A/N: short and quick chapter… dedicated to miss jayne76

700th reviewer! Since I abandoned one of her fav fics based on 'A Walk To Remember' I decided to fulfill her request and question she asked about TUF.

Anyhooo… enjoy, oh and I got accepted to the University, though I'm waiting for the merit list of another one too.

plz ignore spellings... I don't do them intentionally ya'know

Chapter 13: Never-ending Past

They all had a nice quiet dinner, Kurt couldn't help but give Blaine smiling glances at him and his son, he watched as Hayden sat between him and Blaine, while Blaine helped Hayden eat with chopsticks.

Kurt was happy Hayden was better now, and by the look on Nick and Jeff's faces, they too were happy to see Hayden had grown up and was having fun with Blaine.

After a while Hayden crawled into Kurt's lap and fell asleep, they all agreed to catch up again tomorrow and the Kurt would take Jeff to his studio, when they all said their goodbyes, Kurt and Blaine arrived to the pent house, Blaine went to the bedroom but stopped to kiss his sleeping son's forehead. Kurt took Hayden to the bedroom and changed him into his night wear and after tucking him in and placing Benny in his arms, he kissed him one last time before going back to his own bedroom to find Blaine already stripped to his under wear and lying face down on his side of the bed with his face buried in Kurt's pillow, Kurt smiled and walked over to his bed, he sat down on the side and placed his hands on Blaine's back, massaging his shoulder soothingly making Blaine moan appreciatively in the pillow.

"Tired baby?" Kurt asked.

Blaine nodded and turned his face to the side and said "yeah, I think I'm getting old"

"Your fifty babe, and you think you're getting old, now?" Kurt said jokingly.

Blaine groaned and mumbled "shut up, it's been long since I had played with a child"

"Aw, my poor old man" he said playfully kissing the back of Blaine's neck.

"Hey, I'm not old" Blaine said defending himself.

"Yes you are… and don't worry, and dating older men, I think it's hot"

"Mmmm, you think it's, hot? How much hot exactly?" Blaine asked looking at Kurt with a devilish smile.

"A lot, only for you" Kurt told him with a kiss.

"mine, and only mine" Blaine growled he rolled on his back and pulled Kurt down to the bed then rolled over to him, pinning Kurt down with his body; he started peppering kisses all over Kurt's face making Kurt giggle and squirm. Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine's shoulders, Blaine smiled lovingly at Kurt, giving him a peck on his nose and pressing his forehead against Kurt's as he whispered "I love you"

"and I love you to, old man" Kurt said and sighing against Blaine's lips.

When morning came Kurt was running around in his pent house grabbing his stuff for the meeting he had before the fashion week, and Blaine was busy in the kitchen while he was on the phone making calls for Hayden's new school as well as making Kurt's 'to go' breakfast, Kurt walked into Hayden's room to find his son still asleep, he gave him a quick kiss on his cheek and whispered in Hayden's ear

"Daddy loves you, I'll be home soon" he then brushed back Hayden's curls and Hayden smiled in his sleep, Kurt then fixed his night-shirt that had ridden up over his tummy and covered it then tucked him with his blanket before leaving the room, Blaine had Kurt's coffee mug on the counter and a low-fat muffin with it, Kurt fixed his suit jacket and grabbed his breakfast before reaching for Blaine, and pulling him towards him by his sweat pants, as he pressed a deep kiss to his lips, silencing Blaine and putting the cell phone on hold.

Blaine parted their lips and pulled away, kissing Kurt on the cheek as he said "go and kill that meeting, I love you"

"Love you too, see you later, love" Kurt said and walked out of the pent house, and down to Blaine's awaiting car.

Blaine was still on his phone and working on his laptop in the living room, busy making every possible arrangements with the school to make sure Hayden's security and safety from any possible bullying.

"I want this done by next week, and you know what the consequences would be if I don't get what I want, am I clear?"

"I don't care about how much against it would be towards the fucking policy, I want my son to have the best education and if I find so much as a scratch on him by some kid, I'll come after you for it!" Blaine said into the phone, he was about to end the call when he heard screams from the bedroom, his eyes went wide and he said into the speaker frantically "just get the job done, that's final!"

He then placed his phone and laptop aside and ran into Hayden's bedroom to find his son wailing and screaming into the pillow with tears falling out of his eyes while he punched his fists into the pillow.

He was having nightmares again.

Blaine panicked and approached his son, he dropped to his knees in front of Hayden's bed and cupped his face in his hands as he said "Hayden wake up, you're having a bad dream… open your eyes and it will go away"

Hayden shook his head, scared to open his eyes to see that the nightmare was real, Blaine wiped his tears as he whispered "I promise it's just a dream, open your eyes for me, sweetie"

"I-I wa-want Daddy!" Hayden cried out loud with a sob.

"He'll be home soon, I'm here for you honey, just open your eyes"

Hayden shook his head and cried again, Blaine bit his lip, he was confused, how was he suppose to calm his son down when he knew he was having nightmares of Kurt's past, he probably wouldn't listen to anyone but Kurt now.

And then he remembered, he stood up and sat down on Hayden's bed, he pulled his whimpering son in his lap, and circled his arms securely around him, he then whispered into Hayden's ear while he ran his hands up and down Hayden's back "now listen to me honey, you have to fight it okay, just take a deep breath and relax, think of a happy place… think of your Daddy, okay?" Hayden sniffled into Blaine's chest and grabbed the front of his shirt as he nodded.

"good boy, just deep breath, breathe with me, okay… breathe in… breathe out" Blaine said and Hayden followed his instructions, as he grabbed on to Blaine tighter, his whimpering dying down as he slowly regained his normal breathing.

Blaine then pressed his lips to Hayden's forehead and held him tighter, as if he was shielding him and rocked him back and forth, just like Jade did to him, he opened his mouth as started to sing softly into Hayden's ear.

Let's not let our anger get us lost
And the need to be right comes with way too high a cost

That's when love can build a bridge of light
That's what turns the wrong so right
That's when you know it's worth the fight

That's when love turns night time into day
That's when loneliness goes away,
That's why you gotta be strong tonight
'Cause only love can build us a bridge of light

Blaine sighed and looked down at Hayden who had stopped crying and had opened his eyes, he was looking at the floor as he kept his grip on Blaine's waist, Blaine waited for Hayden to speak, but when he didn't he asked softly, running his fingers through his son's hair "you okay?"

Hayden nodded.

"Wanna talk about it?" Hayden shook his head.

Blaine then sat up straight he was about to put Hayden down on the bed as he said "I'll go get you some water" but when he removed his arms from Hayden, Hayden grabbed onto Blaine and shook his head, as he said into Blaine's chest "I-in the dream, grand p-pa was holding your neck, and D-Daddy was c-crying for him to not hurt you, and then Daddy ran away, and h-he was scared, y-you were there and y-you he-helped Daddy, but then something happened; y-you were leaving Daddy behind and he was screaming but you didn't listen…"

Blaine grimaced, he felt his own heart-break at the memory, it was the memory of the time when Kurt's parents came back and then Blaine thought Kurt's kiss meant nothing, and he left Kurt and didn't turn around when Kurt cried and screamed for him to come back.

"Oh… Hayden-"

"Why did you leave, Daddy?" Hayden asked.

"I didn't want to leave him… it killed me to leave him, but I thought you're Daddy was better off without me, and I didn't want to stay with him when I thought that you're Daddy was lying to me; but the truth was your Daddy wasn't lying to me, I just… didn't give him a chance to explain"

"You won't hurt Daddy again, will you?"

"Never… I love your Daddy very "much, Hayden and I love you too, I just want the best for both of you"

"I just want the scary dreams to end" Hayden said as he wiped the tears leaking from his eyes.

"I'll think of something, I promise" Blaine said he held Hayden for a while before he said "you want to go to sleep, or do you want me to make you breakfast?" Hayden choose the second option but still refused to leave Blaine's arms until his Daddy came back home, Blaine carried Hayden to Kurt's bedroom and washed his face then helped him brush his teeth, after that he gave pour him a bowl of cereal and milk.

After Hayden had his lunch he curled up In Blaine's lap, and wrapped a blanket around himself, as he watched TV, after a while he fell asleep in Blaine's lap.

When Kurt came back home from work the first thing he saw was Blaine running his fingers through Hayden's hair, who was sleeping in his lap.

Kurt eyebrows furrowed, he knew Hayden didn't sleep this much, it was 3 pm after all; Blaine looked over his shoulder and said he sighed sadly at him.

"Hey" Blaine said

"What happened?" Kurt asked

"He's having nightmares again, this time it was about… when I left you" Blaine told him with a frown.

"My poor angel" Kurt said and he stroked Hayden's hair making him wake up from his sleep.

"Daddy, you're back" Hayden said sleepily as Kurt took him in his arms.

Kurt nodded and said, cradling Hayden in his arms and rocking him back and forth "hi honey, did you have a bad dream, again?"

Hayden nodded.

Kurt asked "want to talk about it?"

Hayden shook his head and said sniffing into Kurt's chest "no… I want them to go away Daddy, I'm tired"

They all remain silent after what Hayden said, Blaine was helpless, but he needed to do something about this, and quickly, he stood up and said "Kurt? I have to go I have some work to do"

"Where are you going" Kurt asked his eyes focused on Hayden as he comforted him.

"Don't worry I'll come home, I just… need to talk to someone about this"

"Okay, come back okay?" Kurt said looking up at Blaine

"I will" Blaine promised casting on glance at Kurt and Hayden before he left.

Kurt was actually glad Blaine left, he thought he must have left to give Hayden some alone time with Kurt. He spent the rest of the day with Hayden refusing to leave his side, and when Hayden finally told Kurt about the dream, it broke his heart watching Hayden cry saying he wants to be normal. And Kurt could only soothe his son and wish that there was some way to get rid of Hayden's pain, he never deserved this, Hayden deserved a happy life and it pained Kurt to see he couldn't give Hayden the life Kurt wanted for him, he was so young.

By the time Blaine had come back home it was around 11pm, his face scrunched up and he looked completely miserable, he walked straight to Kurt's bedroom and saw him pulling the duvet to the foot of the bed, all dressed in his silk night suit.

Kurt looked up and smiled at Blaine as he said "what took you so long"

"Work" Blaine said tiredly running a hand over his face; he didn't want Kurt to know until he hadn't figured it out himself.

Kurt nodded and wrapped his arms around his waist, pulling Blaine to his chest, Blaine sighed as he rested his head on Kurt's shoulder "how's Hayden?"

"I don't know what to do, he's… scared, I hate seeing him like this, it kills me"

"I'll think of something" Blaine promised, kissing Kurt's neck and nuzzling his nose into his mate's neck.

Kurt pressed his cheek into Blaine's hair and just held him like that; no words were exchanged for a while, both of the mates seeking comfort from each other.

"Oh, and Hayden's going to sleep with me tonight, I don't want him to sleep alone, just in case" Kurt told him.

Blaine nodded understandingly and said "that's okay, whatever Hayden needs is fine with me, I'll sleep in the guest bedroom"

"You can sleep here, its okay" Hayden said alerting Blaine and Kurt who stepped away from each other when their son came in the room in his pajamas.

Blaine shook his head and said "its fine Hayden, you don't need to do this, I'm alright with sleeping in the guest-"

"It's nice to know that both of my Dad's are protecting me, so you can sleep here" Hayden said lightly.

"Okay" Blaine said smiling at Hayden when he once again mentioned Blaine as his Dad; who walked over to the bed and climbed under the duvet, lying down in the center of the bed, pulling Benny to his chest. Kurt squeezed Blaine's hand and kissed his cheek, before walking over to his side of the bed and lying down behind Hayden, pulling him close to his chest, Blaine sighed before he walked over to the bathroom to change.

He couldn't sleep, he laid there staring up at the ceiling and his arms folded behind his head, and occasionally glancing over to Kurt who was lying face down with Hayden's who had moved away from Kurt while sleeping and was now curled against Blaine's side

Blaine sighed and slowly extracted himself from Hayden' he slipped out of bed and walked out of the bedroom to the balcony, Blaine had gotten used to New York and it's city life, even at night there was so much noise of cars that it didn't bother him, he laid down on the long chairs and just looked up at the stars while the cold breeze hit his face.

And hour passed and he still hadn't dozed off, He heard a knock on the window and looked to see Kurt standing behind the glass door, with his hair mused up from sleeping, Blaine sat up as Kurt walked out to the balcony, bare footed.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" Kurt asked as he padded towards Blaine's open arms and sat down in between his legs and resting his back against Blaine's chest, who nuzzled his face into Kurt's neck.

"Couldn't sleep" Blaine mumbled kissing Kurt's neck.

Kurt rubbed Blaine's forearms that were laced around his waist and said "what's on your mind?"

"Everything; us, our future, family, Hayden…"

"What about our future?" Kurt asked lazily.

"Do you ever think of getting married?" Blaine asked, rubbing circles in Kurt's back with one hand making Kurt moan.

Kurt hummed in response and said resting his head on Blaine's shoulder "of course, I mean we have a baby, which is supposed to come after marriage, so getting married is obviously one thing I know will happen"

"You really would want to marry me?" Blaine asked in shock.

Kurt chuckled and said "is that a trick question? Yes, Blaine, I love you, and I plan to spend the rest of my life with you and Hayden"

"Do you ever think of having more kids?" Blaine asked.

"You want to have another baby?" Kurt asked with a smile gracing his lips

Blaine shrugged and rested his head against Kurt's as he caressed Kurt's waist and hips by pushing his silk pajama shirt up to trace patterns along Kurt's bare skin "I mean, it would be nice… I wasn't there for Hayden and it still kills me, because I didn't get to be a father for Hayden, maybe if I was there for Hayden maybe his dreams problem would be finished by now… I just want to have a baby, have a bigger family you know, someone who will be for Hayden too"

"I think that's good, Blaine, I want to have another baby… but not now… Hayden… he wouldn't want that now"

"I know… I just see myself having a big brighter future" Blaine said kissing Kurt's cheek.

"Mhmm" Kurt hummed and brought Blaine's hand to his lips to kiss his hand.
Blaine smiled at Kurt before it faded when Blaine said after much contemplation "Kurt? I think I know how to solve Hayden's problem, but you won't like it"

Kurt sat up straight and turned in Blaine's arms as he said frantically at the mention of solving Hayden's problem once and for all "what? How? Tell me!"

Blaine bit his lip as he said, slowly with uncertainty "I-It's… I know someone who can help us, I was talking with Nick and Santana, and but It's a risk"

"Who is it?" Kurt asked curiously.

"It's…" Blaine took a deep breath before he said "Sebastian, the man who I visited when I missed your birthday and… he's also the same guy who I sold my brother, Cooper too…"

"wh-what?" Kurt asked, turning to face Blaine with his eyes wide from shock. Blaine cleared his throat and continued

"And that's not all… we might have to go and meet my Great Grandfather to the creator of my kind… Lord Rowden"

A/N: ready for Cooper/Seb? And oh also THE CREATOR AND RULER OF ALL VAMPIRES?

Hehe ;)

Next Chapter:

"You do know you can get your son killed if Rowden finds out that you had knocked up a HUMAN!"

"You think I don't know that, Cooper!" Blaine snapped.