"Hey babe" said Luann as she stopped in front of me. I had called her to see if she could arrive sooner and like always she said she was on her way.
"Hey how was the convention?" I asked as I put my bag in the trunk.
"Interesting like always."
"I imagine"
"Hey your driving I don't think I can make it." she said as she threw me her keys.
"I have no problem with that" I really wanted to test drive her new car.
"Where's Hap?" she asked as she took her heels off.
"Club stuff" I said. Hoping this is what we needed. I was going to be there for Donna and being in Tacoma was not for me right now.
"Well then lets hit the road" said Luann. I had a feeling she was going to en up sleeping as she was getting herself comfortable.
Sparkles
I was worried for Jess, she had not been herself lately and Hap seemed out of it according to Bully. I had told Bully maybe they needed time off, but I knew that was not possible since December was the clubs busiest month.
"Just got a call from Gray apparently Pd was called to Hap's apartment" said Lorca to Bully.
"Jess wouldn't call" I said this girl was born into this life she knew the rules.
"Nah couple of neighbors" said Lorca.
"Typical Son and Old lady fight" said Bully lighting up a cigarette.
"Yeah nothing was reported" said Lorca as he went inside.
"Everything alright with Jess?" Bully asked.
"She is just being emotional" I said. My opinion as she seemed to be going thru mood swings, I actually think she was pregnant.
"Women shit" said Bully
"Yeah that's all" I said as I got up I was in the mood for a drink.
"What the hell are you doing here" I asked the blonde bitch that was rarely here.
"Just checking up on Happy since he is my patient." she said as she smiled at me.
"Hap is at home with his Old Lady" I said stupid bitch, Jess had to put her in her place.
"Oh no he is not" she said as we saw Hap enter the club. Oh shit where the fuck was Jess.
"I would think twice about what you want to do" I said.
"I will" she said as I saw her go to Hap who had just gotten a bottle from the bar and grabbed Stacy and went to his dorm.
"Yeah women shit" I said. Sometimes I need Linda here to kick some ass.
Happy
I awoke with a fucking headache.
"Fuck" I said. I know that if I didn't have control I would of hit Jess last night something I would of regretted and couldn't take back. Control wasn't all that held me back, all this bullshit with Jess had to end. I shoved the blond bitch that apparently thought that she could sleep here.
"Morning" said the bitch as she sat up and ran her hand up my leg.
"Get out" I said removing her hand.
"Common Hap"
"Since when do I fucking have to repeat myself" I said as she just huffed and grabbed her clothes and got dressed.
I grabbed my phone and I dialed Butcher as I sat up.
"Hey man need a favor"
"Yeah"
"Jess is heading out to Charming with Otto's old lady"
"Yeah I got three men escorting her to Charming, Clay ordered."
"Alright that sounds good"i said as I hanged up. I was thinking about calling Jess but what the fuck was I suppose to say. Shit I should let Tig know to keep an eye on her.
Jess
I saw the welcome to Charming sign I breathed in a sigh of relief as I saw it, I turned to see Luann who was still asleep. I decided to head to the garage since I knew mom would be there by now. Maybe I should have let her know since she was probably going to kill me, well at least I had told Clay I was coming.
"Hey mom" I said as I walked into the office and closed the door.
"Jess what the hell are you doing here, I thought you were coming till next week." she said as she pulled me into a hug. I should have called her and let her know.
"I came with Luann" I said now holding her to me so she wouldn't lose it.
"Jessica Teller what the hell were you thinking? Did Hap approve this, you were just kidnapped" she said as I just gave up and sat down.
"Yeah Happy knows and we had Nomads accompanying us." I said as Clay walked in.
"You get here okay"
"You knew" said mom as she looked at Clay who know seemed confused.
"She didn't know" asked Clay as he turned to look at me.
"Hey Hap called said you were heading out this morning" said Tig walking into the office.
"Yeah came a little early." I said really my first choice was the office.
"Does Hap know" asked Clay.
"Yeah he knows" I said
"Then why did he call like a couple of hours." said Tig staring me down.
"I came early"
"everything alright with you and Hap" mom asked as the three of them were just looking at me.
"Yeah we are fine" I said leaving the office. I was going to head to Luann's and then have Donna pick me up. Why didn't I bring my car?
"Luann" I said waking her up as I got in the car.
"Hey where in Charming" she said as she sat up.
"Yeah you slept the whole way" I said as I drove out of the club.
"Take me home." she said as she closed her eyes. I grabbed my phone maybe I should have called Hap and tell him that I was already in Charming. I dialed Donna so that she could pick me up I needed to do some things first then talk with Happy.
"Hey Donna" I said as I grabbed my bag out of Luann's car. I had to admit I was going to miss it. I was tackled be Donna as she gave me a tight hug.
"I am so happy you are here." she said as we still held on to each other.
"Yeah me too" I said
"So what the hell are you going thru" she said as she let me go as we walked to her car.
"I think we need some time for ourselves." I said as I watched mom arrive.
"Don't say anything" I told Donna. Last thing I needed was for mom to go over Old lady duties. As she reached us my phone began to ring.
"I bet that's Hap since he didn't know you left last night" said mom as she put her hands on her waist and looked at me as I stared at the phone.
"Not now mom" I said as I walked passed her to answer the phone.
"Why the fuck didn't you tell me you were leaving last night." he said as I was about to say something.
"I just needed to leave Hap, I am doing something that will help me" I said.
"Next time fucking call me" he said and hanged up. Hap right now was the least of my worries.
"Donna you think I can borrow your car."
"Where are you going?" asked mom
"I need to do something" I said
"Yeah just pick me up after work." she said.
Later that afternoon
"Hey baby" said Neeta as she was sitting outside.
"We need to talk" I said.
"I'm here for you" she said as I sat down next to her.
"When I came to you asking you for help I was raped." I said as I did not look at her. Maybe it was easier telling her but I needed practice if I planned on telling Clay.
"Jessica why didn't you say anything?" she asked sitting down next to me.
"I don't know, I thought I could live with it just put it behind me." I said.
"Is that why you left Charming?"
"No I left Charming to be with Hap" I said that was the only thing I did right.
"Does he know"
"Yeah he helped me, and he didn't have to." I said.
"That's because he cares about you, and someone important put him there for you" she said as she put her arm around me.
"I feel like I am a burden to him" I said
"Men like him don't waste there time if they don't care for you they put you aside, he cares." she said.
"Then I guess I am taking him for granted" I said
"Tell me about this attack, because I can see that you are still hurt." she said as she grabbed my hand.
"I don't know if I could of fight him I did at first I just stopped you know like I gave up." I said
"It happened, stuff like this happens only the lord knows why he tests us like this." she said
"I just stopped"
"I know you, you probably fought like hell because your still alive. You are still here you won against them because you have a reason to live you cant let this or anything bring you down. Only you can bring yourself down. Life is going to throw things at you, yes you will fall down but the only thing that matters is how you pick yourself up. Me and your mother did not raise you up to be ashamed of anything so don't be. This is a step to your recovery. Maybe this will help you also" she said as she handed me a bible. I looked at it and accepted it.
"I have to go pick up Donna" I said getting up.
"Whatever he did to that animal he deserved it." she said as she walked back into the house.
"Hey" I said as she opened the door.
"Why have you been crying?" asked Donna as she got in the car.
"I was talking to Neeta." I said.
"Well that explains the bible." she said as she picked it up.
"I have to hide that one before mom finds it" I said putting it in my purse.
"Let's go home I am exhausted." she said as I drove to her house.
"So girl's night in" said Donna as she grabbed an ice cream tub and a spoon as we walked to the living room.
"That's sound good" she said as she put the movie.
"It's been a long time" she said.
"Hey we need to talk." I said as we sat down on the couch. I was ready to tell her I was just afraid if she was going to see me different.
"About what?"
"Lesley" I said as she made a face.
"She is still missing." she said as she passed me the ice cream.
"I need to tell you something, and I trust you with my whole life"
"Jess what the hell is going on?"
"Lesley was apart of the rape" I said as she dropped the ice cream.
"What that bitch" she said as she turned to face me.
"Yeah that was my reaction but there's something else."
"Oh god what did you do?" she asked as she held my hands.
"Please don't see me different" I said as I started to tear up.
"Jess you are my sister and I love you, nothing will stop me from loving you"
"I killed her" I said as she just hugged me.
"She hurt you, so that means she hurt me that bitch had it coming" said Donna as Opie walked in.
"Oh fuck who in their right mind pissed you off, it's bad when you guys get to planning. I am so going back to the clubhouse" said Opie making us laugh.
"Oh baby it's a good thing you are on our side." said Donna
"I will see you girls tomorrow." he said as he left the house.
"I'm going to tell Clay tomorrow" I said as I heard Opie leave.
"Well this help you" she asked. I really did not know but I guess it had to be done to move away from all this shit.
"No but I cant live with this hidden" I said
"I am here for you, even If you become I don't know a serial killer but please don't." she said as she grabbed the ice cream
"Only you Donna" I said shaking my head.
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