Kyouya,
Have you ever felt like you've been sucked into a whirlpool? Let me explain. At first, you are feeling okay. The pull of the current isn't too strong, and you begin to swim outwards slowly. But then, the current starts getting stronger, and you start swimming harder and harder, but you still can't get out. Then, you start getting tired. You begin to succumb to the current. The whirlpool pulls you closer and closer to the center. You start going down, exhausted, surrounded by a mass of swirling water. The lucky ones are spotted and saved. Everyone else that isn't, well, they make good fish food. Kyouya, you saved me from the whirlpool that was my life. At first, there were just a few classmates that teased me. That spiraled into the rest of the class beginning to see me as an object for social derision. Then I transferred to Ouran, just when my mother and father divorced. My mother's new husband starting abusing me, sending me spiraling even deeper into my depression. I don't know how my life would have continued from that point, but I know it wouldn't have lasted much longer. But then, one day, I was saved while crying out in the Ouran gardens. You pulled me up from my crouched position, and wiped the tears off my face. That simple action for you, that saved my life. When we started falling for each other, I had someone to take me away from the mess that my life was in. Haruhi was right, Kyouya. You don't always act for your own selfish reasons. And sometimes, your actions have a far larger impact. I know that you understand that now, after helping me. There is nothing I can do to thank you, Kyouya. And I now know that you don't require any reward for your kindness. You just don't want to project yourself as a philanthropic person. But none of that matters now. You saved me, and I love you. Thank you.
All my love,
Nathalie
AN Was it scary that it was really fun to write this letter? I don't know...Hmmm... Well let me know if you want this changed at all, or if it wasn't the sort of letter you had in mind. Thanks for your patience, and sorry it took so long.