CHAPTER 37:

A few more weeks had passed and it was now February 8th and everyone was in Detroit, Michigan preparing for "RAW". Seth turned the corner and noticed Nikki sitting on a set of speakers straightening up her "Fearless Nikki" socks and tying her shoes tightly. Neither one of them spoken since their night in the Bahamas nearly 3 weeks earlier. "Hey" he said calmly. "Oh hi Colby" Nikki said without looking up at him. She was still intently fixing herself. "Nice outfit tonight" said Seth. "I love green." "Thank you" Nikki said calmly. She still wasn't looking at Seth. He sighed. "Might I sit with you?" he asked.

"Sure I don't care" Nikki said. Seth hopped up onto the speakers next to her. "No" he said. "I can't do this." He stood back up before Nikki. "Look we really need to talk about this." "Talk about what?" said Nikki. "We have nothing to talk about." "Nikki…then I feel as though you were out of your mind and therefore I must have taken advantage of you" said Seth. "I must have…assaulted you." Nikki finally looked up at Seth. "No, you didn't rape me" she said. "I told you I was ok. I took my medication." "Then tell me why don't you want to talk about it?" Seth asked. Nikki sighed as she straightened her legs as she sat up.

"Look Colby, what we did that night…" she said. "Was completely amazing" said Seth as he cut her off. "I really…really like you Nicole." His eyes had such joy in them. "But…Colby I don't feel the same way" she said. "What do you mean you don't feel the same way?" Seth asked. His smile has since quickly faded off of his face. "I'm with Randy" said Nikki. "I have a relationship with him." "Nicole stop with your bullshit" said Seth. "What?" Nikki asked. "You can't have that much of a relationship with someone if you went and had sex with me!" he said. "Keep your voice down" said Nikki. "We're at work and I don't need any more scandals and you of all people should know that."

"Seriously Nicole?" said Seth. "Yeah we slept together but that doesn't mean anything" said Nikki. "I only did it because I felt sorry for you." Anger came across Seth's face. "You slept me because you felt sorry for me!?" he shouted. "Seth I…." Nikki tearfully said. "You what!? You pitied me!? I feel sorry for you Nicole because I'm not the one who has a fucking head disease or whatever the fuck you have!" Nikki became livid as she stood up in front of him. "GO TO HELL!" she angrily said as she slapped him hard across the face, hard enough that it drew blood.

"You know what Nicole…why don't you just save it and shove it!" said Seth as he kicked the speakers next to Nikki, she angrily stood behind. She angrily held her head as she began sobbing. She wouldn't be alone for long because AJ came around the corner and found her in despair. "Oh my God Nicole, are you ok?" she asked. Nikki held her hand over her mouth. "No I'm not" she sobbed. "What happened!?" AJ asked. "I really don't wanna talk about it" said Nikki. "Well you're going to so start talking" said AJ. "No offense April, but I'm done talking for with everyone for tonight" said Nikki. "But we have a match in 90 minutes, we have to talk" said AJ. Nikki just gave AJ a glare.

"Well look do you want me to go get Randy or Brie?" asked AJ. "No" Nikki said sternly. "I'm just going to go back to the locker room to fix my makeup." With that, Nikki turned around and walked in the opposite direction, leaving AJ very concerned.

Meanwhile, Seth had entered into the men's locker room. Everyone mostly had finished getting ready for the night and the only two people in the locker room was Roman and Dean. "Whoa look at who's here" Dean teased. "I'm not in the mood Jonathan" Seth angrily said. "Dude is everything alright?" asked Roman. "No Joe, it's not" said Seth as he began kicking at the stalls. "Whoa, whoa, whoa man are you alright?" asked Roman. Seth just placed his hands on his face as he sank down onto the floor, prompting Roman and Dean to run over to him. "Colby!?" Dean called out. "You're fucking scaring the living shit outta us right now you know!?"

"Leave me alone" Seth said. "No way man" said Roman as he used his strength to pull him up. "Start talking now." "I rather not" said Seth. "Wait does this have something to do with Nikki?" asked Dean. "What!?" shouted Roman. "Don't tell me that you're messing around with her again." "I'm not…at least anymore" said Seth. "Oh my God Colby you still are!?" said Roman. "Yeah he did" said Dean. "He and Nikki fucked during our trip to the Bahamas last month." "But she came to me first man" said Seth. "Hello what part of she has a boyfriend don't you understand?" said Roman. "When Randy finds out, he's going to fucking murder your ass and there's going to be no one to stop him."

"I said she came onto me first" said Seth. "I was laying in my room that night and then all of a sudden she comes to me. I tell her to go but the next thing I know we were having sex. She insures me that she's in her right mind but then the next night at the club…she fucking turns into a stripper." "Wait what?" Roman and Dean asked at the same time. "Never mind" said Seth. "But yeah she came to me first and I've been avoiding it for weeks and then I decided to talk to her about it tonight but then she decides to play it off. She told me that she felt sorry for me and then…I snapped." "You didn't like hit her or anything?" asked Roman. "No but she slapped me. Right after I basically insulted her illness" said Seth. "Damn no wonder your lip is totally fucked up" said Roman.

"Boy are you fucking retarded or something!?" said Dean. "Jon don't use that word" said Roman. "I hate that word. It isn't a nice word and no one on this damn planet should still be using it. Shame on them for those who do." "Ok…?" said Dean. "But still you're pretty um…stupid Colby for saying that to her." "Yeah man and if I were you, you better go run and I mean run and go find her and apologize to her before she decides to really come clean to Randy" said Roman. "Yeah because then you are what's called a dead man walking" said Dean. Seth sighed. "I don't know" he said. "I don't know if I want to apologize to her." "Look if you "love" her like you really say you do then you'll go ahead and find her before her match and apologize to her" said Roman. "And you better do it fast because she has a match with my wife in like an hour." "So yeah, lover boy go ahead chop-chop. Time's a-wasting" said Dean.

Seth groaned as he left the locker room in search of Nikki. "Oh and don't forgot about your lip! It's fucking mess!" Dean shouted from a distance. As Seth continued his way, he knew that he didn't want to apologize to her because of his pride, but knew if he didn't his ass would be torn to shreds by Randy Orton and well no wants to really see that right?

He began to ask around to see if anyone had seen the beautiful blonde around. Sure he didn't use those words otherwise he would be exposed but he used the next best thing. "Nicole Garcia". He finally went to the last place he could look. The women's locker room. He carefully placed a loud knock on it a few times and of course he wasn't surprised to see who had answered it. "Nicole…" he said. "May I please come in?" "No you may not" said Nikki scoffed. "Are there other girls in there?" asked Seth. "No you idiot" Nikki said sternly. "Please Nicole, can I just come in? For a minute?" Seth begged. "You really hurt me" Nikki said sternly. "I know but please can I just come in for a minute? Please?" Seth continued to beg. "Ok" said Nikki. "You have 30 seconds so go." Seth quickly nodded as he entered. Nikki locked the door behind them so that no one could walk in on their conversation.

"Start talking" said Nikki. "Right…um Nicole I am really sorry" said Seth. "You're wasting time" said Nikki as she folded her arms. "Nicole I am-" Seth said before he stopped. "What are you doing?" "Here" Nikki said as she handed him a piece of toilet paper. "You're lip is still bleeding. Badly." "Thanks" Seth said as he began to apply pressure on his mouth. "Yeah and maybe you should go see Doc about that" said Nikki. "I will later. Look Nicole…I am so sorry for talking to you like that. You don't deserve anyone to be talking to you like that. I had no right to say any of the things I said to you and it was pretty disgusting of me to do so" "I know" said Nikki as she backed up against the wall. "Can you forgive me?" asked Seth. "It's called Psychosis" said Nikki. "Excuse me?" asked Seth. "It's called Psychosis" said Nikki. "Oh yeah I uh…forgot" said Seth. "Yeah I know" said Nikki.

The two became quiet. "So does that mean you forgive me or is it too much that I'm asking?" Seth said. Nikki looked back up at him. "As long as you can forgive me for busting your lip" she said. Seth nodded. "So can we finally please talk about our night together?" he asked. Nikki sighed. "What's there to say?" she asked. "Nicole…we had sex" said Seth. "There's a whole lot to say". "Yeah I know" said Nikki. "I'm really sorry that I didn't talk to you about it sooner. I guess I'm just a little bit freaked out." "But why?" asked Seth. "You liked it. You enjoyed it. I know you did because I was there." Nikki half smiled. "I'm freaked out for reasons you don't know about" she said. "Ok then so let's be open and honest about them" said Seth.

"It's just that…that last time I ever cheated on someone was because I wasn't in my right mind" said Nikki. "Remember I told you this?" Seth nodded. "It was before my diagnosis but what we did a few weeks ago? I was completely in my right mind. I was completely mentally stable, and that's what's scaring me. It's because there's no excuse for what I did for my actions this time." "This is an excuse Nicole" said Seth. "You were just giving me closure." "I haven't even told Randy of my illness yet and we've been together nearly 7 months" said Nikki. "I don't even know how he's going to react when I finally do tell him." "Well if he loves you like I do, then he'll understand" said Seth.

Nikki looked back up at him. "You love me?" she asked softly. "Yeah…I do actually" said Seth. "I don't think you understand" said Nikki. "I'm…I'm really confused you know?" "How are you confused?" asked Seth. She paused for a while. "It's like somehow I just can't seem to be able to tear myself away from you" Nikki said. Seth's heart began to race as his facial expression changed to shock. "It's almost as if….as if I like you too" she said. "Nicole…" said Seth. "It's almost as though…even though I'm with Randy and I love him to pieces, I just can't seem to stop thinking about you too" said Nikki. "Oh my God" Seth said softly. "Yeah I know right?" said Nikki. "It's the craziest thing. I'm actually interested in two people like its high school again or something."

Seth remained silent. "And even though I know it's so wrong, I just know that it feels so right" Nikki said. "But who am I to care about what's right and what's wrong anymore you know? It's just ever since doing what we did together…I can't seem to stop thinking about you." Seth began walking towards Nikki stopping short of her face, their lips just an inch away from one another. "It's almost as though I want you too" she said. "So what are we going to do about it?" Seth asked softly. "I have no idea" said Nikki. "How about I show you?" Seth said as he placed his lips on hers and she closed her eyes as this happened as it took her by surprise. When she finally opened them, it was as though the colors in the room had changed. "Whoa…" she said softly. Seth pinned her up against the wall with her arms above her head as he continued kissing her again.

It stung so much but he didn't care. He only cared about his moment that he was sharing with Nikki at that moment. With his free hand he roamed up her side as he tugged on the mini drawstrings to her top. He smirked as he moved his kisses down the side of her neck to begin to gently bite in the same place where he had marked her just weeks earlier. She moaned louder as Seth could feel himself getting hard, he moved from her neck and onto her chest. He could get to the top of breasts as they were secured in her top. "Colby…" Nikki said. "We can't do this here." "I know" Seth said as he continued kissing her body. Nikki knew that what she was doing was completely wrong but as she mentioned earlier, it felt so right. She knew it from the very moment she had left Seth's bed that she had wanted more.

Seth continued kissing her as he touched her. He knew exactly what she wanted. He moved his hands down towards her shorts and began to slowly slide them down, revealing that she was wearing a black thong that didn't leave much for the imagination. "You're so sexy" he breathed as he began to slowly pull them down. Nikki felt herself being exposed. "Colby…" she whispered. "Don't worry. This will go quickly" Seth said as he undid his pants. Luckily he wasn't dressed in his attire yet, making it easy for him to take out his member. He gently brushed it up against Nikki, causing her to shiver. He smirked at her reaction. "How come you're so wet this early?" he teased. "Because you do that to me" Nikki said quietly. "I'm sorry what?" Seth teased. "Because you do that to me" Nikki said. "What?" Seth teased again. "Because you do that to me!" Nikki shouted. "Ah I like your answer" Seth said as he evilly smirked. He immediately kissed her to calm her as he could see that she was a little agitated.

"Shh…relax you know I was just teasing right?" he said sweetly. Nikki nodded. Seth began to tease her entrance causing her to moan. He was forced to kiss her again in order to stifle the sound as he eased himself inside of her. Nikki's eyes widened as she was stunned but it quickly changed to pleasure. It really did it for Seth to have the vibrations of her moans pass over into his mouth as he continued to slam into her up against the cold concrete wall. Sure he might leave a noticeable bruise-several of them but neither of them cared. Nikki was in a way trapped underneath Seth as her legs still stood together because of her shorts and underwear and when he saw this he quickly pulled the rest of her clothes off her and threw them across the locker room, leaving her standing only in her sneakers and socks. He even tossed her snapback over across the room as he continued pounding into her.

Nikki had the freedom to finally wrap her legs around him as he drilled into her. "Oh shit Colby…damn". "Yeah I know you like that" Seth teased through his kisses. Nikki looked up, which prompted Seth to become slightly annoyed. "No, look at me!" he said. Nikki listened and looked him back in his eyes he continued thrusting. Soon enough her moans were becoming audible enough that it would be possible for someone from the outside might hear. Seth kept on thrusting until both cold feel a pool of warm liquid forming between them. Nikki let out a long squeal between their mouths. He retreated from outside of her. Nikki continued heavily panted. "So did you make your choice now?" Seth asked. Nikki nodded. "Good" He said as he tucked his cock back into his pants. "You let me know when you want to tell me that, okay?" Nikki nodded again as he walked over to a sink to begin washing his hands.

She quickly gathered up her clothes, shaking as she did. "Here let me help you" Seth said as he walked back over. He glanced at his watch. "You have a solid half-hour before you're up" he said. Nikki just looked back at him. She was so confused although she had already had her answer. "You're alright?" Seth asked. "Yeah…I'm just…" Nikki paused. "A bit…out of breath…" "I'm sorry" Seth said softly. "But we're going to have to talk about this later. My match is directly after yours and I'm not even dressed." "Wait!" Nikki said. "I made my choice."

"Ok what?" asked Seth. "I….choose you both" said Nikki. Seth smirked. "Nicole you cannot have us both" he said. "That's not how it works." "It does when we only see each other from time to time" said Nikki. "I don't know about this Nicole" Seth said. She placed her hand over his. "Look, just think about it ok?" she said. "I don't want to leave Randy but I also don't want to leave you. I know it all seems crazy right now, but just give me some time to sort it out ok?" Seth nodded as he kissed her. "I'll talk to you later ok?" he said. Nikki nodded as she watched Seth leave. She was still so confused. She was now completely torn between two men although she had made her choice, Seth was right. She could only have one and question was…which one was that going to be?"

A/N: Nikki but you can't have two men especially when it's always isn't a good idea….or can she? Also so far the poll results are even...review if you wish to :-)