Rhapsody in Blue

by michelle3113

After a life changing event, Bella has finally made it to college. She is ready to put the past behind her and take her the first steps into her future with the help of old and new friends, but what she wasn't expecting was....Edward.

37. Chapter 37: Fluff and Stuff

Info about an outtake at the bottom...

A/N: No excuses...at least it didn't take me a month. I made this extra long...no drama...no misunderstandings. Just some feel good times. Lots of fluff. Oh yeah...and it was pick on Emmett chapter. I hope you enjoy.

Chapter 37: Fluff and Stuff

BPOV

Did that really happen? I thought to myself as I flopped ungracefully on my bed. Bringing my hand to my lips and feeling that they were slightly puffy...I got my answer. Yes it really did. God this day has been such a roller coaster of emotions. You would think this would be something I was used to, considering the past two years of my life, but going from one emotion to another so quickly leaves me mentally and physically drained. Edward's kisses seemed to act as a balm to my tattered nerves. It took us a while to get through everything but in the end it was all worth it. I was his and he was mine. It was official and I couldn't be happier about it. I really didn't want him to leave, but knew that he needed to get back to his room. I also needed to get to bed. I had quite a bit of sleep to catch up on and a busy few days ahead. I was drifting off to sleep, just thinking about the crazy road Edward and I had traveled to get to this point when Alice came bouncing in the room. As tired as I was, I couldn't deny her.

"Bellllaaaa?" She sang out in her sweet soprano voice. "I know you're awake...I can see the smile on your face."

My eyes popped open and I jumped at her close proximity. I wasn't expecting her to be nose to nose with me.

"Alice, what they hell. Are you trying to give me a heart attack?" I laughed.

"Cut to the chase...Can I assume that things are finally settled with you and my brother? I want information."

I started to object because I really was tired when she cut me off.

"Just the basics...I'll get the details later. Just answer the most important question."

I couldn't help the face splitting grin that erupted.

"Yes Alice. We figured it all out and we are officially together. Seems you do know what you're talking about after all."

She squealed and jumped into bed with me.

"Oh I am so happy for the two of you. You both have found your other half...I just know it. And as you now know, you don't bet against me."

And it was scary how much I was inclined to agree with her. I hadn't known Edward long, but the connection I felt to him was undeniable. It didn't take a lot of effort to picture a life with him. And as much as that should terrify me, it didn't. It made me feel hopeful. Hopeful because for the first time since James caused chaos in my life, I felt optimistic about my future. I looked forward to it and I felt that I deserved to have a shot at being happy. It's amazing how much can change in such a short amount of time. Moving to Washington has by far been the best decision of my life.

"I know Alice. I wouldn't dream of betting against you."

"Well, get your beauty sleep. I know you have a hot coffee date in the morning. Weird...my brother has a coffee date in the morning too. Are you by chance sneaking around behind my back?" She asked in her best conspiratorial voice. Then giggled to herself all the way to the bathroom. She truly was a great friend.

"Night Alice." I yelled and then rolled over and promptly fell asleep.

For the first time in a really long time, I didn't dream. My sleep was restful and peaceful. A great deal of weight had been lifted from my shoulders over the past 24 hours and it was like I could finally take a deep fulfilling breath.

I awoke before my alarm and decided to get a head start on the day. I jumped in the shower and let the hot water wash over me. I was amazed at how relaxed I was. By the time I finished my shower, Alice was up and moving. She was laying out an outfit for me and getting her hair supplies ready.

"Any reason you are dressing me today?" I asked.

"Don't you want to look hot for your boyfriend?" She winked.

I stopped dead in my tracks. Boyfriend. The thought of Edward officially being my boyfriend gave me all sorts of butterflies in my stomach and made me cheeks turn pink. It wasn't like I didn't know that's what he was, but hearing someone else say it made it more real.

"Do your best." I smiled.

Laying on my bed was a skirt and top I hadn't seen before.

"Ummm...Alice? Did you go shopping again?"

"Don't know what you're talking about. Now just put it on and get your butt over here."

Not feeling in the mood to press her for more information, I did as she asked. I put the ensemble on and took a good look at my reflection in the mirror...and it did look good on me. I pushed my feet in the boots that were beside my bed and finally sat down in Alice's torture chair. But if I was being honest, I didn't mind it so much anymore. She spent a few minutes drying my hair and then straightening it. After my hair was 'perfect' she moved on to make up, keeping it light and fresh. I hooked my charm bracelet around my wrist and she declared me 'too hot for her emo brother' before I kindly reminded her that there would be no talking bad about my boyfriend. We instantly feel into a pile of giggles. That only attracted the attention of Rose and Angela.

"Can we join?" They asked in unison.

After our pile up and a brief summary of the previous day, I grabbed my messenger bag and started to make my way to the door.

"Oh, before I forget. I'm cooking supper tonight. Invite the guys."

They agreed and i bounced out of the room, anxious to get to the coffee shop. I felt like I was floating more so than walking and it was the strangest sensation. My mind was still trying to process all the revelations of the past few days. Top that off with the weightlessness I was feeling and well...someone passing by probably thought I was high on something. In a sense they would be right. At this moment I was high on life, as cliche as it sounds, but it was the God's honest truth. I hadn't felt this free in almost two years. The only thing that was capable of pulling me from this blissful thoughts was the main reason behind my new found freedom. Edward. He was standing outside the coffee shop waiting for me with a toothpaste commercial worthy smile spread across his gorgeous face. He started walking towards me and in that moment life was perfect.

"Hi." He spoke softly as he took me into his arms.

"Hi yourself." I was overcome by the man standing before me and barely held on to my emotions. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his face down to meet mine, all the while pulling and tugging at his hair. Our lips met in a soft delicate kiss that quickly deepened and turned ravenous, both of us forgetting that we were standing in the middle of rush hour student traffic. A loud and familiar voice broke us from our trance.

"Get a room!" The voice shouted and of course I turned three shades of red.

"Good morning Emmett. So nice to see you Emmett. Don't you have somewhere you need to be Emmett?" I replied with as much aggravation as I could muster while grinning from ear to ear.

"Oh come on kiddo. You KNOW I couldn't pass by and not say something. That just wouldn't be me." He laughed. "So I take it congratulations is officially in order?"

"Absolutely." Edward responded while shaking Em's outstretched hand.

"Well I'm fucking glad the two of you finally figured your shit out." And as crass as Em was, I knew that was his way of letting us know that he was genuinely happy for us.

"Well what else would you expect from an emo recluse and an over thinker? It takes us types a while to 'work through our shit' as you so eloquently put it." Edward deadpanned and Em laughed so hard he nearly toppled over.

"Well I'll let you two kids get back to it...but you may want to save some of that for later. You were drawing quite a crowd when I walked up."

"Thanks Em. Edward does tend to distract me. Oh, I'm cooking supper tonight, lasagna and all the trimmings. Rose will probably pass the message along too. I figured we could eat around 7:00 and then play some rock band afterwards."

"If you're cooking, I'm in. I'll see you two tonight. And seriously, no bullshitting, I'm happy for you two. But Edward I feel I have to warn you...you hurt my lil sis here and I'll kick your ass." He grinned and walked off.

"Does he think I'm stupid enough to do that. Damn between Jacob, Felix, Em, and your dad...well let's just say I'm more than aware of what will happen to me if I hurt you." And I had to laugh at his expression. Slightly pained and amused all at the same time.

"Come of lover boy...coffee awaits."

"Lover boy? I think I could get used to that."

We ordered our coffee and decided to split a danish and a muffin. We got settled at a table and started talking. Things between us just seemed so natural. There was no awkward silences or pregnant pauses. Conversation just flowed and in the instance that there was silence, it was comfortable. After we finished our coffee and pastries, he walked me to the music building. I was reluctant to leave his side but knew I didn't have any other choice.

"Can I meet up with you after your classes today?" He sheepishly asked.

"Of course. I have to go to the grocery store and cook but you are more than welcome to join me."

"Call me when you're finished with your last class? I can pick you up from the dorm and drive you to the store."

"Sounds perfect." I replied as he brought his lips to mine for one more kiss. After a quick goodbye I made my way to Dr. Smithwick's office.

My lesson went surprisingly well, considering how distracted I was. Dr. Smithwick noticed...not my distraction but my whole demeanor. She told me that my entire countenance had completely changed.

"You look, I want to say relieved, but that isn't quite right. You seem less stressed, like things are finally falling into place." She observed.

"Actually things are wonderful. I've come to some very important decisions about my life over the past few days. Ones I hope will allow me to really live my life."

She was extremely happy for me, especially once I told her about my plans to return home to put those ghosts to rest. She expressed her concerns but supported me 100%. We settled plans for Saturday dinner with her and her husband, which lead into a conversation about the state of mine and Edward's relationship. She expressed genuine happiness for me...him as well. She knew that something bad had happened in his life last year, although she didn't know the details.

After I confirmed her address one more time, I had to attend the rest of the days classes. This wasn't an easy task. But I somehow managed to get through the day, although not completely Edward free. We exchanged a few texts between classes and as promised, I called him when my last class was finished. And just as he promised, he was waiting for me at the dorm.

He greeted me with a mind blowing kiss followed by a body crushing hug.

"I could get used to this." I sighed as he put my feet back on the ground.

"Well I for one certainly won't be complaining. I think I rather like this greeting." He smiled that crooked smile, pausing a moment before continuing.

"However, I must insist that I'm the only one you greet this way."

"Well that goes for you too Cullen. What's fair for the goose and all..."

We continued to pick on one another all the way to the store. Shopping with Edward was...an experience. He was like a kid in a candy store, throwing all types of junk food in the cart. I had to remind him that I was actually planning on cooking enough for a small army and I'd be very disappointed if he spoiled his dinner with all that junk.

"I get it...Mom." He chastised me. Which only made me laugh harder. To appease him, I let him choose dessert. I shouldn't have been so surprised when he picked worms and dirt.

"What...it's Alice's favorite."

"Riiiiggghhhtt. I'm sure this has nothing to do with your proclivities."

"Big words for such a little thing." He teased.

"You're asking for it Cullen. You don't want to meet my right hook. Just ask Jake." I laughed.

"That reminds me...exactly how did you break his finger?"

I think my jaw hit the floor.

"How did you know about that?" I asked while turning red.

"Jake...well technically Jasper, but Jake told everyone on Sunday night after...well you know, after we got back from the 'Jessica' encounter, that you could take care of yourself. Jasper thought it was hilarious that you actually broke Jake's finger. Said that Jake even admitted to getting beat up by you more than his male ego would like to think about."

"Well, he shouldn't have volunteered to be my sparring partner...especially when he wasn't even taking the class." I nearly shouted in my defense.

"Babe, I like a woman who can protect me. I think it's hot." He said while winking at me.

"You really are asking for it."

"Okay okay, I'll stop. Just please don't be mad at me." And how could I not comply...especially when he as giving me that pout.

"C'mere." And I planted a kiss right on his lips, while standing in the middle of the frozen food aisle.

After our little show of affection down aisle thirteen, we made our way to the check out. Although dinner was my treat to everyone, Edward paid for everything despite my protest. But I was in too much of a good mood to argue with him about it. I started the prep work for the lasagna as soon as we made it back to the dorm. Edward was actually quite helpful. Our conversation was light and our interaction was playful. I loved this side of Edward. After assembling the lasagna and putting it in the oven, we started on the dessert. He assured me that it really was one of Alice's favorites and that she would be really excited that I made it for her.

We stayed in the kitchen area to keep an eye on the food as it was cooking. The others knew what time to be here, so I wasn't worried about tracking them down. Edward decided that tickling me would be the best way to pass the time. I'm extremely ticklish so I didn't agree, but luckily I found a few places on him that made him dissolve in giggles as well. Hearing Edward giggle only made me laugh harder. It was such an amazing sound. After both calling 'uncle' and catching our breaths, we found ourselves backed up to the counter, me trapped between the two. All playfulness vanished.

Edward slowly brought his hand to my face and gently ran his fingers over my eyes, down my nose, across my cheeks, and stopped on my lips. I didn't even realize that I was biting my bottom lip until he gently pulled on it with his thumb of one hand while his other hand was resting on my neck.

"Do you have any idea what that does to me?" And his voice was like nothing I'd ever heard before. It was so full of emotion, desire being one of them and I was sure I detected another, but I was scared to hope. It was much to soon to possess that particular feeling...wasn't it?

Both of his hands were now on my face and his fingers slowly caressed my cheek, then moved to stroke the column of my neck and continued to my shoulders, across my collarbone, and down my arms, until his hands were intertwined with mine. I could feel more of his body as he pressed ever so slightly against me and it was a delicious sensation. I couldn't take my eyes off of him and my breathing was starting to pick up. Just when I thought I'd explode from anticipation, his lips met mine. We exchanged a few chaste kisses, which turned into open mouth kisses. It wasn't enough for me so I ran my tongue lightly across his bottom lip earning a low groan from him. His tongue quickly invaded my mouth and I was lost in the taste and feel of him. I broke the connection of our hands and like a magnet, they found their way to his hair where I couldn't resist the urge to tug on his silky strands.

His hands found their way to my hips and he roughly pulled me closer as he broke away for air and started kissing down my neck. We were completely lost in one another, not caring where we were. That is until three things happened simultaneously. The oven timer dinged. Alice squealed, and Emmett...being Emmett made yet another inappropriate comment.

"Well I hope you two at least kept things clean while you were making the food."

Which was promptly followed by the sound of Rosalie's hand making contact with the back of his head. Will he ever learn? And I quickly answered my own internal question. No he wouldn't. I swear it's like some weird type of foreplay for those two. And then I was even more shocked at my internal monologue...since when did it start thinking of things like that? Oh yeah, around the time I started thinking about Edward non stop.

Reluctantly we broke apart to greet our friends, choosing to ignore Em's comment and instead accepted all the congratulations that were thrown our way.

"Guess I don't need to ask how your talk went, do I?" Jake asked as he gave me a hug. I just smiled at him.

Everyone loaded up their plates and we sat around the table and discussed the events of the past week. It was still hard to believe that it was less than a week ago that my birthday had occurred. I made sure to express how grateful I was to Alice for everything she planned to make it a birthday I would never forget. Everyone else agreed that she did an awesome job. Thankfully the topic of my solo dance in the club wasn't discussed at length. I needed more liquid courage before I could do that. I'm a strange creature, I know. Once the lasagna was gone, yes I do mean completely gone, it was time for dessert.

"Alice...what's your favorite dessert?" I had to know before I brought it to the table.

"Okay, so you are all totally going to laugh at me, but it reminds me of when me and Edward were little kids. Worms and dirt."

"See, I told you. And you thought I was kidding." Edward said in satisfaction.

I sat the big pan of worms and dirt in front of Alice and just as Edward predicted, she went nuts. I didn't think she was going to let anyone else have any. She ate more of it than anyone did. Who knew she'd be so happy over pudding and gummy worms...

Alice shooed me and Edward back to the room to set up Rock Band while everyone else cleaned up the dishes. We didn't object.

"Oh, before I forget. Dr. Smithwick is planning for dinner around 7 at her place on Saturday night. She said we could come over around 6 if we wanted to. Are you still up for going?"

"Of course. I'm looking forward to observing her outside of the classroom. It's still hard for me to reconcile the image she has around the music department with the person you know." He admitted.

"I think there is something you need to know before Saturday. She knows something went on with you last year, but she has no idea what. Just that you went through something that was difficult."

"Did she say something to you about it?" And I could see the concern on his face.

"Not really, just that she knew you went through something and that she was happy that we had worked out our relationship. She really is an incredible person Edward. Please just keep an open mind and don't let what you've heard about her color your opinion of her. I know you've dealt with her as a professor, but have you ever considered that your perception of her may have been skewed because of what you were going through?"

He seemed to contemplate this theory for a few minutes before responding.

"Yeah, I guess I could have. I've never really thought of it that way."

We got all the instruments out for Rock Band and waited for the others to join us. I was looking forward to this since it was the first time Edward had joined us. For some inexplicable reason, I wanted to hear him sing. The gang made it back to the room about fifteen minutes later and the fun began. Em offered to make his drinks for everyone, but we all declined.

An hour into playing, I thought I was going to lose my supper due to how hard I was convulsing in laughter. Em had just finished a two song stretch singing 'Timmy and the Lords of the Underworld' and 'Blitzkrieg Bop' and it wasn't just his singing that had me on the floor...his dancing contributed.

And I got my wish to hear Edward sing; several times. I think my favorite song he sang was 'Are You Gonna Be My Girl' by Jet. My favorite because he sang it directly to me and I nearly jumped him right in front of all of our friends. I knew I needed to get those thoughts under control. It was way too soon in our relationship to be having them. But as much as it scared me, it also excited me.

It had to be a good sign that I could have those thoughts and not panic, hadn't it? As it stands, Edward and I have done more than just chaste kissing. Our kisses had gotten pretty intense and heated and our hands had done a little innocent exploring as well. So far; no anxiety, panic, or fear. I was ecstatic about that fact. Maybe the physical aspect of a relationship wouldn't be as big of a hurdle as I originally anticipated. I had high hopes and couldn't wait to talk to Dr. Kym about it; Edward as well.

After another hour, Edward and I excused ourselves to my room. He could tell that something was on my mind and didn't hesitate in bringing it up.

"Everything okay Bella? You seem excited yet contemplative about something."

I answered without any hesitation.

"Well, I was just thinking that so far I've been a very willing and eager participant in the physical parts of our relationship and there hasn't been the first glimmer or panic or anxiety. That's got to be a good thing, right? I mean, I know we've only kissed and innocently touched, but I'm still hopeful that it will carry over to other things, once we've decided we are ready for more." And I didn't even blush when I said it.

Edward just smiled brightly at me.

"Let's hope so. But no matter what, Bella, just know we'll get through it together. We'll do whatever it takes for you to be comfortable with all aspects of our relationship. Not just the physical. I'm here for you."

"I know Edward. The same goes for you. I know I'm not the only one that has potential hang ups. But I agree. We'll get through it together."

"Now get over here so we can test your theory some more." He winked and gave me that crooked smile, ensuring my compliance.

After a few minutes of sweet kisses, he brought up our date for tomorrow night.

"Bella, I was wondering. Could we just hang out tomorrow? Do something low key? It's just been such a heavy week."

"I think that's a great idea. We could do something simple for dinner and maybe hit the practice rooms afterwards? I'd like to work on our piece some more. You may even be able to convince me to bring my clarinet."

"That's perfect. And I would more than love to hear you play the clarinet. I've actually been wanting to ask you to play for me for a while now, but I know how private and personal music can be to someone and didn't want to overstep or make you feel pressured."

"I appreciate that, but please don't ever be hesitant to ask me about music. It's the one thing in my life that I don't mind sharing with others. Oh, and I know this isn't a typical date activity, but I was thinking that after dinner and playing we might find somewhere quiet to work on some homework. I don't want to be stressed with it all weekend and since we have plans for Saturday and I was hoping to spend the day together on Sunday, well I'd just like to get it done."

"Once again, you've read my mind. I like the idea of getting homework and studying out of the way so we can focus on the rest of the weekend."

We made plans to meet up after our classes at the library to start on our homework and studying. Luckily we both had easy days, so we'd have a lot of time to finish any assignments before we started our first official date. I had never been more excited at the thought of homework in my life.

Sometime later, I heard and saw the flash from a camera and for once, we weren't caught making out. We had actually fallen asleep on my bed. Edward had hooked his iPod up to my dock and we were listening to some of his compositions while we talked in quiet voices. I can't remember the last time I felt so relaxed and at peace. I vaguely remember Edward kissing me good night before leaving. And I had no recollection of changing into my pajamas. But I do remember the dream I had, in vivid detail, when Edward told me he loved me.

Alice corralled me into breakfast on Friday morning. She said she missed me and wanted to spend time with me, but I knew the truth; she just wanted details. I kidded her about it but we really did miss our time together. As per our norm, I filled up a tray with pancakes, french toast, and bacon and Alice filled her tray with fresh fruit, yogurt, juice, and milk. We then each filled our plates from the food on the two trays. This kept us from making multiple trips and waiting in unnecessary lines. Our system worked.

I gave Alice the full story, barely breathing between bites of food and our conversation. It wasn't until I looked at my watch that I noticed Alice had herded me out of the room over 30 minutes earlier than normal. She was a smart one, I'll give her that. But she offered commentary in all the right places and squeals where required. She was overly animated about the whole thing, extremely happy for Edward and I. But I never expected anything less from her. This was Alice after all and I love her dearly. I know I've said it before, but she is so much more than a friend to me. She is more like a sister. Well now that is an intriguing thought...

"So, do you have plans tonight? We really need some girl time with Angela and Rose."

"Actually Edward and I are meeting up after our classes are out today."

"Anything exciting planned?"

"Well we think so but you probably wouldn't."

Alice feigned hurt.

"We are planning to study and do some homework. We don't want to have to worry with it over the weekend. We also talked about working on our composition and I told him I'd play my clarinet for him. We'll grab food in there at some point. Depending on what we get accomplished and how late it is, we may watch a movie too. I guess I just want to take it easy. It's been a crazy week and we just need some down time."

"You two are just perfect for each other. I keep saying it but it's really amazing to me just how 'right' you really are for the other. Definitely a match made in heaven. 'So this is love'." She sang out.

"Alice, I think you need to lay off the Disney movies for a while." I laughed.

"No way. Every little girl wants to be a princess when they grow up."

"But you're already grown Alice. Is Jasper a prince and you just forgot to tell us about it?"

"Haha, funny Bella. But since you asked...yes Jasper is a prince. He is my perfect prince charming." She swooned and I faked gagged.

"You know as an adult watching those movies, I really feel Disney does a disservice to kids. Little girls want to grow up to be Princesses and for some reason being daddy's little princess is never enough for them. These girls grow up with unrealistic expectations and think that they are owed whatever their hearts desire. Good luck to the men in their lives. As for the boys; well they'll never live up to the images of the prince. So they are just screwed all the way around." I really didn't feel that way but this was an argument that Katie, Elizabeth, Jake, and I always had just to see who could come up with the most ridiculous theories.

Alice was looking at me slacked jawed and her eyes were glazed over. I burst into laughter.

"Alice, I'm just joking." I then explained the reason behind my outburst.

"It's so good to see you happy and even more so to hear you talking about them." She said as she grabbed my hand. Alice was truly a genuine soul.

I hugged Alice and assured her I'd get up with her later. She was such a momma hen. Always wanting to know where her babies were. I sent a quick text to Edward and then walked into my first class. I've never been more thankful that I have a short schedule on Friday as I was today. That meant more time with Edward. I had a feeling this could become a Friday routine for us pretty quickly. Crazy how I'm already thinking about a routine. For crying out loud I haven't even seen him yet today. Yep, I've got it bad.

Edward and I exchanged a few texts through out the day and it seemed he was just as anxious as I was to meet up. My last class of the day was released early so I made my way to the library to wait for Edward. I decided to call my mom and dad to confirm the plans for my trip home. They had already coordinated flight information and bought the tickets. They were able to get us three seats together, so it seemed that everything for the trip was set. I felt a nervous flutter in my stomach when I hung up the phone, but I didn't know if that was from the anticipation of going back to Phoenix or whether it was because I was waiting for Edward. I suspected it was Edward.

Almost like he was reading my mind, Edward's arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me towards him.

"Hey my wonderful, beautiful, sexy, intelligent, out of this world girlfriend."

"Well now that's a greeting. I almost feel like I need to ask what you did and why you're sucking up to me." I laughed.

"Can't I just want to lavish my girlfriend with truths and let her know how much I missed her?"

"I think I can get used to that. Plus, I missed you too...my handsome, super sweet, adorable, sexy boyfriend." And it was his turn to laugh.

"Can I kiss you now?"

"You never have to ask for permission to do that."

So there we stood in front of the library on a Friday afternoon, making out. Only the cat calls of passing students interrupted our publicly private moment. And it seemed that we were cursed to constantly be caught by our friends. This time it was Felix. He just shook his head at us and told us to take it somewhere more private, laughed, and walked away.

"You know...in the past 48 hours we've been caught by every one of our friends. And as embarrassed as I thought that would make me...I could care less. Now kiss me again." I demanded, even surprising myself.

"I like that idea."

He gave me a quick kiss and then laughed at me when I pouted.

"Bella, as much as I'd really like to continue this, we need to get into the library and do some homework. I don't want to have to worry with that this weekend. Plus the quicker we get this done, the quicker we can get back to what we were just doing."

And I hated to agree with him, but he was right. We spent a few hours working on homework and then decided to head back to my room so I could grab my clarinet. Edward had the foresight to reserve us a room for later in the day so we were guaranteed some practice time. He blocked us off two hours; one hour in each of our names. We walked hand in hand into my suite and were met with a pretty hilarious site...Angela was sitting on Em's chest holding him down and flipping through a magazine while Rose was brandishing a bottle of candy apple red nail polish in one hand and the nail polish brush in the other; painting his toes.

"Oh. My. God. Do NOT let him move. I have to have photographic evidence of this moment." I shouted as I sprinted to my room to fetch my camera leaving a snorting Edward behind.

"Please Bells...don't do this to me. I will do anything you want. Just don't take that picture." He pleaded.

"Not a chance in hell big brother. Not after all your comments of the past few days. Let's just consider this paying it forward for all the lude comments that I'm sure you plan to throw at me and Edward in the future." I laughed.

"Why don't you just toss Angela off your chest dude?" Edward questioned while smiling at Angela.

"Don't think I haven't thought about it...a few hundred times in the last ten minutes. But my mom will kick my ass if Angela even gets so much as a scratch on her. Trust me, she's done it before. There doesn't even have to be proof. My own mother believes my baby cousin over her own son. Where is the justice?"

"Sucks to be you." Was all Edward managed between laughs.

I got my proof, lots of it, and joined in the laughter. I found out this was one of the punishments that Rose inflicted on Emmett when he pissed her off. Apparently she had quite the arsenal of punishments.

"This is one from my psychological warfare list of tortures. Nothing hurts Em worse than being emasculated. What can be more emasculating than having bright red toes nails...if you're a straight guy that is."

"What did you do this time Emma?" And if looks could kill, I'd be dead.

"Oh, I like that. I think I'll keep it. Thanks Bella."

"Rosie...isn't this torture enough? You can't seriously be considering calling me Emma." He spat.

"You bet your ass I intend to."

"Come on Bells, help me out. Please tell her that this punishment does not fit the crime."

"Well you need to tell me what the crime was first."

"Dumb ass here thought it would be funny to answer my cell while I was in the bathroom. Typically I could care less if he does that. However, the first thing out of his mouth was 'Rosie's house of sexual pleasures. We go long and hard all night long. How may I be of service', and this jackass didn't check the caller ID. It was my mother!"

"Em...or should I say Emma. You're getting away pretty damn easy in my opinion. I'm surprised Rose hasn't castrated you yet."

"Please don't giver her any ideas. I need my man bits and after she cools off she'll realize she needs them too."

Wrong thing to say. Rose got the most wicked gleam in her eyes I have ever seen.

"Angela. Think you could hang out with Jake for a little while? I know Bella will be out most of the night and so will Alice. I think I need a little alone time with Emma here." Rose asked.

"No problem. Just don't kill him. He may be a pain in the ass, but he's still family. Mom wouldn't be pleased to have to interrupt her vacation to attend his funeral."

Everyone laughed; except Emmett.

"Oh Rosie. Come on baby. You're mom thought it was funny. She knows how I am."

"That's not relevant and you know that. You're just lucky it wasn't my father that answered the phone."

We left the two of them to their fun and games and headed towards the music building. Angela walked with us until we reached Jake's dorm, where he was impatiently waiting for her already. He gave me a quick hug, did the man hug with Edward, and then he and Angela left to go see a movie.

Edward and I decided we'd grab supper after practice. I was anxious to get back to work on our piano piece. We hadn't worked on it in over a week and I had lots of ideas bouncing around in my head; including writing in a clarinet part. The thought of Edward and I performing a duet together excited me. But the thought of playing the clarinet in front of him did make me slightly nervous, not because I didn't like to play for people. I just didn't want to disappoint him.

"So how do you want to do this?" He asked once we got settled in the room. He was already pulling out his composition notebook and running his fingers over the keys.

"Well I figured we could work on the composition first and then maybe just play some pieces for fun. I do need to work on a few pieces for class but other than that, I'm up for anything."

"Sounds good to me but I have a suggestion. What do you think about adding the clarinet to our piece?"

"Are you sure you aren't a mind reader? I was thinking the same thing."

"Not a mind reader. We just have that crazy frequency thing going on, remember? It really does come in handy. Plus, I just think we're really in sync with one another. Great minds and all." He smiled and winked at me. My knees started to go weak.

We brushed up on what had already been written and warmed up on the piano. I then put my clarinet together and did some warm up scales and a few warm up pieces.

"Before we write in an accompanying line, will you play something for me? Something original?" And he was just too cute for me to deny.

"I will, but only for you. Like I've said before, I'm not the best composer."

"And like I've said before; you underestimate yourself."

After considering the pieces that I had composed, I finally settled on the most recent. I was surprised at how easily I was able to play it. Typically I end up an emotional mess when I play this piece. But I guess this is yet another sign that I really am healing. The piece represented the lowest point in my life as well as the hope and optimism I was hoping would once come my way again. When I finished the piece, I was nervous to look at Edward but I should have known he would understand what the piece was about.

"That was magnificent Bella. You wrote that recently didn't you? It reflects what you went through in Phoenix, but I could detect undertones of hope. What's it called?"

"Yeah, it's my most recent. And you're correct...it is about what happened in Phoenix. It's called 'Il mio cuore'."

"My Heart."

"You know Italian?" But I knew it was a stupid question. Of course he knew Italian; most people who are immersed in music do know a little Italian. Wonder if I could get him to speak Italian to me?

"I know enough to get by. That really was a beautiful piece. I'm almost fearful to admit this to you, but I've never really been fond of clarinet solos but you make the clarinet sing in a way I've never heard." He sheepishly admitted.

I had to feign hurt and anger, but the look on his face broke down my resolve. He just smiled shyly at me before continuing.

"But I'm sure you could play anything and it would entrance me." Ahhh...swoon.

I played Flight of the Bumblebee for him and then we got to work on our piece and we were able to weave in a very beautiful clarinet harmony line to what we had already written.

"I think this is going to be perfect. But I do have a request, well more like a demand. So far this piece has focused mainly on the piano but I'd like to write in a melody line for the clarinet at some point and give the piano the harmony. You play much too beautifully to not get your chance to shine." And I couldn't help my ever present blush.

"Seems I've changed your opinion on clarinet solos."

"Amongst other things..." he whispered and shot me a look that was so full of meaning I nearly cried.

Edward relinquished the piano bench to me when we had 30 minutes of practice time left so I could work on a few pieces that I had been assigned. I thought that having Edward there would be a distraction but it was actually quite helpful. I was able to focus more on what I was doing and had a very productive practice.

"I think you're a good luck charm Mr. Cullen. I can't remember the last time I had such a productive practice. We'll have to do this more often." I said as we made our way back to his room.

We were planning to drop off his books and my clarinet and then walk to the pub close to campus and split some wings and cheese fries.

"That can be arranged Miss Swan. I had a lot of fun and our piece is really coming along."

We walked into his room expecting it to be empty but were instead greeting with Alice straddling Jasper's lap.

"Arggg...Alice, Jazz. I did not need to see that."

Alice fell off Jasper's lap laughing and Jasper jumped up, threw his hands in the air and started stuttering.

"It..it, it was he..her fault. She, she...she attacked me."

This caused us all to break out in laughter. Once we calmed down we invited them to supper with us. Apparently Rose was still in the middle of punishing Emmett and none of us wanted to be witness to that. We made it to the pub and placed our order.

"Bella, we're having a girls day tomorrow. Oh and the guys are hanging out too. Just thought I'd let you know Edward."

"That's fine Alice, but Edward and I have plans tomorrow night. We're having supper with my mentor; Dr. Smithwick. So I need time to get ready for that."

"Not a problem. I was thinking we could have brunch and then hit the spa for mani's, pedi's, and maybe a facial. I texted Rose earlier about it. That's how I found out that I still needed to avoid the suite for a while longer. I've already called Angela and she is fine with it."

"Yeah, her and Jake were going to the movies and then maybe out to dinner. So what are the guys doing tomorrow?" I asked.

"Not sure, probably some video games. You know...'guy stuff' is what Emmett said."

"I think I'm worried for the guys." I laughed and Jasper and Edward agreed.

We talked a little more before our food came out and then the conversation turned to my trip back to Phoenix. Since Jake and I were going to be gone for Fall Break, Alice was going to see if everyone else wanted to go back to Forks for the long weekend. I was kinda jealous that I'd get left out of that trip, but knew I'd have plenty of opportunities to spend time there in the upcoming months...and years. After paying for our food, Alice and Jasper decided to just ride around Seattle for a little while to give Rose more time to torture Em. Edward and I went back to his room, planning on finishing up the rest of the weeks homework.

"Do you have much work left?" He asked with a hopeful gleam in his eye.

"I have a little more reading to do, but probably not more than an hours worth. Do you have much more?"

"About the same as you. How about I put on some music and we finish up?"

"That sounds good. But you better behave. The quicker we get this done, the quicker we can get to...other things." I winked.

"I like the way you think."

We spent the next hour laying on his bed reading our respective books and letting the music fill the quiet of the room. Every now and then, Edward's hand would graze the side of my leg or caress the back of my hand. In turn I would run my foot along his calf and pull my fingers through his hair. It was a very tense hour, but we managed to get through the rest of our work.

"It's amazing how good it feels to be finished with assignments and not have to worry about them for the rest of the weekend. Now we can just focus on relaxing and enjoying the weekend." Edward observed.

"I used to look forward to homework and reading on the weekends back in Phoenix. It kept my mind somewhat occupied, especially when Jake couldn't be there. But I think I'm really going to like not having assignments on the weekends now."

"I think this is a routine that I can get used to. What cha think? Do we have a standing date on Fridays? Meet up after class at the library for a few hours, practice room, supper, my room to finish up any remaining work..."

"And now what do we do?" I asked, trying to sound flirtatious.

"Well since this is uncharted territory and we have no precedents to follow, I say we get to wing it...do what we want. So what is it that you want to do?" He answered back, sounding way too seductive for his or my own good.

So I did the only thing that I'd been dying to do. I pounced on him, scattering our books and causing them to hit the floor with a resounding 'thud' but I just couldn't find it in me to care. My sudden aggression caught Edward by surprise and it took him a few seconds to get his lips to respond to mine. I found myself in the compromising position of straddling his hips and laying on top of him. Did I feel embarrassed? Nope. But I did have other feelings that I'm sure I wasn't ready for yet. I pushed down the slight panic that started to rise and concentrated on the feel of his lips against mine, the way his tongue tangled with mine, the feel of his hair in my fingers, the way my body molded against his, and the rather impressive bulge in his pants that was currently pressing against my stomach. Instead of causing me to feel anxious, I felt a calm rightness. I wasn't ready to go further yet, but the thought of it didn't send me in a tail spin.

Edward's hands were softly running up and down my back, caressing my sides in such a light touch that it almost tickled. His right hand found it's way to the nape of my neck where he promptly tangled his fingers into my hair. He pulled my head back slightly and started moving his lips down my throat, placing feather light kisses in a burning trail until he reached the collar of my shirt. He traced the path back to my lips and became more aggressive as he pushed his tongue back into my mouth. I couldn't help the moan that reverberated in my throat. Almost like it was an unconscious automatic response, Edward's hips ground into mine causing me to gasp at the sensation and push back against him. His hands quickly landed on my hips and pushed me down with more force than I was expecting. I couldn't deny that I was enjoying this...too much actually and I knew I needed to slow things down. I wasn't ready for anything more and deep down I had no doubt that Edward felt the same way.

I slowed down our kiss and brought my hands to cup his face. Finally breaking away from his lips, I placed a soft kiss on each closed eye, then down to his cheeks, his nose, and finally one last chaste kiss on his oh so kissable lips.

"Edward...as much as I'm enjoying this, and god believe me I am; I think we need to slow down for the night." I prayed that he wouldn't take that wrong.

"You're right. It's just so easy to let myself get carried away with you. I'm sorry if I pushed."

"You did no such thing. If I remember correctly, I'm the one who jumped on you. And I agree, it's much to easy to get carried away. I never thought I'd be this comfortable with someone but everything with you just feels...right. And as much as my body is telling me to keep going, I know we aren't ready for more than what we've already done. I want to do things right with you Edward."

"Hey, don't worry. I'm not upset. I'm in complete sync with you. One of us needs to keep a clear head." He laughed.

"Well you better not count on that person always being me. I may not have a lot of experience but that doesn't mean I don't think about things and want them."

And he groaned. Full out groaned and threw his hands over his face while pushing his head back into his pillow. Guess that wasn't the right thing to say. And of course I laughed at him.

"Bella, dear god. Are you trying to kill me? You can't say stuff like that to me. Causes too many naughty images to fill my head and after all, I may be a gentleman but shit...I'm still a man." He laughed and removed his hands from his face while winking at me.

I still couldn't get over how comfortable I was talking to Edward about these things much less actually doing things with him. Even if it was only heavy kissing and some touches. It gave me even more hope that when the time came to progress in our physical relationship that things wouldn't be complicated but easy and natural.

"Okay sweetheart...let's watch a movie. Do you have any preferences? You can check out mine and Jazz's collection."

It took me a matter of seconds to choose a movie and when I handed it to Edward he looked surprised and then nodded in agreement.

"The Shawshank Redemption. One of my favorites. It totally got robbed of the Oscar. I mean, Forest Gump is a great movie, but come on. No way in hell it's a better movie than Shawshank."

"Yes! Finally someone agrees with me. Forest Gump was a great movie but it was too long and I felt like I was being dragged along quite a bit of it. Tom Hanks did a great job. But there wasn't a dull moment in Shawshank. I actually cried when it was over because I wanted more. Tim Robbins and Morgan Freeman made a kick ass team in that movie. Two of my favorite movie scenes take place in that movie. I get chills every time I watch Andy throw his head back and let the rain wash him free of the sewage he crawled through. And lord knows I can't stop the tears when Red finds Andy on the beach. The last fading shot of them on the beach...well it's just priceless."

"Will you marry me?" Edward asked before giving me a heart breaking smile.

"Honestly Bella, I swear you were made just for me."

And yep I was swooning once again. Instead of answering, which I wasn't capable of at the moment, I just gave him a quick kiss and then snuggled into his side while we watched one of the greatest movies ever. It's a great testament to how much we both really liked the movie that we actually watched the movie in his dark room. We shared a few kisses and touches here and there, but we genuinely watched the movie. Around 11:30, I knew I needed to get back to my room. Plus I didn't want Edward walking across campus by himself too terrible late. Yeah he's a guy, but I'm still allowed to worry.

But my worrying was for nothing. Alice and Jasper were both at the suite when we got there. So Edward and Jasper were going to walk back to their room together. Rose's tormenting of Em ended a few hours ago, but not before both his hands and feet suffered through a manicure and pedicure. He was also given a facial and then the cake topper...Rose actually waxed his chest and back. Oh did I mention she did all this while wearing Em's favorite piece of lingerie. He was forbidden to touch her. Guess he'll think twice about answering her phone without checking the caller ID.

After a quick round of kisses, hugs, and goodbye's to our guys; Alice and I crawled into our beds and were quickly asleep.

When I woke up and saw that it was already after 9 in the morning, I was shocked that Alice hadn't jumped in my bed yet. That didn't last long.

"Good grief Bella...I thought you were going to sleep all day. I was getting ready to wake you up. Come up and get up. We are leaving in an hour for brunch. Here's a coffee...just the way you like it. Drink up and hit the showers."

"Alice, I love you dearly; but do you think you could tone it down just a bit. Maybe take it from hyper active pixie fairy to energizer bunny level?" I grumbled as I shoved my head under my pillow.

"Oh Bella, you remind me so much of Edward right now. But that's okay. I forgive you. Now. GET UP!"

"Alright, alright. I'm getting. Oh and thanks for my morning shot of caffeine."

By the time my feet hit the floor, Alice had bounced out of the room. I noticed she had already picked out my clothes for our girls day and left them hanging up on the the closet door. I downed my liquid adrenalin and then hit the showers. Thirty minutes later I was showered, dressed, and my hair was fixed. Finally feeling human, I joined the girls in the common room. Just as I was sitting down, my cell phone buzzed.

Good morning my beautiful girlfriend. Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you. Have fun with the girls today.

~Edward

"Judging from that blush and smile, that has to be from my brother."

I just nodded my head at her while composing a reply text.

Good morning to you too, my boyfriend. I'd rather spend the day with you, but I'll try to enjoy the torture the girls have planned. Have fun with the guys. I'm sure they will be in interrogation mode.

~Bella

I'd rather be with you too, but we can't forget our friends; as annoying as they can be :)

I think you'll have more of an inquisition than I will. Good luck with that. I'll call you later.

~Edward

Haha. Yeah you're right. Talk to you soon.

~Bella

Perfect timing...just as I was hitting the send button, Alice announced that it was time. We made our way to a new cafe that had just recently opened and had received excellent reviews. The four of us were having trouble deciding what we wanted to try; everything sounded so good. In the end, we each got something different and just passed our plates around the table. In the end, I think my favorite was the banana pancakes. Rose and Angela were about to burst with the need for information. So I filled them in on everything that had been happening over the past week. It felt good to finally have them completely in the loop. Although I was closet to Alice, I still felt a strong bond with both Angela and Rose. They laughed and then got teary eyed when I told them about the note Edward gave me. The biggest reaction came when I told them about my plans for Fall Break.

"So you're really going to go back to Phoenix?" Rose asked wearily.

"I am. It's time that I deal with what I left behind. I've learned that I can run from those demons all I want, but until I finally face them...I mean really face them; it won't matter how far away I am from that place, they will always hold me back. I'm tired of letting what that bastard did continue to have any influence over my life. I've been able to see things so much more clearly since moving here. Getting away allowed me a different perspective, but I think the new friendships I've formed have helped me more than anything. I'm not going to lie, it's going to be hard. Damn hard to face Katie and even harder to meet with Elizabeth's parents, but I have to do it."

"We're here for you Bella. Just always remember that." Angela smiled at me as she squeezed my hand. Rose and Alice echoed her sentiments.

"I know and I can't tell you how much that means to me." I was on the verge of tears.

"Jake said he's going back with you. I'm really glad he can be there for you, but I'm also happy that he is also going back to put some of his issues to rest. He doesn't talk much about what happened but I can tell that there are things that he hasn't fully dealt with yet."

"That was one of the reasons I insisted that he go back with me. Angela, I can't tell you how strong Jake was for me. Hell for everybody during that time. Sometimes I wonder if he was able to properly grieve the lose of one of his best friends. But even more than that, he lost a big chunk of his life dealing with my screwed up self during my 'dark period'. I wouldn't have made it through without him. I feel so guilty about that, but at the same time I am eternally grateful that he is the type of person who would abandon everything just to be there for me. I know that makes me sound selfish, but if the roles were reversed, I would have done the same thing for him."

Alice nudged my shoulder to get my attention.

"That's not being selfish, that makes you appreciative of the friend you have been blessed with. The fact that you would do the same for him only proves how much you mean to one another. Everyone should be so lucky to have a friend like that in their lives."

I smiled at her, knowing that she was one of those friends that I would drop everything for. I made a mental note to let her just how much she means to me.

"Okay, enough of the emotional outpouring. We've got hands and feet that need to be pampered. And I have to say, after last night...I could use the stress relief. Torturing Em took a lot out of me."

The mental images that were running through my head made it hard to breath due to all the laughter. I've never been more thankful for a camera in all my life. I could not wait to upload those pictures. Charlie would definitely be getting an email full of attachments.

I actually enjoyed the time at the spa. We were able to sit side by side during our procedures and the conversation flowed easily and freely. Angela filled us in on how things were going with her and Jake. And the happiness just radiated from her. Alice was already ten shades of head of heels for Jasper. She was already planning their non existent wedding. In all likely hood, Alice had planned her dream wedding years ago and was just waiting for the groom to appear. There is no way someone could have decided on all the minute details of a hypothetical wedding to someone they'd only know a short time...but then again, we were talking about Alice.

Rose gave us a very detailed account of what she did to Em last night. I was worried that she was going to say something that would burn my brain, but our luck held out and she kept it just this side of NC-17. She really did forbid him to lay even a finger on her and she assured us that his torture was immense. After informing us just how unpleasant it is to wax your boyfriends back, she announced that we were all going out next weekend for a group date. We were all game and knew our guys wouldn't disagree.

The facial was so relaxing, that I actually fell asleep in the middle of it. On the way back to campus, Alice made an impromptu stop at the mall. Okay, so I'm pretty sure she planned it but forgot to mention it to us. Both my parents had deposited money into my account earlier in the week; despite the fact that they had already overspent for my birthday presents. But they always ignored me when I complained about them spending money on me. For once I was glad they didn't listen to me. I found quite a few outfits I liked and didn't even balk when Alice drug me into Victoria's Secret.

I was able to get away from the group for a little bit while they were corralled at the make up counter trying to decide what to buy. There was a music store that I wanted to check out, and I wasn't disappointed. During our practice time yesterday, I noticed Edward's music bag pretty worn out. Although I couldn't afford the type of messenger bag that he and Alice gave me, I knew he'd appreciate it just the same. It took a while, but by the time I checked out, I was really excited to give Edward the items I had bought for him.

Meeting back up with the girls brought on a whole new dilemma...was there enough room in the car for the four of us and ALL of our bags? It took a lot of creative configuring of bags and people, but 15 minutes later, we were finally on our way.

The day spent with the girls had worn me out and I opted for a nap before I had to get ready for dinner. I sent Edward a quick text letting him know what time to pick me up and then drifted off to a peaceful sleep. There was no need to ever set an alarm clock in our room...I think Alice thought that was part of her job description as a roommate. Once again, she had already picked out my outfit for me and as usual, I loved it. I would have thought that this type of behavior; not giving me a choice, would have bugged me. But it didn't. This was another indication that I was getting better at not having to be in control of everything. Plus, Alice had yet to steer me wrong.

I washed my face, forgoing a showering since I'd already had one this morning, and then Alice got to work on my hair. Since this wasn't a formal affair, as she put it, we decided to just put a few curls in and pin up the sides. She kept my make up light...just adding some color to my eyes and of course a quick swipe of lip gloss. Once hair and make up were finished, I slipped on the knee length pale blue dress as well as the cream cardigan. And surprise surprise...matching sandals. Edward called to let me know he was on his way and my excitement went through the roof.

"Excited much?" Alice giggled at me.

"Shut up. You of all people can't talk about my level of enthusiasm."

"Touche."

I anxiously waited for Edward in the common room. Jake and Angela were there watching a movie. Jake, of course, picked on me and Angela swatted him across the back of his head and told him to behave. She obviously has been hanging around Rose too much.

"I'm just gonna get it from all sides now." He joked.

It was all I could do to keep the drool from trickling down my chin when Edward walked in. He was wearing dark washed jeans that hung low as well as a green button up shirt that matched his eyes. The sleeves were rolled up past his elbows and his hair, as always, was in perfect disarray. He was breath taking and he only had eyes for me. He greeted me with a sweet kiss, whispering how gorgeous I looked in my ear; which caused shivers to run down my spine.

"Are you ready to head out?"

"Yeah, I don't want to be late. Thanks again for coming with me tonight."

"Anything to spend time with you."

We told everyone bye before leaving. I ducked into my room on the way out to grab the stuff I had bought for Edward during the shopping trip today. I was hoping we'd have a few moments alone tonight so I could give them to him. The drive to Dr. Smithwick's house was full of conversation.

"How was your guy day?"

"Well...it was, interesting."

"That sounds ominous." I laughed.

"Ominous...not really, but if that's what guy day is...well they can count me out next time."

"This sounds promising. Do tell. Unless you took some type of guy oath that forbids you to share the details of guy day."

"No, I didn't take an oath...but maybe we should have. Okay, that's not exactly true. I can tell you but you can't tell anyone else, especially Rose."

"You're killing me Edward...what did you guys do?"

"We met for lunch at the pub. Seems like it's becoming our favorite hang out. Anyhow, I figured we'd go to the arcade or maybe even to the go cart track. I even suggested paint ball. But after we ate, we ended up going back to Jake and Em's room and played a few video games. About an hour into Call of Duty, Em turns off the X-Box and tells us we have to accompany him somewhere, but wouldn't tell us where. So we piled into his Jeep and 20 minutes later we pulled up to a retirement home."

"A retirement home?" I asked all kinds of confused.

"Yeah. We were just as confused as your are. But Em still wouldn't tell us anything, so like the blind idiots we are, we followed. He lead us to the activities room and I swear there were at least 30 little old ladies sitting in chairs. And boy did they perk up when we all walked in. Apparently Rose has been asking Em to learn to ballroom dance for years. No clue why but, and this is between us, I think he may be planning to propose to her soon and ballroom dancing is going to play a part in his proposal."

"Oh my God! That is so exciting."

"Remember, you can't say anything. Emmett never came right out and told us, but he implied. Anyhow, we tried to back out and just observe but those little old ladies...who are quite handsy by the way, had other ideas. I can't tell you how many times my cheeks got pinched...all of my cheeks." He grimaced.

And that was all it took to have me doubled over in laughter. The visual of Edward's ass getting pinched by some gray haired lady nearly did me in.

"It's NOT funny Isabella." I was in trouble, until I saw the corner of him mouth pull up into a grin.

"Wow, just wow. Did the rest of the guys get assaulted as well?"

"Absolutely. Those women couldn't get enough of, and I'm quoting here, Em's dimples, curls, and muscles; Jasper's wavy locks, handsome eyes, and southern charm; or Jake's raven hair, brilliant smile, and tush."

"What did they say about you?"

"Awww Bella. Please let's just drop it." He begged.

"Not a chance Cullen. If you won't tell me, I'll just call the guys."

"You wouldn't!"

"Of course I would." I answered as I reached for my phone.

"Fine. They liked my sex hair, smoldering emerald eyes, and seductive voice." And he blushed.

"Well I can't disagree with them there..." I murmured.

"What was that?"

"Eyes on the road Cullen. We need to take the next right." But I don't think I was convincing enough. He so heard me.

"Don't think your distracting me Swan. We'll finish this conversation later." He winked.

A few minutes later we were pulling up to the front of a beautiful house. Dr. Smithwick lived in a gate community that was located on the water. I fell in love instantly.

"Wow. This place is incredible."

"It really is. My mom would absolutely love to look at the design of this house."

"I guess we should get out of the car and ring the door bell. I don't think it's appropriate manner to sit in the car and gawk at their house all night."

Edward just shot me a look that clearly relayed the message 'ya think?'. He was just too cute for words.

Dr. Smithwick greeted us at the door dressed more casually than I had ever seen her. I officially introduced her to Edward and insisted that we call her by her first name...Julia. It felt weird calling her that. She then introduced us to her husband, Gregg. They made a lovely couple. She gave us a quick tour of the house, ending in her music room and I thought I'd died and gone to heaven.

She had a baby grand that sat in front of a wall of windows, which faced the water. There were several clarinets set up on stands along the wall; including an E flat clarinet, something I'd always wanted to learn to play. She noticed my interest and made me an offer I couldn't refuse.

She asked if I'd like for her to give me lessons on the E flat in conjunction with my current lessons. I agreed instantly; mentally calculating how much it was going to cost me to buy another instrument. But she quickly erased my fears by offering to let me borrow one of hers. Apparently she had two. I reluctantly accepted, not wanting her to feel obligated. But once again, she put my worries to rest telling me that she wanted to do this.

Dinner was a festive affair; literally a five course affair. We started with an array of cheeses and crackers, followed bacon wrapped grilled shrimp. Next we had a mixed green salad. It was all so good and I was afraid I was going to fill up before the main course, which was rack of lamb. I don't think I've ever tasted anything so good. I groaned when it was time for dessert. Edward laughed at me when I shot a death glare at the fresh fruit torte with homemade whipped cream.

"Is it always like this at dinner time? If so, I think I may move in." Edward joked.

"We try to have a meal like this at least once a week, of course since it's only the two of us, we usually make less or just invite company." Gregg answered.

The conversation throughout dinner flowed nicely and I could tell that Edward was starting to see the person behind the professor, just like I did. I attempted to help clean up after we were finished but I was quickly told I would do no such thing. Dr. Smith...I mean Julia asked Edward how his classes were going and quickly became engrossed as he talked about volunteering and other aspects of his degree. She teased that he had missed his calling and should immediately transfer to the music department.

"Well to tell you the truth, I didn't think you cared much for me or my ability." He stated albeit hesitantly. Which only caused her to laugh.

"Yes, I do tend to be hardest on those I think show the most ability. There is a reason I'm known as Professor Bitch." She smirked. My eyes nearly popped out of my head and Edward almost choked on his drink.

"What, you don't think I know what students call me? It's okay. I know I come across as difficult, demanding, and yes even bitchy. But I'm okay with that. Trust me, if you are planning to make music your career, you have to get used to people like that. I'm pretty tame if you want to know the truth. The music business is cut throat. Some of the most devious people can be found behind an instrument." She stopped when she saw the looks of shock we wore.

"Let me tell you how I was introduced into the professional world of musicians. I had just graduated from college when I was offered a chance to audition for the Boston Philharmonic. I immediately jumped at the chance; it was unusual for someone fresh out of school to get that type of opportunity. Well when I arrived at the audition, I ran into someone that I had studied with previously. She was a few years older and had already started playing professionally but this was her dream gig. Let's just say that while my back was turned; my reeds were mysteriously cracked and my mouth piece disappeared. Thank god I had be warned about this type of behavior or I would have been out of luck. I had a back up mouth piece in my pocket as well as several broken in reeds. I didn't get picked but neither did she."

I was shocked...and terrified that I would have to one day face the same type of stunts.

"Don't worry your pretty head Bella. The biggest advantage of being your mentor is my connections. And no, just because I know people doesn't mean you won't have to work for anything you get. It merely means that when...yes when not if, the time comes I'll be able to help point you in the most advantageous direction. But be assured that my name can only get you so far...an audition. It will never get you favoritism or a spot. That will be all on your own merit."

I was left speechless by the fact that she had so much confidence in me that she never doubted that I would get the chance to audition for a major orchestra.

"Now back to you Edward. I'm sorry if my behavior and attitude caused you to doubt your abilities. That was never my intent. I'm just an intense person and I realize that I come across as harsh. But when I see someone with your talent, it's ingrained in me to push them to get the most out of them. But I can tell from our talk on medicine that your heart is truly there."

"Thank you for your honesty. I will say that I'm glad I have gotten the opportunity to see you outside of the classroom. Yes my heart is in medicine but that doesn't mean that music is any less important to me. It is something that I greatly enjoy and did strongly consider making it my career path at one time. I'm okay with it being my escape from reality vice my reality. If that makes any sense."

"Completely. Some people lose their passion for music when it becomes their job while others thrive on it. That doesn't make either type any better than the other. I'm just glad you recognized that before it was too late. So, can I hear this composition you and Bella are working on once it's done?" She asked and I hoped Edward wouldn't get upset that I had told her about it.

He quickly agreed and then told her that we were working on adding the clarinet to it. She was even more excited to hear it and even asked if we'd be willing to play at the winter showcase if it turned out the way we wanted it to. We wrapped up our visit shortly after and made plans to have dinner again after fall break. It was a wonderful evening and I was so glad that Edward got to see the person she really was.

It was getting close to 10:00 but neither of us were ready to call it a night. We found ourselves at a Starbucks, occupying a couch in the corner. I figured it was as good a time as any to give him his presents. Well that and the fact that he'd been eyeing the bag I had them in all night.

"Well since you've been eyeing this all night, I guess you can go ahead and open it."

He looked at me questioningly and then smiled.

"You got me a present?"

"Yes, now just open it."

He looked like a kid at Christmas. I was nervous and anxious for his reaction. He pulled out the music bag first, followed by the leather bound composition book with his initials engraved on it.

"Bella! Thank you so much. I needed a new bag but just haven't gotten around to looking for one."

"Well I know it isn't as nice as the one you gave me..."

He cut me off before I could finish.

"It's perfect. And so is the composition book."

"There's one more thing." I said shyly as he dug through the bag.

I was most nervous about the last item. I didn't spend any money on it and it was something only a handful of people knew about...a CD; of my compositions. It contained both clarinet and piano pieces. It was terrible quality as I recorded it at home with Jake's help.

"Is this what I think it is?"

"Well that depends...what do you think it is."

"I'm hoping it's a recording of you playing."

"That's what it is. It's really poor quality and it's rough but it's something that my old therapist suggest I do and Jake helped me. I recorded it right after I was able to overcome the mental block that was keeping me from playing."

He pulled me into a hug and whispered his thanks to me over and over. He understood what this gift meant. Understood that I was giving a part of myself to him and that I trusted him. My feelings and inter turmoil at the time I made the recording matched the recording itself...raw, intense, uncut, and rough. I was letting Edward in on a part of my life that few had seen before. I was very protective of the things I wrote, but even more than that. Only my parents and Jake knew what that CD meant to me. It was my way of letting out all the feelings that had kept bottled up without having to actual talk about it. I had been talking to Dr. Leslie for months when she suggested that I record. She knew I was holding back things in therapy. Music was the way I had always expressed myself so she figured this would be no different. I was able to pour out into music what I was unable to speak. It was one of the most cathartic experiences I've ever had.

As much as I didn't want the night to end, it really was getting late. It was close to midnight when Edward pulled up to the dorm. After we left Starbucks, we drove around for a little while just listening to music and talking. But once I started yawning; I couldn't stop and Edward insisted I get some sleep. Everyone was hanging out in the common room when we walked in. Alice wanted everyone to get together for brunch tomorrow and then possibly go to the street fair that was being hosted on campus. We all agreed to meet up around 11 at the dinner in the morning and sent the guys on their way.

Edward pulled me into my room before leaving and expressed his gratitude for his gifts one more time; with a series of long, sensual, and hot kisses. I could get used to being told thanks in this manner. The guys all walked out of the dorm room together leaving us girls gawking at their retreating figures. Almost as if they planned it, they each turned and winked at their girl before disappearing down the hall.

"Damn girls...we really are some lucky bitches!" Rose sighed.

"That we are. My God...how in the hell are we gonna keep other girls off our guys?" Alice questioned.

"Truthfully, I don't think they see anyone but us. But should one of us ever see a girl trying to intrude on our guys...we'll just make sure they know that the territory has been claimed." Angela answered, surprising us all.

"Seems that Jake has caused jealous and possessive Angela to wake up."

"Damn straight." She laughed at Rose.

"Well I tend to agree. They only have eyes for us. We are lucky bitches. Now...let's go get some sleep. Seems like we're going to have a busy day tomorrow." I attempted to get out through a yawn.

We all said our goodnights to each other and then headed to our respective rooms. It didn't take long before I was in a deep sleep.

Sunday morning came much too early but I was still excited about the day ahead. We all met at the diner for brunch before heading over to the street fair. I had never seen anything quite like it. There were vendors of all types set up; food, games, jewelry, clothing; you name it and you more than likely could find a booth selling it. I was disappointed that I filled up at brunch. All the food smelled amazing and I was determined to try as much as my stomach could handle. Emmett's reactions were priceless.

"Rose...look. They have jump castles. Rose look they have smoked turkey legs. Rose look over there...it's a rock wall. Rose look...it's that thing that you hit with the sledge hammer and try to make the bell ding. I bet I can make it ding. Rose look fried twinkies!"

I swear I felt like I was walking around with a five year old. But it was so much fun watching him. Edward...being Edward, bought enough tickets for everyone to do as much as they wanted. We all started out in the jump castle and Jake and Emmett made it their mission to 'bounce the hell' out of all of us. It worked too. Seemed like every time I was getting to land from a jump; one of both of them would jump the instant my feet would hit the mat and I'd fly through the air. I tackled Edward by accident a few times. But it made falling that much better.

The group stuck together for the first few hours, playing the typical carnival games, enjoyed all the big blow up toys; such as the jump castle, obstacle course, slides, and my favorite...the fly paper wall. Seeing the guys wrapped up in velcro and hurling themselves at a velcro covered wall was hilarious. I'll never know how he did it...but Jasper ended up hanging upside down on his turn. It was really interesting seeing Edward interact with the whole group. Especially now that things between he and I were settled. Before there was always a tension in the air but he had really let his guard down around the group now. I wasn't the only one that noticed.

"Bella, I can't tell you how good it is to see the old Edward again. I haven't seen him this carefree in years. It's so easy to see that a weight has been lifted from his shoulders. Thank you."

"Alice, you don't have to thank me. I didn't do anything. If Edward wasn't ready to make changes in his life, there would be nothing anyone could do that would push him in that direction. I just happen to come into his life at the right time and he into mine. And for that I will be eternally grateful."

Angela and Rose made several comments on how all of our guys seemed to get along so well. It made all us girls happy. I couldn't help but notice the looks that other girls were giving them but the guys were impervious to them. After we had our fill of fun and games, we decided to split up and say our goodbyes. This way we wouldn't be stuck waiting for another couple when we were ready to leave.

"As much as I love hanging out with our friends, I feel like I've hardly seen you today." Edward whispered in my ear as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I can totally relate. I love them and love the fact that we get along so well; but I've had my fill of friends today. What I haven't had enough of is you." And I couldn't help but pull him down for a kiss.

"How about we check out a few booths and maybe grab a funnel cake or friend twinke and then head back to my room for a bit. If I know Alice, she'll drag Jasper to every merchandise booth set up. So that should keep them occupied for hours."

"We can hope so at any rate." I agreed.

I enjoyed shopping more than I had anticipated. I found presents for my mom, Katie, Alice, Angela, and Rose. There was a beautiful silver necklace, earring, bracelet, and ring set that I fell in love with; but I had already spent more money than I should have over the past two days, so with a deep sigh, I passed it by. Edward picked up a few things for Esme as well.

"I'm all shopped out Edward. Let's get some friend goodness and then go back to your room for a while."

"Sounds excellent to me."

We started over to the funnel cake stand when he stopped and pulled out his phone.

"It's my mom. Let me answer this and then I'll meet you by the funnel cakes."

Ten minutes later we were walking hand in hand back to his room. The funnel cake was amazing. The best part...the powdered sugar that seemed to gravitate to the corner of Edward's mouth. Of course I did the only thing a good girlfriend could do...I kept kissing it off. After the third time, I had the feeling he was purposefully leaving the sugar behind. So I called him on it.

"Can you blame me? I'll do just about anything to have your lips on me." And we both blushed.

"I can assure you, the feeling is mutual." And with that I ran my finger through a big pile of powdered sugar, smeared it across his lips, and then kissed the hell out of him.

Yep, this is the beginning of a very beautiful relationship.

Read to find out about the outtake...

A/N: I know this was a long chapter and it didn't really do much to move the story along. But so far we've had lots of angst and drama and I felt some fun was in order. I thought about splitting into two chapters but couldn't find a good spot to stop. Next chapter will jump a few weeks in time and cover Bella's trip back to Phoenix. So I felt a fun feel good chapter was needed before she embarks on yet another emotional time in her life.

You know what to do. And as an incentive...if you leave me a review; I'll send you an outtake that I've written. I won't tell you what it concerns; it's a surprise. If you want to know...leave me some love (or hate). Just leave me a review!