TITLE: Law & Order: SVU – The Fill In
AUTHOR: D M Harper.
SUMMARY: Sometimes letting go only takes one step in the right direction.
PAIRING: Olivia Benson & Original Female Character
RATING: M for mature content.
DISCLAIMER: This story is the work of an over imaginative mind and the basic wish of many gay women who watch and enjoy certain television shows, to see a little v-vroom between two female characters. I like to dabble with the subtext and do so for fun and not for profit. There is no intent to infringe on the copyright of Wolf Studio or USA Television. This entertainment does feature consensual sexual interaction between two females, so if you are underage or unable to view due to restrictions in your part of the world, be gone with you and take my sympathy with you. If you find such material offensive, too bad, so sad, you chose to enter this web site of your own free will, hence you have no one to whine to expect yourself – now bugger off!
A/N: Many thanks for the reviews to this tale along with the follows and favourites. Sadly, this story has only one more chapter to go.
Chapter 36
Monday 6th July, 2009
Just before nine o'clock, Olivia greeted twenty six year old Leisel McGee at the front door and showed the nanny to the spare room beside the nursery. Both Nicole and Olivia agreed it was best if Leisel lived in and worked Monday to Friday with the weekend off. After consolation, Megan was happy to cover Saturday and Sundays if Olivia and Nicole were called for duty.
Nicole was attending an appointment with a departmentally selected doctor to gauge her fitness and missed the welcoming.
As predicted, Megan arrived at the house moments later armed with a freshly baked pound cake and none too subtly checked out the English born blonde employed to care for her beloved grandchildren.
After consuming two cups of tea and a slice of cake, Megan had been won over by the medium height child minder, and Olivia let out a sigh of relief when Nicole arrived home at midday.
Hurriedly, Olivia met her in the kitchen and cheered, "I am so glad you are here. Your mom has been ruthless, but Leisel gained the upper hand with her charm and credentials."
Embracing her wife, Nicole apologised, "I'm sorry you had to handle it on your own honey."
Pecking Nicole on the chin, Olivia replied, "It's fine, so what's the verdict?"
"As of next Monday, I'm on desk duty for a month."
"Yay baby, I'm so happy for you."
"I am too and I better go say hello before mother scares Leisel off."
"I'll make us lunch," suggested Olivia before planting a quick kiss on Nicole's lips.
As she turned to walk away, Nicole reached for her arm and kissed her deeper and Olivia's frayed nerves settled.
-o-
Captain Bracken returned to work the following week then four weeks after that, Olivia finished maternity leave and inundated the 16th Precinct with photographs. The twins were thriving and now alternating between breast and pumped milk. This regime allowed Olivia to nurse them before and after work with Leisel taking care on daytime feeds.
Two weeks previous, Casey and Serena were married in a lavish ceremony held at the St. Regis Hotel. The ecstatic couple honeymooned at the Santa Monica house for a week courtesy of Jackson.
On Monday August the tenth, Olivia and Nicole invited Jamie and Alex to the Hamptons' house for a sanity break from work. With the detectives off-call for the weekend, it was an ideal opportunity to introduce the three month old twins to the water.
While being held by Olivia, Lauren took to the lake like a proverbial fish, but Zachary was the complete opposite. He wailed when Nicole dangled his tiny feet into the water. He stopped the instant his sister giggled out loud.
Olivia was several feet away fully supporting her daughter and swirling her around gently. Zachary cooed several times as he watched, and to Nicole's delight, he splashed his feet then chuckled.
"Looks like he's more cautious than Lauren," pointed out Jamie from her position beside Olivia.
The comment caused Nicole to grin broadly, "He seems to be the thinker while Lauren just jumps in with both feet."
"Our daughter will be the adrenalin junkie," noted Olivia with a cackle.
"So she takes after you," quipped Alex from the jetty.
With a crooked right eyebrow, Olivia replied, "For the most part she does and Zachary is definitely a mini version of my darling wife."
"Hey now," protested Nicole. "I didn't cry the first time dad put me in water. I was a natural and he had me on skies by the time I turned four."
Chortling, Jamie noted, "Don't look now, but your son is asleep."
"Must have been all the milk he had this morning," remarked Nicole while walking to the shore. "Liv, I'll go change him and put him to bed."
"Okay baby," consented Olivia before splashing water over Lauren's tummy.
"I'll give you a hand," offered Jamie.
Once the two friends were halfway across the lawn, Alex slipped into the water and resurfaced beside Olivia, "Nic is a wonderful mother."
"Yes she is and I fall in love with her every day."
Lauren giggled when Alex blew a raspberry on her stomach.
"Wow Alex, you are a natural. Have you and Jamie discussed having children?"
Tickling the baby's foot, Alex answered, "We are looking at trying next year. Jamie is really keen to use the same clinic as you guys. The result kind of speaks for itself."
"That's great and Nic and I did luck out with the twins. My wife is already talking about having more."
"Good grief, she is eager."
"I personally think it's in reaction to her being stabbed."
"You could be right about that Liv. I have to say, you both appear to have recovered well."
The statement brought tears to Olivia's eyes, "I still have some healing to do."
With bulging orbs, Alex gushed, "You mean you guys still haven't had sex?"
"I'm still numb and it must frustrate the hell out of Nicole."
"What does Selena say?"
"She's advised me to be patient. Poor Nic applies salve to me three times a day when she's home and I fell nothing. My next appointment is next week and we'll be discussing options."
"Oh Liv, I'm so sorry honey. I had no idea and Nicole certainly doesn't give anything away."
"She's been brilliant and never complains. I see the hurt in her eyes and it shatters my heart. I have a feeling my problem is all in my head because Selena hasn't found any medical reason for the numbness. All tests have come back negative for nerve damage."
"Liv, I have Elizabeth Olivet's phone number if you need it. She is very discrete and helpful. I saw her after I broke up with Robert."
"I'll let you know after next week and thank you."
"That's what friends are for and I think Little Miss Cutie is ready for bed too."
Looking down, Olivia smiled at her daughter's dropping eyelids, "You are right and I'm glad we are still friends Alex."
"I am too because I would never have ended up with Jamie without you and Nicole."
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Saturday 15th August, 2009
Nicole lit the last of the candles in the bedroom and waited by the side of the bed for Olivia to join her. The naked brunette exited the bathroom and took up position on the mattress for the nightly ritual of ointment application.
Just like always, Olivia didn't expose herself and her eyes followed Nicole as she tenderly spread the cream along the full length of her rapidly vanishing scar.
Nicole sucked on her bottom lip and Olivia reached out for her, "Maybe it's time we tried something different."
"What?" exclaimed the blonde while slipping out of her daze.
"Elizabeth suggested an alternative method today at therapy, so if you are willing, I'd like to give it a go?"
Nodding, Nicole rushed to the ensuite and cleaned her hands.
"Take off your sleepwear and lie beside me baby," instructed Olivia once Nicole returned.
"Are you sure?" questioned the blonde as she stripped off her tee shirt and boxers in world record time.
"I want you to relax too and kiss me like you used to do."
Taking up position, Nicole cradled Olivia's jaw and brought their lips together. The contact began slowly and built to a bubbling volcano before Nicole pulled away.
Blue eyes were transfixed on brown as a quiet coo was broadcast over the baby monitor.
"I'll go get her," offered Nicole while attempting to extinguish the hot lava of arousal from flowing over the edges of her resistance.
Collecting a cotton robe from the back of the door, she tossed it on and went to the nursery next door.
Olivia took the opportunity to slip on a pair of boxers and an old, worn NYPD tee shirt. She smiled when her wife come back carrying both babies.
"Zachary is starting to fuss, so I brought him along too," Nicole said as a means of explanation.
"I'm sure it won't be long before he's fully awake," replied Olivia while taking hold of a raspberry blowing Lauren. "Hello beautiful girl."
In reply, the tiny blonde vigorously latched onto her mother's right teat.
Zachary resettled once Nicole got comfortable in the rocking chair by the bay window.
"I'm so glad you decided to only breastfed in the mornings and night," Nicole commented as she brushed her fingertips over Zachary's temple.
"It's much more convenient for Leisel to be able to take care of daytime feds with bottles. Besides, I'm not lactating as much these days."
"I noticed your breasts aren't as full."
"Are you disappointed?"
"No and you know that."
"Sorry, I was only messing with you," apologised Olivia, knowing she'd struck a nerve unintentionally.
"It's not like I sit and ogle them all the time," countered Nicole with a hint of sarcasm.
"Nic, you can look all you want," reasoned Olivia, trying to make up for her off the cuff remark.
"No thanks, I'd rather skip the drama."
Moving Lauren to her other breast, Olivia probed further, "What do you mean by drama?"
Getting up, Nicole headed for the door, "I'll feed Zachary a bottle downstairs, so you can sleep after Lauren has her fill."
"Nicole, please nurse him up here. It's plain to see you are upset and I'd like to talk about it with you."
"Okay and I'm sorry for being bitchy."
"We can discuss it when you return."
Twenty minutes passed and the twins were back in their cribs with fresh nappies and full bellies. Olivia was sitting on the bed with her back pressed into Nicole's chest and she was receiving gentle, warm pecks to her left shoulder.
"That feels really good," she remarked as she brought her wife's right hand up to the fullness of her right breast. "I would like it very much if you'd touch me and I don't want you to stop."
Leaning back, Nicole remonstrated, "Liv, your boobs have been tender from day one; I can wait until you stop producing milk."
"Sweetheart, you have proved that time after time and honestly, since I've been using the breast pump, the tenderness has all but gone."
"Then we can wait for a few more weeks. I refuse to hurt you, even just a little bit." Nicole moved her hand away and rested it on Olivia's right hip, "Holding you like this is all I need and I know you are only trying to pacify me."
"True, but I don't enjoy seeing you suffer."
"I'm not suffering Liv. Life is amazing and I have the best family anyone could hope for."
"I love you, you old romantic."
"Hey, enough with the old honey," retorted Nicole behind a giggle.
Olivia yawned in response and Nicole suggested they go to sleep.
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Tuesday 8th September
Nicole was on the living room floor playing with the twins and a set of plastic building blocks when Olivia entered the house via the kitchen. Tears filled her eyes when she walked in to find her wife lying on the mat with Zachary sitting on her chest while being tickled.
His laugh filled the room as his sister chewed on the corner of a cube with the appearance of disinterest. That all changed the second Nicole reached out by her side and ran fingers over the sole of Lauren's left foot.
The baby's face lit up and a rolling giggle escaped her smiling face.
Having retrieved her cell phone from the right side of her belt, Olivia managed to take a video of the moment then said, "Hello everyone."
Three fair haired heads turned in her direction and Nicole cheered, "Yay, mommy's home from catching the bad guys."
Both children waved their chubby arms with excitement as Olivia drew closer. Nicole lifted Zachary up to her then picked up Lauren while getting to her feet.
"How was your day honey?" the blonde enquired prior to pecking her wife on the lips and slipping the phone into a pocket.
"We managed to close out two cases and I had a really good session with Elizabeth after shift. How was your day?"
"I spent half the time in court and the rest on the streets."
Olivia planted a kiss on a cooing Zachary's cheek before exchanging him for Lauren. She repeated the action then asked, "You guys still making arrests?"
"Yes and we have a new supplier in our sights."
"Local?"
"Yes and I'll go check on dinner."
"Can you just give me a minute to change and secure my gun?"
"Sure honey. I'll entertain these two imps for a little longer."
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Once the dishes were done and Olivia had nursed the babies, Nicole secured the house and prepared for bed. Over the past week, the twins had been sleeping for six hours before waking and Nicole and Olivia were happy with fewer feed times. There was more interaction going on and Nicole arrived home around five thirty each work day and prepared dinner in between playing with the kids. Olivia occasionally beat her wife home, but more than often, was busy working a case.
Exiting the bathroom, Nicole switched off the light and gazed upon the sleeping form of Olivia. The brunette had regained her toned body and most of it was now on display. Olivia had fallen asleep while perusing a work file and the covers were bunched up at the bottom of the bed.
Nicole closed her eyes as teardrops flowed. Although she had successfully repressed her sexual urges with cold showers for the past four months, the throb in her groin was totally unbearable. Knowing the ache would make it impossible to sleep, she chose to go downstairs and watch television until the heat ebbed.
Walking over to Olivia's side of the mattress, Nicole took hold of the sheet and doona and pulled them over her wife.
Her movements woke Olivia and the woman yawned, "Sorry baby, I dozed off."
"It's okay honey. Slide down and go back to sleep."
Wrapping her arms around Nicole's neck, Olivia asked, "Can you do the salve first?"
The last thing Nicole needed was to be close to her wife's genitalia, but she swallowed down her own desires, "Sure honey, be back in a minute."
Returning, Nicole gasped loudly when confronted with a naked Olivia with her olive, muscles legs spread wide. "Good grief," she muttered before sitting on the side of the bed.
Placing a small amount of cream on her index finger, Nicole looked at Olivia and noticed her spouse was asleep again. Grinning, she leaned over and gently applied the ointment to the silken skin between the brunette's two orifices. Her heart sped up as her eyelids closed. With tender swipes, she completed the task and was taken aback to feel moisture against her digit.
Opening her eyes, Nicole found Olivia's intense brown orbs boring into her.
With a soft moan, Olivia rasped out, "Don't stop baby, you feel so good."
Started by the comment, Nicole recommenced caressing the soft flesh then cried, "Really?"
"Yes really."
"Oh god Liv, you're getting so wet."
"Mmm, I am, so come up here and kiss me."
Tears fell rapidly as Nicole lay upon her wife's body and their lips crashed together. There were two groans when Nicole's dampness pressed into Olivia's and a slow cadence began.
Tongues duelled and explored as breasts pushed into one another and desires rekindled.
As hands caressed Nicole's back, her body rushed towards orgasm and giddiness took over. Tumbling into ecstasy, she broke the kiss and stared into pools of deep brown.
Olivia's frame started to tremble in prelude of release and an aura of contentment fall upon her.
Nicole's body tensed, creating more pressure between the two vulvas and she whimpered, "I love you so much."
"I love you too baby," replied Olivia before spiralling into an abyss of delight. She held on tight as her wife followed her and both guided each other through the aftershocks.
Panting heavily, Nicole kissed her way down Olivia's neck then travelled along the toned plains of her stomach. Settling between strong thighs, she bestowed tender pecks to the still engorged, pulsating clitoris. Devouring the swollen folds minutes later, Nicole climaxed when Olivia reached down and gripped her head.
"Oh yes Nic, there baby," she whispered as stroke after stroke encompassed the collection of delicate nerves.
Staying focused while her own orgasm receded, Nicole brought her wife to fulfilment twice before slowly entering her with two fingers.
Overwhelmed by the sensation, Olivia raised her hips and met each thrust vigorously. Her eyes rolled back when the headiness began again and she screamed when Nicole applied pressure to the smooth inner node.
Remaining in place, Nicole wept as Olivia unravelled and collapsed onto the bed. Taking care to lap up the secretion, she finally crawled up the mattress and pulled the covers up.
Turning her head, Olivia smirked at her adorable wife, "See I told you earlier I had a good session with Elizabeth. I think I can honestly say my numbness has gone."
Tittering briefly, Nicole draped an arm over Olivia's belly, "I believe you can and I must send your shrink a thank you card. Jesus that was such a rush Liv and well worth the wait."
Cupping her wife's left breast, Olivia huskily commented, "I don't think you should wait; I'm ready to make love to you again."
"Wow, welcome home honey," whimpered Nicole with all the eagerness she could gather while still maintaining same semblance of decorum.
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With the sun's rising rays peeking through the slats of the bedroom blinds, Nicole roused from slumber and stretched. Her motion stopped as muscles resisted being used and she swore, "Shit."
A warm hand snaked onto her midriff and Olivia noted, "Mmm, sounds like someone is a little sore this morning."
"Shit Liv, I can barely move."
"Are you complaining?"
"Oh god no, it's the sweetest kind of ache brought on by hours of delicious love making with my incredible wife."
Covering Nicole's left nipple with her mouth, Olivia glided her left hand down her wife's belly and slipped two fingers into the welcoming moisture. "I think you are in need of a morning pick me up," she murmured before teasing the crap out of the extended teat.
It took all of sixty seconds for Nicole to grip Olivia's hand and press into it. "Oh dear god honey, I love you."
Groaning deeply, Olivia renewed her oral ministrations while sliding into Nicole's convulsing opening. Inner walls clamped around her digits and her own wetness increased twofold. With her wife meeting her plunges, Olivia pushed into Nicole's hip and found purchase for herself.
As both women neared release, Olivia cried out, "I love you Nic … oh god … I'm coming baby."
The words pushed Nicole over the rim of delight and she tumbled into orgasm with Olivia right beside her.
It took over four minutes before Olivia retracted her fingers and lovingly kissed her spouse. "Good morning," she finally said after breaking away.
"It certainly is my darling," countered Nicole while glancing at the bedside clock.
Olivia giggled, "I calculate we have at least two hours before the babies wake."
"Me too and breakfast is served," wisecracked Nicole prior to pushing Olivia back onto the mattress and latching onto her mouth.
-o-
Walking into the bullpen at five minutes to eight, Olivia was greeted by her partner, "Good morning Liv."
"Hey El, are you the only one in?"
"The Cap and Munch are in with Casey interviewing a piece of shit for the Marks case."
Smiling, Olivia quipped, "The ex-boyfriend?"
"You got it. Cragen and Munch collared him this morning when he showed up for work."
A goofy expression appeared on Elliot's face and he motioned to Olivia's shirt, "Uhm Liv, did you and the little woman have some adult time before you left for work?"
"What are you talking about?"
"You have a ginormous hickey on your chest."
Looking down, Olivia blushed bright red and did up an extra button on her light blue shirt, "Nicole got a little carried away in the shower."
"Good on her and good on you. I gather your chats with Olivet have been beneficial."
"Yes they have and I finally got over my fear of being rejected by Nicole."
"Well partner, I am pleased you have worked that problem out and if you are up to it, we need to go check in with Melinda."
"You go ahead El; I'll meet you in the motor pool. I have to make a quick phone call first."
Standing, Elliot replied, "Say hello to Nic for me."
"Will do."
Once the Squadroom was deserted, Olivia called her wife.
Nicole answered after two rings, "Hey there Detective Sexy."
"Hello Captain Cutie."
"Is there something I can help you with?"
"I'm sure there is, but not right now. I just wanted to thank you for the massive love bite you left on me."
"You are most welcome honey and I plan on giving you a matching one tonight."
A shiver ran down the length of Olivia's spine as she contemplated the words, "Oh good god, stop that."
"Okay and how is your day looking?"
"El and I are off to the Medical Examiner's Office for the results on a rape kit and DNA cross matching."
"Do you have any suspects?"
"We have two, so we will hopefully be able to discount at least one of them."
"Excellent and be safe honey."
"You too and I love you."
"I love you more and don't forget mom and dad are coming over for dinner tonight."
"I won't, bye."
"Liv."
"Yes baby?"
"I am really glad you are feeling better."
"I am too Nic and thank you for being by my side."
"To Mars and back honey."
"And beyond," added Olivia while wiping away a tear and looking at her bracelet. "Bye."
-o-
Olivia attended a further two sessions with Elizabeth Olivet over the next two weeks before she was told she had made a full mental health recovery. With her fear conquered, the event was celebrated with a quiet night at home with Nicole and the twins.
When the babies had been tucked in for the evening, Olivia treated her wife to some imaginative dessert eating. Nicole had been left recuperating in a tangle of sheets, strawberry juice and chocolate while Olivia stepped into the shower to remove all traces of fruit.
She smiled while washing her hair and giggled when remembering Nicole's shocked response to her request to eat a grape from the inner folds of her clitoris. One grape had led to many more and Nicole declared she had a new favourite after dinner treat.
Rinsing off, Olivia jumped when a hand slipped onto the small of her back.
Nicole pressed her lips to her wife's neck, "I changed the linen and thanks for dessert."
"You are welcome and I thought you were dozing off."
"I was until I reached out for you and the bed was empty on your side."
With hands covering her breasts, Olivia groaned loudly, "Oh, I see you are still hungry."
"I am always famished when it comes to loving you Liv."
"Maybe you should check to see you didn't leave any grapes behind."
"That's sounds good to me and just where did you come up with that idea?"
"An ex-lover and I experimented with fruit a long time ago."
Caressing her way down to Olivia's stomach, Nicole asked, "Which one?"
"Abbie Carmichael."
"Oh that explains why Gillian has been floating on cloud nine since she started dating the AUSA."
"More than likely, but Abbie is not up to your amazing standard."
"I will take that compliment and how long were you with Abbie?"
"It lasted a little over a year."
"Was it during her time with SVU?"
"Yes," answered Olivia as a palm cupped her core.
"Why did you break up?"
"Abbie noticed how I looked at Alex one day when she visited the Precinct and set me free. I started dating Alex a few weeks afterwards and Abbie was seeing someone new."
"Thank you for being upfront with me."
"I would have told you earlier, but my numbness was clouding my brain."
Giggling, Nicole asked, "How long do you plan on milking that one?"
Rolling her eyes upwards, Olivia feigned deep thought, "Oh let me see, about the same time as your coma brain."
"I love you Liv."
"I love you too and are you planning on doing something else with that hand of yours?"
"Why yes I do my horny wife."
"Perfect answer my darling wife."
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