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WARNING: MAY MAKE YOU CRY!

Chapter 37: Babies

Bella's P.O.V.

Well here I am today putting my baby boy Declan to rest. Here is what happened.

^ ^ ^Flashback^ ^ ^ Four days earlier

I was sitting in my room watching the babies when Declan's incubator started to sound off. I ran up to him, then dad came running when he heard it. He opened the thing up and started to look over Declan to see what was wrong with him.

"Bella, get Edward for me fast," dad yelled at me.

I took off out the door and went to Edward's meadow where I found him and Bella laying there talking.

"Edward, dad needs you fast. Some thing is wrong with Declan!," I yelled at him.

We all three then started to run back to the house while I was telling them what was going on. We got back in no time and I started to run up the stairs when I was grabbed. I looked around to see who it was and it was Jasper.

"Honey, you need to stay here with me. They need the room to work on him. He will be OK, I hope. Honey, please stop crying," Jasper told me.

He pulled us to the couch then sat me in his lap. I was crying really hard because I knew he would not be OK because of the vision that me and Alice had then other day. My back was being rubbed by some one but I did not look to see who it was. I have no idea how long we were sitting there when I heard foot steps coming down the stairs. I looked up to see my dad, Edward and Bella looking like I have no idea. Dad came up to me and Jasper.

"Jasper and Bella, I am so very sorry but Declan did not make it,".

I just sat there and the next thing I knew I was in the floor crying and screaming NO! I was then being carried or more ran out the door. I did not know who or why I was being ran out the door. Then we came to this clearing where I was sitting on who ever lap and I just lost it completely. I started to scream louder and throwing a down right fit. After about an hour or so I started to calm down and saw that I was being held by Jasper and Alice.

"Why, why did my baby have to die?" I asked though tears.

"Bella honey, things like that happen. He was sicker than the other two and so his little body could not keep fighting. But think honey, we have one son that is getting stronger by the day and we will be able to take care of him," Jasper told me.

"I want to go home and see my baby so I can say good bye the right way," I told them.

So Jasper picked me up and carried me home. We got home a few minutes later and Jasper put me down. I walked into the house where I saw my family dry sobbing. Mom started to walk up to me and I put my hand up to her and she stopped. I looked behind me and saw that Jasper was following me and we both went to dad's office where my baby was. We walked into dad's office where he was putting clothes on my baby. I sat down in a chair and Jasper sat in the one next to me. Then dad put a baby blanket on Declan and walked over to me and placed him in my arms.

I sat there looking at my baby that I will not see to grow old and maybe have kids of his own. I sat there holding my dead baby, and I was crying because I wanted him back. He was mine and now I am holding my baby that I will never get to hold again or anything. I looked over to Jasper and he was dry sobbing with me over the death of our baby boy. Dad joined us and started to rub our backs and telling us how sorry he was. He left not to long so we could say good bye to our baby. I just sat there crying along with Jasper.

^ ^ ^ End Of Flashback ^ ^ ^ Four days later.

So here we are now putting mine and Jasper's baby Declan down to rest in a spot behind the house. We had a lot of people here to pay their respect. The wolf pack was here even our friends the Volturi was here for us. Ennai, Dan, and Noah was here also. We were surrounded by family friends. Billy Black was the preacher for us and he started the funeral.

"Ladies and gentlemen, were are here today to give our respect to Jasper and Bella Cullen over the lost of their son Declan Parker Whitlock Cullen. I would like to tell them that I am sorry for their loss and if they need anything from the pack or me just call and we will be here for you two and yall's family," Billy told everyone.

We sat there while he talked, then we started to put flowers on Declan's casket. I lost it when I got up to his casket. I held on to it and started to cry harder and asking why my baby. I was being pulled away by two maybe three people and I fought with all I had to say there with my baby. I did not want him in the ground, I wanted him here in my arms alive and laughing. I was pulled onto Jasper lap where he dry sobbed and I cried for our baby. About an hour later it was over. Everyone started to go inside and I could not leave yet. I sat there in Jasper lap while I watched my baby being lowered into the ground. Then I watched as some of the wolf pack started to put the dirt on my baby. I again lost it and took off running so I could get away. I wanted everything to be OK again, I wanted my baby to be alive and happy. But that was not going to happen. I ran and ran, I then stopped and sat on the ground screaming why! I heard some people come running up.

"If you do not want to get hurt you better stop where you are NOW! I yelled.

I did not hear them again and I felt myself losing it big time. I had to use all my powers and just have a real good scream and cry or I will never feel some what better. I felt my powers coming and I just let them come. I shot fire out of my eyes, ice out of my hands, I started to pick up the trees with my mind and throwing them every which way. I started to control the earth elements and I made it snow and rain and well I used all my powers I had. I started to calm down then and I told Jasper to come to me. He came out of the woods where he was hiding and ran up to me. He picked me up and placed me in his lap where we just sat there crying. I felt better and in control.

"Jasper honey, lets go home. I want to see everyone and thank them for coming. Then I want to go see Xavier," I told him.

So I got up off of him and we started to run back home with who ever else was there with us. We got back to the house and went in where everyone was waiting for us. Jasper pulled me to the couch and sat me on him. I looked at everyone and smiled.

"Me and Jasper, would like to thank everyone for coming and paying their respect. I am so happy to have everyone here as family. Now if yall would I want to go see my baby Xavier and spend time with him," I told them.

"Bella, let me come up with yall because I have something to show you and Jasper," dad told us.

So we all three went up to our room and when we got there I saw that Xavier and Stephanie were in baby beds and not in their incubators. I looked at dad with tears in my eyes.

"What is this?" I asked.

"Well while yall were away, I came up to check on them and then I decided to check and see if they can live outside the incubators and well as you can see they are doing just fine on their own," dad told us.

We walked up to the beds and I reached down and held my son for the first time since he was born. Xavier was sleeping and he smiled at me in his sleep. I felt happy again, I know I just lost a son but I have to get on with life because I have another son and a little sister to take care of. I stood there holding him for a bit then I saw dad get Steph out and we all three went downstairs so everyone can meet them. When we walked down the stairs everyone was gasping we except Dan, Edward and Alice. I went to sit on the couch and I handed little man off to his daddy. Ava then came up and sat on my lap and gave me a hug and kiss.

"Mommy, is baby brother gone like my real mommy and daddy?" she asked me.

"Yes honey, he is now in heaven with your mommy and daddy. They are going to take care of him till we can join them one day," I told her.

I looked at my daughter and she had tears in her eyes and she held me tighter. I held on to her until Noah came up and wanted to play. So I let her go and then Alice brought me Sara and placed her in my arms. I looked at her, she was so sweet. Her and her bother were going on 5 months soon. They were going and being happy. Now we have five happy babies in the house of the Cullen's with the exception of one. I gave Sara back to Alice and I was handed back Xavier because he had to be changed. So I took him up to our room and changed him then rejoined the family and friends. We had so much food and I was so glad that everyone that was here knew who we were and I did not have to eat any of it. Xavier and Steph started to cry not to long later because they were hungry. So I fed Xavier his milk bottle and mom fed Steph. After they were done they were ready for their blood bottle. I know that sounds bad but they are half and need the blood just like the rest of the family.

I looked at the time and saw that it was going on 8 pm and the babies were a sleep along with Ava and Noah. Everyone started to leave then and it was just the Cullen family left along with Ennai and Dan. We put the babies to bed and Ava and Noah was in Ava's room asleep. We sat around talking about what happened the past few days and what we were going to. We all sat around talking the rest of the night while the babies and kids slept though the night.

Well I am am going to leave it there for now yall. What do you think? I hope yall like it. Thanks for reading. I will make the other chapters happier OK. I was crying as I was writing this chapter. Thanks again. JenCullen28.