Trust: the state of being responsible for someone or something.
Saren was kneeling behind her watching her every movement with an almost impatient gaze. Faint dripping noises echoed throughout the otherwise silent room. Both her pussy and his dick just dripped with his jizz.
Fingers likely wouldn't come anywhere near to providing enough preparation for his size, but she still placed four of her fingers inside of her slit to coat them in Saren's cum. Lubricant was a must, she was an ass virgin and Saren was very big with a fondness for deep thrusts.
It would be painful no matter what she did.
She had no choice though, not unless she wanted to get her ass torn open. That didn't have much of an appeal.
As she angled her fingers towards her asshole, taloned hands pulled her ass cheeks far apart and the tip of one of his talons lightly stroked her hole. She couldn't help flexing out of fear.
Were those 5 minutes a joke?
"Your hole is so tight, human. I'll ensure it will never be that tight. Ever again."
As quickly as he'd stroked her, he stopped and moved backwards so she could begin her... 'preparation'.
Thank God.
She slowly pressed one finger in without daring to look in the mirror. It was slightly painful but it was manageable. The back of her head felt like it was under a sniper's bead; eye contact would likely end in his patience snapping and her begging for mercy.
Oh wait, she was still gagged. Mumbling for mercy.
"I think you'll need more than that, human. You're not about to take a puny human cock."
She felt his cock rub tauntingly against the back of her hand, smearing it damp with their fluids as she slowly fingered herself. It wasn't particularly pleasurable, all the mild hazy panic she was feeling made this feel like she was walking death row.
She was scared.
"You're about to take your Master's big turian cock in your tiny asshole. Three minutes."
She was so screwed.
Throwing all caution to the wind, she shoved another finger inside it, the burning sensation as it passed through her sphincter was sharp. She was starting to gain a little confidence as she pistoned them inside of her, the pain was ever present but she could handle it. Then she felt his cock begin rubbing against her hand again.
"Still not enough. One minute and a half, human."
With her knees quaking she roughly tried to shove her two other fingers inside of her. Before she could even get them near her asshole, her hand was forcibly pulled away from her ass.
He was silent as he rolled her onto her back with a nudge of his foot and laid gently on top of her. He held her throat gently with one hand as his face hovered, almost uncomfortably close, above hers.
Mandibles tight against his face. Eyes completely sober with no hint of lust and focussed on her with... almost hurt?
"You really thought I planned on ruining you? Ripping you apart, just for one transient pleasure when you are mine until you die?"
He was upset. She really had misjudged him, big time.
How could she even respond to that? She was gagged but she wouldn't lie to him, she had thought he was going to ruin her.
With a slow, cautious bob of her head she confirmed what he said.
In response, his features hardened and the distant coldness to his features that had marked their entire roleplay session were in full prominence.
"I generally like my toys intact. But maybe I should ruin you. You clearly do not trust your Master enough. Maybe I'll split you wide open and give you to some Batarian scum to fuck to death. I have no use for a slave who cannot trust their master."
Her head almost hurt from how frantically she shook her head at that idea. He looked completely unimpressed, eyes sharp with contempt, at her reply.
"Pathetic."
Teeth descended around her throat, slowly pressing in. Surprisingly, she managed to gather her wits enough not to panic and went slack in his grip.
She didn't want to die after all, even if this was a game. She understood Saren a bit more now, this was all about trust in his eyes. Trust that she understood he wouldn't go too far with her, even with her unable to fully object to anything he did.
He soothed the very slight puncture marks he left with his tongue before giving a quick lick to where her lips would be under the gag.
A slight smirk met her as she looked up at him as he positioned his cock against her hole and placed his teeth back around her throat. She was dwarfed underneath him but her hands somehow managed to find the room to interlock around his cowl.
She could trust him.
His voice was surprisingly clear around her skin.
"Maybe there is hope for you after all, human. I will be gentle. Trust me."
He began to slowly press his cock inside of her. The tip and the first few inches went in fairly easily with a slight burn. He was so hot inside of her, and the textures of his ridges against the walls of her rectum was surprisingly arousing. She moaned into her gag as he let out a stuttering snarl into her throat.
Between the fingering she did, his natural lubricant and jizz coating what parts of her he'd entered, it wasn't so bad.
The base was still completely out of the question.
He was almost hissing against her throat as he thrust those few inches in and out of her with a slow, steady pace. His teeth were slightly dug into her throat. The great control he was exhibiting was starting to have her pussy wet.
".. So tight, human. It'll almost be a shame to stretch you open for me. I'm going to make sure you take me all the way to my plates before this is over."
She would have gasped if her throat hadn't been wrapped in his incredibly sharp teeth. He predicted her surprise anyway with a dark laugh into her throat. He was starting to thrust more of himself inside of her; quickly approaching the thickest part of his shaft.
"I am going to make sure my seed is so deep inside of you that you'll carry it with you forever."
In her mind it was a threat, his base was too thick for her ass, she could barely take it in her pussy.
It still turned her on.
Thankfully though, he stopped at this new depth, with roughly just under half of his length inside of her, to roll his hips in circular motions to prepare her for the thicker parts of him. A talon tip somehow found her clit.
He removed his teeth from her throat to bite down just above where he'd left the bonding mark earlier. She couldn't help her muffled scream in response to his deeply embedded teeth and his increasingly hard thrusts into her ass.
Maybe she was a bit of a masochist because a surge of liquid heat rushed to her groin in response to his teeth. She hadn't considered the possibility of having an orgasm from having her ass fucked but Saren continued to work miracles.
And discover kinks she never knew she had.
When he released his teeth from the base of her neck, it was with a fierce rumbling growl and a quick removal of the gag from her mouth. His tongue idly cleaned his mandibles of her blood before he spoke.
"I could smell the intensifying arousal in your pussy as I marked you, human. Sweet and musky. I'll make sure you spend a significant amount of time emitting that scent. I'd fuck your pussy full of more of my seed if I didn't have this tight, hot hole wrapped around my big turian cock. I'll ease the need in your tiny human cunt anyway, slave."
A finger in her pussy joined the rhythm of his fast thrusts into her ass. She was so close now and she would have gasped before he smothered her with a bruising kiss, holding her tongue hostage in her own mouth with his own..
He still faintly tasted of her blood as his mouthplates parted from her lips.
"Are you going to cum, human?"
Her answer was a wail as he pushed further into her, further than he'd been in before. Did his cock ever end?
"Yes Master."
To both her and Saren's surprise her orgasm resulted in his finger being pressed so tightly to the walls of her pussy she could feel his finger rubbing against his cock through the thin barrier of flesh.
"SPIRITS!"
Saren lost control of his thrust and speared her on his length. Her scream was quickly suppressed as his teeth quickly closed around her throat and his free hand covered her mouth.
"Scream for me all you want, human. Cry out as I fuck your tight little ass."
He added another finger and focussed on rubbing them against the wall that separated his large fingers from his cock. The feeling was so nasty and at times she could feel him pressing against one of his ridges. It was just... unnatural, but judging by the increasing harsh breaths against her throat, Saren was quickly losing control. The hot blend of pain and pleasure was quickly consuming her as well.
Trust him, huh?
Though to his credit, his teeth remained on her skin, rather than in.
Her screams at this point were constant, C-Sec would likely have arrived some time ago if he hadn't covered her mouth.
The girth of what he had just added was pushing her ass cheeks wide apart alone. She had no idea how it had even fitted into her ass to begin with. Likely the benefits of magical natural turian lubricant.
His almost bulbous base collided with her hole with every thrust.
"I'm going to cum, any second now. I hope you're ready to take me to the plates."
If he ripped her asshole, she'd never make him kava again.
She couldn't exactly stop him. Between his large frame, his teeth at her throat and hand over her mouth, there were no real means of protest.
He gave a powerful thrust and began to push hard against her entrance. Her hole was starting to slowly stretch, the pain was intense but she focussed on the heat of his body against her sweaty one.
Cum shot intensely into her, in strong pulses, as he gasped into her throat. He continued pushing and his base began to slowly enter her.
It didn't feel like she'd been torn but it felt like her ass was on fire. She imagined placing gratuitous amounts of poison in his kava.
It didn't help.
She was beginning to squirm slightly when it finally entered her and he sighed into her throat like it had physically hurt him to put it in there.
His hand came off her mouth slowly and moved to widen her legs more so he could move himself closer into her so that his sheath was tickling her asshole. The idea that all of him was inside of her ass made her tremble.
He continued to sigh and groan into her throat as his orgasm finally ended.
What the fuck was wrong with him?
Seriously? She couldn't help but snark at him. Even with his cock slowly starting to soften inside of her. A part of her wept at the pain his base leaving her would result in.
"The next time, I'm the Consort and you're the turian cadet enjoying their first time on the Citadel."
"Hush. I think I'll never be able to move again, Jane."
"... Not even for kava?"
He chuckled softly into her throat and gave her a playful nibble. Luckily enough for her whilst his base didn't soften like the rest of his cock, he'd stretched her wide enough that it exited without any major pain.
He was done, thank God. Another round was off of the table. She was used and abused, thank you very much.
She lazily gestured to the marks on her neck.
"Whatever happened to going slowly?"
His expression was dark satisfaction, silver-blue eyes intent on her own, as the last of his cock exited her before pulling her into his lap as he sat backwards.
Cum leaked into his lap, from both of her holes, but he didn't seem to care much. But then she saw the faint shift of his nasal plates that indicated he was taking deep inhales of her.
What a dirty turian.
"You suggested it, I merely acknowledged the idea. I knew what I wanted, so I took it. You certainly weren't complaining at the time."
"You... you.. you're impossible!"
His expression was faintly mocking as he kissed her softly before patting her on the head almost patronizingly. She couldn't help pouting in his arms.
"I'm a Spectre. If I wasn't a walking impossibility, I'd be dead."