...now. I will give you this red liquid. You must drink the whole spoon full. After that...you must wait. Good luck.", said Yumiko as Rin took it just as she disappeared. After Rin had drank the liquid she felt her scent go up by ten fold. It was very strong. She could fell the need and heat for Sesshomaru come to attack her as she moaned his name. She clutched onto the bedframe as she sighed.
", Sesshomaru...p-please...I need you...", whispered Rin as she looked out into the night. Whatever had happened to her, she couldn't control it now. Her senses attacked her all at once as she breathed in ragged breathes. A wind blew through the air as she leaned against the bedpole. She noticed that she couldn't take it anymore...she was about to scream. Her skin...her skin was so hot...too hot.
Meanwhile in a forest somewhere miles away, Sesshomaru was sitting on a rock nearby a waterfall. His thoughts were scattered, his mind was blank. He looked at his reflection in the water. He couldn't believe how he was acting. But he couldn't stop it even if he tried.
", What are you doing here? Someone is calling for you...", said Darkshadow as he appeared. The red arrows on his face glowed.
", No one is calling this Sesshomaru's name.", said Sesshomaru as he growled.
", You think that...really? Listen...", said Darkshadow as he closed his eyes. Sesshomaru focused on his senses as he heard nothing at first. It was silent for the first couple of mintues...but then...oh then...his breath hitched.
", S-She...n..n...n...no. Rin.", whispered Sesshomaru as he turned his in the direction of the castle. He could smell her arousle all the way out here, where he thought he wouldn't even hint her smell.
", She calls for you Sesshomaru...you can not deny her...", said Darkshadow as he didn't give a response at first. The only thing he heard was something about not following before he darted off toward Rin's scent. It had hit him like a brick wall. A strong oder. A drug thar he couldn't have enough of. His own desire was flaring up with each fast step of his feet. His senses did not listen to anything else but getting to his mate.
He soon arrived at her window to find it was open. He was very slow at first about going towards her. He felt as if he didn't deserve to be in her sweet embrace. To have himself buried in her scent. To drown in her sweetness. He slowly walked in her room and saw her leaning against the bedpole breathing heavly. She slowly looked up and saw him before she moaned again. His member was really getting punished for this as he breathed out.
", Rin...you...", he tried to say as he stepped forward. She looked up at him with tears in her eyes as she gasped.
", I...need...you...please..my love. Don't torture me...", said Rin as she looked at him with pleding eyes. Sesshomaru tried to resist. Her smell which was everywhere made him relax as he looked at her. It all crashed down now. It all ended. He ran over to her and gathered her in his arms. He embraced her tightly as he breathing in her scent. His kissed her cheeks, and jaw. Forhead and wrists as he sighed.
", I love you...Rin. Soo much.", he whispered out hoarsly as he buried his face in her neck.
", T-Take me Sesshomaru! Make me yours once more! Please!", said Rin as for there...no more words were needed. She sighed as he leaned down to kiss her. His kiss was so demanding and soft. It started out that way and became fiercer and harder as his need building up in him released.
He grabbed the ribbon that was in her hair before he teared it out. Her hair spilled around her as he tenderly sucked it in. He licked along her check and down her neck. He paused to nibble on her neck and lick any tender spots that she had there. Damn she was his drug...he was addicted to her and wanted her so bad. Her moans and cries only fueled his need.
Rin's face was already flushed as she felt his hands going for her kimono folds. He ripped them opened before he stopped. She then looked up at him to find him crying.
", Sesshomaru?", asked Rin as she ran his fingers through his hair.
", I don't deserve you...", he whispered as she shook her head.
", No...you and only you. I crave, love, desire you. And only you...", Rin said as she collasped on the bed with him. She craddled his head on her bare chest as he shook his head.
", No...Rin don't...I already...", he said before Rin cut him off by removing his pants to free his member. His top was already falling off his body as he shuddered. He made a move to say something elese but Rin rubbed the tip of his member with her thumb.
", You..are..mine. Don't forget that Sesshomaru. I am the mother of your childern, your lover, your mate. You will have no fear...please. Forgive yourself...claim me now...", said Rin as Sesshomaru gasped when she squeezed his tip with her hand. He could only nod as all other clothing was removed. Rin didn't care about her wounds, and Sesshomaru's cold mask was gone. They..for now only cared about each other.
Sesshomaru attacked her chest and licked a nipple as Rin groaned out in pleasure. He sucked on it like when his twins were feeding from her at this very moment. Her moans became louder as she grasped onto his hair and arched her chest up to him. He did this with her chest for a while, torturing her as she finally broke down and begged him to continue.
Sesshomaru made his way down her body, licking her navel slowly as she shook and moaned out his name. It felt so good. Her fire was dying down by his touch as she sighed. He buried his face between her thighs and breathed in her wet scent as she gasped. She felt his breath on her area as she shuddered over and over.
", Sesshomaru...", she moaned as she held his head there. He was so hungry for her as he lapped up the wettness she had quickly. Making sure that he wasted none of it. He then plunged his tonuge into her core as she gasped and rocked against his face. Her juices coated his face as he continued to lap it all up until she came. She breathed in deeply as he pulled out of her.
", Do..you..want me?", he whispered in her ear as he flicked a nipple. His attitude was once again returning as she smiled. He looked at her. Her face was flushed and oh ever so warm. Her body was hot and wanting, taunting him. Teasing him. Her eyes were glazed over with lust and read nothing but her name. Her breathes were slow and fast. He inserted a finger into her to test her as she moaned and bucked against her finger. Her juices flowed out from her as she yelped.
", Yes..I do.", she said as she spread her legs for him. He suckled at her neck as he thrusted within her. She screamed the first few thrusts but after a moment she had him going faster and harder. Screaming his name as she bucked back up to meet his thrusts. She moaned and whimpered. Purred and groaned into his ear as she felt her release near. Sesshomaru could feel his own coming close as his fsngs sank into her neck, the same place where he had before.
Pleasure and bliss attacked her senses as she shook. He licked the blood away slowly as his mark appeared, even stronger on her neck as he growled in pleasure. Soon they both felt the stars as they came. Rin screamed out his name as he growled loudly enough for her to hear clearly. He bent down slowly and rested his head on her chest. He breathed in and out slow breathes as he looked at her. She was..his everything.
", Please...forgive me Rin...", said Sesshomaru as Rin laughed.
", I already have...you have forgiven yourself.", said Rin as he put his arms around her protectively. His head laying on Rin's chest as his pillow. He ran his fingers up her waist as he sighed.
", I-I have. I love you...so much Rin. Don't ever leave me like that again..", said Sesshomaru as his tone returned. He growled low. The twins slept queitly nearby. He was home.
", I love you too Sesshomaru...I promise...", said Rin as she could barely keep her eyes open before falling into dreamland.
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