A/N: Decided on adding a second chapter! I dunno why I do it, I just do! This story seems to be playing with all the readers emotions, they just cant figure out who they want to feel for, prepare to get even more confused as time goes on its just going to get better! Thanks for the reviews! I will continue to try to do my best to make this story worth your reading :D.
Lacey woke up an hour later and felt her head pounding in pain and slowly opened her eyes to a blur as she moved her hands to her eyes and rubbed them and after a moment she began to cry lightly. She moved really slowly to reach to his arms and moved them from around her body and raised up and got out of bed and took a few steps and felt her head began to pound even harder with intense pain so she stopped walking and just began to cry louder as she fell to her knees holding her head. It only took a couple seconds for Justin to hear her cries waking him as he jumped out of the bed faster than he'd ever moved before.
"Lacey?" he asked in desperation as he turned on the light finding her on her knees in front of him. He moved and got on his knees in front of her putting his hand on her shoulder
"Is it the baby?" he asked in the calmest way possible feeling intense emotion and fear overcoming him
She shook her head no and held her head crying.
"I knew I should have just took you to the hospital" he frowned
"It hurts" she finally got out
"Hold on, I'll be back, I need to get the keys from Wade and we're going to the hospital" he said standing up and quickly walking out of the room seeing both Heath and Wade sitting on the couch.
"I need the keys I need to take her to the hospital she's in alot of obvious pain" he said still trying to be calm
"I'll drive" Wade said standing up grabbing the keys
"Okay" Justin said walking back into the room and grabbing her a jacket and wrapping it around her and picking her up and carrying her out the room.
"Stop" she whispered
"Why?" he asked
"sick" she again whispered
"Uh, okay" he said knowing what she was meaning to say as he turned around walking back into the room and carrying her into the bathroom sitting her down on her feet in front of the sink and turning on the water.
She slowly leaned over onto the sink and the feeling went away and she turned the water back off again.
"Ready?" he asked
She slowly nodded her head as he again picked her up carrying her back out again. Heath opened up the door and Justin carried her out of the room and Wade followed behind. Heath closed the door and sat back on the couch knowing he would just be in the way if he went and he didn't want Justin to get angry or to potentially upset Lacey she was going through enough because of him he couldn't fuel the fire more than he already has.
Wade waited in the waiting room for any word they had already been there for nearly 3 hours now. Wade texted Heath back and forth while waiting till he looked up seeing Justin walking toward him.
"Justin" he said standing up "What happened?" he asked
"They're fine" he said
"Thank goodness" Wade said
"They're getting ready to release her, she's not feeling the best" he frowned
"But she is okay right?" he asked
"Yes, just going to have a headache for a while, they gave her medicine to help and she is comfortable now, God scared me to death to hear her cries" he said with tears in his eyes
Wade patted his shoulder "But everything is fine that is the good news" he assured him
"Yeah, they ran tests and no serious injuries no concussion just a pretty big bump the baby is okay they checked twice to make sure, they just checked the second time...so beautiful" he said smiling
Wade smiled "Want me to pull the car up and wait?"
"Yeah it shouldn't be much longer" he said
"Okay" Wade said
"Okay" Justin said as he returned to Lacey
"I should have listened to you" she said
"About what?" Justin asked
"Coming here earlier" she frowned
He frowned and leaned over and kissed her on the head
"But you two are okay" he said smiling and rubbing her stomach
"Yeah" she said looking at his hand and smiling
"God, I love you little one, so so much" he said kissing her stomach
"I love your mom so much too" he said rubbing once again
"I'm hungry" she frowned
Justin looked at her and smiled.
"Want us to grab you something on the way home?" he asked
"Nothing is open" she said
"McDonalds is"
"Oh my gosh big mac mmm" she smiled lightly
"I'm glad you want to eat" he said
"since I've been pregnant eating is all I want to do" she frowned
"You're eating for two now, its okay" he smiled
"But I want stuff I shouldn't be eating, like a Big Mac" she laughed
"So? What baby wants, baby gets ain't that right little one?" he said kissing her stomach again then rubbing
She smiled "You're going to be awesome to this baby"
"I plan on it" he smiled
the doctor finally walked back inside
"How you feeling?" the doctor asked
"Better now then I did when I came in" she said
"That shot will help but remember to take things slow till it wears off because it has a side effect of making people dizzy"
"I will" she said
"Okay you can go ahead and go when you are ready since you already signed out, I just wanted to make sure you had no side effect from the shot" said the doctor
"Okay thank you" she said
"Have a good night" he said leaving the room
"Lets go" he said picking her up and carrying outside where Wade was still waiting and put her into the backseat and joined her on the other side.
"Can you please stop by McDonalds man baby wants food?" he smiled
"Alright" Wade said as he began driving
After a moment Wade pulled into the drive thru and decided to just buy them all something since it was a long night and they barely ate, Wade placed the order and got the food and began heading back to the hotel.
"Thanks for getting me a hot fudge sundae" she smiled to Wade while taking a spoonful of the ice cream in her mouth
"I figured you'd enjoy that" Wade smiled
"I so do!" she said "This baby is going to make me so fat, I can tell" she frowned
"Will not!" Wade said
Justin smiled and rubbed her leg. A short while later they made it back to the hotel. Wade grabbed the bags and Justin got out walking to her side and carried her out of the car.
"I can walk" she said
"I'm not risking it" he said walking over to Wade
"Want me to hold something Wade?" she asked
"I got it" he smiled
"Okay" she said as Justin carried her into the hotel and up to their room
She knocked on the door since Justin was carrying her and Wade had his hands full. Heath opened the door and moved to let them inside. Justin sat her down on a chair at the table and grabbed some of the bags from Wade and they sat them on the table.
"You okay?" Heath asked looking at Lacey
"Yeah" she said
"Good" he said sitting down in a chair
Lacey took a spoonful of her sundae and was almost done with it as Justin sat her food down in front of her and sat down and began to eat his own food, as did Wade and Heath.
"Now we'll probably all have nightmares eating before we sleep" she smiled
"I doubt it" Wade said
"Not for you man you never sleep!" Justin laughed
"Heath snores" Wade said laughing
"Don't blame your insomnia on me" Heath said smiling
"Yeah Wade gosh blame yourself" she smiled
"I cant I gotta blame one of you on it" he laughed
"Heath snores like a Bison, then there is you two" Wade pointed
"What about us?" Justin asked
"You and your sexcapades at night might be whats doing it, all that knocking you make" laughed Wade
"What?" Justin asked as he began to laugh hard
"That is a lie" Lacey said shocked and blushing
"It must be true! You're blushing! You are redder than Heaths chest when Show slaps him" Wade laughed
"Wade, why do you blame everything on Heath?" she asked
"Yeah?" Heath asked looking at Wade
"Heath is an easy target, picking on him is just too much fun" Wade laughed
"That is so mean" She said
"Least someone feels sorry for me" he quietly said
"I do" she frowned
Justin looked at her.
"Thanks" he smiled lightly at her then put his head down to avoid making eye contact with her
She noticed he hadn't been looking at her since the rape, he barely made eye contact with her at all.
"Heath, look at me" she said
Heath looked at her and immediately looked down at his food.
"You cant look at me anymore can you?" she asked
"I can look at you" he said
"Then why did you look away so fast?" she asked
"I dunno" he said looking up at her then quickly looking at Justin then quickly back down
"You cant" she whispered
"No, I cant" he admitted
"Why?" she asked
"Because I am scared that if I do, Justin will get pissed or it would make you uncomfortable, I know you don't trust me anymore Lacey, I swear to GOD, I am sorry that I betrayed you Justin, I'm sorry for what I did to you Lacey, I wish I could change it, I wish I never had those feelings at all because then I would have never touched you and things would be okay and I'd still have both my best friends" he said teary eyed
"Heath I'm-" she whispered as he put his hands up to stop her and stood up walking to the room he was sharing with Wade and laid down on the bed.
She sighed and looked down at her food and felt her eyes fill up with tears.
"You okay?" Justin asked looking at her
"I'm-" she shook her head
"Whats wrong?" he asked
"Nothing, I'm going to bed" she lightly said pushing whats left of her food away and standing up and slowly walking into their room.
Her heart was broken for Heath, she knew she wasn't the only one with lasting scars from the entire situation, he was living with regrets, he was dealing just as much as she was. Moments passed and Justin walked into the room and looked at her.
"Whats wrong, seriously?" he asked
"Nothing" she said
"Is it about Heath because...I mean he'll get over it" Justin said
"No he wont Justin" she said raising up from the bed
"he's in just as much pain as I am about all this" she said
"Why cant you have some sympathy for him?" she asked
"Why should I feel sorry for him? He hurt you" he said
"Yes he hurt me, but" she sighed "Why are we having this conversation again?' she asked
"I don't know" he said
"Whatever" she said laying back down
"Baby, don't be mad" he said getting into the bed with her and wrapping his arms around her
"I'm not" she said
"I don't want you upset either" he said
"I'm not" she said
"Yes you are, I'm sorry, look okay I will, I promised myself last week I'd try with Heath, I did, he ruined it b-" he sighed and laid his head on her back and got tears in his eyes as he felt his heart sink from the thought of Heath saying the baby was probably his. She slowly rolled over to face him and looked at him and frowned.
"baby" she said putting her hand on his face "Why the tears?" she asked
"I hate Heath saying the baby is his, this baby is mine, my heart is telling me so"
"I can feel it too" she said
"No matter what, this is my baby" he said putting his hand on her stomach
"my little angel" he whispered with a smile as tears fell from his eyes
"please don't cry" she said getting her own tears again
"They're not sad tears, they're happy" he said then kissing her stomach
"Okay" she said
"And I promise I'll try again with Heath, I will for you because I hate that I seem to be whats stressing you out" he frowned
"You aren't stressing me out, the situation is" she said
Justin nodded and looked at her stomach and felt so bad for everything he honestly didn't mean to treat Heath so bad but he couldn't help it, put yourself in his shoes, if someone you trusted with your life and was your best friend hurt someone you loved so much in a violent way causing them pain you would feel the sadness, the betrayal, a deep sick feeling at the bottom of your stomach everytime you saw that other person. He wanted so bad to make things work for her sake but he was having a hard time doing it. Lacey was doing a good job with it he only wished he could be as strong as she was. As he sat there rubbing her stomach he noticed she had fallen to sleep. All he could do was watch her sleep, his heart was aching too much to sleep now. He wanted to talk to Heath to try to talk things out and make a way for them to be able to get along even if they have to fake it, at least when Lacey is around.