AN: I don't own Yu Gi Oh...big surprise :P Thanks guys for being awesome and reading and reviewing and everything! This is a quickie!
35. Desecrate
You're holding back mou hitori no boku. You're restraining yourself.
I'm not a child mou hitori no boku, yami no boku, and I don't want to be. Please stop looking at me like that. I can see it in your eyes, in your soul. You don't want our spirits to touch so closely, so intimately. You're afraid of tainting me.
I was tainted long before I met you mou hitori no boku...
'Tenshi' is not a word to describe me, and neither is 'hikari'. I hate those words, I hate what they mean. Everyone wants to wrap me in them like cloth, as if to keep me from being tarnished by the outside world.
Has everyone forgotten what I've seen? What I've done?
I'm not innocent Pharaoh. And I don't want to be.
Don't let me be pure. Please Pharaoh, please meld with me, touch every part of me and leave nothing sacred. Don't make me stand on a pedestal above you, drag me down from that perch, keep me beside you. Dirty me, defile me, make me yours. Ruin me for all others, mark me.
Desecrate me until all my light becomes shadowed.
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