Guys I really need your feedback, I would love to know what you think about the story and the twist it had, I know I abandoned it a few years ago but now I'm trying to make it right and to bring that story again to life, many of you may know that I write out of personal experinces, I said that since the very first chapter, no I wasn't engaged and left at my wedding but I lost someone that I considered the love of my life; she thought otherway and left me, thats why I started back the story the way I did. Anyway as I said before, I would love to hear from you and please try not to say "learn English" or something rude like that (cause I´ve received those types of comments with nasty words) I know English is not my first language and I do not master it as many of you would like to so, please be patient and if you would like me to quote differently or make it easier to read in a way I would love to do it but please ask nicely.
In the end, it all was her, I thought she was the one but I was too young to realize what right and wrong was, she was my high school sweetheart, she was the love of my life, and I say was because she is no longer part of my life and that's on her, she fucked up everything. I did my very fucking best to make our relationship happen, to make us a thing but no, she had to fuck things up, she had to leave me when I needed her the most, You know, Alex wasn't your typical lesbian girlfriend; she wasn't territorial, she wasn't a stereotype at all and I would like to think that I am not a stereotype either. Maybe that was the problem we found a way to be different and that's why we couldn't manage conventional things such as marriage, having a "normal life" wasn´t an option for us, I mean when I think about it, I cant think of Alex in a book club or in a big family barbecue, she is not that type of person, she likes adventure, she likes the forbidden and most of all, she likes to be free.
I really thought that she was the one for me and maybe she was but the thing is... I'm not the one for her, maybe it wasn't our time, maybe we knew each other too son, I'm not an adventurer, i won't be skydiving, i won't be jumping off a parachute or traveling around the world with twenty dollars on my pocket and a big dream. I wasn't meant to be with her but in a very stupid way, we made it work until we couldn't. I don't know what I'm gonna do if I see her again or if she calls me, I don't even know if she is going to call me again...