Chapter 34: Breakdowns
Normal POV
Jazem approaches the house after he had finished hunting. It has started to rain. Jazem feels that this is going to be a long night. As soon as he is in range of the house he feels devastation, regret, self-hatred. He knows those emotions aren't coming from Nessie. When he reaches the front porch he sees Allie leaning against the post of the porch watching the rain
"What's wrong Als?" Jazem asks her
"Everything", she whisperer
"What do you mean everything?" he asks her
"My visions are going haywire. No mater how had I true to stop a future from coming true. It still comes", Allie says as tears run down her cheeks
"You can't see everything Allie", Matthew says as he comes to stand on the porch with everyone else
"I try and still people get hurt. I didn't see the 2025 disaster", Allie replies looking far away as she remembers that fateful day.
"Allie, I long ago stopped blaming you. It was not your fault", Samantha says tears in her eyes
"It was mine my power lost control", Lily says a tear sliding down her cheek
"All of our powers lost control", AJ whisperers
"But mine was worse then others", a voice in the doorway says
Everyone turns to find Nessie looking at them.
"It wasn't your fault Ren", Samantha says firmly
"YES, yes it was. It is my fault that you lost your mate!" Nessie all but screams
"No it wasn't", Samantha says a tear sliding down her cheek
"Yes it was. My fire consumed him. I killed him", Nessie yells breaking down in tears
"I didn't see. I could have stopped all of this if I had seen", Allie cries sliding down to the ground
"My shields were raw I should have shielded him first", AC says tears in his eyes
"I should have tried harder to put out the firer", Emma says crying
"I should not have been pracitcing my power when Nessie was", CJ says
"Me either", Rosper says
"I was absorbing everything", Carme says
"My lightning didn't help either", Misty says
"It is our fault you went into a deep depression", TK says tears running done her cheeks
"It is none of your faults", Samantha says tears sliding down her cheeks as she remembers her mate. The love of her life...
Flashback
October 13th 2025
"Come on", a young Samantha says to the love of her life
"I can't wait to see what you all can do", Josh the human replies
Today was the day they all agreed to show him their powers. Only Jalice, Michael, and Samuel knew nothing about this. Samantha was going to tell them about finding her soul mate after they have had some bonding time.
"How far to go?" Josh asks
"Just another couple of meters", Samantha replies smiling a dazzling smile
Josh caught her around the waist and places his lips upon hers. They both kiss passionately. Love pouring out of both of them in waves. Both of their souls and hearts belonged to each other they were of two bodies but of one mind. Soon they both pull away smiling at each other.
"We better get going they will be starting to wonder were we are", Josh says
Samantha laughs, "Not likely. Allie probably already saw this and Jazem would have felt our emotions a mile away"
Josh chuckles, "Well lets get going then"
They both take each others hands and walk into the clearing that they all practice their powers in. They both saw everyone waiting for them.
"You're late", AJ says smiling
"Had fun dear sister", Jazem asks smiling knowingly
Samantha stuck her tongue out at him, "Mind your bloody businesses"
Everyone laughs. Their laughter rings through the trees.
"Hey Josh how you are treating are sister ok", Matthew says smiling
"Of course I am", Josh replies smiling
"Let us have some fun then", CJ says clapping his hands
All the boys clap their hands with him while all the girls bust out into laughter.
"I'm going first. Boys are such a show offs", TK says
"Well I will use my gift on you", CJ says his eyes twinkle
CJ send a ball of fire towards TK but when they all think it is going to hit it hits TK's pink shield.
"Ha", she says at his expression
All the girls laugh again. While CJ's back is turned Samantha sends him a little shock in the butt causing him to jump. Everyone laughs. That is how the morning continues all of them using their powers. Games started about who could bet who. Josh smiles as his girlfriend bets her brother.
"What do you think?" Samantha says coming over to him smiling and her eyes twinkling
"I think you are absolutely amazing", he says kissing her lips
They were kissing when it happened. The others power began to get out of control. TK and AC realizing what is happening try to cover as many people as possible but it fails. They all hear Josh and Samantha's screams. Sammy's shield protected her from some of the blast but not enough. The fire consumes Josh and Samantha killing Josh in a matter of seconds. Suddenly the powers stop and the fires go out as Rosper gets a grip on his power and all that could be heard were the moaning of the wounded and the screams of Samantha as she realizes her mate is dead.
"JOSH", she screams, "Please, please I can't lose you"
But it was hopeless Josh was dead. Samantha felt as if her heart was shattered into a million pieces. It felt dead as her mate was. Jazem made his way to her.
"Come on Sam's we have to go. You need a hospital", Jazem says softly tears running down his face
"No, no, no", she screamed fighting against his arms as they wrap wound her.
Everyone was looking at her even the ones who were injured but they won't as badly injured as she. Samantha's eyes looked at all of them.
"I hate you. I hate you. You killed him. I will never forgive any of you", she screamed at them as tears run down her cheeks
End of Flashback
"Yes it is why can't you see it", Nessie says through her tears
"At the time I did see it. But over time I let the past be. Josh wouldn't have wanted us to blame ourselves. That's what pulled me out of my depression. I knew he wanted me to be happy", Samantha says
"Your not happy", Jazem states
Samantha gives him a watery smile, "Yes I am. This is about as happy I can be. I'm with my family and that is all that matters"
"I shoul…", Nessie tries
"No, no. It is not your fault", Samantha says
"I lost him", Nessie says brokenly
"It doesn't matter. You followed your heart", AJ says looking her dead in the eyes
"We are all hear to help you", Melissa says
"Promise", Imily says
Nessie looks around at them all.
"Really?" she asks
"Really", Samantha replies holding out her arms to her
Nessie falls into them sobbing they both sink to the ground crying for those they have lost. The others all sink to the ground in grief. They all lost someone they loved that day. A mate, a brother, a friend. None of them aloud themselves to grieve until now. They all let out the grief they had been carrying with them for 70 years out…
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