Dear Cas,
I love your responses to jokes and riddles.
I was refilling my holy water flask and asked you "How do you make holy water?" And you actually started to answer the real answer. I cut you off with the joke answer. "You boil the hell out of it." It took you a moment but you smiled and said, "A joke." Your smile lights up the room if not the entire world.
-DW
Dear Cas,
I'm in love with how you and I eat at diners. I love how you order the same thing or my second choice and the same beer that I order and you leave it untouched as we talk. I love how when I finish you sit back just enough for me to change our plates and drinks. I love how none of it phases you and I never asked you to do it.
I don't remember when you started ordering food with us. I don't remember when you started to notice what my second choice burger was and ordered it for me. I wish I could. I don't know why you do it other than Sam won't let it happen if he's around.
It makes me kind of sad though. Part of me loves it and never wants it to stop but another part of me wishes I could make you your favorite food but you don't eat- take you to your favorite restaurant- eat candy on Halloween with you- get you chocolate covered strawberries on Valentine's Day…
-DW
Dear Cas,
There's a strong chance that I've been drinking. It may be safe to say that I'm too drunk to walk into the bunker from the impala. I think I'm sleeping in the garage tonight. I probably shouldn't keep this much liquor in the impala. My bad.
It's all fine. Sam thinks I'm out at a bar sleezing it up with some chick. He doesn't know I'm plastered in the backseat at our home thinking about a blue eyed angel. I haven't seen or heard from you and my mind is overrun with worry and longing and I can't stop it.
-DW
Dear Cas,
There's something about going through everything that we've gone through together that makes it feel like I've known you for a lifetime. Like I've been standing by your side forever. It's weird to think that it's only been a few years. For you, it's been the blink of an eye.
I've watched you evolve from a law abiding, rule following, mission-comes-first angel to a feeling, caring friend. I've watched you grow as much as you've watched me grow into the person I am today.
I hope I get to keep watching. I hope I get to help you become the best version of you and you me. I hope I get to be your friend until the end. I hope.
-DW