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A few weeks pass, things are tense between everyone. Jax told Otto about Luann , he doesn't take it well. Jax has left to collect Chibs from hospital and take him to the club house . Caras cleaning up when the someone knocks on the door. She picks up Abel and answers it.

-" Mr teller about " a woman asks walking right in past her and sits down .

(Cara" Needed home NOW" ) she messaged Jax

Cara " make yourself at home , why don't you" she walks to her

-" I plan to miss bell " she replys

-" Agent stahi " she holds her hand out

Cara " and " she asks rocking Abel as he starts fussing

Stahi " How long are you going to pretend playing house with the Prince of bikers " she asks keeping a straight face. Suddenly Jax comes in .

Jax " what's up, the text was vague " he walks towards her . He spots Stahi

Jax " you got a warrant " he asks stopping infrount of her

Stahi " do you see me searching " she smirks back

Jax " I've got nothing to say to you " he shakes his head at her. Abel starts fussing again,

Jax " hey whats happening little man "he kiss's Abels head then caras lips too

Stahi" look at you two. Ozzy and Harriet "

Cara " oh shut up " she turns and faces her

Jax " get out ... Now "he says

Stahi" I was just curious Jax , I just want to know why your leaving samcro " Cara looks at him with wide eyes

Jax " can you give me a minute " he asks looking at Cara . She leaves them and takes Abel into his room . She sits on the rocking chair rocking him . She doesn't know how long she's sat doing it .

Jax " are you ok "he asking walking in , she put Abel to bed as he fell asleep

Cara" what was she talking about " she stands up and folds her arms infrount of her body

Jax " I'm joining the nomad charter of the sons " he replys looking at the floor putting his hands in his pockets

Jax " it means I'm still a member of the MC , but its not attached to one town " Cara raises her eyebrows in question at him

Cara " leave charming " she asks

Jax " no , the charter of the nomads are spread out North . I attend church a few different places. Put a few more miles on my bike "

Jax " I got to do this Cara . I need space between me and clay " he looks into her eyes

Cara " how are you gona a fix everything if your not apart of it " she asks

Jax " I can't do what I need to do with this guy in place "

Jax " I ride independently for a few years until he steps down "

Cara " a few years , what about us Jax . We've barely made it through the last few months " she moves closer to him

Cara " you didn't even think about me making this decision " she's getting pissed at him

Jax " it's the right thing "

Cara " if it's the right thing , then why were you afraid to tell me "

Jax " your Gona be late for work " is all he replied

Jax " I'll stay and wait for Neeta "

Cara " un cool Jax . " she looks at him ,she can feel tears rolling down her cheeks . He goes to wipe them away but she pushed his hand away . She walks away from him and gets ready . She changes and walks out into the living room. Jax is stood leaning on the wall.

Jax " we're talk more when you get home " he walks to her

Cara " think you've already talked " she places a kiss on his cheek and gets in her car. She reached the hospital. She gets out as spots Gemma getting in her car

Cara " hey . I don't know if you know . But Jax says he's joining the nomads charter, says he needs to get away from clay " she looks at the woman

Gemma " Jesus Christ " she slams her hand on the dash

Cara " he's convinced it's the best thing "

Gemma" he's so deep in his hate for clay he don't know what's best " she's pissed

Gemma" you don't want Jax in a charter scattered across 4 states. On the road on his own . The list of enemies we have a mile long "

Gemma" you want the phone call telling you to pick up the body "

Cara " Gemma , I didn't have a say in any of this . I was just told . I'm Gona be the one left here bringing up Abel on my own " tears start falling down her cheeks again

Gemma " shit , I'm sorry baby . We're deal with this " she gets out and hugs Cara

Cara " I've got to go . I'm late for work " she wipes her eyes

Gemma" ok , baby . Call if you need anything " she hugs her again . Then leaves . She goes in and walks to the desk. Christie is waiting.

Christie " hey . You ok " she looks up

Cara " nope " she puts her bag away . Tara appeared

Cara " oh for crying out loud , give me a fuckin break" she says to herself

Tara" we have to work together. There's nothing we can do " she puts file on the desk

Cara " just stay out of my way " she picks up the files and walks away . When she sees Tara has gone she goes back to the desk .

Christie " have you seen who's been finally sent here " she smiles

Cara " no . Who "she looks at Christie face

Christie" juice , hes here for a little while " she's almost bouncing in her seat .

Cara " well I think he's first on my list " she larphs finding his file . She goes to his room

Juice " Cara " he cheered as she goes in

Cara " juice " she larphs as he pulls her into a hug

Cara " I see your with us a bit " she sits beside him

Juice " yeah , thank God . I was climbing the walks " he larphs. Suddenly Jax and Bobby come in

Jax " hey , how's our favorite pin cushion " he stops dead looking at Cara

Juice " good , shit . I've missed you guys " he smiles looking at them . Bobby hugs him .

Bobby " we missed you too " he larphs

Juice " should have been out of here days ago, but I still have blood in my stools" he huffs

Jax " nice"

Bobby " appreciate the update "

Cara " well , id better go " she stands up

Cara " I'll see you later before I go juice " she starts walking to the door

Juice " bye " he waves

Jax " hey " he grabs her hand and walks to the door

Jax " look , you won't be on your own" . He looks into her eyes

Jax " we're sort this " he places his hand on her cheek . She leans into it . He places a kiss on her head, she pulls him closer to her by his shirt .

Cara " you'd better get back in there " she says as he pulls away .

Jax " ok , I'll see you later " he kiss's her lips and goes back in . She does everything she needs to do to stay away from Tara . Christie helps and keeps them apart . She finished work . Goes back to jaxs . Neetas still there. Abels asleep. She jumps in the shower. She just stands under the water. She didn't hear the door.

Jax " Fuck babe " he whispers slipping his arms around her waist. She hums in enjoyment. He places small kiss's down her neck going down to her shoulders .

Jax " mmmmmmm " he hums kissing her earlobe . She leans back and rubs her fingers through his hair.He puts his hand on her stomach with his fingers out. She can feel how much he's enjoying it.

Jax " babe. Let's get out " he bites her shoulder grinding into her ass. She turns around and faces him .

Cara " come on " she sighs turning off the shower. They step out and wrap towel around each other. He smirks watching her dry her body and hair

Cara " what ya smiling at " she asks stopping and looking at him

Jax " nothing " he larphs walking to the bedroom

She walks in behind him and goes to grab some underwear and a vest top. She feels his eyes on her as she changed.

Cara " it's kinda creepy , you know" she larphs not looking at him

Jax " I don't know what your taking about " she turned to look at him , he's sat in bed in a pair of shorts . Suddenly he grabs her , she squeals as he pulls her down into the bed.

Jax " don't wake Abel " he kiss's her. As she moans he deepens the kiss

Jax " where were we " he says inbetween kiss's

Cara " mmmmmmm , remind me " she smiles as he moved his body over hers . He's kissing her over all of her body , she's now panting heavily

Jax " I love how your body reacts " she feels him smile against her neck . He's kissing and sucking her neck

Cara " stop biting " she pulls his face away with his hair

Jax " ouch " he larphs becoming face to face with her . She leans up and starts to place little kiss's on his face

Jax " I think you need to apologize more for pulling my hair " he smiles kissing her back . It's his turn to moan now . He lays inbetween her legs

Jax " we should get you more of them shorts underwear " he moans sliding her top down

Cara " your a walking hard on as it is " she larphs as he leans back and fakes a hurt look

Cara " it's true " she wraps her legs around him

Jax "ok your right. When I'm around you " he leans back down and kiss's her roughly

Cara " ok . I'll go shopping for some nice underwear " she pulls him closer with his hair

Jax " I'll give you some money, you can get some nice sets " he starts grinding into her

Cara " I don't need your money " she gasps grabbing his shoulder

Cara " Fuck " she bites his shoulder. The next minute their naked , making slow love to each other. Then call asleep in each others arms