so it been awhile... I have nothing to say for my self. If I were to be completely honest this story has lost touch with me which makes sense because I started it nearly three years ago (yikes) and people change. I do have plans to finish it and edit it so there is a complete story for people to find and discover long after I'm done with it.
But I want to apologize with all my heart for abandoning it and you all for all this time.
but I'm back and expect to see it finished in the next four chapters or so
lots and lots of love
a very sorry author