A/N: Two reasons I am writing this chapter at the moment… One if y'all didn't see it there was a beautiful red moon tonight! As for the second reason I was organizing my Photobucket photos of actors and Gary Oldman came up so I just HAD to write more some Harry and Sirius love! Gary Oldman is my all time favorite actor at the moment and it is not just, because he plays Sirius Black… Even though that helps… He is just one of those much older guys that are extremely sexy no matter what age they are…

Listening to- Leave Out All The Rest by: Linkin Park (On the Twilight Soundtrack!)

Disclaimer: Don't own anything even though I wish I owned Gary Oldman! Lol Don't worry I won't talk about my obsession anymore… *sniffles*

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When we all got there Lupin had to leave straight away and Tonks when bouncing in. I slowly trudged inside carrying Hedwig who seemed upset about Tonks constant chatter on the way here.

"Go on girl spread your wings." I let Hedwig out right before I closed the door behind me.

I went upstairs to my old room I had shared with Draco the previous year and set all my things down. I lay down on the all too familiar bed and wondered if Sirius was back yet and if I should go find out. Of course, I already knew the answer since if Sirius had been here I was sure he would have greeted me.

I got up and opened to window so that Hedwig could come in when she needed. I figured she would be gone for a while. I then proceeded to unload all my ragged clothes and stuff them into an empty dresser.

I didn't feel like doing anymore than that so I headed downstairs to see where Tonks was.

"What took you so long Harry?" shouted Tonks as I entered the kitchen.

Like I had assumed she was the only one there, but she didn't seem to mind since she was stuffing her face with all the contents in the fridge.

"Unpacking."

"Hm… Well what's been going on since I saw you last? Anymore dreams?"

I shook my head and then said, "No dreams, but Draco's father found out him and Hermione… So trouble there. Doesn't seem like anyone can get a moment's peace around here."

"Yeah I guess not." She looked sad for the first time since she got back together with Lupin and I wondered if she was thinking the same thing I was.

"Do you know when Sirius will be back?"

"No sorry Harry I don't. Would you like me to get a hold of Dumbledore?"

"That's alright I was just wondering."

I started heading out of the kitchen when Tonks said, "Don't worry Harry. Sirius does love you. He has just been busy recently."

It was nice to hear, but not much comfort. Knowing that I thought Sirius did not love me just because he had to work for Dumbledore to keep me safe made me feel pathetic.

I found myself wandering into the drawing room that I had always found comforting before all the misunderstandings of so many different things.

I remembered when Mrs. Weasley made us clean this whole room and then I ended up ruining Sirius's whole family tree. There was also the time we celebrated the fact that I hadn't been expelled from Hogwarts and so many times, I found comfort in this room from just talking to Tonks who always understood the things I yet did not.

I pushed back the curtains and looked out at the night sky with countless stars twinkling in the black sky. The moon however was beautiful, but not go with the rest of the sky this night. The huge full moon high in the sky was a light red. I felt like that moon… great in its own way, but just never seemed to fit in with the rest of the sky. This was my curse and I had to overcome it… somehow.

I sat down in the chair that Sirius and I had once occupied and tried to sleep, but I knew I wouldn't be able to until Sirius returned. Even though I was mad at him, I still would feel better if he was here for my first night to officially call this my home.

Time went by and still no show and I assumed Tonks had already gone to sleep. She must be used to Lupin not coming back or maybe she isn't as pathetic as I am.

I stretched and finally got up from the chair. I walked out the drawing room door and at that exact same moment, the front door opened.

"H…Harry?" I noticed that voice, but I just couldn't will myself to go to him.

So all I did was nod and then headed up the stairs. I knew it was a horrible mistake for me to do, but I was too tired to bother with the twenty questions I would never get answered.

"HARRY!" Sirius was now at the bottom of the stairs looking up at me on the top step. His eyes were wide with pain.

"I'm tired Sirius. Let's just talk in the morning." I left him there staring after me.

I fell down onto my bed that I never warmed up to as much as Sirius's bed, but it had to do.

That night I had another dream. This time it was not of Voldemort though it was of my parents with Sirius and Lupin. It wasn't what I expected though Lupin's arm was around my mother's waist and my father had his arm around Sirius's shoulders.

For some reason it frightened me and I woke up before I even let the dream go any further. I stared blankly into the dark room for a while to let my eyes adjust and when I looked down at the side of my bed, there was Sirius almost falling over onto the floor sleeping.

I grabbed his shirt and tugged until he woke up. When he did, he also took awhile to allow his eyes to adjust and then smiled.

Without either of us saying anything, Sirius climbed in bed with me and I found my place lying up against his chest.

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A/N: The new dream has to do with Harry's Mistake… so stay tuned if you are interested… PLEASE REVIEW!