Tuned In

"There are hundreds of different radio waves being broadcast all around you from distant stations. At any given instant, your office or car or living room is full of these radio waves. However if you turn on a radio, you can listen to only one frequency at a time; these other frequencies are not in phase with each other. Each station has a different frequency, a different energy. As a result, your radio can only be turned to one broadcast at a time. Likewise, in our universe we are tuned into the frequency that corresponds to physical reality. But there are an infinite number of parallel realities coexisting with us in the same room, although we cannot tune into them."
Professor Steven Weinberg, Nobel Prize in Physics (1979)

"However, what if we could tune into a parallel reality? What if?"
Silverwing013, author on fanfiction (2011)

Written Wednesday, October 17, 1990 of this world

Train, train, train.

I'm no fighter but I can make one…unless Master Genkai keeps sending Yukina to get around and attack me. Make a fighter to defend myself against Master Genkai, keeping my half zoned out and half concentration on the real world focus…this is really hard! If I know what the response is, I can imagine a fighter to do so and then vanish. That's easy. I don't even have to keep the half and half focus to respond to things I did not expect. Master Genkai keeps pulling new tricks and orders to mess me up.

I thought I had a handle on it until this morning when Yukina walked up behind me, froze my foot, gaining all my concentration on the real world, my fighter against Master Genkai disappeared, and she knocked me down in the middle of Yukina's apology!

Talk about a new trick! Gah!

At least she claims this is helping her keep up on her skills. I know she'll need it.

I just don't get the new focus on mine. And I wonder…is it about the worry I brought up to Kazushi a while back? On…what if all this going on around me…becoming part of the story…this realm…what if… What if it was all me…making things just show up?

To relate to another story, others like it as well… Like in Inception, the depths of dreams being questioned on which is correct since the properly placed dream can affect real life…or is it real life is the dream since it is so influenced by the times of rest? It is a question so asked by quite a few story tellers on the "what if it never was real" and it scarily fits.

I think I just built a new found fear on if I ever get back home or to another realm. Heck, even world hopping in this place. To Spirit World to Human World. Well, Demon World, no fears. I have no plans of visitation anytime soon.

Erm…shit. I hope my spirit egg doesn't have any plans for me there.

Thanks to yyh-ygo-fma, OhhTaylorJade, and starchilds.