How to Fix A Shattered Man
Warning: Mentions of rape, contains sex, death, and cussing (and a superman feat)
This is thanks to Tallulah who is the inspiration of Your Eyes' and 'Addicted to You' This is the third and final (maybe) part of the Your Eyes story line (Just kind of got stuck on it you know?)
"Sorry dosen't cut it MetroMan."
~MegaMind~
MetroMan's P.O.V
I lay weeping on the ground, How could he do that to me? I never meant to hurt him, the tears that had fallen from him that night...I never forgot what I had done to him. How could I forget? We had been as close as villain and hero could be, he had everything and nothing. Every thing because he could chose, and nothing because he had no one to help him when he had needed it. I hadn't been there for him and that was my fault. The brain bot looked at me as it held the bag just out of reach, if I could just get it to go away...
"Your master really needs to learn a thing or two about me."
It barked and backed up as I got slowly to my feet. I had shown him time and time again that I was capable of last minute escapes. But how had He found out that carrots were my weakness? If he knew that...but I knew his weakness. I had already wounded him, he was not fond of touch. How could he be? After I raped him, he had been afraid that I would do it again. With Atom out of the picture, I wouldn't... not really. But I could scare him so that he would leave me alone.
"I mean it you floating piece of shit. Scram!"
It smashed through the wall, carrots gone with it. My power steadily returned to me. Time for some payback, I tried to make him see I hadn't meant to do it and he turned that down.
"I'm coming for you MegaMind!"
MegaMind's P.O.V
I sighed lightly, I had done it. Finally I had killed him...But why did I feel this way? I felt like something was gone...But what could possibly be gone? Without him I was no longer in danger...No longer had to worry at night that he would come back and do it again... I rolled over in bed and closed my eyes. I shivered as I remembered the look on his face; 'He knew that I desired you' how long had he done that? How long had he held his desires inside himself? 'I ripped him in half, he wasn't laughing after that'. It had hurt him after all... He hadn't meant to do it...He was controlled, but did that really matter? I mean he must have wanted to dominate me like he did every time we fought right?'I have always admired you MegaMind' The thought had come out of nowhere. He had admired me? But why? I was nothing, nothing to anyone.'I hated and loved you' How could anyone do both? It was always one or the other right? But I had heard the expression 'there's a thin line between love and hate', but how could anyone feel both at the same time? I didn't understand that, and why would I? No one had ever taken the time to help me, no one had ever taken the time to know me and why would they? I was a monster, cruel and calculating. I had destroyed MetroMan out of pure spite...Had he deserved it? No. Had I done it anyway? Yes. I turned on him when he needed help, when he struggled with the thoughts in his head.'I had to do something to make you smile again'. He had wanted to make me better, but why? To make me shatter again or really truly to make me happy once more? I gasped as I was suddenly grabbed and thrown against a wall, my heart hammered as I turned to see whom had attacked me. My De-gun pointed at the intruder;
"You of all people should know MegaMind, to not leave till the job is done."
I gasped again, MetroMan! How the hell had he survived? I had watched him sink to the floor, drained of power... Next I knew I was against the wall, his hand tightly closed around my neck. Oh god, was he going to kill me? He leaned in too close to me, our eyes locked;
"You shouldn't have tried to kill me, after all I told you I wasn't any good any more."
I shivered as he pressed his lips to my jaw line, did he intend to let his desires take over again? Please god don't let him do that to me again. I would lose every bit of sanity that I still had. He slammed me into the wall again, I saw stars and felt hot, dizzy, and terrified. Was he going to hurt me like that again? Could he after all he couldn't be evil, not like I was. He wasn't cruel like I was.
"Let...Go."
I rasped, he only laughed and tightened his hold on my neck. I was suddenly on my bed, he really meant to do this again...But didn't I deserve to die this way? After all the things I said to him, did to him? I closed my eyes, I didn't want to watch him…not when I knew what he was going to do to me.
"Open your eyes you idiot, I'm not going to hurt you like that."
I looked up at him, I knew he could feel me shivering; after all he was on top of me. He looked slightly put out. But why? Had he been thinking of taking me? For revenge?
"Why not? I hurt you through your weakness…why don't you do the same?"
He shook his head, but he had yet to release me and get off.
"I'm not you, I just realized how terrible I would be if I just got revenge. Why would I sink to your level after all?"
Oh god he was right…
"I could take you to jail. Tell them what you did, leave out what happened between us. They would send you to the gallows. You would be dead and I wouldn't ever have to be bothered by you again, but that was your idea wasn't it? You wanted me dead. Gone from your life because I was forced to do something so heinous to you."
I didn't want to hear this;
"Just kill me, that will make everything better. Better for you, better for this city…better for the world if I was gone…I would no longer be able to hurt anyone…"
I didn't know what he was thinking. But the look on his face, What was going on in that head of his?
"Kill you? Why would you want me to do that? Wouldn't you rather I die?"
I looked away;
"This has been my entire fault… If I die you'll be in peace."
Gentle fingers pressed against my face;
"Is that what this is about? You just really meant for everything that has happened to go away? Well they can't, If I kill you. Then I am no better than you."
I already knew he was light-years better then I was. I was weak, spine-less…and evil.
"You would never be at my level…You've always been better than me…I deserve to die. I deserve everything that has ever happened to me… I was always trash and you'd be doing this city a favor."
He froze. I didn't understand, I had been telling the truth right? I mean I was trash, worst then scum.
"How could you say that about yourself?"
I finally looked at him; Tears were glimmering in his eyes.
"But it's true…I mean nothing to everyone…Minion left me a few days ago…I knew in the end he could do better than me…I have nothing to live for."
He shook his head lightly;
"You are forgetting that even though you hurt me…I still care about you."
How could he after I tried to kill him?
"Then kill me, let me die...Let me leave..."
I felt tears slip down my face. I hadn't gotten over what had happened and I wouldn't till I died.
"How could you ask me to do that? How could I let you?"
I didn't understand, why was I going to live? I knew he wouldn't kill me, he couldn't. He grip slackened, I pushed forward. I had to make him better, My death was the only option. The only thing I could do to make it all better. I dove for my De-gun. He froze and stared at me, did he think I was going to try and shoot him? I turned it quickly and fired at myself.
MetroMan's P.O.V
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"
I stared at the limp form of MegaMind. He had turned that gun on himself...He had killed himself... and I couldn't do anything about, I hadn't realized that he would turn it on himself...But the words he had spoken...He'd never liked himself, no one had shown him enough love... How could I have missed that? I looked up, there was one thing I had learned and not yet tried that might make every thing better... I could possibly gain enough speed to turn back time... I could freeze it after all...But there was a chance that I would die doing it...did it matter if I lived anymore?
"Worth a try...anything to bring you back MegaMind."
I pressed my lips to his cooling cheek and darted up into the sky.
MegaMind's P.O.V
I stared at the room I was in, where was I? I felt warm and safe here...
"Hello there young one."
I turned and saw a woman with long green hair and the same skin color as me...well a little lighter then me, who wore the purest white dress I had ever seen, it graced her body like sea foam would have... Who was she?
"Where am I?"
She smiled lightly;
"You are in the other world...a human would call it heaven and hell."
I was dead, that was right, I had killed myself.
"But why...I thought that If I died...I wouldn't exist anymore."
She gave me another smile.
"But you do still, and in a moment MetroMan is going to change everything. He is going to turn back the hands of time, all for you. I have the power to make you forget or remember what has transpired."
Remember...If I did it wouldn't happen! If I forgot it could happen again.
"Let me remember please! If I can then I can stop Atom! I can make sure that he hurts no one else!"
She nodded and gave me a wave before a light blinded me.
"MegaMind? Sir? are you all right?"
I looked up at Minion. MINION!
"I, what happened?"
He grinned at me.
"You fell out of bed sir."
The morning three weeks before MetroMan had attacked me, good. I could stop Atom with MetroMan and stop the pain and fear now.
"Minion, I just had an Idea come to me. Could you please locate a villain by the name Atom?"
He looked a little confused but nodded all the same. I got up and dressed. I could stop him if he was distracted, I had to find where MetroMan was..When had he gone to Atom?
"Sir! He's actually in the city! I don't understand, how did you know?"
I shook my head, time to stop MetroMan from becoming the beast I feared.
MetroMan's P.O.V
I stared at him, what did he mean by coming here and how the hell had he found me?
"You turned back time and you don't remember it?"
I shook my head, so I could turn time around! I had wondered that for some time.
"So your telling me that I turned back time, why?"
saw his forehead wrinkle, what was he thinking?
"I don't know...It was after I died."
I stood up quickly;
"You died?"
He nodded;
"I killed myself..."
I started forward and gripped his shoulders.
"Why? Why did you see it necessary to do that?"
He looked away;
"Because I hurt you...because in the end I realized that I was evil and I needed to die. But I can stop it! If we team up Atom won't know what hit him!"
If we teamed up...that would be nice, I realized that he had said he hurt me...But how had he hurt me? I was an unstoppable force except for my Orange weakness.
"I'll team up with you if you tell me why you hurt me."
His eyes widened;
"Oh no no no! I can't tell you! I can't have you know..If you don't know then you weren't meant to keep those memories."
I wondered what that meant.
"Did..Did I tell you something that, that I normally wouldn't?"
Did I tell him in that world, that I loved him?
"Wouldn't normally? OH, you mean when you..."
He blushed and tried to look anywhere but at me. SO I had.
"I don't take that back, I do love you."
He looked back at me and gave a sad smile.
"I know...I know all to well how much you love me."
I wondered what that meant too. He knew things that I didn't and he knew of things I had said to him before I said them.
"Atom needs to be stopped, He made you do something you vowed you would never do."
and he walked away from me. I had vowed to do one thing only, Never to kill another person. Had I killed?
"MetroMan, how good to see-"
The words from Atom were cut off short, MegaMind having shot him in the back.
"Alright Atom, show yourself."
I heard laughter somewhere deep in the room. Where was he?
"I should have known, you two are notorious for hating one other but I know the truth."
MegaMind gave me the signal, I started forward and MegaMind pressed a button. I turned and covered MegaMind as the building exploded. I looked for Atom for several hours before finding his body. Dead, very dead. Scooping MegaMind up I took him back to my hide out.
"How did you know that the one that showed up wasn't really him?"
He smiled at me and just patted my shoulder before turning away. But he needed to stay, He needed to tell me what he felt when I told him I loved him!
"Wait, please...stay for a moment won't you?"
He turned and I noticed his shoulders hunch together.
"Why?"
I blinked, didn't he know we weren't done talking?
"I need to know...When I told you I loved you-"
He pressed his hand over my mouth.
"Its not something that should be brought up. I felt a lot of things when you told me, but well...It wasn't great what I did to you."
What he did to me? Did he tell me off for telling him how I felt?
"I'll quote you on something;
"'I hated and loved you'... You told me that. I don't know if I could ever get over what pain I put you through..."
Pain, what he did to me... What had transpired?
"What did I do to make you hurt me?"
He looked away but I couldn't allow that this time around;
"What did I do to hurt you?"
His eyes watered and he tried to pull away.
"Nothing, You didn't do anything."
If that wasn't a lie when I heard one.
"Seriously MegaMind, I haven't done it to you this time around."
He sighed;
"But it was you who did it. I couldn't let something that hasn't happened...that won't happen this time around. I can't let that make you hurt when it doesn't need to."
But he was still hurting from what ever pain I had caused him.
"What did I do, I don't care if it hurts. I need to help you, your still hurt..I still did that to you."
He pressed forward and I allowed my hand to slip off his face. He gave me no warning as he continued going forward, His lips pressed against mine. Megamind... After he leaned away, I noticed the reddish purple tinge to his face.
"MegaMind what was that?"
He shook his head and looked confused for a moment.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have..."
He turned to leave once more but I couldn't let that happen. Not till he got closure. He gasped and tried to push away from my chest, I held on tight. He was stronger then I had given him credit.
"I already told you I love you...and at one point in your past that I desired you, why would you hesitate? You know I wouldn't go back on it...That no matter what I will always love you and you alone."
He whimpered lightly;
"L. Let go. Please, you don't understand...I can't be a part of your life in any compasity then the villain...I don't deserve to be loved."
How could he say that?
"Every one deserves to be loved...I do and you do."
His eyes were wide and innocent, didn't he know that I would be alone too if I couldn't be with him?
"But...why would you want me? I have done nothing but mock you and ridicule you...hate you. belittle you. I am evil! I'm metrocities supervillain! Your suppose to put me in my grave!"
Grave...I had to kill him? Is he who I killed in the time line he had lived? Had he lied about killing himself, and I had been the one to deal the final blow?
"You lied to me?"
His eyes watered;
"About what?"
He must have known what I was referring to.
"About how you died...You mentioned that I killed and also that you died...I killed you?"
He gave a startled gasp;
"Oh god Thomus, You killed Atom in that time... I killed myself, I had to do it. YOU WERE SO UPSET! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! I COULD NEVER BE WITH YOU! HOW COULD I? After all I have done to you, how could I possibly be the one to make you happy?"
How could he not make me happy? I wanted him to be happy, I stared at him. This man needed someone to love him, I frowned and pushed his collar away from his neck, what was- oh god... Had I done that to him? It was all red and puffy, an obvious bite mark. He flinched as I touched a finger to it.
"Did I do that to you?"
His breathing sped up as did his heart. I looked back to his face, he was red and his eyes dilated in fear.
"Thomus please...Please don't ask any more questions."
But I had to know, I had to see the extent of the pain I had left behind.
"Are there more?"
He shifted and looked away;
"Let me see them."
He gasped and I felt him shivering against me.
"Y. You want to see them? I can't let you...I can't just. You didn't mean it..."
I growled and yanked at his shirt, his arms flailed upwards to stop me.
"Please, alright! Alright just... just let me. Please don't do that again."
I nodded and let my hands drop. He turned away and unzipped his shirt and allowed it to fall off. Bite marks shallower then the one on his neck, I gasped. I had done that to him. He had other marks, nails...I really hurt him. I placed my hands on his waist, he jerked but I didn't let go. I pressed my lips to the first bite mark, then the next. He moaned as I reached the small of his back just above his tight leather pants.
"Thomus what are you doing?"
I shivered at how husky his voice sounded;
"I want to make it better, make it all go away..."
He turned to me and the look in his eyes was pure desire. I had wanted to see that look for so long..I had dreamt of it for so long that I never thought I would really see it.
"Thomus...I. I don't know if I can."
Can? Did he, could I try?
"Lets see how far you can go?"
He shivered violently but nodded all the same. I slipped my fingers into the waist band of his pants and slowly slipped them down, off his hips...legs. I set them neatly on the table next to me. I didn't look but I slid my hands back up his legs and let them rest at his hip bones. He let another soft sound escape his lips.
"I. Take your clothes off Thomus."
I smiled and did as he bid, I twitched as he let his hand skim my side till it rested on my chest. I took it as an invitation to explore him. My hands touched everything they could, he shivered and mewled but stayed in my grasp.
"Thomus I don't know how much more I can take."
I pressed my lips to his and slid my tongue into his mouth, I loved the feel of him against me. This was what I had craved for so many years... Our bodies close, sharing heat... I wanted him badly, How could I deny that? Why had I denied it before? I lead him into my room and onto my bed, I gasped as he slithered against me.
"MegaMind...Please."
MegaMind's P.O.V
I woke to a room of white. It had the big bed I was in, a dresser and a nightstand, where was I? Then all the memories of last night hit me. I had sex with Thomus! But it hadn't scared me this time...why was that? Was it because he wasn't holding me? Because this time I was in control of how fast he could go? Because...I let the thought drift off. It didn't matter, I had been in his arms once more and it had felt right, that was what mattered surly. I noticed him sleeping still, he really did care about me didn't he. I smiled at him, of course this changed things. I could no longer be the villain any more, but this meant that he could no longer fake his death, I thought back and smiled, 'Finally you got what you wanted.'even if the contexts was different this time around, I had wanted his death then or had I? Maybe this was what I wanted and he just hadn't known. I sighed and went to look for the shower, God did he do a number on me or what? I ran the water as soon as I found it. Stepping in I noticed the radio and flicked it on;
"I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're going down on me in between the sheets
Oh the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything, when you're lovin' me
Ooh girl, let's take it slow
So as for you well, you know where to go
I wanna take my love and hate ya 'til the end
It's not like you to turn away
From all the bull**** I can't take
It's not like me to walk away
I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're going down on me in between the sheets
Oh the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything, when you're lovin' me, yeah
And I know when it's gettin' rough
All the times we spend tryin' to make this love
Somethin' better than just makin' up again
It's not like you to turn away
All the bull**** I can't take
Just when I think I can walk away
I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're going down on me in between the sheets
Oh the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to the things you do
When you're going down on me
Oh all the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything, when you're lovin' me yeahhh
When you're lovin' me
How can I make it through all the things you do?
There's just gotta be more to you and me
I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're going down on me in between the sheets
Oh all the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything, it's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to all the things you do
When you're going down on me
Oh all the sounds you make, with every breath you take
It's unlike anything
I'm so addicted to you
Addicted to you"
Well that was interesting. I never knew Thomus liked a rock band station. I had always thought he liked an oldies radio station, I gasped as arms wrapped around my waist.
"How can I make it through all the things you do? There's just gotta be more to you and me..."
I laughed and turned in Thomus' hold;
"Silly, you already did."
He smiled warmly at me;
"Good. Had better stay that way too."