Chapter 37
''Ok, milady,'' he said, and she laughed softly, but gasped when she saw her apartment.
Sam widened her eyes when she saw all the candles, the huge pillows on the floor, in front of the couch. There were two champagne glasses and a bottle of cider in a bucket full of ice cubes. She looked at Jason, who seemed just as surprised as her.
''I never thought Carly could think of this,'' he said softly, and Sam laughed softly. She knew Carly had been up to something when she asked for the key, and she knew Jason was in on it, but she never knew Jason would ask Carly to do such a thing. He grabbed her hand and led her to the pillows, and they sat down. There were rose paddles all over the place, and Jason looked around.
''Jason, how did you manage all of this – the whole night you had planned, and I thought you were going to drop me off and leave, was I wrong,'' she said, and she looked at him again. He nodded, and smiled when he saw the look on her face.
''I know you did – when I talked to Carly yesterday, she offered to do this, so I could plan the dinner,'' he said, and she nodded. She didn't know what to say, she loved every minute of this night, and she didn't want it to end. Jason poured the cider and gave her a glass, ''I want to toast – on us, and on our baby, may he or she be healthy and happy with us as his or her parents,'' he said with a wink, and she brought up her glass and clinked his. He smiled, and took a sip of the cider.
''I love what you did tonight, Jason, and I can't say it enough,'' she said, and he nodded. She set down her glass, and leaned in and kissed him. His heart started pounding and he pulled her against him, and she moaned. He deepened the kiss, pushing his tongue through her lips and she pressed herself against him. He could feel her stomach against him, and he loved the feeling. He laid down, and pulled her on top of him, only to turn around again and lay on top of her – all that without breaking the kiss. Her hands roamed on his back, caressing him and pulling him closer, and his hands went through her hair and caressed her face. He broke the kiss, both out of breath, but he kissed her in her neck and she moaned again.
''You like that?'' he asked her hoarsely, and he got another moan in response. He smiled, and kissed her again. His hands went to her breasts, and he started kneading them and rolling her nipples between his thumb and index finger through her shirt, ''Sam,'' he moaned and he stopped touching her, and she lifted her head and looked at him.
''Jason?'' she asked, and he looked at her, ''what is it?''
''I'm not sure we should do this,'' he whispered, and she laid her head back down and closed her eyes, ''it's not that I don't want you – it's just that I don't want to ruin this by going to fast,'' he said, and she nodded. She had the same feeling, but she wanted this. She wanted him.
''Do you want this? I mean – I do, and I think you're right, but what could happen? We already conceived a baby, Jase,'' she said softly, and he nodded with a smile.
''I know,'' he said, and he kissed her again. He just couldn't stop anymore, he wanted her so badly it hurt, and he now knew she wanted him too, so what could happen, really? ''Are you sure?'' he asked again, and she nodded. He lifted her in his arms and too her to her bedroom, where he laid her down gently, and laid down next to her. She turned her head and looked at him, and smiled, then she rolled on top of him and urged him to take of his shirt. He did, and she smiled and caressed his bare skin.
''You are so strong,'' she said, and he laughed softly, then he lifted his hands and pulled off her shirt. He pulled her down and kissed her, then rolled over, taking back control. Her hands went to his back and down to his waistband, and he kissed her neck again. She moaned, and one hand went to his head to go through his hair. He moved down, and at the same time he unclasped her bra. She arched her back to help him, and then lifted her arms and let him take it off.
''Wow,'' was all he said, and he looked at her face. She was flustered, and he smiled when she opened her eyes and saw him looking at her. He laid down again and started pressing kisses on her stomach, and he went up to her breasts and kissed one, while he worked the other with his hand. Her nipples were rock hard, and she arched her back again when he started kissing one breast, and then he shifted and kissed her other breast.
She pulled his jeans, trying to open the buttons and he helped her and slid down the jeans, after taking off his socks and jeans he took off her jeans. He smiled, and kissed her again when he laid back, and she laid her hands on his butt and squeezed. He laughed softly, and she smiled when he pushed his hips against hers. She could feel his erection press in her stomach, and she pulled off his boxers, as he helped her out of hers. He laid down, and moved down his body. Once she realized what he was planning to do, she moaned.
''No, Jason, please,'' she whispered, but he smiled at her and kissed her wet core. She arched her back, as he started kissing her, and felt the heat build up even more in her body. Her head went from the left to the right, and she closed her eyes, and then opened them when she reached her climax. He kept kissing her, and when she had rode out her climax he went up and pressed the top of his erection against her opening.
''You were all ready for me,'' he whispered, and she nodded, as he pressed harder, and entered her slowly. They both moaned, and he slid in to her all the way, ''you feel so good,'' he said, and she smiled.
''Jason, please,'' she said, when he laid still, ''please,'' she whispered again, and he slid out almost all the way, before thrusting into her again. He picked up the pace, and she started moving along with him.
''God, Sam,'' he moaned, and he began thrusting harder, faster, until they were almost over the edge, ''come with me,'' he said, and that brought them over the edge, and they were flying. They were flying hand in hand as he collapsed on top of her, and they were catching their breath. Then he rolled over and pulled her with him, so she was safely nestles in his side. He held her close, and then threw the covers over them as they started cooling down.
They didn't say anything for a long time, still catching their breaths.
''Sam, that was amazing,'' he whispered, and he looked down on her to see she was already sleeping, and he smiled. He closed his eyes, and fell asleep soon after.
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Sam woke up the next morning and smiled when she noticed she was on top of Jason. She rolled off of him, but he pulled her back against him and she looked up to see him staring at her.
''Good morning, sleepyhead,'' he said, and she widened her eyes.
''You're still in bed too, so why am I the sleepyhead?'' she asked, teasing him.
''I couldn't get out – there was someone on top of me,'' he said smiling, and she blushed. She laid her head back on his chest and sighed.
''Thank you,'' she whispered, and he looked at her when he felt something wet on his chest. She was crying, and he didn't like it one bit.
''What is it? Why are you crying, Sam?'' he asked, surprised and concerned.
''I'm happy – and I'm thankful for the night you gave me. I loved every second of it, and I thank you for that,'' she said, and he nodded. He had loved every second of it as well, but he didn't cry.
''I loved it too – but why are you crying?'' he asked again, and she shook her head and smiled.
''It's the hormones – they have me all over the place – I'm crying because I'm happy,'' she said again, and now he understood. He knew what hormones could do to a woman, because he had seen Carly through both of her pregnancy's, and he laughed softly when he thought back on those. It had been hell with her – one minute she was sweet and loving, the next she would cry, or be angry with him for something he didn't know.
''You want some breakfast?'' he asked her, but she shook her head and made a face, ''ah, morning sickness?'' he asked, and she nodded. He nodded, but he got out of bed and pulled his boxers and jeans over his legs. He walked away, leaving Sam on the bed, looking at him confused and disappointed he left. She thought about last night and smiled – she had never had someone who treated her like a queen, but Jason did. He had made an effort to let her know he wanted this to work, and even though they had gone a little fast with sleeping together she knew it didn't change anything – or maybe it did, but only for the better. She realized last night just how much she loved him, but she hadn't told him yet.
She knew she couldn't live without him even if she tried, because she would be empty without him. She felt tears in her eyes only thinking about it, and she shook her head to stop. Ten minutes later Jason walked back in the bedroom with crackers and two mugs. She looked at him and he sat down next to her on the bed, handing her the crackers and one of the mugs.
''It's tea – and I heard crackers did wonders for an upset stomach,'' he told her, and she nodded, ''I hope you feel better soon, because I don't like to see you sick,'' he said softly, and she nodded.
''I'm ok – Jason,'' she said, and he looked up, and smiled at her, ''last night was amazing,'' she told him, and he nodded.
''I thought so too, I enjoy spending time with you – and now we have to spend a lot of time together before the baby comes,'' he said, and he wiggled his eyebrows. She smiled, and took a bite of the cracker.
''I know, right?'' she replied, ''but I would just like to say that I do not regret anything that happened last night, just so you know,'' she told him, and he nodded.
''I don't regret it either,'' he replied. She nodded and got out of bed, took her mug and cracker and gestured for Jason to follow her. He did, and they walked to the living room. She smiled when she saw the evening was still there, because nothing had been taken away yet. She saw the candles were out, and she wondered who did it – because Jason and she didn't think about it after going to the bedroom.
''I think Danny blew out the candles, don't you think? I mean, I didn't think of it,'' she said, and he nodded. Just then the door opened and Danny walked in, smiling at them.
''Sammy! I thought I heard you – or Jason, maybe,'' he said looking at Jason and then back at Sam, ''I blew out the candles last night because you forgot, but I didn't stay here – went to stay at Tam's,'' he said, and Sam nodded.
''Thank you, Danny – I'm glad you're talking to me again,'' she said, and he frowned and then looked down, feeling guilty.
''I didn't mean to act like that – Tam's let me see that nothing will change except that you will have a baby,'' he said, ''but I think I want to help you, and I think I want to go to a home,'' he said, and Sam widened her eyes, and looked at Jason, who was just as surprised.
''To a home – you mean a place where you can learn and be with people who have the same disease as you?'' she asked, and Danny nodded, ''why would you do that – you can stay here, Danny, you know that,'' she said, and she felt her eyes burn again.
''I know, but I think it's best that way – I know you want to take care of me, and I know you can do that, but I also know that this is best,'' he said, ''because I can be with people I understand all the time – and we can still see each other,'' he said, and she nodded.
''If this is what you want, I will support you, Danny. I love you,'' Sam said, and she hugged Danny tight, and he held her.
''I love you too – I've found a place already, but it's in Hawaii,'' he said, and she widened her eyes again, ''yeah, it's far, but it is something I like – it's near the ocean,'' he said, his face lit up when he told her about the place, and she smiled. If he wanted to do this, she would support him. She could always come to see him, and she knew Danny wanted this. She couldn't stop him, although she had to have some time to get used to the idea.
''It's set, then. You're going to live in Hawaii,'' she said, and he nodded. He smiled, and then looked at Jason. Jason nodded; proud of Danny that he made the decision himself to move out and go some place he fit in.