YR: Oh hey! I'm back guys, sorry for the looong delay…LMAO I already changed my pen name yeah I know again… It is Yuzuru Renge!
I hope you enjoy this latest chapter of Black Mail.
btw, if you cannot still remember me, my former pen name was Ethereal Heiress waaa..
Disclaimer: I do not own Wallflower, but I own the plot ;)
BOOK 3: CHAPTER 1:
LOVE TRIANGLE
What is happening to me? I am so horrible right now...the hole in my chest…it seems like it's getting bigger and bigger ever since that day…NO. Remembering that day makes me cry over and over again. Why does my heart have to feel this…?
This pain
I cannot take this…
Anymore
In everyday, I see him acting as if nothing happened…makes me feel something painful in my chest. Why do I have to feel this…why do I have to love him so much…
Why
This sadness within me
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It is driving me insane…
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Why I have to feel this pain...why? Why do I have to see him happy? Why do I have to love him this much…
Why do I have to make myself miserable… why do I have to cry for him this much…
I love him so much…
I love him so goddamn much…
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Why…
Why does he have to break my heart?
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Why?
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"Here…" Sunako turned around only to see Takenaga offering her his handkerchief, Sunako smiled half-heartedly at the raven-haired boy before getting the handkerchief on his hands. Takenaga leaned on the wall both hands on his pockets. "I felt so pathetic…" Takenaga heard her said while wiping her tears with his hanky. "I never been this hopeless before…I'm so angry at myself right now. I really am stupid to feel like this…I shouldn't love him like this…if not then I'm not this broken…I really don't know what to do right now Takenaga…it hurts to see him…it hurts…" Sunako said as tears stream down her face clutching the handkerchief on her hand tightly.
Takenaga chose not to answer her he just kept silent for a while…he felt so guilty right now…he does know why Kyohei broke up with Sunako but he chose not to tell her the truth. Moreover, for the fact that he promise Kyohei not to tell Sunako what is the real reason why his best friend broke up with her. "Takenaga…what should I do? Tell me please…" Sunako said as she felt her heart is again tearing apart. Sunako gasped, she just found herself lock on Takenga's arms…the hug makes her even want to cry…she felt so overwhelmed by the feeling… "Just cry…don't forget I'm always here…by your side I won't leave you I promise." Takenaga said as he hugs Sunako tightly on his arms this is the only thing he can do for the girl right now.
Right now
He is Sunako's shoulder to cry on…
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"I'm so worried…Kyohei please tell us what's happening…Sunako-chan is been crying…she loves you." Yuki said almost in tears while Kyohei still scanning the magazine on his hands absentmindedly. Ranmaru cannot take it anymore and snatch the magazine away from Kyohei's hands. "Kyohei this is enough we have to know the truth! After Sunako's kidnapping you broke up with her then now you're telling us that Sakura and you got together again and have a plan to get married…how sick are you! Were NOT dumb not to realize what is happening! Tell us what is happening! How about Sunako!" Yuki stared at Ranmaru, shock from his friend's sudden outburst.
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Kyohei glared at Ranmaru, standing up, "I don't care what you think…Sunako and I nothing to do with all of you." he was about to walk away when he saw Takenaga and Sunako at the veranda not so far away from their groups lounger hugging each other. He felt something surge on his chest when he saw them hug like that…he balled his fist in anger but then what's the reason for him to get angry…he broke up with her so what, if Sunako hug Takenaga…
It is not of his business anymore…
"Right?"
Trying to forget the scene he witness before him, he continue to walk away and never even dare to look back.
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The four people inside the lounger are now not on the mood to talk to each other, the tension lingered in the air. Kyohei is playing with his cell phone tossing it like a coin on his hands, leaning on the wall beside the bar. Takenaga is serious reading his book as if nothing is happening. While, Ranmaru for the first time is brooding…he doesn't have appetite for girls these days…on the other hand, Yuki is pouting and frowning miserably on the corner…he does want to talk to Kyohei about Sunako but then he doesn't know how to approach Kyohei who doesn't look like he was affected on this situation. The tension is driving him insane already.
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Yuki is about to voice his irritation when Kyohei beat him to it, "I saw you two yesterday Takenaga." He said dangerously, his back facing Takenaga. "What do you mean?"Takenaga asked plainly eyes still glued on his book.
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"Stay away from her Takenaga." Kyohei commanded sternly, Yuki and Ranmaru was stunned what the hell is happening? What the hell are they talking about…did Takenaga know why Kyohei and Sunako broke up?
"I don't know what you were talking about Kyohei." Takenaga said plainly as he close the book on his hand as he stood up readying himself to go. "Stay away from her I mean it Takenaga."
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"Stay fucking away from her…"
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"You broke up with her…so meaning Sunako is single again..Meaning I can do whatever I want to do…with her…Sunako is not your possession...And she is my friend so you can't make me stay away from her." Yuki is stunned this is the first time they heard Takenaga sound so determine what the fuck is happening?
Kyohei scoffed in anger unconsciously balling his fist in fury, "Kyohei, don't you remember what I told you last time? When you decided to ask Sunako out? Don't you remember, I even told you good luck…Sunako is a very special girl so how did you manage to shatter her just like that?" Takenaga said as he slammed the door shut, leaving the enrage Kyohei behind.
BAM !
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"Eh…" Yuki's eyes widen as he witness Kyohei's anger…blood dripping down his fist…as he punched the wall really hard…leaving a crack on the wall.
"Damn it!" Kyohei curse out loud.
"It's not it Takenaga, you don't understand..."
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"You're not crying?" Sunako turned around seeing Takenaga, she smiled at him before looking back to her work, and "Well you'll be disappointed because I cannot cry now…my tears are all dried up.," Sunako said cheerfully, as she continued to sketch her project.
Takenaga leaned against the wall, "Really?" Sunako nodded, "Of course I am…crying is not an option to me right now I have to be strong and get over him…like what he said he'll forget about me and I'll forget about him as well…were just even now."
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"So, you can say now that you don't love him anymore?" Takenaga said casually as she look at Sunako…he knows that Sunako is just masking her real emotions and feelings, trying to hide her pain behind her fake smile and cheerfulness. Sunako laugh nervously, "Of course I can say that I don't love him anymore! Really, I don't love him anymore…I don't…really…" Sunako started to tremble, her hands started to shake stopping her tears from falling.
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"So, you completely forgot about him?"
"Please stop…please stop saying his name…Stop…talking about him…"
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"Please just stop…"
"Do you know that Kyohei and Sakura—
"Sto— stop…" Sunako whispers as she look down, trembling as her tears started to fall.
"Sunako…"
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Sunako look up at Takenaga tears running down her cheeks, "I'm sorry I— I just sorry I cannot help myself…my tears just started to fall on its own…I—" Takenaga smiled gently at Sunako as he lifted her chin to face him with his thumb wiping her tears at the corner of her eyes.
"Takenaga…"
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"I know, I cannot replace Kyohei in your heart but I want you to know that…I love you and I will do whatever it takes to make you happy again…I swear to you that I will bring your smile back…and I also promise that I will protect you no matter what it takes…"
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Sunako blush as she look away from Takenaga, "Takenaga, what are you saying I—"
I know
You still love Kyohei
However, please
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Let me love you…
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Let me be with you…
YR: GASP! WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN NOW? HAHAHA dont worry, the triangle between KYOHEI-SUNAKO-TAKENAGA Won't be so long...okay...
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