I'm back! Haha! Sorry for being gone for so long. I was found out… and put in a mental facility. Yup, my parents found out about my self harm. So, within the time I last updated and today, I was sent to an institution, we moved to a new house, and I started school.

So, yeah, I haven't been able to update for those three reasons. And now I'm on a suicide watch, so I'm not allowed by myself, AT ALL. Even though I'm not suicidal. But, the good thing is, is that the brother who is watching me today, is passed out from a hangover!

Yay! Now on with my story!

Bella POV-

Emmett looks tense, and sad.

I'm kind of wondering why.

It's my fault though; they were fighting because of me.

I don't think I'm hungry either. I don't want to eat either.

Emmett sits down on the edge of the bed, farthest away from me.

I can see that he keeps trying to talk, but he doesn't know what to say.

Looking over at him, I sigh.

He looks at me, "Bella?" He asks quietly.

I look down, "I'm sorry…" I say quietly.

"For what Bells?" He asks, cocking his head to the side.

"For bothering all of you." I look back out the window and keep quiet.

The room falls silent again.

Jasper walks back in with a tray and sets it on the table over the bed, "You need to eat Bella."

I shake my head.

"Why not?" He asks, sitting next to me.

I flinch away from him, "Not hungry."

He sighs, "I doubt it, you said you can't remember the last time you ate, and your ribs are sticking out of your chest."

"Not, hungry." I say louder.

Emmett gets up and walks over, just to kneel down in front of me, "Please, Bells, eat. It doesn't have to be a lot, just a couple bites of it." He's begging me….

I look at the food, it's not much. Soup, crackers, Jell-O….Jell-O.

A smile comes onto my face when I see it.

"What?" They both ask.

I move closer to the tray, and point, "Jell-O."

Jasper smiles, "You like Jell-O?"

I nod excitedly, and open it.

Grabbing the spoon, I take a couple bites.

My stomach doesn't feel very good.

I set it down and place a hand over my mouth.

Emmett quickly grabs the trash can and makes it to me just in time for me to vomit everything up.

Jasper rubs my back, "It's okay Bells." He has my hair pulled back, and I look up at Emmett.

"I like Jell-O." He starts laughing.

"I can tell."