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A/N so sorry for the long delay. RL happens and I just couldn't get the words out. It's never taken me this long to write a chapter before but I hope you like it anyway. Thanks to all of my faithful readers. One chapter after this which I promise will be posted by Wed.

37. Consequences

BPOV

"I love you Belly Bean…. forever," Emmett whispered as he pressed his lips gently to mine. "I'm sorry I let my jealousy overshadow my common sense. I will never doubt you or your love for me again." He kissed me again with a little more urgency. "I will do whatever I have to do to make it up to you." He whispered between kisses as his hands slid down my body. I'm not breakable anymore! I thought with a smile as Emmett's warm hands found their way around my waist. I turned around to face him, pulling back slightly so I could look into his eyes. "You really hurt me by not trusting me Em," I said running my finger down the front of his shirt slicing it open. "Do you trust me now Em? Do you really trust that I am yours and nobody else's?" I asked keeping his eyes locked with mine. I loved watching his eyes turn black with desire. "Yes," he breathed as his hands gripped my hips tighter. I smirked as his hips pressed into mine and I felt just what I could do to him. "You'll have to prove that you trust me Emmett. You'll have to do everything I say without question or hesitation." I trailed my fingers up and down his chest waiting for his acknowledgment to my words. "O-ok-kay," he stuttered. "Emmett…." I said as my hands slid down and unbuttoned his jeans. I smiled at his sharp intake of breath. "Emmett, do you trust that I can satisfy ALL of your needs?" I whispered as I slid his zipper down slowly. "Mhm," he mumbled as he squeezed his eyes shut at my touch. "Good. Then you will wait until I give you permission before you cum baby. Do you understand?" I cooed as I slid one of my hands into his hair and pulled him in for a kiss.

I ignored the time ticking away in the back of my head. I didn't count the number of orgasms I had or gave after the first, even though I was acutely aware of each one. I did memorized EVERY inch of Emmett, the sounds he made when I touched or licked or sucked on different parts of his body. The way he sighed my name as I kissed his thighs made me melt. The sound of my name falling reverently from his lips as I brought him to yet another orgasm brought such intense pleasure I actually purred. I memorized his taste, his smell, his feel. I let myself really experience my new senses as they were filled with everything Emmett. I felt his tongue as it trailed down my body from my ear to my toes and everywhere in between. I felt his perfectly sculpted body press and move against mine. I felt his fingers as they explored my new body and the changes that had occurred. I controlled and I begged. I sighed and I screamed. I touched the heavens and still found myself in hell unable to get enough of him. Our bodies fit perfectly together as we came over and over and over again. We were one in every sense of the word. We shared our deepest fears and secrets, our dreams and memories. It was rough and fast, it was sweet and soft, it was urgent and needy….it was more than I'd ever dreamed.

The obnoxious ringing of the hotel phone brought us out of our sexual bliss. "WHAT!" I practically shouted into the phone as Emmett chuckled from underneath me. "Relax there darlin' I just wanted to let you know that Edward picked up your new scent so I had to tell him what happened. I wouldn't have interrupted but it has been" I cut Peter off before he could continue. "Thirty-six hours, four minutes and seventeen seconds since we left the clearing but only thirty-two hours, fifty-one minutes and twenty-seven seconds since we lost our clothes so I don't see why you're calling." I was huffy as Peter chuckled on the other end of the line. "Darlin' I would give you as much time as you wanted with Emmett….trust me I know how you feel. Edward on the other hand is about ready to track you to Seattle. We also have the issue of a very weak Carlisle in the basement and a distraught Esme pacing upstairs. So if I promise you and Emmett as much alone time as ya want once we get settled in our new house will ya please come back today….well like now?" His voice was so soft and pleading that I couldn't resist. "Fine…two hours." I hung up the phone and looked at Emmett's grinning face. He pulled me into a sweet embrace and kissed my lips softly. "Two hours means we have time to shower before we leave," he said wagging his eyebrows. My whole body tingled with anticipation as I jumped off the bed practically dragging him to the bathroom.

I studied every ripple, every muscle, every inch of Emmett as the hot water ran down his body. So sexy….all mine. My fingers ran reverently over his smooth skin as I slowly washed him from head to toe, massaging his scalp, scrubbing his back, and worshiping his body in every way possible. I could do this forever, I thought as I listened to Emmett's groans of pleasure. "Oh….Belllllllaaa," Emmett moaned as his fingers twisted tighter into my hair with his release. As I stood to my feet Emmett's strong arms wrapped around my waist turning us around and setting me under the shower head. His lips crashed to mine passionately as his hands roamed freely over my body. "I love you so much B," he breathed as our lips parted. His long fingers slipped down to where I desperately needed them to be as his lips continued to caress my neck and shoulder. "Oh god Emmett….yes baby!" I cried as my head fell back and I braced myself against the shower wall. As I came down from my high he finished washing me and shut the water off. I watched as Emmett dried me off and dressed me in silence. I could tell something was on his mind but he hadn't spoken. Before he could walk away to get himself ready I grabbed his face between my hands forcing him to look at me.

"Emmett, you are my choice, my one and only. You brought me back from the darkest days of my life and helped me to see with clarity the lies I'd believed as truth. You gave me back to myself." I trailed my thumb over his plump lips as I spoke. "You have to trust me, you have to talk to me and you have to be willing to fight for me if it comes to that. I want to be with you forever….you are my other half Emmett. You make me laugh, you bring me pleasure, you fulfill every need and desire I have. I love you Emmett….forever," I whispered as I pressed my lips to his gently trying to express my deep feelings for him. When we finally pulled apart he sighed heavily. "I'm sorry baby girl. I guess I'm still worried that you'll see Edward and realize you still love him." His fingers caressed my cheek as he spoke showing me just how vulnerable he was. Rosalie had controlled him for so long that he was afraid to stand up for himself and what he wanted. "Emmett, Rosalie is gone. You are in control of your life now not anyone else. I'm yours if you want me…." I trailed off as his arms lifted me into a bone crushing hug. "I love you B….forever." The grin on his face turned to utter annoyance when the hotel phone began ringing again.

"What!" he growled as he grabbed the phone up. "Relax man, just wanted to make sure you picked up the new cell Alice had sent to the front desk and remind you of the time," Jasper answered with a chuckle. I couldn't help but giggle as Emmett rolled his eyes at the phone. "Fine, I'll get it and we're on our way." Emmett hung the phone up and swung me around before setting me back on my feet. "So…" he said as he grabbed my hand and led me towards the door. I couldn't hold my laughter in any longer as he reached for the door knob. "Em…" I stuttered between giggles. He stopped and looked down at me with a slightly annoyed look. "….clothes, baby?" I said trying to reign in my laughter as I pointed to his still naked body. He looked down at himself then back at me before growling under his breath. I clutched my stomach as laughter poured out of me. I waited by the door while he quickly dressed and came back without a word. As we walked to the front desk to get the cell phone and check out it was obvious his attitude was still a little sour.

"You were going to ask me something before we left the room…." I let my question trail off giving him a chance to answer as we walked out of the hotel. He sighed heavily before grabbing my hand and leading me towards the forest. I waited patiently for Emmett to speak while we ran out of the city. Eight minutes, thirty-five seconds of silence….what is wrong with him? I thought. Emmett slowed his pace as I was getting ready to speak again. "I was thinking about what Peter said when he called….about moving to a new house." Emmett kept his eyes forward as he spoke but I could tell there was something different in the tone of his voice. I waited patiently for him to continue when he suddenly stopped. I turned and ran back to him trying to figure out what was bothering him. "Bella," he said as he grabbed my hands in his. "What kind of plans have you made with Peter and Char already? I mean…. I'm assuming….I guess… I'm included in those plans right?" I smiled reassuringly, "Of course Emmett. We haven't really made any definite plans other than a plan to get out of Forks as soon as possible. They have a house in Colorado that would accommodate all of us with plenty of space for me to roam for the first year. We're guessing Alice and Jasper would want to come with us for a while. But if you'd rather go somewhere else…." I let my sentence hang as I took in his demeanor. He dropped my left hand and tugged on my right before taking off at a run again. We ran in silence back to Forks. I could tell he was in serious thought about something so I just let him think.

We slowed about seven miles from the house, knowing Edward wouldn't be able to pick up Emmett's thoughts yet this far out. "I have a house in Tennessee….my family's house," he paused looking hesitantly at me before continuing. "Esme remodeled it for me several years ago but Rose refused to go see it…something about hillbilly's and no shopping." He shrugged his shoulders. "There's plenty of land, mountains, rivers, lots of wildlife. I'd really like to take you there. The house isn't quite as big as this one….only three bedrooms but it has an awesome game room and hot tub." He looked at me hopefully. I threw my arms around his neck, "Of course Emmett! I would love to move to your family's house in Tennessee. If the others want to follow they can or they can go to Colorado. Thank you baby," I whispered. The grin on his face was priceless. I hope I can always make him smile like that….so beautiful! He stared into my eyes for several minutes before speaking again. "I used to think I was happy with my life. Now….you've given me so much more than I ever thought possible. I love you Isabella." We ran the last few miles back to the house in silence holding hands.

As soon as we cleared the creek we saw Peter, Char, Jasper, Alice and Edward waiting for us. Edward was pacing like a caged animal. "Bella," he breathed as our eyes met for the first time. I looked up at Emmett and nodded as Edward walked slowly towards me. "You sure baby girl?" Emmett whispered. "I'm sure Em." He leaned down and kissed me softly before glaring at Edward as he walked past him. I waited silently while the others went back into the house before looking at Edward again. I sighed heavily as I realized how close he was standing to me now. "Edward," I said looking at him out of the corner of my eye. "Let's sit," I said flatly walking to a couple of large rocks next to the river. I was slightly surprised by his silence so far but took the time to gather my thoughts as we sat. Guilt overwhelmed me when our eyes met. He looked like a lost little boy without any hope for the future. "You're amazing Bella," he whispered reverently. His hand reached out tentatively towards my face. "Edward, I'm not yours anymore," I stated quietly. His face crumbled with my words. I could almost feel his pain as venom tears pooled in his eyes. "That's how I felt when you left me in the forest six months ago." The look on his face nearly devastated me as he opened his mouth but was unable to speak. "Consequences, Edward. Every choice has them. You will get over me, I promise. We were never truly meant to be together. I know you think you loved me but you left me…." I sighed heavily before continuing. "I honestly have so many things I want to tell you but I don't know that any of it matters anymore. I am what I am now and I've chosen my eternity. Emmett is my forever Edward. He and I were meant for each other. I love him with every part of my being." Edward dropped his eyes from mine. "There's nothing I can do is there?" he whispered softly. I took his hand in mine. "No Edward, there is nothing you can do. I know you'll need your family and I don't have a problem with you being around as long as you understand your place. I belong to Emmett. If you accept that you're welcome to be wherever you're the most comfortable. Emmett and I will be moving to his family's home in Tennessee. We haven't discussed it with the others yet but I'm sure Peter, Char, Jasper, and Alice will go with us. I haven't seen Esme yet so I can't make any other assumptions." I tried to smile reassuringly as I looked into his eyes.

"I love you so much Bella. I was only trying to protect you when I left. I never wanted to hurt you, love." His words echoed through my mind as I stared blankly at him trying to keep my anger under control. You didn't mean to hurt me….you left me for my own good….you love me! My mind reeled from his words even though on some level I expected them. I took my hand away from his and placed it in my lap as I took several deep breathes. "Edward, I'm trying to be compassionate and forgiving here so please just stop speaking. I've spent a lot of time replaying our relationship in my head….especially while I changed. I don't believe anything you're saying. You loved my silent mind and maybe my blood but never me. You never gave me the chance to be me. You never knew the real me. You always told me what to do, where to go, and how to act." My voice was rising with each word I spoke. A sudden wave of calm fell over me and I smiled towards the house with a small nod. "Listen Edward maybe I was wrong. I think you need to give me some time. I don't think it's a good idea for us to be around each other for a while." I could see the anger slowly overtaking his features. "NO ISABELLA….YOU. ARE. MINE. I WILL NOT LET YOU GO THAT EASILY!" he shouted grabbing my arms and bringing the rest of my family out of the house in a flash. "GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF HER!" Emmett roared as he burst out of the house running full speed towards us. Edward's eyes flashed to the others as realization dawned on his face. He dropped my arms before the others arrived and took off into the forest. "Are you okay baby?" Emmett rushed out as he scanned my body for injuries. "Yeah I'm fine." Peter and Char waited for my response before taking off after Edward. "Stop guys!" Jasper called after them, "He's too fast. He's already gone." They came back to us slowly. I could see the frustration in Peter's eyes. "Hey Peter, don't worry about Dickward. He'll get over his tantrum eventually. Let's head inside. I'd like to see Esme and I guess I have to deal with Carlisle now too." I sighed heavily as Emmett wrapped his arms around me and led me inside. He kissed the top of my head as we walked, "I love you B." I smiled up at this wonderful man that I could now call mine. "I love you too Em."

Esme was standing on the porch as we walked up to the house. Her body was trembling slightly as she looked at me with venom filled eyes. "Bella," she whispered. My heart nearly broke as I took in the woman I'd once considered my mother. As broken as I felt when they left me alone the woman before looked completely devastated and defeated. I could see all of her pain as it flashed across her face. It didn't matter that she'd left me because of Edward. It didn't matter that her husband had tried to rape me. It didn't matter that her daughter had wanted me dead. She blamed herself for all of it but still loved me and without a doubt I still loved her. I held my arms out to her, "Mom," I breathed. She flashed into my arms and we both silently sobbed into each other's shoulders. I heard the others, minus Emmett, go into the house. "I'm so sorry Bella. I never imagined…." Her voice trailed off. "Shhhh, Esme I don't blame you for any of this, not for Carlisle, not for Edward, not for Rosalie. They each made their own decisions. It's hard to see someone's faults when you love so unconditionally. I guess that's one thing we've always had in common huh?" I pulled back to look into her eyes. She brushed some hair out of my face as she gave me a sad smile.

With a deep breath she spoke again. "I guess you've decided what to do with Carlisle already?" her voice was hesitant. "Honestly I haven't given it too much thought. With everything going on with the change and Edward showing up here I was hoping to talk to you about it…." I let my sentence trail off hoping I wouldn't have to say anymore. She stepped back from me and took both of my hands in hers. "I won't attempt to apologize or explain my husband's behavior but I will tell you that he is my mate and I do love him very much. I will accept whatever punishment you deem necessary…but I can't live without him. He has tried so hard over the years to control that part of himself. I do believe that he can be helped now that the family is aware of the problem. He was always too worried about what others would think of him to get help." She looked imploringly into my eyes before continuing. "I think an indefinite amount of time in Alaska with Eleazar would be helpful. He's always been a good friend and he studied deviant behaviors extensively during his time with the Volturi. I honestly believe the brothers used Carlisle as some kind of sick experiment under the guise of trying to help him." Esme shook her head sadly. I looked up at Emmett who seemed concerned with Esme's suggestion. "What do you think babe?" I asked him with a squeeze of his hand. "I don't know B. Is he still going to see you the same way? Will he try this again…with someone else? I'd personally like to remove his balls for what he tried to do to you," Emmett huffed the last part out trying not to upset Esme but still express his anger over what had happened.

"I really don't want to see him, not yet anyway. I like your suggestion Esme. I'd really like to see him get some help for his problem. If you think Eleazar can help than that's where I'd like him to go." A smile lit up Esme's face as she reached to hug me. I heard a low growl from Emmett. I raised my hand to stop her motion. "I'm not done yet. I agree with Emmett's suggestion also. I believe it would prove beneficial if his genitals were removed." Esme gasped as she covered her mouth. I heard Peter chuckling from inside the house and smiled. "I believe Peter would be willing to handle that for me. I will have them packaged and shipped to Alaska with specific instructions that they are only to be given back when you need them. They will have to be removed again anytime he leaves the house until his recovery is complete. He is also not to go anywhere unsupervised. That includes work. I'll ask Jasper to call Eleazar with the specifics of my punishment and what I expect the results to be. I'd like Jasper to receive regular reports from Eleazar about Carlisle's progress." Esme's eyes were still showing shock as I finished speaking. I reached up and held her shoulders securely as I looked into her eyes. "I love you Esme and I will forgive Carlisle when the time comes but what he did to me was unacceptable. Even if he didn't actually rape me he had every intention of it. Someday we'll be a family again but for now," I paused as I pulled Emmett closer to me. "For now I think we'll be spending time with 'our' family….Peter, Charlotte and Jasper and Alice if they'd like to join us." I chuckled as Alice squealed from inside the house. "I believe Carlisle is in the basement. You should probably put him back together and get him something to drink. I expect both of you to be on your way to Alaska by morning." I nodded curtly letting her know I was done with this conversation as I led Emmett into the house.

Peter and Charlotte were smiling broadly as we entered the living room. Alice was bouncing on Jasper's lap while he tried desperately to contain his own laughter. "So," I said as Emmett and I sat down on the sofa. "Emmett and I have decided to move into his family's house in Tennessee." All the smiles disappeared as I looked around the room. "Esme remodeled it for him several years ago and no one has ever lived there. It's only three bedrooms but he says it has a great game room and a hot tub," I spoke slowly waiting to see if they'd get what I was saying. When no one spoke I continued, "I know you had planned on going to Colorado but we'd love to have you move to Tennessee with us." As soon as I finished speaking Charlotte and Alice were out of their seats jumping around the room. Peter and Jasper smiled at each other before looking at Emmett and I. "I guess that's a yes from the ladies," Peter said. Emmett pulled me into his side and smiled widely at his brothers. "So when do we leave?" Char asked pulling me into a hug. "I'd like to stay here until we know for sure Carlisle has made it to Alaska." I looked up at Emmett, "We'll need to say our good-byes to the pack…" My voice trailed off as Emmett pulled me into his arms. "A week, we'll leave in a week," Emmett said as he stroked my hair. The others nodded and excused themselves to give us time alone.

"Will we ever see them again?" I asked softly as Emmett sat down pulling me into his lap. He held me close for a minute before speaking. "When we thought you were dead Sam took me to his house and the pack watched over me. Jake and Quil never left my side." I watched Emmett's far away gaze as he spoke. My heart so full of love for not only this man but the pack who'd taken me in and watched over me when I had no one else. "I replayed every minute of our time together from your first day of school until the second you walked out the door after our 'fight'." His long fingers ran through my hair as he spoke. "But now you know just how many things we can focus on at once so you'll understand this. The whole time I was thinking about a future without you, what I'd do, where I'd go. I also thought a lot about the pack and everything they've gone through because of us moving to Forks. It was obvious to me just how important you had become to them after we left you." He paused for a second and looked into my eyes before continuing. "I know they are proud but I would like to do something special for them. I was thinking maybe I could make a donation to the tribe specifically for the care of the pack. I was also thinking that we should bring the pack into the twenty-first century," he said with a wicked grin. "New laptops with webcams, wireless internet cards, cell phones and anything else you can think of." The smile that spread over my face was so wide it almost hurt my cheeks. I threw my arms around Emmett's neck kissing him firmly as my fingers tangled into his hair. "Thank you," I said breathlessly as I pulled out of the kiss. "Hey they're my family too. I'll miss them just as much as you will. Plus I'm sure we can come back for short visits. No more than a few days at a time though. I won't put any more children through what the others have gone through." Emmett stroked my cheek gently before kissing me again. "I love you B," he whispered. "I love you Em…forever."

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