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Chapter 37

iForgive you

~ * Sam * ~

I wake up early in the morning and look at Freddie who's still asleep. He looks so damn cute when he's sleeping! After Freddie told me everything about the conversation between him and his mom I was so happy that we couldn't resist to make love to each other. And it was amazing. I dearly hope Marissa didn't hear us…cause that'd be really really REALLY awkward! We tried to be as quiet as possible though but I mean, he makes me lose control!

I get out of the bed quietly, trying not to wake Freddie up. I want to make breakfast, I'm so thankful Marissa understands and respects Freddie and mines marriage now and this is the least I can do for her. I hope Brad talked to Carly…she's my best friend and I feel terrible for hurting her. But she was acting kinda childish, I mean it wasn't like we weren't gonna tell her that we got married. I hope Brad managed to make her understand that.

I put on my robe and walk out of the bedroom into the kitchen quietly. I walk over to the fridge and grab some food. I start making some waffles and scrambled eggs and some fresh orange juice. I put the food onto plates and pour the orange juice into glasses before putting them on the table. I look up when I hear someone walk into the room and see Marissa.

I smile at her. ''Good moring.''

She smiles back at me. ''Good morning Sam.''

I walk over to the table slightly awkwardly. ''I eh, I made breakfast.''

She smiles. ''Aww that's really kind of you! Thank you.''

''You're welcome. I just…I wanted to thank you for…y'know respecting Freddie and mines marriage…and me….''

She gulps and nods. ''You're welcome. I have to understand that you make each other really happy and it's your life. And…as long Freddie's happy I am too…'' she smiles slightly.

I smile back at her. ''You have no idea how much that means to Freddie and me.''

She smiles. ''I'm sorry for freaking out earlier…''

I shake my head. ''Don't be sorry…you had every right to. I'm just really happy you understand now. I smile and hug her.

She hugs me back. ''Is Freddie still asleep?''

I nod. ''Yeah.''

''He must be tired after last night…''

I feel a shock rushing down my body and gulp. Shit…did she hear us!?

''W-what do you mean?...''

Marissa gulps. ''I ehh…never mind it's none of my business…''

Fuck! She did hear us… oh my god this is so embarrassing.

I turn bright red. ''I…I'm so sorry. We really didn't mean for you to…y'know…''

Marissa sighs. ''It's a…it's fine…just try to…'' I see she's having a hard time talking about this, ''to keep it quiet…''

I blush even more. ''we will…I-I'm so sorry again…''

''Don't be…I ehh…I guess it's normal at you guys' age…plus you're well…married so…''

I nod awkwardly. ''yeah…''

I look up and sigh to myself in relief as Freddie walks into the room and breaks the awkwardness.

''Morning!'' He says, smiling.

I walk up to him and smile, I kiss his cheek softly. ''Good morning.''

He smiles back at me and walks over to his mom, kissing her cheek. ''How did you sleep?''

''well after like 1a.m. I slept great…''

Freddie widens his eyes and looks at me. I bite my lip and nod at him.

He looks back at his mom. ''Mom we're so so-''

Marissa shakes her head. ''I already had a little talk about it with Sam. It's okay…''

I walk over at both of them and look at Freddie. ''I err, I made breakfast.'' I smile.

Freddie smiles back at me and looks at the table before kissing my lips softly. ''Thanks baby. Looks amazing!''

''No problem.'' I smile and sit down together with Freddie and Marissa.

We finish the breakfast after a while. Marissa smiles at me. ''It was delicious Sam!''

I smile back at her. ''Glad you liked it.''

Freddie smiles too. ''Hey babe…shall we go over to Carly's and see if Brad managed to make her forgive us?''

I nod. ''Yeah I guess…''

~ * Carly * ~

I stand up from the breakfast table and put my dishes in the sink. I think about last night. Brad was here and we had an amazing time together. We watched movies and cuddled. It was perfect. I love brad so much, I'm so happy we're dating. He's the most amazing guy I've ever met! He's so sweet, and funny and charming and cute and handsome and, well I could go on like that forever.

But then Brad started talking about Sam and Freddie. I got a little annoyed, I didn't wanna talk about them, they kept a huge secret from me and I couldn't just let it go. They've apologized to me thousands of times but I just was too angry to listen, they really hurt me.

But yesterday Brad kinda made me change my mind. He told me that they really didn't mean to hurt me and that they were gonna tell me after everything had calmed down a little. I don't really know whether I should believe that or not but I guess I should give them a chance. It's not like them to purposely hurt me, and I'm sure they didn't want to hurt Mrs. Benson either. I guess it was their only choice.

And also, who am I to judge if they're too young to be married? It's their choice, their life. And the most important thing is that they love each other more than anything and want to spend the rest of their lives together, yeah then why shouldn't they get married?

I'm gonna go talk to them. They're my best friends and I need to respect their choices and support them, I was wrong. I am gonna make them promise never to keep secrets from me again though…I hate secrets!

I pat Spencer on the shoulder while walking to the door. ''I'm gonna go to over to Sam and Freddie's to make up with them…''

''Awww does little Carly miss her best friends?'' Spencer smirks.

I roll my eyes and chuckle. ''Carly does and Carly was wrong, so Carly is gonna apologize to them.'' I smirk.

Spencer chuckles. ''Good job kid. See ya later.''

''Later.'' I smile and I walk out of the door.

I bump up against Sam and Freddie in the hallway and smile up at them slightly. ''Hey…''

They smile back at me slightly awkward. ''Hey…''

Sam steps in front of me. ''Look Carly we're really so sorry. It was wrong of us not to tell you immediately. We promise we'll always directly tell you everything from now. You're my best friend, I don't wanna lose you…''

''I don't wanna lose you either. It's okay…''

''Really?'' Sam smiles.

I nod. ''Yeah. I shouldn't have judged your choices. It's your life and I'm really happy for you guys! And you guys were gonna tell me later so…just promise, no more secrets okay?'''

''No more secrets!'' Freddie smiles.

''Good.'' I smile back.

''Yaaaaay!'' Sam smiles and she hugs me. I chuckle and hug her back before hugging Freddie.

''So, did your mom calm down?'' I ask Freddie.

He nods. ''Yeah, I managed to calm her down and accept and respect Sam and me.''

''That's great!'' I smile and Sam and Freddie both nod.

''Now, I need to tell you a looooooot of things!'' Sam smirks and she grabs me by my arm.

''Abooooout?'' I chuckle.

''About our wedding duh!'' She smirks and she whispers in my ear. ''And our wedding night!''

I smirk widely. ''well. Tell me!''

''Skirt shopping?'' Sam smirks.

And I chuckle and nod. ''Let's go!''

Freddie's eyes widen. ''Sam! Sam don't tell her about…private things!…''

''Later baby. Love you!'' Sam smirks and she drags me with her.

I chuckle. Sam and I get to the mall and walk into a shop. I'm excited to hear about Sam and Freddie's wedding! Oh gosh I suddenly remember something…Sam said wedding night…and wedding night means…sex! Oh my god!

Oh my god oh my god oh my god…I'm freaking out! My two best friends probably lost their virginity to each other… .god!

Sam frowns at me. ''Are you okay?...''

I nod. ''Yeah I'm fine…so, tell me everything!'' I smile excitedly.

Sam starts talking excitedly. ''So, Freddie and I were in our hotel room, I took a shower and walked back into the room and suddenly, before I knew he kneeled down and proposed to me! Out of nowhere! It was perfect…I said no at first because I was scared it was gonna ruin his life…But then he practically begged me to say yes and I did, and so we were engaged!'' She smiles widely.

I smile back widely. ''Awwww!''

Sam continues. ''And so the next day we got to the town hall a few towns away because Freddie's cousin works there, we were both wearing jeans, there were no rings involved, there were no witnesses except for Freddie's cousin's secretary, but it was perfect…And I heard the most beautiful words of my entire life…'I now pronounce you husband and wife'! And then he kissed me…so passionately that the world around me just seemed to have disappeared!...It was just magical Carls…'' She bites her lip and smiles widely.

I smile back widely. ''Oh my god Sam! That's sooooo sweet! You have no idea how happy I am for you guys!''

Sam smiles happily. I've never seen her this happy. Aww! ''Thanks Carls. So now, you wanna hear about our wedding night?…'' She smirks widely.

I gulp quietly. ''I'd love to but err…isn't it private? Like Freddie said?''

She shakes her head, smirking. ''Carls come on, you're my best friend, I'm telling you everything!''

I chuckle. ''Okay then.''

Sam bites her lip, smiling widely. ''So we got back in the hotel, and then we were like kissing on the bed…on top of each other…''

''Saaaam!'' Oh my god so they did really do it...oh gosh!

''Wait for it…'' Sam chuckles and she continues. ''So then I realized I didn't shave my legs or shave anything at all…''

''Woahhh too many deets!'' I chuckle.

''There are way more deets!'' Sam smirks and she continues again. ''So I kind of blew Freddie off and got into the shower…I felt kinda bad about that because he seemed really disappointed and like he did something wrong. So when I got out of the shower I decided to only wear my underwear and a bathrobe…and I walked out and he just stared at me and complimented me and then…it just happened. Slow and romantic but also so passionately…it was just so perfect…''

I squeal and grab Sam's hands, jumping up and down slightly. ''Ahhhhh! Sam! Oh my goodness! I… OH MY GOODNESS!''

Sam smirks and smiles widely. I'm so excited and happy for Sam, She's had her first time, and it was perfect… I feel a little jealous though. I'm a 17 year old girl and still a virgin…I'm proud of it though, I wouldn't just want every guy that comes around to take me…ew! No, I'm totally not like that! I bite my lip and look at Sam. ''So how was it?...I mean…how did it feel?...did it hurt?''

''Well at first it hurt pretty bad, but Freddie just stayed still for a while and the pain started to fade…and it changed into pleasure… it felt amazing…so fucking amazing Carls…I can't describe it…''

''Wow…I'm so happy for you Sam! Really!'' I smile and hug Sam.

She smiles and hugs me back. ''Thanks Carls. I've never felt so happy in my entire life…I feel like I'm finally me. The real Sam Puckett…well, Benson…'' She bites her lip and smiles widely.

''That's amazing Sam…'' I smile back widely and then look at her hand and squeal again excitedly. ''Eeeeep! I thought you said there weren't any rings involved! What's that!?''

Sam smiles widely. ''It's gorgeous isn't it?'' She bites her lip.

I nod. ''It's perfect!''

''When we got back here Freddie brought me to the mall, he said he had to take care of something and let me wait outside some shop. So I actually got really annoyed but then he came out and he took me to a romantic spot in the mall. And then he…he showed me the rings… and put it around my finger and I put it around his…everything just was SO perfect Carls…I'm actually still not believing this is real life!''

''Awwww!'' I smile widely. ''Well it is Sam! Believe it, it's all reality and you deserve every bit of happiness you're feeling now!''

Sam smiles widely at me and hugs me. ''Thank you Carls…you're the best. And…I never want to lose you…you're my best friend, you mean everything to me!''

I hug her back. ''Aww Sam! You're my best friend too, you're never gonna lose me. Love you.''

We just stand there hugging tightly for a few minutes and I pull back surprised to see a few tears in Sam's eyes. ''Aww Sam, are you crying?''

''No…I just…'' she sighs. ''Yes…sorry I'm just so happy right now.''

''It's okay! Don't be ashamed of it!'' I smile.

''yeah I guess I shouldn't be…I've been hiding myself behind that tough act for too long already…''

''Exactly.'' I smile.

''Well, we came to go skirt shopping. Come on!''

Sam chuckles and she drags me to another shop. I chuckle too and walk with her. Sam's amazing. I love her so much and I'm so happy for her! Aww!