South Park Drabbles

by Fueled by Earl Grey

100 South Park Drabbles consisting of fluff, angst, and everything in between. Pairings: Keneric, Style, Dip, Creek. There will be lemons. Don't like don't read. Lots of thanks to my lovely 'wife', Sarah, for all of her help with these drabbles. Lord knows that girl has more patience than I do.

36. Chapter 36: Breakup

So... my computer has been broken but i can now write drabbles from my brother desktop or my iphone. however, this one is special. this one is probably more of me than you will ever see in my writing, except for a few drabbles in the future. My ex broke up with me on Thursday due to my bipolar disorder... and well, this ensued. its a little longer than usual, but enjoy none the less. Sorry about the terrible sentence structure...

Chapter 36: Breakup

Breakups are always hard.

Whether you break up with the person or the person breaks up with you, part of you just isn't the same.

Kenny was definitely feeling the effects of his recent breakup.

First he would get random memories of that stupid fatass every time he walked into a room: the time they went to the movies but were too shy to hold each other's hands, how after their first fight Eric promised to come out to his mom if Kenny came out to his (extremely homophobic, mind you) father, the time that Cartman showed up completely unannounced to give him his Christmas present, and the time they had their first kiss and it was sweet and awkward. Even though Kenny ha gotten some pretty amazing kisses before, kissing Eric made his heart he would get cold, and he would remember all the times Eric had hugged him to make him warm.

After the official breakup, the tears flowed heaviy and he had the urge to grab a candy bar and chow down like some bitch on her period. The next morning Butters brought him van candy bar and he gently thanked him before going to health class. Kyle and Stan and a million other people hugged him, and a ton of girls asked him out as if he was some kind of catch. His mom left him alone although she silently offered him cheap, sub-par cookies, and his dad awkwardly asked if he needed anything. Kevin would ignore him for the most part save for occasionally asking if he wanted to play a video game, claiming that shooting things would make him feel better, and Karen still clung to him like always, which made him smile albeit never for long.

He just wanted to feel like he was worth something again.