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"Pam!" Roman and Dean shrieked in unison. They could hardly believe that she was standing before them. The confirmation was there when they rubbed their eyes; she was still there. She had tear stains on her cheeks, her clothes was dirty and she had a couple bruises on her arms and neck. Pam was shaking and had her arms wrapped around herself.

"C-Can I come i-in" she stuttered.

Roman reached out for her and pulled her inside. They walked to the living room. "Jesus. Pam, where did they take you? How did you get here? What happened?" Roman questioned as he grabbed a blanket from the couch and wrapped it around her.

"I was in the new apartment, putting stuff away and someone just all of a sudden attacked me from behind. They wrapped a cloth around my mouth so no one could hear my screams." Pam starting crying at the memory. "I w-was trying to get away but couldn't. They managed to get me out of there without anyone noticing."

"Where did they take you?" Dean placed her hands in between his and soothed them.

"Some old warehouse. I had no idea where it was because they had me in the trunk when they drove there. They just kept me there and they wouldn't say anything. They didn't speak a word the entire time they had me there. I was lucky enough to escape when they weren't paying attention. Did you guys never get a phone call, for ransom or something?"

"No" Roman informed. "They never called. We notified the police and they searched and searched but nothing. They must have taken you pretty far. How did you get yourself back here?"

"Walked, asked where I was and for directions. People looked at me like I was crazy" Pam shook her head and laughed half-heartedly. She then furrowed her eyebrows. "Where is Seth?" Dean and Roman looked at each other, without saying anything. Pam looked back and forth between them. "Guys, where is he?"

Dean swallowed hard as he felt the tears coming once again. "He...left" his voice cracked.

"Left? Where did he go? When is he coming back?"

"I don't think he's coming back." Roman could see the confused look on Pam's face so explained further. "This morning we woke up and he was gone. Since your were kidnapped, he kept on blaming himself for everything that was happening. We kept telling him it wasn't his fault but he wouldn't listen. He left us a note saying that he was leaving because he brought nothing problems. When we opened the front door, we were on our way to look for him"

"Oh Seth" Pam shook her head and sighed; the tears forming. "How could he blame himself for this. We have to go look for him"

"I agree but first we have to stop by the police station so you can explain what happened. You think you can remember your way back to the warehouse if they asked you to?"

"Yes. I memorized every street corner I turned. They should be able to find it"

"Good, we'll take you to your apartment so you can get cleaned up before we head over there."

"Thank you guys for everything. Seth is so lucky to have two guys that care about him as much as you guys do" Pam gave them a hug before they headed out the door.


Seth moaned and reached his hand out to the space next to him on the bed. He felt nothing so he reached for the other side. Again, nothing. He sat up and rubbed his eyes before looking around. He sighed as he realized that he was not at home with his boys. Instead, he was alone, in a hotel room. It had become a habit to reach for his partners every morning and it hurt to know he wouldn't have that anymore. It was for the best though. Anything to keep them from danger and devastation.

The two-toned man got up from the bed and headed for the restroom. He took a shower and got out just in time to hear his phone ringing. It was work so he changed quick into one of his regular suits and grabbed his messenger bag before leaving. Being a subsitute teacher was way easier than being a full time one. He actually enjoyed being a sub more. No more stacks of paper that needed to be graded. No more making up tests or anything like that. He was truly grateful for working in something he enjoyed. Although, he did wish he could do something else. Something he never really admitted to himself was how much he loved working out and how he would enjoy helping others reach their goals when it came to exercise and building muscle. Owning a crossfit gym was the ultimate dream. That would all have to wait though because he had something way more important to take care of.

After work, Seth decided to head over to the police station and ask if there was any new info on his mom. He hasn't even thought about giving up on finding his mom. It would be hard to do it by himself but he could get through it. He just wanted to focus on finding his mom; and he would do anything.

Rollins pulled into the police station and headed inside. Walking up the front desk, he asked for Officer Heyman, the one in charge of his mom's kidnapping case. He was guided to the back where his office was located.

"Mr. Rollins?" Heyman was confused as to why he was there. He figured the guy would be at home with his mother, not there.

"I came to see if there was an update on my mom" Seth explained as if it was the most obvious thing in the world; which it was. Why else would he be there?

Heyman shook his head in confusion. "I don't understand. Have you not been home all morning or what? You haven't talked to Dean or Roman?"

"I'm not with them anymore and...I'm staying in a hotel at the moment. It's complicated. I don't get it, what does that have to do with my mom?"

"Seth, your mother showed up at the house this morning. She escaped her kidnappers"

"Oh my gosh. For real?" Seth's heart began to pound inside his chest. A sense of relief washed over him.

"Yes. She was able to tell us where they took her and we headed over there. Cesaro and Barrett are in custody."

"I can't believe this" Seth pulled out his phone and remembered that he turned it off when he got to work. That's why he hadn't heard anything. He was pretty sure that Dean and Roman had tried calling him. He needed to find a way to contact his mom without communicating with his...former lovers.

Despite his mom being found safe, he wasn't so sure going back to them was for the best. Despite Antonio and Wade being in custody, he couldn't help but think that he would still bring negativity towards them. It was as if he had a target on his back and he didn't want Dean nor Roman to pay the price for it. It wouldn't be fair.

"Can I see them?" Seth asked.

"See who exactly?" Heyman looked at him confusion.

"Wade and Antonio. I just want to talk them real quick."

"I'm not really sure why you would want to do that but alright. If you're sure"

"I'm sure." Rollins nodded. Heyman walked them out of the office and towards the cells on the other side of the building. They walked through the corridor and Seth noticed both men in seperate cells. Wade was the first one to notice him.

"Seth?" he said in a surprisingly soft voice.

"Well look who it is" Antonio chuckled and walked over toward the bars so he could get a better look at the two-toned man.

Seth looked back and forth between the two. He took a deep breathe before asking. "Why do you guys hate me so much? What have I done to you?"


After leaving the police station Seth got in his car and drove to his mother's apartment. He wasn't sure if she was there but he went to find out. He decided to park a couple blocks away, just in case Dean and Roman were there. Rollins parked his car then got out and started walking. He turned the last corner and sure enough, Roman's car was parked up front. As he bit his lip, Seth was debating on what he should do. Should he go over? Wait until Dean and Roman left?

Seth hid behind a tree when he saw the front door open. His former lovers stepped out and headed for the car. Once they were completely out of sight, he ran over and knocked on the door. His heart was beating fast as he waited. The tears began to form when the door opened and he saw her. "Mom" he whispered.

"Oh, Seth!" Pam pulled him into a hug and held him tightly. She didn't think she would see him. Atleast not anytime soon. "Honey, come in"

Seth sniffled and pulled her into another hug once they were inside. "I'm so glad you're okay. I was so worried about you. What happened?"

They sat in the living room and Pam explained evrything for the third time that day. "I'm sorry that happened to you. It's all my fault" Seth looked down at his lap.

"Now you stop that Seth Rollins. This was not your fault. I don't want you thinking that way. It was nobody's fault. Those guys are just crazy and don't get it. Roman and Dean told me you kept blaming youself and putting yourself down. I want you to stop that young man" Pam said very strictley. Seth just squirmed in his seat at the mention of Dean and Roman. It didn't go unnoticed by his mom. "Now, what's going on with Roman and Dean, sweetie? They told me you left. Why would you do that? Don't you love them?

"Of course I love them. I always will but I can't be with them. All I do is drag them down with my problems. They don't deserve that."

"Oh, Seth. I know for a fact that they are willing to go through anything for you. You see yourself as a burden for them but that's far from the truth. They would have left you a long time ago, don't you think? Instead, you're the one that left and now, all three of you are miserable"

Seth bit his lip. "They're miserable?"

"Oh, yes. They aren't the same with you" Pam cupped his cheek and brushed her thumb across it. "They really miss you Seth. It's only been a day but they are so sure that they will never see you again. I really think you should consider going back"

"I can't do that and I already told you why. I need to keep my distance. Please mom, you have to promise me that you won't tell them that I was here."

"Why?"

"Because then they will know that I'm close and they'll start looking for me. I don't want that. Promise me, please"

Pam sighed and looked into her son's eyes. Those chocolate brown orbs were so sad and it broke her heart. She didn't understand why he was putting himself through such torture. "Fine, for you. I won't say anything"

"Thanks mom, I love you" Seth gave her a tight hug. He almost didn't want to let her go, having the fear that something will happen to her again.

"I love you too. By the way, I thought I should let you know that Roman and Dean already tried looking for you. They went to all the nearby hotels. I guess they missed you. I mean, you are staying at a hotel right'?"

Seth nodded. "I am." he was relieved that he had not been found. He didn't think he had the courage anymore to confront them. Yes, he loved them but it just seemed impossible to go back to the way they were.

1 month later...

Roman and Dean were in a spooning position as Roman penetrated his lover from behind. Very slowly and intimately. Soft moans were coming from Dean as he felt pleasure rush through his body. Roman was being so gentle and sweet. Dean's right leg was lifted in the air, which gave Roman more room to go deeper inside him. Their bodies were slicked with sweat and their breathing was ragged.

Roman planted kisses to the back of Dean's neck and licked at the sensitive skin. "I love you Dean" he had one hand holding Dean's head in place while the other was in place on his hip. Rubbing circles with his thumb. He moved it downwards and wrapped his hand around Dean's hard shaft. He began to stroke him.

Dean moaned louder as he felt his release approaching. "Oh Roman. Oh! Love you too. So much. Mmmm!" he whimpered and panted as his intense orgasm arrived. Ropes of his thick cum spurted out and landed on the bed. As the sexual high was coming down, he could hear Roman groaning and he knew he was close so he clenched his cock with his ring muscles and soon felt the tingling sensation deep inside.

"Fuck, Dean...oh shit" Roman thrusted inside a couple more times before pulling out slowly. He heard Dean sniffling and instantly knew that he was crying. He pulled him closer to his body and soothed him. "I know baby. I wish he was here too."

It had been a month since Seth left and they were both as miserable as can be. Everytime they were finished being intimate, Dean cried out for the two-toned man, wishing he was there. The same happened after every doctor's appointment he had. They had regained a piece of their heart when Pam reappeared but they lost the biggest piece when Seth left.

They missed their other lover so much. They found themselves always wondering what he was up to. Where he was living. If he had possibly found someone else. Just the thought of him being with someone else crushed their spirit.

Dean and Roman spent the first couple days since Seth's departure, trying to look for him. They searched hotels and even went to the school district that Seth worked for. They wouldn't release any information though. So, they weren't even sure if he was still working for them. The couple must have gotten close to finding him because they got an anonymous letter mailed to them, which requested for them to stop looking. They immediately knew it was Seth.

In that moment, they both figured that Seth was serious and wanted nothing to do with them. It gutted the small pieces that were left of their hearts but they had to stop looking. That was his request and they respected that.

Something that confused them, was Pam's reaction to it all. She seemed a little to calm and that was weird. They knew nothing about Seth's whereabouts and she was acting as if nothing was wrong. Despite their suspicions, they never dared to ask Pam what was up. If she knew something about Seth, she would tell them. They were sure of that.

"He's never coming back is he?" Dean whispered as he pulled himself closer to Roman. He placed a hand on his big baby bump and smiled when he felt Leah kick. He was now only two and a half months away from giving birth. There were some obvious nerves there but he was mostly excited to meet his baby girl. On the flip side, it was going to be hard with only having Roman there. He wanted Seth there too but he knew that wasn't possible.

"I honestly don't know babe." Roman sighed and planted a kiss to the top of Dean's head. "Let's go shower. We have a long day ahead of us"

It was Sunday morning and they both had to get ready for what was to come later. It was finally the start of NFL season and the 49ers were kicking things off, going up against the Seattle Seahawks. The game was going to be a great one, considering those two teams made it to the super bowl a year ago. Since he 49ers ended up losing the big game, they were looking for revenge tonight. Of course, the team wasn't the same as last year. This year, they were even better with the addtion of Roman Reigns; as well as great replacements for Wade and Antonio. Every sports cast acknowledged that and had him as the focal point in the game. It added pressure to the Samoan but he was more than ready. He managed to get season tickets for Dean and Pam so they were definitely attending the first game. Everything would be perfect if Seth could be there too. That was far from possible though.

Seth woke up that same Sunday morning and immediately dug into his closet, tossing articles of clothes everywhere around the room. He was getting frustrated quick as he couldn't find what to wear. He was probably over thinking but he wanted to dress appropriately for what he had coming up later that night. He looked around the room and wrinkled his nose, knowing he had to clean up all the mess he just made. Rollins had rented out a one bedroom apartment but the bedroom was a decent size. He suddenly became too lazy to clean up. He sighed and laid on the bed. His cellphone began to ring so he grabbed it from the nighstand to answer it. His lips curled into a smile when he saw the caller I.D. It was Phil, a guy he met, whom worked for the same school district as him. "Hey, Phil"

Phil chuckled. "How did you know it was me huh?"

"Caller I.D. duh! You dummy" he giggled and rolled over on the bed to lay on his stomach.

"Hey! I am no dummy!" Phil pretended to sound offended. "Anyways, good morning. Did you sleep well?"

"Like a baby" Seth grinned even though Phil couldn't see him.

"That's good to hear. Ready for tonight?"

Seth sighed. "Yes."

"We're gonna have a good time, Seth. I promise. I'll pick you up at 7?"

"Sounds good. Okay, bye" Rollins hung up and looked around the room. He would have to go through all his clothes once again, in hopes of finding something good to wear.


A/N: Alot happened in this chapter! What do you guys think? REVIEW.