Disclaimer: I don¡¯t own any of the characters and I¡¯m not trying to get any money, don¡¯t sue because I DON'T have any money.
Copyright: I own the story line! Don¡¯t attempt to take this before advising me¡ I¡¯ll haunt you and make your life really miserable. You must believe me¡ my muse Adonis has satanic powers
Warnings: homosexual themes, language, drugs use, non graphic sex, pseudo sex, very strong violence, OOC-ness, supernatural themes, death, (mental) bond, horror, blood and gore and everything like such.
Finite (Ran)
Schuldich!
I reach helplessly towards him, who's still reaching down, still holding the ripped bit of my sleeve. My mind is screaming that what I am doing is purely a mistake.
No!
// You'll drown! //
I feel the desperation in Schuldich's head as his thoughts mingle with my own¡
// When would you ever register the fact that I¡¯m NOT fucking Kudou? //
I can't die! Schuldich loves me! I can't die!
// I do! I love you! Please¡ //
NO! We can't die! If one of us dies the other follows¡
But even as I think I feel the impact of water around me. I can't swim¡I struggle¡ I feel my lungs fill up with water as I choke¡ no¡
// Kitten, you have the world's most annoying ex¡ //
The world fades before my eyes, whiteness¡ emptiness¡
// Love me too much to let me go? //
The all for a sudden I'm kneeling down, staring at the blue depth and the ripples and waves. My hand is clutching a cloth and reaching down¡
Why am I here? Am I in heaven? I turn back to see Omi and Aya rushing up. Their faces streaked with tears.
// I did that to only one other person and that was because I was forced. //
Aya hugs me around my waist and wail. Omi is sobbing as well. "I'm so sorry Ran-Kun! I never thought he'd¡ he'd¡" he trails off as he turns away.
Wait, aren't I supposed to be in Schuldich's body? How¡
// You sound like a jealous girlfriend. //
I draw out my katana and Aya pulls away in fright. I stare at the reflection. Sure enough, violet eyes and crimson strands of hair. I'm me again.
If I'm back in this body¡ then where was Schu¡?
// You're ok! Schuldich is here! No one can hurt you. //
Suddenly I rush to the side of the cliff. In the dark depth bubbles are still forming from my jump¡ except I'm not in there¡ Schuldich is in there¡
Schuldich is DYING in there.
// If one of us dies, the other is most likely to go insane. //
I killed him!
I look down at the blue depth and feel four hands grabbing my arm. I struggle, no, let me go¡ let me be with him, but the hands are so firm. I turn to look at Aya and Omi; they are pleading silently, their face streaked with tears¡
// RAN! I LOVE YOU! //
There is no way I can jump now¡ I can't die leaving them. I love them. And it also dawns on me that I shall never tell them what happened, I cannot ever face them the same way I did before being Schuldich. I love them but at the same time, I feel as if it is something beyond me.
When you wrap yourself up in a cocoon of lies, it¡¯s the truth in them that hurts the most¡
I scream.
The end