Emma was 20 now and just started her third year in University. She was still living with Ethan and their relationship was getting stronger and stronger. University was starting to really pick up now and Emma was using as much help from her mum and her colleagues as she could as it was starting to get more and more difficult. This year was really getting to Emma and she was getting really stressed, very easily. She would forget things and leave things to last minute which really wasn't like her.
She woke up in the morning and looked at Ethan sleeping next to her. They were both completely naked but not because they had done anything last night it was just generally really hot. Emma loved having her own flat. It meant that she could walk around the house naked and no one would care.
Emma went into the bathroom to have a shower. She was just about to get in the shower when she realised that she had run out of shampoo. She leant down to the cupboard and looked for the shampoo. She was looking through it when it clicked. She cursed to herself.
"No way" She said to herself. She grabbed her phone and looked at the calendar. Her tampax box was closed. She was nearly 5 weeks late. She couldn't be, but then she remembered. She had been all over the place just over a month ago and may have forgotten to take the pill a couple of times. She couldn't do this, she needed to be a doctor.
She was really panicking now. Quickly she got into the shower and had a shower. The whole time she was panicking about being pregnant. This would ruin everything. Once she was out the shower, she quickly got changed before going to be mum's house. She needed some advice.
She arrived at her mum's house. She was in such a mess than she had forgotten her keys.
"What's wrong?" Jac asked when she answered the door.
"Can I talk to you?" Emma asked and Jac nodded.
"Come in" Jac said guiding Emma into the house. They went into the living room and Jac made them a cup of tea.
"What's wrong?" Jac asked again once they were sat down.
"I've been so stupid" Emma said crying.
"Hey, how? What's happened?" Jac asked.
"I think I'm pregnant" Emma said starting to cry even more.
"Oh you silly girl" Jac said pulling Emma into her arms.
"I know" Emma said.
"But I thought you were still on the pill?" Jac asked and Emma nodded.
"I am, but like just over a month ago, well maybe like 2 months ago I got really stressed and I think I might have forgotten to take the pill" Emma said and Jac sighed.
"Oh you silly little girl, eh" Jac whispered and Emma nodded.
"What are you going to do?" Jac asked.
"I'm not ready for a baby" Emma said and Jac nodded.
"Do you want me to book a termination?" Jac asked and Emma nodded with watery eyes. Jac nodded knowing not to say anything else.
"But first I think we should do a test" Jac said and Emma nodded. Jac nipped out to the supermarket and quickly bought a couple of tests. She came back home and gave them to Emma who went into the bathroom to do them. She quickly peed and then they had to wait. Emma was so nervous.
Eventually about a couple of minutes, Jac looked at them.
"You are pregnant" Jac said and Emma nodded.
"And it says you are about 6-8 weeks" Jac said and Emma nodded. These were the types which told you an estimated date as well as telling you if you are pregnant or not.
"I think I'm probably about 7 weeks" Emma said as she did a quick calculation in her head and Jac nodded.
"I think I'm going to go and tell Ethan" Emma said and Jac nodded.
"I think you should" Jac said and Emma nodded before standing up.
"Thank you for being there for me mum" Emma said.
"It's no problem" Jac said giving her daughter a hug.
Emma left and went back to the flat.
"Ethan, can I talk to you?" Emma called and she heard her boyfriend come into the kitchen.
"Hey babes, what's up?" Ethan asked.
"Can we sit down?" Emma asked and Ethan nodded. They sat down and Ethan looked at Emma encouragingly.
"I'm pregnant" Emma said and Ethan was shocked.
"How?" Ethan said.
"Ethan, I think you should know how or do I need to tell you about the birds and the bee" Emma said.
"I mean, I thought you are on the pill" Ethan said.
"I am but I think I forgot to take it one day" Emma said and Ethan nodded.
"Oh Ems, what are you going to do?" Ethan asked.
"I can't keep it, I'm so sorry but I can't" Emma said.
"I understand, we aren't ready" Ethan said.
"Are you going to have an abortion?" He asked and Emma nodded.
"I think so, I'm sorry" Emma said and Ethan pulled her into her chest.
"Baby, it's okay" Ethan said.
"My mum is going to book it" Emma said and Ethan nodded.
"We are both going to be there for you, I promise I will never leave you" Ethan said.
"Thank you" Emma said before snuggling up with Ethan on the sofa.
"I love you so much I don't have the words to describe my love for you" Ethan said.
"I love you too. I'm really sorry. I do want to have kids but just not now" Emma explained and Ethan nodded.
"I understand" Ethan said
"We need to get our careers on track first" Emma said and Ethan nodded.
"Once we have our degrees we have all our life to make babies" Ethan said and Emma nodded.
"I'm not having a million babies" Emma said and Ethan laughed.
"I think you should, you're good with pain" Ethan said and Emma laughed.
"Yeah but I'm good with pain down there. I can cope with a broken arm but the thought of a baby coming out of there makes me cringe also having all them people looking at my private parts" Emma said cringing and Ethan laughed.
"It's worth it when you have the baby" Ethan said and Emma nodded.
"I suppose so" Emma said before cuddling into her husband.
They stayed cuddled up for most of the day just watching TV and having a break from university life
Hope this is okay :) Emma is definitely not going to have this baby but should she has an abortion or have a miscarriage? You decide :)
