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Chapter is going to get a little lemony, if you don't like that or are not 18 yrs or older stop at the ***.

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(Previously)

"Are you accusing me of planning out these little situations?" she motioned to their vertical position on the couch, which was very similar to the one on the floor they were in last week. "These are just serendipiluous moments."

"You mean serendipitous."

"Yup," she popped her P, she then wrapped her arms around his neck, "completely random opportune chances to get you on top, but this is the first time I'm aloud to do this," she pulled him down for a soft kiss.

Chapter 36 Git'r'Done!

Breathless Sheldon broke their kiss, "Penny, I think it would be a good idea to stop."

Penny could barely hear his protest and pretended that it didn't happen. She kissed along his jaw line enjoying the slight stubble that scratched against her skin. "Mmhhmm."

They had been kissing heavily and Penny was fading in and out of reality. The feel of his firming body above her was driving her mad. She wanted to desperately know what he was like. His length, girth and how he felt. She rocked her hips searching for more and more friction, smiling when she heard the groan escaping from him. She pulled his face back down and kissed him once again putting as much of her longing into it.

He tried in vain to stop her assault with her tools of attraction and pleasure, but she didn't seem to be hearing any of his words. He could feel her soft lips trail along his Adam's apple and the sensation was blinding. The sensitivity of his skin was making almost every logical protest seem more and more of a nuisance. He pulled back after being thoroughly stolen of his last breath. He could feel her warm hands begin to slide under his t-shirts and up his sides, and her bare legs locking around his waist. It felt so warm... He shook his head to clear it of the fog of desire that he was in. He just strained out, "Penny please."

Penny opened her eyes and looked up at him, "huh? What?" she took in a deep breath as she noticed his hooded haze and the rose of his cheeks, "oh right. Um yeah, ok." She reluctantly unhooked her legs and allowed him to sit up. She sat up fixing her hoodie and shaking out her wavy mess of hair and she tried to slow her breathing down. She wanted more…so much more but she didn't know how long Sheldon wanted to wait.

He on the other hand was fighting with himself. He wanted to be with her but his propriety was keeping his hands still. "I suppose I should go," he stood up and turned towards the door.

"Hey, um..," Penny called waiting for him to turn back around, then smiled up at him and pulled him in for a long kiss, "good night." She didn't want him to leave and made that clear.

Sheldon was back in a haze when he parted from her, "I hope you sleep well," he bent forward and kissed her back.

Penny wrapped her arms around his neck and held on to him making the kiss last. When they parted they were both a bit breathless, "mmhmm, sleep tight," she pulled him in for another kiss this time running her hands through his hair. She was pleasantly surprised when he wrapped his arms around her waist bending her back. She high-fived herself in her mind for getting him hot again.

She felt spurred on by his arms and couldn't help sucking on his bottom lip and nibbling just a bit. He pulled back only enough to speak, "I-I had a good evening." He pulled her back flush against him kissing harder, lifting her up on her tip-toes.

Penny felt tingles throughout her body as he held her. She didn't want him to leave so as a last ditch effort to get him to stay she tried just asking flat out. Against his lips she was just barely able to mutter, "the night could get better you know, if you stayed."

Sheldon kissed her once more then looked into her eyes, she had a smear of eyeliner smudged in the corner of her eye that she missed in her shower, and she was breathtaking and perfectly-imperfect. He wanted her for himself, all the signs were there, his heavy breathing, sweaty palms, the response from his body, but a prickle of anxiety crept up the back of his neck, "um…excuse me." He let go of her suddenly and walked swiftly to her bathroom leaving Penny standing alone in her hoodie and shorts in the living room. Closing the door behind him he sat on the toilet holding his face in his hands, "uggghhhh, God."

He took a few deep breaths and hastily reached for his phone from his side pocket dialing the first number he came upon.

"Hello,"

"He-hello Junior?" Sheldon stammered surprised that it was brother's number he dialed.

"Sheldon? Kinda late for you ain't it? Somethin' wrong?"

He could hear his brother's curiosity. And now that he had his brother on the other line he now doubted his choice of getting sage advice from him. "Uhhhhhh, weeeeell, um… you know what Junior, I re-evaluated my issue and think I can handle it from here, so uh have a good night, I'll be.."

"Hold on now Shelly, just calm down, and tell me what's up?"

He was using that voice, the voice his father always used when he was attempting to understand him. He sighed, and rushed out what he needed to say, "I am having a hormonal imbalance and am now drowning in my over-reaction to stimuli, and it is really unnerving." He took a deep breath; it took a lot to admit that, "I don't think I'm ready."

There was a long pause on the other end, "Hello? Junior?"

"Yeah, I'm still here. Okay um let me get this right. Are you …by yourself? Cause I know daddy gave you that talk whe-"

"No no, I'm with Penny, well actually I am currently barricaded in her bathroom, surrounded by undergarments and an overabundance of highly fragrant soaps, hiding, and I can see she has yet to acquire ducks for her bathtub."

"Ohhhhkay, I think I get it now," he could hear him chuckle, "what were you two doin' when ya realized you were discombobulated?"

Sheldon shut his eyes, and then considered omitting the truth but thought that it was important information, "well we were just kissing each other goodnight, well more like she was trying to collect my tonsils to be her new Spring accessories and then well, she wanted to…continue."

His brother chuckled over the phone, "What the hell ya callin' to me for then?"

"That's why I called you! I don't know what I'm doin', social protocol for these types of non-connubial situation are foreign to me. We were just kissin' and then…"

"Dij'ou like it?"

"Well yes,"

"Then what's stoppin' you? Is this about Lee Ann's mom?"

"No, it's not about Angela, I just I-I don't know," he took a deep breath.

"You like her right?"

"When it comes to Penny like is quite an understatement."

"You love her then?"

"That…remains to be seen," Sheldon winced even at his own uncertainty. Did he love her already? Was it that serious so soon? He's known her so long and knows just about everything there is to know about her. Last thing he wanted was to be some taller version of Leonard.

"Sooooo…you what, like-like her? What are we 12 Shelly?"

Sheldon groaned out loud as he shook his head trying to sort through the muddled feelings within him.

After a long pause he heard his brother try again in that voice that always held some authority to him, "A'ight this is what I got; I saw a pic of your girl from Missy the other day, and Sheldon, well…Dayum, you are one lucky son-of-a-bitch. If you don't jump on that someone else will. So this is what ya do, ya more than 'like' this girl, right, so get yer ass up, leave that bathroom and you go and bang her until she passes out!"

Sheldon was taken by surprise by his brother's bluntness.

"Who is the smartest guy I know?...Who is it Sheldon?"

"Obviously it's me whether you know it or not."

"A'ight! Now act like it and realize that you deserve this and git'r'done!"

"Ok! Ok…alright," Sheldon was all fired up now; he stood up, "but what if-?"

"WHY ARE YOU STILL TALKIN TO ME FOR?! GO GET YER GIRL!"

Penny was sitting on the couch trying to figure out what went wrong. Well of course she knew what was wrong, "good job Penny you just made him run for the hills before you even had a chance to make it work with him, all because you can't control your hands." She looked down at the two devils, and shook her head, "no manicure for you two."

She laid her head back, "well crap, now what?" She couldn't help it and stood up and started pacing the floor. She contemplated knocking on the bathroom door and trying to get him to talk to her, but then she figured that he wouldn't stay in there all night. Eventually he would want to leave and then he would have to talk to her.

This is ridiculous, I'm an independent strong woman who knows what she wants, and if he's not ready well then so be it, but he can't hide in the bathroom every time things get weird." She stood up and started walking towards the bathroom to give Sheldon a bit of - well she really didn't know what- but she was going to give it to him.

She stopped when she noticed Sheldon standing in the light of the bathroom. She wanted to run and make him explain his flighty behavior but she just stood there in the middle of the bedroom and sighed, "Sheldon, honey I'm sorry I jus-," she was cut off as Sheldon kissed her before she could get out the rest of her apology.

He didn't want to stall any longer in case he lost the nerve his brother gave him. He ran his fingers into her slightly damp hair and held her close only stopping to get a breath in. it only took a second for Penny to recover from her surprise and respond with more than enough encouragement.

He felt braver in those moments than ever before, he ran his hands around her waist and tried his best to meld them both together just barely containing the urge to moan as his hips made contact with hers. He slid his fingers under the back of her hoodie and could feel the goosebumps follow the path he left. As his hands trailed up her back he realized that she wasn't wearing anything under and he allowed his hands a bit more liberty to explore. He couldn't help comparing her skin to everything. She was the soft skin of peaches in spring, the first time he petted a kitten …she was cotton in Texas.

Penny on the other side of that kiss was encouraged the harder he explored her with his hands. She felt her fingers itch to remove his clothes but had to just do a double check that he wasn't going to stop her like before. She pulled her lips back with great difficulty, "Sheldon please tell me we aren't stopping again," she ghosted the question over his lips knowing damn well that she wasn't letting him out of her room tonight.

He shook his head, "no more stopping Penny," he kissed her fully to emphasize that he was done fighting this pull they had.

"Mmm, Thank God," Penny smiled against his lips before pulling back wasting no more time and pulled his shirt combo off so that she could finally see more of him, catching him off guard. She reached up and threaded her fingers back into his hair as she kissed him to bring him back into the moment.

Sheldon grasped her waist and with a bit more bravado finally reached down around the curves of her ass lifting her up to wrap her legs around his waist as he stepped back towards the edge of the bed and sat down with her straddling him. The sudden change in position gave him more direct contact with her than before.

He left a trail of searing kisses down the column of her throat until he reached the top of her sweater. Not quite sure if he should be the one to remove it, he was grateful when Penny reached down and pulled the sweater off herself. She giggled and smiled up at his hooded eyes and stretched her arms above her head. The light coming from the bathroom left a halo around Penny's body making her look almost angelic to him as he pulled back to take it all in.

As he watched her he could feel the heat rush to his face as he allowed his hands to follow his line of sight over her soft tan skin. He let out a moan as he finally ghosted his hands softly over her breasts as they peaked under his fingers.

Penny wiggled on his lap encouraging him to do more, "honey, that feels real nice," she cupped his face bringing his gaze up, "but I'm no china doll, I won't break," she kissed him firmly making her point.

At that he could feel his restraints snap. He scratched down her thigh with his dull fingertips capturing her around the knee. He gripped her body with his other arm bending until he was able to lay her down on the middle of the bed and he was firmly nestled in-between her legs trapping her from moving. Penny smiled against his lips just as she yelped at the sudden movement only encouraging him further.

The heat from the body contact was such a contrast to his bare skin he could feel the shiver run through his shoulders down to his core. He gripped her knees wrapping them around his waist tighter as he ground his already straining body against her, swallowing the surprised moan that escaped her mouth as he himself became victim to those primal sounds.

He reached the top of her thighs dipping his hands under her shorts and realizing that she was bare under there as well, the minx. He moaned as he trailed hot firm kissed down the middle of her chest spending a considerable amount of time on the soft flesh of her stomach just below her sternum. He gave himself a moment to enjoy the tremble of her stomach as he nuzzled her at a sweet spot he found. He sat up slowly until he was pulled back enough to grip the band of her shorts and pull them off her toned legs.

Penny only gave him a moment to enjoy the view before she sat up unsteadily; she gripped the top of his pants popping the button like a skilled pro. She lifted her mouth to find his and was surprised to find him pushing her back down until he was again above her fully. She pushed his pants and underwear down as far as she could with her hands then delegated the rest of the task to her feet until they were pooled around his knees. She could hear the double thuds as he kicked his shoes off onto the floor and scooting out of his pants the rest of the way.

He could feel Penny twisting under him. She pulled back the covers of her bed so that they could be more comfortable. She smiled against his lips encouraging him to take control.

He kept seeing flashes of her crossing his eyes as he kissed her; that first meeting, a Christmas hug, and even various laundry days. He shook his head as he tried to focus on the here and now.

He couldn't help the frantic pace as he ran his fingers over the tops of her thighs so hard he was almost afraid that he might bruise her. But that was short-lived once he reached the apex of her thighs. Pausing, he timidly caressed the soft, hot skin that was dripping with want. He felt Penny's hands grip his shoulders as he explored her soft opening and as he let his fingers wonder her hips began to tilt back and forth until he found a slow rhythm that mimicked the movement of their kisses.

He felt the muscles within Penny begin to flutter around his long fingers as he curled them up hitting a rough spot. He swallowed her keening sounds as she trembled under him while he tried to hold back his own moans.

Penny blindly reached for her nightstand to get a condom. Once she found it she ran her hands over his chest and down his sides until she reached his hips. She bit her lip as she finally wrapped her fingers around his impressive member, eliciting a muffled moan out of him. He bit on her shoulder and began peppering her neck with hot, sporadic kisses.

She gently moved her hand up and down, trying to get him comfortable with what they were about to do. She wanted him to want this as much as she did. She rolled down the prophylactic, and then reached up into his hair guiding him back to her. She couldn't stop the smile that spread across her face as she noticed his heavy breathing. She raised her legs guiding him forward. The moment was surreal. He hasn't shied away like she thought he would. She was so afraid that he would stop and leave her that it made this moment so much more intense. She wanted him to trust her, just as she was trying to trust him back.

He wanted to savor this. He took a deep breath in as he realized that if he wanted to stop it was now or never. He reached for her wrists and gently pushed them to either side of her head, as he tried to slow down their pace. He looked into her eyes and nudged his nose with hers making her look up at him, he only saw a brief moment of fear that he might stop cross her eyes, just as he knew he didn't want to.

He held her gaze smiling before closing his eyes and pushing into her. He buried himself ever so slowly into her until he was fully sheathed and could go no further. Penny tilted her hips eliciting the deepest of groans from deep within his chest before he pulled back and pushed forward again just as slowly trying to enjoy the long deprived feeling he was overcome with.

He released her hands as he tried to find an ever increasing rhythm, a rhythm that Penny tried to match inch for inch. He could feel her hands grip his back just as he could feel her soft flesh between them do the same. Her face was trapped in a state of bliss as she panted and held on to him. He didn't want it to be over so soon but he could feel the pulling within him tightening with every thrust. He slid his arm down to the soft curve of Penny's hip and slowed their movements just as he twisted so that she was now astride him.

The change made the edge that he was on ebb just enough so that he could focus on Penny and her movements. She sat up with her hands on his chest as she rose and fell above him with a frantic pattern. Her blonde hair draped over her shoulder brushing his arms causing goose-bumps to erupt as he grabbed onto her hips to guide her forward gaining a series of moans that told him that she found the right angle.

His couldn't stop the building tension in his thighs as he felt the beginning flutters of Penny's body grip him as she edged closer and closer to her own release. Every move, moan, and fevered kiss between him and Penny sent him closer to that long denied peek.

He wrapped an arm around her and pulled himself until he was sitting up. He was able to kiss her just as he felt their release wash over them. He kept a tight hold onto Penny as he felt the last tremors leave his body. He could feel her lips trail down his neck as the pleasure haze began to dissipate. He hugged her tightly as he blindly searched for her lips as he slipped from her body.

"Wow, that was ummm …wow," Penny held him close as he rest his head on her shoulder waiting for his heart to calm down.

He nodded, "yup… that exceeded my expectations," he panted as he ran his fingers along Penny's sides.

She giggled, "and then some."

They sat together for a few more tender kissed before he lied them both back down and only let go long enough to clean himself up with a tissue from the side table. He pulled her tightly to his side as she pulled the cover over them. He could feel the dense beats of his heart begin to slow as Penny petted him across his chest. He laid there not thinking of anything else but of Penny and the way she was making him feel.

He smiled to himself as he noticed her breathing slow down, she was beginning to nod off. He lied there until he was sure that she was asleep intending to leave to his own room after but he began recalling the memories that they just made, he could still feel her on his lips and see how green her eyes became while he joined her. He fell asleep with her smile being the last thought on his mind, not giving a second thought to the shower he knew he should be wanting, or the clean pajamas waiting for him in his own room.

A/N: NOT DEAD

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