sorry I've been gone for so long but school comes first. I'm glad to be back though, sorry if any of you enjoyed blackwater but I'm kinda dropping that. For now this is going to be a short chapter but I needed a transition.

She knew he had to go, but why did it hurt so much. He tried to make it better, that whole day he gave her everything she asked for. That morning, waking up and seeing his bags packed, it felt like it was all unreal again, but the saints for now a company and he was doing this for the company.

He made her breakfast but had to leave shortly after. Turing on professor Genkis, he sat with her for a few moments. She didn't really have much of an appetite but he insisted she eat so she did. She wasnt really interested in the show either like she normally would be. She just spent the remaining time curled up on him, clinging on tightly.

The time finally came, he unhooked her arms from around him. She pouted but didn't say a word about him stayed longer, but he knew what she wanted. His plane was taking off soon, he couldn't stay any longer. Gathering his things, the final thing he did before leaving was kissing her, and promising to be back as soon as possible.

She didn't even bother moving from the couch as she watched him leave, they were both losing one an other. As he vanished down the elevator, her eyes tears up. She don't even so much as glance as the tv, nothing caught her interest anymore.

Passing by outside in the hall, Viola overhear some sniffling coming from the room. Slowly opening the door, she found Shaundi curled up on the couch, trying to hide her tears.

"Are you ok?" Viola asked, concerned.

"I'm fine." Shaundi mumbled, wiping her eyes.

"He will be back." Viola took a seat on the couch. "You know he will."

"I know." Shaundi shook. "But goodbye were never my favorite thing."

"I know, nobody likes to say goodbye."

"He just got back." She whispered. "And he's leaving again."

Viola rubbed her back, whispering back. "You know he doesn't want to, but it's whats best for now. He missed a lot when he was gone, he's just trying to get us back on track."

"I know..." She mumbled, sniffling once more.

"He will be back before you know it and things will go back how they were, even better."

Shaundi nodded.

"So what are you watching?" Viola asked, seeing the people getting slaughtered on screen.

Shaundi sat up. "Professor Genki, do you want to watch it with me?"

"Sure why not, let me go grab some snacks." Viola took off running.

The whole plane ride he couldn't stop thinking of Shaundi, how hurt she was he was leaving. He was so tempted to turn around and go back for her, but he had to suck it up. A few weeks without her was nothing compared to what he had already been through, but it felt like it would take forever.

Arriving he tried putting it off his mind, at least for now. He had to get settled into his new hotel room, and drag Birk away from all the screaming fan girls that just seemed to be everywhere. These people were crazy, clawing to just get a chunk of hair, he hoped the saints fan base didn't get that bad.

Hauling Birk away, he shoved through girls, and guys, to get to the elevator. Inside he quickly blocked the doors and waited for them to shut.

"Those people are crazy." He told Birk, adjusting his shirt.

"What can I say." Birk gleamed. "The ladies love me, there's not a single girl on this planet that I can't have."

"Everyone expect Shaundi." He pointed out. "And yet she's the only one you chase after."

"Well it was love at first sight." Birk started staring off to the distance, like he was imagining her now. "I just know we were meant to be together, it's destiny."

He smirked, holding back his snort. "I'm sure she's the one buddy." Why kill the mans dream. Birk didn't have to know he was laying it to his dream girl. It was his dream girl too for that matter.

The elevator arrived at their floor. "Now lets get settled in Romeo." He dragged the luggage out.

A few hours later they were at a night blade set, meeting some producers. Birk was all in costume, waiting to start. Getting into character, Birk paced back an forth reciting lines and preparing himself.

A assistant came into the room. "They are ready for you now Mr. Birk."

"I am Nyte Blayde." Birk announced, taking off out of the room.

He followed to the set, but found himself rolling his eyes everytime Birk tried doing a random punch in the air pretending to fight enemies. He still couldn't believe people obsessed over this guy, he was so full of himself. Either way he played nice, he needed Birk for now.

They got to the cameras set up. "Lets getting going." Birk yelled.

"We can't start yet." The camera man announced, "one of our extras are missing."

"Well find him! " Birk yelled. "Nyte Blayde waits for no one."

"We are looking but... Why doesn't your guy fill in."

"What." Both him and Birk said in confusion.

"We are short one guy, you brought one guy." The camera man said.

"I'm not much of an actor like our boy Birk over here. And I don't know the lines." He said.

"There's no lines, nothing to memorize. We just need you in the background, here you play one of Nyte Blaydes captured prisoners. As he runs through the halls, you just stand there and bang on the bars or something." Camera man explained.

"Is this really necessary?" He asked.

"The sooner we film the sooner we can finish."

He gave in. "Fine ill do it."

It was worst than he expected. They had him strip down almost naked. They made him wear these black latex tight pants and painted his face up in war paint. It was all "in character." Well now he was going to be on tv, he just hoped nobody recognized him.

"Action." The man yelled.

He dozed off as Birk gave a speech about sacrifice or something and how he would never stop until he got Marian back or something. All he knew was Birk had way much to say for such a crappy plot, but the viewers ate that shit up.

He knew his part was about to come up as Birk paced through the corridor to his cage/ cell. There were other extras in too playing other villains yelling and banging in the cages. As Birk approached his heard his que.

He jumped up, banging on the cell bars and reaching out trying to grab Birk. None of the villains actually touch Birk but it was suppose to be like we they hate him because Birk put them behind bars. All he knew was he wanted to get that shit over with.

He even went above and beyond, pressing himself against the bars. He shook them as Birk passed him. He was so in character he didn't realize that the bars, while seeming sturdy, broke in his grasp. The bar snapped right where he gripped it, waiting for cut, he stood there, holding the broken metal in his hands.

Birk finished his speech without skipping a beat. "Cut." He yelled after. "Well... Lets hope we got the shot." He wasnt mad but more worried for his life now.

Thank god it didn't ruin the shot. They still rebuilt it with glue for now. They went over the footage, making sure everything was perfect. He got to change back into normal clothes now.

It wasnt long before he finally got to meet with the producers, finally they can talk about the saints. Now time to negotiate and convince them.

Shaundi eventually calmed down enough as viola joined her watching tv. They didn't even realize how long they were there for, binge watching, drinking, and laughing at professor Genki. It happened to be Violas favorite as well.

It was late at night when Shaundi got a call. It was Christain, showing viola, she quickly answered as viola muted the tv for her.

"Hey, how's it going." Shaundi asked, happy that he called.

"Everything is fine, I talked to the producers." He informed her.

"What did they say?"

"Well they were hard to convince when I couldn't put a gun to their face. Overall they agreed to do your show."

"That's great." She was happy. "So when are you coming back?..."

"Well I'm not really sure. Birk has a few more filming days and they might need me. Also they want to go over budget and screen some guys for the show, I want to be here for that at least."

"That might take a while..." Her voice got soft.

"It might, but I promise nothing over two weeks, if I can get back before that I'll be on the first plane out, I swear." He heard she was upset.

She couldn't think of anything else to say. "Well come back soon, I miss you."

"I miss you too... I got to go. But Shaundi baby, I love you." He wanted her to at least know that.

She was about to start tearing up again. "I love you too, hurry back."

As they hung up, viola started to go to comfort Shaundi. "I'm fine." Shaundi said, showing she could handle it.

"Well them." Viola started. "It's getting late, I'm going downstairs to get some sleep."

"Wait." Shaundi called. "Do you want to stay a while longer, I mean there's enough room up here, you don't have to go sleep in that tiny room downstairs."

Viola thought for a minute. "Are you sure, because I mean that room does get cold at night."

Shaundi smiled. "Come on, the boss isn't here. Lets have a girls nights."

Viola smiled too, "I'll go get more wine, find a good movie."

"I'll get some blankets too." Shaundi yelled as viola left.

A week went by, Christain had been working like crazy to get everything in order. Dealing with these asshole producers were tough, always trying to cut corners or lowball the budget. He made sure everything was in place with location and the crew filming this. He personally hand picked the guys going on the show. It wasnt fun but he made sure to have a good variety to expand of viewers interest. He could tell some of these guys he wouldn't like already.

Putting the finishing touches on everything, signing the last contracts, they were almost done. He would be able to finally go home, and under the time he had predicted, he couldn't wait to see Shaundi.

Back in Steelport, Shaundi was handling that week differently. Her and Viola became close friends, every night that week, Vi spent the night with Shaundi, gossiping, drinking, watching movies. One girls night turned into a girls week, but both of them were enjoying it. They came a long way from Shaundi wanting to rip Violas throat out about a year ago.

They became such good friends, they shared the bed at nights and did everything from shopping or making shipment runs in the day together. It's was pretty friendly, until one night things got a little weird.

Both girls had been drinking and giggling at the movie they were watching. They rented a few different movies and were already on the 3rd one for the night. It was getting really late but neither was tired.

For some reason, Shaundi just happened to glance at the clock. "The boss hasn't called today, he usually has by now."

"Don't worry about it." Viola finished her drink. "He's probably busy, he will call tomorrow."

"Yeah I guess." Shaundi put her phone down. "I just miss him."

"You miss him, or just the sex." Viola joked around laughing.

Shaundi cracked a smile too. "Both."

"Well you don't need him to get off." Viola pointed out.

"Yeah well, the first night he was back he found my stash and tossed out all my toys." She laughed, remembering how embarrassed she was when he caught her.

Viola laughed at it too, "you are joking, why did he do that?"

"He said plastic should never replace the real thing." She was giggling a bit, remembering the wonderful orgasm she had after when Christian finger fucked her then ate her out.

"He's proud of his work I guess." Vi explained.

"You have no idea." Shaundi smirked, she was missing it right about now, thinking about him, she was getting turned on.

"What's it like." Viola asked.

"Well it's hard to explain." Shaundi started. "Imagine the best orgasm of your life, but over and over again in one night. And while you lay there, not even able to move. You don't think it's possible for your body to do it again, but he won't take that as a sign to quit. Just to make it even more straining on you, he finds away to just force one more out of you, that's his favorite one. When you think it's over, that's when he takes his pleasure doing it. After your throats raw from scream, and your legs are left trembling, he digs deep and holds you tight, pushing you even further. It's something you won't forget but seems to take you by surprise every night... I don't think it's normal, what he does, I've never felt it before, or even close to it. It leaves you sore and destroyed the next day, but wanting, craving it all over again. No matter how much it takes out of you. " she couldn't help but think about it, feeling the memories of him deep in her.

"Wow." Viola brought her back in from her day dreaming. "You got pretty damn lucky then. Most guys are just looking to get off, then leave."

"Yeah." Shaundi agreed. "Every guy in college was like that, now things are different."

"Well aren't you lucky." Viola joked.

"But it's exhausting." She woke up in the mornings, feeling everything he did to her and wanting it again.

"So he likes it rough." Viola already knew that answer.

"Sometimes, other times he takes it slow, delicate, savoring the moment. Holding me tight. It's so sensual and perfect."

"Hard to believe, he can be anything but aggressive and forceful." Viola laughed, judging him by his everyday personality.

"I thought so too, but it's really something special."

Viola paused for a moment. "I wish I could find that, but it's hard in this business. Nobody can handle an ex-prostitute, ex-pimp, part of a organized crime rink, and one of the lieutenants of the 3rd street saints. I think guys are a bit intimidated."

Shaundi laughed. "Then those guys aren't worth it, trust me. You're gorgeous Vi, any guy would be lucky to have you. Not to mention the brains behind it. Not just a pretty face."

"Thanks Shaundi, but I haven't found Prince Charming yet..."

"Maybe it's not time, you're still young. Have fun while your single, while you can. " she remembered her days of partying, frat boys, alcohol.

"Now of that interest me anymore." Vi said.

"So what are you looking for." Shaundi asked, opening more wine, they were going to be up for a while.

"I don't know, but eventually I want to settle down."

"Well you can..." Shaundi was soon cut off.

"Can I admit something to you?" Vi asked.

"Of course."

"I'm a bit jealous, you and the boss. You both got lucky."

Shaundi smiled.

Vi wasnt done. "I know we both have been drinking, and I might regret this tomorrow but..."

Vi lunged forward taking Shaundi's lips. She caught Shaundi by surprise, but for some reason she couldn't move away. Maybe it was the alcohol or her feeling so lonely, but she didn't resist but embraced it. Opening her lips for her, tasting the wine on her tongue.

Vi reached behind Shaundi's head, keeping her mouth pressed onto hers. For some reason, it felt odd but right. Haveing Viola here was comforting her in her time of need.

This was a horrible idea, but fuck it, why not. She was craving attention and she was getting it, one way or an other. Viola felt she had been deprived for to long as well, looking for something she wasnt sure of.

I hope you all enjoy, sorry for such a short chapter. The next one is almost completed and I think you all will really enjoy that one. Hopefully see you guys soon.