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I held Adrien and Adalaine for the first time yesterday. Jacob was proud of me. That's all that matters. But today my parents took them again. I don't know why Jacob keeps having them take the babies. Does he not trust me?
I was sitting on the couch in the living rooom when Jacob turned off the t.v and got in front of me. He leaned down to kiss me and I kissed him back. Just from his touch I could tell what he wanted. "Jake, I don't wanna....", "Don't wanna what?" he asked smirking. "I don't want to have sex." I said bluntly and he laughed.
"What if I took my shirt off and danced?" he asked and I laughed. "Then, maybe." when he took his shirt off and stood up I pulled him down on me. "You're not dancing." I told him and I was serious. Who knows what he'll break. "Hey! I won't break anything!", "Yes you will." we laughed and he pushed me back on the couch and got inbetween my legs. I felt him.
"Jake you're hard." I stated and he smiled. "Yeah?", "Mhmm." he ground himself into me and moaned. "I want you Nessie." his finger ran softly over my face and then he kissed me. "I'm not in the mood." I whispered to him and his hand went slowly down my side and back up again. Grazing the side of my breast.
"You don't want me?" oh, so now he's going to make me feel guilty? "I want you just not the way that you want me right now.", "How do you want me Nessie?", "I don't know Jake." I slipped off his shirt and he smiled. "You want me now?" he asked and I shook my head no.
"Than give me my shirt back.", "No! I want you shirtless. It's turning me on." I blushed and felt his muscles. Damn. "I turn you on?" he asked and I think that he already knew the answer. "Yes.", I unbuttoned his jeans and he took them off. He was completely naked now, and I was still dressed.
I felt his hands on my jeans but I swatted him away. "I'm not ready yet.", "What the hell baby I'm dying here!" I let him take off my pants and I threw my tanktop somwhere on the other side of the couch. His finger drifted over my panties and then he ripped them in half, throwing them aside.
"I'm gonna make you ready baby." he whispered in my ear and his two fingers entered me. I squeezed his biceps and he moaned. "You're so tight Nessie. And wet...I know you're ready.", "Just give me more Jake." he went to remove his fingers but I stopped him. "No, I want you're fingers baby." he looked confused, but I just wanted to tease him. For some reason he only put them in a little and removed them.
"Jake I want you deeper. Please?" he sighed and I could feel him against my leg. I writhed. "Make me come Jake. With your fingers." I knew he couldn't deny me. I'm his imprint. When he put his fingers inside of me again he moved them fast and rubbed my clit with his thumb. He wanted me come quickly. "Deep and slow Jake. You know how I like it."
He pushed in as far as he could go and stroked my sweet spot. "Oh Jake right there..." he moaned and put his head in my neck he was moving his hips involuntarily to my moans. "Oh god I can feel you coming baby." his words sent me over the edge he groaned loudly and quickly took out his fingers and pushed himself into me quickly.
"Fuck Nessie! Baby I'm not gonna last, I'm so sorry.", "It's okay Jake. "I told him panting. Jacob thrust into me and I swear the couch moved. I came again just at the feeling of him. I pulled his lips to mine and kissed him hard. He groaned into my mouth and then muffled the sounds of his screams in my neck. "Jake come for me baby!" and he did.
When he was finished I came again. "Damn Nessie....you feel so good." he kept pumping into me for a few more minutes while I kissed him. "Oh God Jake if you don't stop I'm gonna come again." he didn't stop. I felt him harden inside of me. "That was quick." I smiled and he blushed. "You wanna stop now?" he asked and kissed my head. He was still thrusting though.
"Hell no Jake! Let's go to the bedroom though. This isn't comfy at all.", "Okay." he whispered and thrust into me once more before geting up and taking my hand. We ran to the bedroom and I jumped on the bed. He jumped on top of me and I decided to tease him again.
"I'm not in the mood anymore.", he looked like he was going to cry. "Um...are you sure?", I started laughing. "I was kidding." he looked relieved beyond belief. "But can I be on top?" I asked and blushed. "Yeah baby don't be embarassed." he chuckled and layed down. I sank down on him until he was all of the way inside of me.
"Jake you feel so good..." he closed his eyes and then lifted me. "Damn...I'm gonna come already." he whispered and I giggled and kissed his neck while I rode him. He put his hands on my hips and helped me go at the speed that he liked. I stopped kissing him and he began kissing me. His lips on me were fire. He licked and nipped at the skin on my neck and collarbone.
"Jake! Man get out here!" We heard someone knocking on the front door he stopped me and groaned. I looked at him with my pouty eyes. "Don't make me stop Jake. I'm so close..." I kept moving but the person at the door knocked louder. "Baby I promise I'll make you come harder than you've ever come before later. I promise." he kissed my lips and I got off of him.
I layed on the comforter while he got a pair of shorts on. I moved my hand downwards. He looked at me like I was food. "Don't baby, don't do this to me.", "I wanna come Jake!", "Please don't...I'll finish you off I promise. Just wait a few minutes.", "I don't know if I can."
"Jacob Black!" it was Quil. Damn it! He always does this! Jake sighed and looked at me with apologetic eyes. He left the bedroom and I couldn't help it. I put two fingers inside of myself and imagined it was Jake. I came instantly. "Fuck! Jake!" I moaned and I heard the front door shut. "Just tell em I'll be over later okay? Tonight at ten." I heard Jacob yell out the door. "Fine, but they won't like it." I heard Quil respond and I got into one of Jake's shirts. I layed down underneath the covers and I felt him in the room.
He layed down behind me and pulled my shirt up. "Jake...I...I already came...." he sighed. "I'm sorry." he whispered and settled for rubbing my sides. "Quil needed me...I tried to hurry. I'm sorry.", "It's not a big deal Jake. You already made me come 4 times today.", "I know...it just kills me that I couldn't satisfy you when you needed me." he whispered huskily into my ear and I took his hand and put it on my clit.
"You can make me come again if you want." he took his shorts off and entered me from behind immediately. "Ahh, you're so much tighter now baby..." he rubbed my clit hard while he pumped into me. With his other hand massaged my breast, driving me insane. We came together and he pulled out.
"That was insane Nessie.", "You have no idea." I whispered and kissed him. I turned around to look at his face. He had the goofiest grin on. I laughed and then got serious. "Jake...can you tell me something? Honestly?", "Anything.", "Do you miss Kara?" he sighed and his face drooped.
"Don't do this baby...not now okay?", "Just tell me.", "Yeah, I do. Everyday.", "Oh. That's all I wanted to know.", "Nessie I loved her you have to understand that. Once...I loved her. A long time ago. So of course I miss her." I nodded and his hand pulled my eyes to his. "I love you." he whispered. "I love you Jake..." I looked down and felt my eyes tearing.
"Baby don't cry. Please baby, look at me." And I did. He was looking for something I didn't know what. "Kara's gone." And so is Neveah..."I only love you. Okay? And tomorrow we're going to your parents house. You need to see your family." Fine. I told him through my touch and looked at the clock. That reminds me...
"What did Quil want?", "There's a tribal meeting at ten tonight. I was going to take you to your parents.", "I don't need to be babysat Jacob. I'm an adult you know.", he sighed. "I'll be here as soon as you need me. Promise you'll call me if something happens.", "I promise." I told him and kissed his cheek.
"That's all I get? A little cheek action?" I smiled and kissed his lips.
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It's almost time for Jacob to leave...damn it. "Can't I come with you?" I asked for the sixth time. "No, but you need to get dressed before I leave. I don't want some creep seeing you." I sighed and went into the bedroom. I dressed in my black shorts and a blue tank. Very comfy.
When I walked out of the bedroom I went straight to the kitchen. I was looking through the cupboards when Jacob grabbed me from behind. "You know I wanna stay right?" I nodded. "But you can't. I know, I know. I'm fine.", "I love you." he whispered and I turned to face him. "Jacob you need to stop doubting my love for you. Okay? Because even if you're gone for a couple hours I'm still going to love you when you get back." he sighed.
I looked at the clock. "It's ten Jake. You have to go. I love you." I pecked his lips and pushed him out the door. Once he was gone I took a shower. A nice, long much needed shower. After this shower I felt myself being calmer than I've been in weeks. Every worry just seemed to roll of my shoulders and down into the drain of the shower.
Afterwards I fell into a peaceful sleep.
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"Thanks Bella. I just..I wanna spend as much time with her as possible before-", "Jacob I know. Let's not talk about it okay?", "Sure, sure...", "I'm gonna go. I hope this doesn't tear us apart Jacob.", "It won't." and then someone slammed the door. I opened my eyes and stood up, stretching. The effects of that shower didn't last long. I felt all of those forgotten worries on my shoulders again. I stepped out of the bedroom and ran to the bathroom to puke up last nights dinner.
I lifted my head and flushed the toilet. "Nessie?!" Jake halted by the bathroom door with a worried look on his face. "Are you okay?" and I puked again. I was fine last night! What is this? When I looked up I immediately brushed my teeth and changed my clothes. I suddenly felt ill....strangely ill.
I met Jacob in the living room. He put down the phone, which he apparently was on again. Adrien and Adalaine were in their bassinets asleep and Jacob stood up. "Why didn't you tell me you weren't feeling well?", "I didn't exactly know Jacob.", "Oh...maybe you're pregnant." we both knew that wasn't it. I don't feel morning sickness. I feel...like a flu sickness.
"We need to get you to Carlisle either way. I'll call your dad." I nodded and put my hair up so next time if I puke I don't get it in my hair. That would suck because I'm too tired to take a shower. I faintly heard Jacob rushingly speaking to my father. I was deep in thought.
The sickness didn't worry me as much as what my mother and Jacob were talking about. What's going to happen to me that he wants to spend as much time with me as possible? What don't I know?
JPOV
It's happening. She's changing. Doc said she had another month or so. Bella said a year. Edward said it just wouldn't happen. And now it is. We're going to try to make her believe it's a sickness. If I tell her she's changing into a vampire and she'll be my enemy for the rest of eternity and will never be able to see her children, I don't think her reaction will be to safe for anyone. Carlisle thinks he can stop the change though.
This all started when Carlisle injected the venom into Nessie's system to heal her. Afterwards he had told us all that the change would gradually happen. And in the mean time he would strive to find a cure. I don't see it happening. I'm going to lose her. And she's going to be oblivious the entire time. Fucking great.