July 8 – 5:41 AM
You stayed up late last night. What are you afraid of now?
You haven't told them yet. I know. I left the room but no one was in the living room. Odd. You said there would be. But then Father came out of his room. He is always up early and must have taken the last watch of the night.
Father and I spoke. Should have done this in the first place. Should have done this instead of trying to handle this myself.
He knew. Knew I was his son. Knew I wasn't complete. He asked questions and I tried to answer but he asked questions that only you could answer.
Why am I here? That is for you to know and him to find out.