A/N: I hate this chapter but its sort of a filler for now. I want to apologize ahead of time if its boring to you. I will do my best to make up for it in the next chapter! :D Thanks for reviewing!

Wade returned really early in the morning and was in her room as soon as 6AM came around he sat down and looked at her noticing she had tears in her eyes and they would fall every once in a while. Wade assumed she was in pain so he stood back up and found her morphine button and pressed it 3 times and sat back down and just stared at the floor. 20 minutes had passed since he forced morphine into her veins and she began to whine and sob lightly and he looked at her thinking she was awake but she wasn't. He moved his chair and reached to her stomach and began rubbing slowly with little pressure. It want long before she stopped and relaxed her body. It was like Wade had a special touch that took her pain away or could calm her down.

Another 20 minutes passed and she slowly woke up and saw Wade and whined then reached to her morphine button and grabbed it.

"No!" Wade said raising his voice and moved quickly grabbing her arm pulling it from the button

"No" he said in a lighter tone as he looked at her seeing her cowering in fear with her other hand covering her face

What she was doing broke his heart. He loved her and he made her so afraid of him that she cowers in fear, flinches when he goes near her and whines when he is around. Wade slowly moved away from her and she moved her hand off her face and began to cry

"I'm sorry" he whispered

"Please leave" she begged

Wade could tell her throat was still hurting because her voice was light and raspy.

"I cant Maddie. I want to be here for you" he said

She reached to her morphine again but Wade grabbed her hand.

"Maddie, I already gave you some. I came in earlier and you had tears falling down your face so I pushed it for you already" he said

"It hurts" she said

"I know it does baby but you cant take anymore" he said

"Don't call me baby" she said aggravated

"You told me you loved me" he said

"I did not" he said

"Yes you did, before you got really bad. You woke up and it was the first thing you said to me then you started begging me to make your pain go away" he said

"I would never tell you, I loved you. You're a monster" she said

"No. Maddie I am not a monster. I hurt you, I did things I shouldn't have but I swear to you I'll never do those things again. I can be the man you want me to be, the man you need me to be" he said

"Just leave Wade" she said tears in her eyes

"I told you. I cant. You may not see it but I love you and you mean alot to me" he said

"I mean nothing to you. If I did, you wouldn't have raped me or beat me" she said

Wade put his head down and frowned

"I'm cold" she whined

"You're sweating" he said as he pulled the blankets up and covered her up more and she began to cry.

"This is all your fault. You did this to me. If you would have listened to me when I told you something was wrong before I probably wouldn't be hurting so much. Wait...yes I would because you would be beating on me some more. I hate you Wade. I hate you so much" she said as she began to cough

Wade grabbed her cup and filled it with water and lifted her up causing her to cry out

"Sorry" he whispered putting the cup near her mouth

She didn't want to accept any help or anything from Wade but she was needing some water so she took it. After a moment she stopped drinking and he said her back down slowly.

I just want to die" she whispered

Wade frowned and began to think about when he tried killing her and tears filled up in his eyes. Heath stood outside the room listening in when he heart Wades voice.

"If you dont leave I will call for the nurse and doctor and have them throw you out" she said

"Madison please? I just want you to love me like I love you. I am trying to show you that I can be the carrying loving boyfriend you can love" he said

"You are not my boyfriend!" she said as she grew agitated

"Maddie" he whispered

"Just go" she whispered

"Yeah. Go" said Heath as he walked into the room

"Why dont you go?" asked Wade

"She wants me here, she dont want you here. She told you to leave...Now Go" said Heath

"Did you tell her about your threesome?" he asked

Heath looked at him shocked and angry at the same time. Madison looked at him confused.

"Leave" said Heath

"Yeah, he let Justin fuck him again and I got Justin and we had our own little threesome. Heath was enjoying it, should have heard the way he was screaming and moaning. He liked it both times when Justin fucked him" said Wade

"Stop" said Heath

"Didn't you?" he asked

"I said stop" said Heath

"Take that as a yes" said Wade

"That only happened because you tied me up again and you forced us to. I couldn't move how the hell did you expect me to fight back? And you taped my mouth shut so while I was screaming for you to stop you were listening to me" he said

Wade shrugged

"You did it again?" she asked looking at Wade

"For us baby, I needed us to be alone" said Wade

"Oh God" she said through her pain

"I told you to leave and stop calling me baby" she said

Wade put his head down and shook his head

"I'm sorry Madison I didn't mean to upset you. Heath have a seat and join us, it'd be a pleasure having you here" he said pointing to the chair

Heath and Madison looked at Wade confused.

"Oh!" Madison said putting her hand on her stomach

"Whats wrong?" asked Heath

"I'm gonna be sick"

Wade grabbed a bucket that was left in the room in case she was sick and put it in front of her and she immediately threw up and it only made her symptoms worsen and she looked at Wade breathing shallow

"What...have...you...done...to me?" she asked

"Maddie, whats wrong babe?" Heath asked

"So tired" she whispered

Heath grabbed her nurse call button and pressed it and rubbed her head and seconds later a nurse walked in and looked at her.

"What c-" the nurse said stopping herself as she saw her

"Madison how many times did you press your morphine button?" she asked

"none" she coughed

"I need you both to wait outside I am going to go grab her doctor" said the nurse as she left

"I'll be outside Maddie" said Heath kissing her on the forehead realizing her skin was cold and sweaty

"Hang in there" he said leaving the room with Wade

"What did you do to her?" asked Heath looking at Wade his anger rising quickly

Wade walked away from him and into a waiting room as the doctor went into the room with the nurse. Heath didn't move from where he was wanting to know the second they found anything out on Madison's condition. Justin walked in the hallway with flowers and looked up seeing Heath standing there.

"What happened?" he asked

"I dont know. I just got here, Wade was already here and she started getting sick and started having trouble breathing. God, when I kissed her head she was cold and sweaty. I think Wade did something to her again. I need to find out how to keep him away from her" said Heath

"Where is he?" asked Justin

"He took off that way" said Heath pointing down the hallway

The doctor remained with Madison for nearly 20 minutes till he finally came out and looked at him.

"She should be fine, we took her morphine off she may have accidentally hit it or something but I think she had too much of it in her system but I have given her something to help push it out of her system. She should start feeling better in a few hours we hope. However we cant give her anymore pain medication till we are certain its out of her system. So the rest of the day she is going to be off pain medication. Don't be surprised if she takes a turn for the worst again. She's trying to fight but there is only so much fight a person can fight with before they just give up. She's already shown signs of giving up before. The infection is clearing up sure but its not out of her body enough to ease the pain. Her immune system has been attacked and weakened so badly that we expect anything to happen at anytime with her." the doctor said

"But...you said she was doing better" he said

"She is...its just up to her at this point. She's not out of the woods yet by any means she wont be till that infection clears up and her pain lessens. Let me put it this way, the infection has been attacking her uterus, her stomach, her lungs, her kidneys and its weakened her heart. I am guessing her pain is like to feel alot like like she has a 500 pound weight laying on her chest blocking her airways and as if she was hit by a large truck that reversed and hit her some more" he said

That explanation nearly sent Heath to the floor but both the doctor and Justin caught him. Heath had no idea the severity of the infection was that bad. After they helped Heath stand up they went back inside the with her. Wade finally came in a while later and sat away from them on the couch just thinking to himself never once saying a single word to any of them. Justin and Heath sat with Madison who fought to stay awake with the help and entertainment of Heath and Justin. She was also able to fight off the morphine overdose.