JESSA'S POV
I woke up with my head on Jax's chest. I inhaled the smell of his cologne, it was my favorite smell. I looked at the clock sitting on Jax's night stand. It was 3 in the morning.
'That's it?' I thought to myself. It had been the third time I woke up tonight.
I laid back down, but couldn't go back to sleep. I didn't know why. Something was bothering me, but I didn't know what it was.
I got out of bed quietly, making sure I didn't wake up Jax, and went into Abel's room. The only light on in the house was Abel's night light, which was right next to his bed, so I could see him perfectly. He looked so peaceful and so…innocent. Which he was. I took his blanket and covered him.
I walked out into the kitchen and got a glass out of the cabinet. I opened the fridge and poured myself some cold water then leaned up against the cabinet.
"Can't sleep?" I heard Jax say coming from the kitchen door way. I jumped slightly, I thought I didn't wake him.
"No, I can't" I said. He walked over and wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me close. I set down my water on the counter and hugged him tightly.
"What's bothering you?" He asked me. I let go of him and looked at him. The streetlight coming from the window was shining on his face.
"I don't know" I said. "Call me crazy, but I feel like something bad is going to happen" I said.
"Your crazy" He said smiling. I laughed lightly. "No, I'm just kidding" He said.
"Your probably right" I said and he chuckled.
"What would you say if we go back to bed and I wrap my arms around you and hold you close?' He asked.
"I'd say…sounds great" I said smiling.
"Okay" He said smiling.
I climbed back in bed and Jax wrapped his arms around me.
"I love you Jessa" He said.
"I love you too Jax" I replied. I closed my eyes and after about an hour I finally fell back asleep.
~The Next morning~
Jax and I got up. Today I was going back to my old house to get all my stuff. That was, after work.
Jax was taking a shower and I was making breakfast. Omelets to be exact. I heard Abel start crying. I walked in and he was sitting in his bed.
"Hey Abel" I said as I walked in the room. As soon as he heard me he stopped crying. I big smile spread across his face as I walked towards the crib.
I picked him up and kissed his cheek.
"Hey big boy" I said smiling.
I laid him down on his changing table and gave him a toy to play with. I changed his diaper then put a shirt on him that said "Grandma's little munchkin" and shorts.
I brought him into the kitchen and put him in his high chair. Jax walked into the kitchen then came over and kissed me. HE walked over to Abel and sat down in front of him.
"Hey Squirt" He said and Abel smiled.
We ate breakfast, dropped Abel off at the sitter, then headed to the clubhouse.
"Hey Jess" Gemma said as I walked into the office.
"Hey Gemma" I replied.
I sat down at my desk and yawned.
"Tired" Gemma asked.
"Yeah…you could say that" I said.
"I didn't sleep at all last night" I told her. "Something is bothering me…but I don't know what it is" I said.
"I hate that feeling" She said.
"So I'm not going crazy?" I asked and she laughed.
"No your not crazy" She said.
"You know the last time I got that feeling was when everything happened with Abel" She said.
"Yeah" I said sighing. "But it's probably nothing" I said.
"Don't doubt yourself baby" She said.
I walked outside, trying to find Jax to see if he wanted anything for lunch when I felt to arms wrap around my neck.
"I love you!" Juice yelled in my ear from behind. Then he let go.
"I love you too" I said unsure why he was telling me this. "But why do you love me?" I asked him.
"DanI's moving to Charming" He said smiling.
"Really?" I asked. "That's great!" I said.
"I know. And it's all because of you" He said and I smiled.
"So thank you" He said and I laughed.
"Your welcome" I said laughing.
"I have all my stuff out of our house so when she moves down were gonna look for an apartment together" He said.
"Aww, I'm so happy for you" I said smiling and he smiled.
"But anyways, everything left at the house is yours" He said.
"Okay. Thanks" I said.
"No…thank you" He said and I laughed.
"No problem" I said smiling.
"Juice!" We heard Clay yell.
"I guess I gotta go" He said.
"Yeah…" I said.
"I'll see you later" He said smiling then took off into the clubhouse.
I walked into the garage and found Jax working on a car…shirtless.
"You have got to be the sexiest mechanic I've ever seen" I said smiling. He saw me and start laughing.
"ME and your mom are going for lunch…want me to bring you anything back?" I asked.
"Uhh, a hamburger" He said. "With-" He start to say before I cut him off.
"Everything on it" I said finishing his sentence.
"Yeah" He said smiling.
"Got it" I said smiling and start to walk away.
"Thanks babe!" He yelled.
"Welcome!" I yelled back.
~At Lunch~
Gemma and I went to a diner that I loved. It was small and had a jukebox, and everything was retro inside.
We sat down at a booth, then a waitress came over.
"What can I get you girl two drink?" Asked an older later who had to of been in her late fifties, maybe early sixties.
"Can I get a strawberry lemonade?" I asked.
"Sure can" She said and wrote it down.
"And I'll have a iced tea" Gemma said.
"Okay, I'll have that for you two in just a minute" She said.
"So…how are you and Jax doing?" Gemma asked me.
"Really, really good" I said smiling and Gemma smiled.
"Good." She said smiling.
"I was thinking….we should start your dress shopping soon" Gemma said.
"Yeah…I agree" I said smiling.
"Next weekend?" She asked.
"Yeah" I said smiling.
The waitress came back, gave us our drinks and then we ordered our food.
"Do you ever worry about the guys…with the club, and all this gun running?" I asked her.
"All the time baby" She said.
"Yeah" I said sighing. "Me too"
"It's a worry that will never go away" She said.
"Unfortunately…" I said.
"You learn to live with it" She said.
"I guess so" I said.
We ate our food then got the guys take out and headed back to the clubhouse.
~That evening~
I was at my old house packing everything up. It was going on nine o' clock and I was no near done.
My phone start ringing, I looked down at the caller id and read "My Boo". I smiled.
"Hello" I said.
"Hey babe" He said. "Almost done?" He asked.
"No" I said laughing. "I think I'll just stay here tonight, I mean, I've still got my bed here and everything" I told him.
"Okay, well at least let me bring you some dinner" He said.
"K" I said.
"How bout' Chinese?" He asked.
"Sounds good" I replied.
"Ok, I'll be there soon" He said.
"Okay" I said
"Bye, Love you" He said and I smiled.
"Love you too" I said then hung up.
About 10 minutes later Jax walked through the front door with our dinner.
"Hey babe" He said then kissed me.
"Hey" I said.
"I got the good stuff" He said and I smiled.
We sat down on the floor and ate our food.
"So your mom and I are going to go dress shopping next weekend" I said then looked up at him.
"Really?" He asked.
"Yeah" I replied as we look into each others eyes. I start laughing as he just start at me with a smile on his face,
"What?" I asked smiling.
"Your eyes, their gorgeous" He said and I smiled.
"You think so?" I asked.
"Yeah" He said smiling. I leaned in and kissed him as he smiled.
"Well thank you" I said smiling after I kissed him.
"Your so welcome" He said, then kissed me.
We finished our food and talked for about an hour. We stood on the front porch as he kissed me passionately.
"I'll see you tomorrow" He said, with his hands still place on my face.
"Okay" I said smiling. He kissed me again the let go.
"I love you Jessa" He said walking to his bike.
"I love you too Jax" I said.
I turned to walk back into the house when I heard Jax again.
"Hey, make sure you lock up" He said. "You hear me?" He asked.
"Loud and clear" I said and he chuckled.
I walked back in and shut the door.
I walked through my bedroom's doorway, then felt someone put their hand over my mouth. I panicked as they held me tight.
"Jax!" I tried yelling but couldn't with someone's hand over my mouth. I heard as his bike went down the street.
"Your gonna be sorry you fucking bitch" I heard coming from the man holding me. I knew that voice. It was Josh Kohn.
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