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Leanna's Point of View-

I woke Joseph up and got him off to school, I called the therapy place making an emergency same day appointment for myself to talk with Mr. Saxton and I had to leave pretty much no more than a half hour after I had gotten home from dropping Joseph off at school, didn't have much time to really take a nap or to call John or anything. I sat in the waiting room waiting until Mr. Saxton came out with the person that was seen before me and he took me back to his office.

"Where is John?" Mr. Saxton asked.

"He is back on tour with WWE…" I answered truthfully.

"How do you feel about that?" Mr. Saxton asked as he picked up his notebook and sat down into his chair as I sat down on the couch crossing my legs.

"I miss him…he is my boyfriend and I kind of got used to him being around, you know?"

"He was another person that was around to help with Joseph, I mean you have your mom but she has work…" Mr. Saxton said.

"And there is something else."

"What's that?" Mr. Saxton asked.

"I don't have nightmares with him…"

"You what?" Mr. Saxton asked.

"When I slept wrapped in his arms, I didn't experience any nightmares." I said nonchalantly as I looked down at my lap.

"That is a good step…does he know?"

"No…but I don't want to freak him out because it freaks me out and it is weird, why him?"

"Probably because he calms you down, brings the best out of you and lowers the stress that you have down, you are tense all the time…you think you can get used to being with John? Do you see yourself getting serious with him?" Mr. Saxton asked as I let out a sigh really thinking about what he had asked about if I could be serious about John and I.

"I can see myself being serious with him, he is all that I want in a man…"

"But?" Mr. Saxton asked.

"But, what if he is playing with my emotions? I can't worry about me, I got to worry about Joseph."

"Does Joseph like John?"

"Yes, he adores John."

"How does John feel about Joseph?"

"From what I can tell, John feels the same about Joseph…I just don't want what the outcome of John and mine relationship effect how Joseph views John…"

"It won't…Joseph is young but he is in the age where he is understanding things and easier for you to explain things to." Mr. Saxton said as I nodded knowing he was right.

"I think I fear that I will be cured of these nightmares due to laying and sleeping with John nightly if and when we get serious that I will forget about Crystal."

"You can't forget Crystal, you have so many memories up here…" Mr. Saxton said as he tapped at his head before he continued, "and the nightmares aren't the only thing that has trapped that memory in your mind. It's there whether you have those nightmares or not." Mr. Saxton said as I nodded, it made me feel a little better and knew he was right because the memories I have with Crystal at war is etched in my mind and just because it comes out in nightmares sometimes doesn't mean that the nightmares are the only things I had left to hang on to. This was one of the most insightful sessions we have ever had, most of the time it wasn't this insightful nor is he that good of a therapist. I left and headed home to take a quick nap before I had to pick Joseph up and head to work after my mom was to return home.

June 14th-

Leanna's Point of View-

Yesterday was the day John was supposed to fly into the airport but he had notified us that he couldn't get the time off so that was a big bust. What else was I to suspect? He is John fucking Cena, he is the biggest name in WWE right now and he needs to work, he's money to the company. As I shut the door to my son's bedroom after tucking him in for bed, I headed out to the dining room seeing dishes from the late night dinner we had knowing tomorrow was his pre-op and that soon after that he would have an operation. I was picking up the plates to take out to the kitchen when my cell phone began to ring from my pocket which was weird for this late at night, I set the plates down and pulled it out seeing John's name lighting up. I immediately answered it curious as to why he was calling me this late, it's not too late but he knew that Joseph had pre-op tomorrow.

"Hey John, what's up?" I asked curiously.

"Go to your front door…"

"What?" I asked confused.

"Go to your front door and open it." He said as I walked across the house.

"Why am I doing this?" I asked as I stepped up onto the entrance way to the door flicking the porch light on.

"You'll see." He said as I was confused as to why he wanted me to do this as I opened the front door after unlocking it seeing John standing on the other side with the phone in hand. I watched as he smiled and stuck his arms out, one with his phone and the other had a bouquet of flowers, I almost dropped the cell phone I had in hand as I covered my mouth in shock.

"What are you doing here?" I asked in mere shock that he was standing in front of me, "How did you get here? You don't have base access?" I asked.

"Don't worry about that baby." He said as I stepped onto the porch with him wrapping him up in a hug and I felt his muscled arms around me too, I felt him press his lips against the top of my head, "I missed you baby, I told you I wouldn't miss this for the world." John whispered as he held me tight.

"But what about work?" I asked as I stepped back.

"It was figured out…let's go inside…" He said as I nodded leading him into my house, I closed the door locking it up again as I turned around hugging him tightly again.

"I missed you so much." I said holding him tight, it was hard to believe he was here right now and I stepped back looking up at him smiling wide as I stared deep into his blue eyes.

"Me too…" John said as he was smiling wide, he leant down breaking the distance between us pressing his lips against mine with a passionate kiss, one I've lived the last month without. Our lips broke and I just stared up at him and started to smile some more, "Where is Joseph?" John asked.

"Asleep…he has a big day ahead of him tomorrow."

"Is everything ready?" John asked.

"Almost…I don't know what to expect tomorrow…" I said shrugging.

"It's pre-op…what are the chances that they will keep him overnight?"

"Slim but I don't know when his surgery is so he may stay the night…" I said as I took the dirty dishes to the kitchen and John was close behind me with the flowers. "I don't have any vases for the flowers, a tall cup has to do." I said as John nodded as he reached for the cup cupboard to find a cup that would do.

"If he does, then we'll cross the bridge…how have you been?" John asked as he glanced to me and all I could do was shrug.

"Nervous, scared…as I should be." I said.

"Baby, I'm here…I won't let anything happen."

"Are you performing surgery? I think not." I said as John just chuckled.

"I'm a doctor remember."

"Yeah, of thuganomics, not of orthopedic…I think there is a bit of difference." I said as I chuckled.

"What time is his appointment?" John asked as he stole the faucet from me washing dishes.

"8 AM."

"Then why are you sitting her washing dishes? We need some sleep."

"I know…but stuff still has to be done around here."

"It can wait, you got a dish washer…come on baby, I had a long day of travel today."

"Where are your bags anyway?" I asked.

"In the car, don't worry about it, I'll bring it in the morning…come on." He said as he turned the water off grabbing one of my wet hands pulling me to walk with him and grabbed the other hand as he walked backwards, I couldn't say no to him as he slowly pulled me towards my room turning the lights off along the way.

"I need to change." I said as John pushed the door shut behind us, I just stared at the taller handsome man that was standing in the room with me, I was still in shock that he was standing here with me than anything.

"You can sleep in your clothes for one night…" John said as I nodded as he led me to the side of the bed I lay on pulling the blanket back. "Get comfortable." John said as I smiled as climbed onto the bed getting comfortable as I watched as he walked around the bed climbing in sliding closer to me as he wrapped his arm around me pulling me tight to him.

"What are you doing here John? I just can't believe you're here." I said as he pushed his fingers through my hair.

"I'm here to support you, it would be no good for me to be on the road worried sick about Joseph. I care about you guys…more than you possibly think." John said as he twirled a strand of my hair at the tips between his fingers.

"John…" I said as I bit at my bottom lip as I was debating on if I should tell him about the nightmares or not, he should know but I didn't want to burden him or freak him out, but he is always calm and nothing seems to faze him, at least it never appears so. I sat up wrapping my arms around my legs, John sat up resting his hand on my back rubbing at it.

"What sweetie?" John asked.

"Don't freak out…but…for some odd reason when I sleep wrapped in your arms, I don't experience nightmares…but when you aren't here, they are back…what makes you so different?" I asked curiously as I looked over at him hearing him let out a soft chuckle after I asked him that last question as he scratched at his brow with his thumb.

"I don't know sweetie…but it must be relaxing not having to deal with the nightmares…"

"You aren't freaked out?"

"Not at all…I think it's great news…it just gives me leverage when it comes to asking this question I have."

"What question is that?" I asked.

"Why don't you and Joseph travel with me for the duration of summer? Joseph will be recovering from his surgery so he won't be able to do much due to the casts he'll be wearing…" John said.

"But he will be bed ridden because he won't be able to walk nor use crutches…."

"I can carry him, I'm a lot stronger than you and almost every arena has wheel chairs that could be rented to us along with any store we stop at…plus, on the tour bus he'll have a lot more room than what he'll have here or in the hospital, and I'll be able to take him to the bathroom and help him with that instead of you dealing with that, I'm sure he will be embarrassed having his mommy having to carry him to the bathroom and help him with that." John said as I let out a breath.

"You came here on a mission to make sure we go on the road with you, huh?"

"Yes, I thought it all through and as we speak, my driver is packing the bus up with all the requests I gave him that I know you and he would love like the French Vanilla coffee creamer and the fruity pebbles." John said as I chuckled, "What do you say? No nightmares, a month or two vacation travelling the world, spending a month or two with your amazing and handsome boyfriend?" John asked wrapping his arms around my waist smiling as I turned to look at him as my hair slid off my shoulder to the side of my face.

"It's hard to say no to you John."

"I'll take that as a yes." John said smiling before he leant in capturing my lips in a kiss, "I'll call your boss in the morning."

"Why are you going to call my boss?" I asked confused.

"I can work my charm better than you, plus I'm John Cena, he will be more willing to give you time off if I talk to him."

"You are quite confident." I said as he nodded in agreement.

"Now, come on…we got to get some sleep." He said as he tugged at my waist to lay down as I went with him to a laying position cuddling close to him. "Night baby." John said as he kissed at the top of my head.

"Night John, I love you." I said as I snuggled closer to him resting my forehead against the curve of his neck as my hands rested flat against his chest between our two bodies feeling his arms wrapped around me tightly.

"Love you too, is your alarm set?" John asked as I broke from his embrace making sure it was set before getting comfortable again falling asleep this time around.