Today's I'm doing things backwards. Instead of going through my day and tell you what happened, I'm going to tell you what's going to happen before I do it. Today, I'm going to watch the rest of that movie I started last night. It's about this guy who gets buried alive and he's waiting for people to get him out or whatever. Then I'm going to change into the pants Axel's bought me and whatever random shirt I have lying around. I'm going to go to take the bus to the train station. Once I'm off the train, I'll make my way down to the bank; get some money and (possibly) whatever the lady who works there has to offer. Then, I'll go to the grocery store, buy foods and whatnots. I'll probably try to get that new game that came out. It's the prequel to the game I always play. I've been waiting for it to come out for months! Being at the video game store will probably also force me to buy other games too, but that one is at the top of my list. At some point during the day, I want to go eat sea salt ice cream. I feel lousy today and it always cheers me up. I'll have to do that after taking the train back to this side of town, since I don't know where to find some over there. Then I'll come home and either play games or go to sleep. I'll save the rest of the page for any unexpected changes or additions to my day… It's the end of the day and I'm home, safe and sound. The only unplanned feature of my day was the running into Axel at the mall when I was on my way to get ice cream. He said he was meeting Sora, but walked with me to the café anyway. He said he was happy I was wearing the pants. When I asked him about what would happen when Sora showed up and Axel wasn't there, he shrugged it off like it didn't really matter. It kind of made me happy. He keeps getting my hopes up. He keeps on making me think that he likes me more than his boyfriend or that I actually have a chance with him. There are lots of times I think he might actually like me in THAT way, however then I tell myself that it isn't possible. But secretly, my mind tells me that I'm lying to myself and that I already KNOW he likes me. I don't know what to believe.