We drive home in silence and get to his flat, walk in and I plop down on the couch and he plops down beside me and wraps his arms around me as my face is buried into his chest.
"Wanna watch Batman, love?" Paul asks me as he picks up the remote and I nod into his chest and he keeps his left arm wrapped around me and pulled me close into him as he flips through channels on the tv. I feel him kiss the top of my head sweetly and lay back down and wrap both of his arms around me.
"What do you want to do today, sweetie?" he asks me.
"I don't know, what's fun to do here?" I say back.
"Hmm, go see some sights, meet my family, there's tons of museums, art galleries, the zoo, aquarium, the London eye. Dozens of things we could do honey." he says and nonchalantly sneaks in meeting his family.
"Can taking a nap and cuddling for a little while be one?" I say sleepily into his chest.
"Only for a little while, darling." he says and turns the tv down a little and lays back down with me.
"Sorry, my sleeping schedule is all messed up." I mutter into his chest as he rubs my back.
"No need to be sorry honey, I understand and it's only noon so we have plenty of time." he says and I look up at him and smile and he smiles back.
He leans down and passionately kisses me for a few seconds while caressing my cheek and moving his soft, warm lips against my own. He pulls away and we cuddle for awhile and I fall asleep in his arms as he continues to watch Batman and rub my back.
"J honey, wake up." Paul says shaking my shoulder and I wake up and groan.
"Mmm?" I say.
"Are you okay? You kept trying to toss and turn while you were sleeping. I didn't know if you were having a bad dream or what was going on." he says and I look up at him sleepily and he looks concerned as he looks into my eyes and pushes some hair out of my face.
I try to remember tossing and turning while sleeping on the couch but I can't remember anything, except for that I had some bizarre dream where something bad happened to him and it honestly scared the hell out of me.
"Honey you're crying, what's wrong?" he says wiping the tears on my cheek with his thumb, that I hadn't known were there. He looked even more concerned now.
"Just a bad dream." I mutter as he finishes wiping the tears away and I bury my face into his chest as he sweetly rubs my back to comfort me.
"Do you want to tell me what is was about?" he asks quietly. It was a real bothersome dream that I can't forget.
Where we got in a car accident and I survived but he didn't and it was so real and the emotions i felt were so strong and powerful and I thought I had lost him. I don't know what I'd do if something like that really happened, I can't live without him.
"Honey, I'll listen to whatever it was about." he says sweetly.
"We got in a car accident and you died. It was horrible." I mumble into his chest and feel some tears escape my eyes.
"Oh darling, I'm sorry you had that dream. That is horrible." he says and I look up at him and he holds my chin with his finger, making me look at him.
"But it's okay, I'm right here and I'm perfectly okay. I'm okay and you're okay, nothing is going to happen to either of us, I promise you." he says reassuringly looking into my eyes deeply as he strokes my cheek and he kisses my forehead.
I bury my face into his neck as he wraps his arms tightly around me and rubs my back to calm me down. The dream was so real and tragic, I really thought i had lost him and that he was dead. Ugh it was the worst dream I've ever had.
"Shh, Shh it's okay honey." he whispers while rubbing my back.