ARMIN: I still couldn't believe the words had left my mouth: I want to have sex with you.
I couldn't tell if it was just a feverish desire or reality, but I had even hoped for it back at the carnival.
Eren stood in the doorway holding a towel. He closed and locked the door behind him. "Here, get off the bed for a second."
He threw back the blankets and laid the towel down on the sheets, and I sat back down on the towel.
"Armin, are you sure about this?" He asked.
"Yes, please stop asking me, it only makes it more embarrassing!" I begged.
"If it's embarrassing to say it, then I don't think you're ready." He decided.
"Eren...I really want to do this. I want to try at least." I grabbed his hand.
He furrowed his brow at it for a moment, then he sighed. "If you show a single sign of hesitation, I'm going to stop."
"Fine by me," I agreed, lying down.
Eren spread himself over the top of me, kissing my forehead. "Okay...let's see...we should probably start by taking our clothes off."
"O-okay."
Eren sat back on his haunches, tugging his shirt off over his head with one hand. I reached out to touch his chest, blushing as I did so. His skin was smooth and a little deeper of a shade than mine, of course I was basically the color of a sheet of paper. His hand found its way to my waist and I was pulled closer into a deep kiss.
Eren's other hand tugged on my shirt, and I broke away to slip it over my head. Of course I got caught in it for a second, and I almost cried in embarrassment. Eren was so confident with this, meanwhile I was a mess.
"Didn't you say you've had sex before?" I asked.
"Yeah, with-the bitch." He decided to call her.
"Oh..." It felt a little painful to know I wasn't his first, but I guess I'd be his first guy.
Eren's hands slid up my sides, stopping at my chest. His thumbs brushed over my nipples slightly, and I realized how sensitive they were: a squeak bubbled up from my throat as a response.
"Are you okay?" Eren asked.
"Y-yeah, just surprised..." I admitted.
Eren smiled and brushed over my nipples again, rubbing in circles with his thumbs as I responded with more squeaking. I began to respond with my crotch then, too, and blush dispersed across my face.
Eren's hand slid down the front of my chest to the button of my pants. "Can I take these off?"
"C-can you take yours off, too?" I asked.
"Sure." Eren unbuttoned and unzipped his pants first, sliding them off his legs. He also slid off his socks, which encouraged me to do the same. I don't know, I never liked the feeling of wearing socks in bed.
Then his nimble fingers undid my pants and I kicked them off with trembling legs.
Eren stamped kisses from my jaw down a trail to below my navel. He tugged on the waistband of my boxers, and I helped him pull them off. My erection sprung free once they were off, and I slapped my hands over my face.
"Do you want me to stop?" He asked.
"N-no, keep going..." My voice was muffled through my hands.
Eren's touch was gentle, but delicate enough to send my nerves begging for more. His body shifted until it lay next to me, and he removed my hands from my face.
"Look at me." He murmured.
I locked eyes with him, his gorgeous emerald green eyes with teal entrancing me. His hand sliding up and down my shaft sent shivers up my spine. "Kiss me..." I begged, pulling his head closer to mine. Our lips collided and his touch forced soft moans from the back of my throat.
I scrunched my face up as the pressure in the lowest pit of my core began to increase. His hand moved faster, becoming slicker. My sounds were muffled by Eren's mouth, my breathing labored as I gasped for air.
Suddenly Eren pulled his hand away. "Wh-why did you stop?" I asked.
"You can't finish just yet," he murmured, possibly trying to sound sexy, but his reluctant face made his statement embarrassing in a cute way.
Eren sat back again, slipping his underwear off. Of course my eyes drifted to his crotch, and I blushed at the sight of him. He must've gotten turned on by something I'd done, since his length was erect now.
"Uhh...n-nice..." I stammered, slapping my hand over my face again.
He snorted, laughing out loud. "S-sorry, I just didn't expect you to say anything about it. Thanks."
"You're welcome...?" I offered. "Wh-what do I do now?"
Eren looked over to the bedside table, opening the drawer and pulling out the string of condoms and the lube.
"Okay, so, don't laugh but, I've done a ton of research on this...I'm supposed to stick my fingers in your butt, right?" He asked.
Hearing it out loud made my ears burn. "Y-yeah..."
"Okay. Can you kind of bend one of your knees and hold your leg close to your body?" He instructed me.
I bent my knee and pulled my leg close to me, holding it in place. I was aware Eren could see everything this way, and my face felt like it was on fire.
Eren flipped open the cap of the lube bottle and squirted some in his hand. He slathered it over his finger, and held one up. "I'll start with one and work my way to three, okay?"
I nodded.
Eren pressed his finger to my opening and slid it in slowly. All I felt was kind of a slick coolness inside me, wiggling around and pressing against my sensitive spot.
"Don't clench, don't clench, don't clench!" Eren said rapidly.
"S-sorry..." I mumbled, trying to relax. My stomach did cartwheels and I couldn't focus on anything, not even my breathing.
Eren slid his finger out and applied more lube. "Okay, here's two."
There was a slight pinching feeling with two, but it still wasn't painful. Eren pressed hard against the sensitive spot, sending waves of pleasure through me.
"Okay, ready for three?" He asked, squirting more lube on his fingers.
"I think so, it hasn't hurt yet..." I said.
Eren slid his fingers in, and the pinching feeling returned sharper.
"Ow, ow..." I hissed, trying not to tense up to make the pain worse.
"Shh, it's okay," he murmured, leaning forward and kissing my cheek. His other hand was on my shin, keeping my leg up. He wiggled his fingers around more, until the pain subsided. "Ready for the real thing now?"
"Y-yeah." I said breathily.
Eren ripped one of the condoms off the strip, tearing the wrapper open and unrolling it. He squeezed a couple of drops of lube into the condom to make it easier to slip on, and he slid it over his length. Then, he coated the outside with lube and spread himself over the top of me. I wrapped my legs around him.
"Ready?" He whispered.
"Yes..." I murmured, locking eyes with him.
He pressed the tip to my butt, and my stomach started roiling faster.
"W-wait, I'm scared..." I placed my hand on his shoulder.
"Do you want to stop completely?" He asked.
"N-no, I'm just nervous..." I mumble.
"Just concentrate on me, okay? Make sure you're breathing steady. I love you, Armin." He murmured.
"I love you, too. O-okay, I'm ready." I nodded.
He pressed into my butt again, this time pushing harder. The pinching was much more intense now, and I'm not sure he had put enough lube on himself.
"Aaaah...careful..." I croaked, my head spinning. Eren leaned in and pressed his lips to mine, the feeling calming me slightly. I felt something flat against my ass, and I realized it was his hips. My stomach squirmed.
"I'm all in..." He mumbled. "Can I move?"
"B-be careful..." I warned.
"I will." He pulled his hips back slowly, drawing himself all the way out, before pushing himself all the way back in.
I let out a groan, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"You doing okay?" He sighed.
"Yeah, I'm okay. Does it feel good for you?" I wonder.
"I'm used to wearing condoms." He assured me. He pulled back again, pushing himself in faster this time. He continued this, but as he sped up, he stopped pulling out so much.
My breaths were shallow and my face felt like it was melting. Eren kissed my jaw and my neck. I closed my eyes and moaned softly. Eren huffed with each movement.
The pressure built up in my core again slowly, and my legs slipped on Eren's back.
His hand traveled down my chest and wrapped around my dick again, stroking it softly. The pressure built up faster, and I bit my lip.
"Armin..." He whispered softly, licking the space behind my ear.
"Eren..." I breathed back, tilting my head.
The room was quiet except for our breathing and other noises. I pressed my lips to Eren's and he slipped his tongue into my mouth, muffling my sounds.
My head was spinning and I was nearly slipping out of reality. My core twisted and I squirmed as I came closer to finishing. I let one of my arms fall and Eren slipped his hand into mine.
Suddenly the pressure shot through the rest of my body in electric shocks, arching my back as I covered us in warm sticky white goo. "E-Eren!" I shouted.
"A-Armin!" Eren squeezed my hand and his face scrunched up, then relaxed as he melted. His eyes rolled up to the ceiling and he closed them. He slumped down to me, pulling himself out all the way. He stroked my cheek gently and kissed my forehead.
My chest heaved, and I closed my eyes blissfully. Eren peeled the condom off and snuggled close to me. He pulled the towel out from under me, wiping the goo off us. He threw the towel onto the floor and it landed with a thud.
"Pull the covers up," I mumbled sleepily.
He reached for them, draping them over the both of us.
Before I fell asleep, I heard whispering outside the door.
"Do you think they did it?" Historia's voice whispered eagerly.
"I think so, keep it down! They're probably tired out." Marco hissed.
A smile spread across my lips as I cuddled into Eren's chest.