Once they had eaten they led back in bed .. No noise or chit chat.. Just the two of them cuddled in together holding hands ..
After a few more moments Tilly sat up looking at Jen ..
Jen? .. I know this is going to sound really cheesy but .. Well .. This has been like the best day of my life!
Jen grinned.. So your not bothered about leaving Maddie and gang?
Maddie and the gang who? Tilly laughed .. Nope in fact I haven't given them a second thought since I left Maddie's house ..
Awwww" jen smiled wrinkling up her nose
"Well Miss Evans.. This has been a pretty memorable day for me too.. And you know what the best bit about it is?
What"? Tilly smiled biting her lip..
It's not over yet" Jen grinned pushing Tilly down onto the bed ..
Ooooo" Tilly giggled under her breath ..
The two make love for the second time . It was as passionate and exciting as the first ..
Tilly could get use to this "she thought .. She felt like the luckiest girl in the world .. she was making love to that most beautiful women she'd ever seen
She actually got to be intimate with Jen ... Tilly was infatuated with her .
She was talent , clever , caring, passionate , intelligent, and she right there and then was all Tilly's ..
As they lay on their sides facing each other Tilly decides to make sure Jen holds no concerns over what has happened
Are you ok? She asked
Jen frowned with a smile.. Yeah why ?
Tilly shrugged .. Don't know just want to make sure! I don't want you to worry or panic about well .. You know
Jen shook her head" I'm not worried.. I was a little scared yes.. But now? She shakes her head again..
Good because I don't want you to think we've done anything wrong" I wanted this .. Tilly smiled
Jen kissed Tilly gently " I did too.. It's just .. Well it was your first time .. I .. I .. I didnt want to disappoint you
Hardly" Tilly laughed
You know what I mean! Jen said rolling her eyes .. A persons first time should be all they hoped it to be..
It should be a fond memory .. I wanted it to be special for you !
It was" Tilly assured her.. More then special ..
Good! Jen smiled
Tilly studied Jens face for a few seconds" what was your first time like?
Jen raised her eyes brows.. Mine?
Mmmhmmm" Tilly nodded ..
Jen puffed her cheeks out .. Um.. Tut .. It um.. Well .. It wasn't anything like this!
Tell me!
Jen bite her lip she wasn't great at talking about her past .. But she felt at ease with Tilly ..
Ok! Ummm his name was Jamie
His! ? Tilly chocked .
Jen laughed "yup..
Tilly was shocked to know that Jen had slept with a boy.. Curious she urged her to continue ..
Tilly when I was in high school my sexuality was a big issue for me .. I was frightened by my thoughts and feelings ..
I thought they would pass .. If I ignored them ..
When I was 16 my friends and I use to hang out at the local ice rink .. Jen explained ..
There were like 7/8 of us .. Anyways kids from other schools use to hang there as well..
While my friends would talk about which boys they fancied the most I was to busy staring at the older girl who use to hand out the skated" Jen laughed ..
We all got talking to a group of lads. Use to skate around with them .. Drink cider at the local park ..that kinda stuff
Uh naughty " Tilly joked
Jen laughed... Yup.. Well anyway Jamie was the cool kid if you like .. He was tall , good looking .. He dressed nice .. Use to wear really nice aftershave .. All the girls liked him ..
And one night he told Hayley he fancied me..
Who's Hayley? Tilly asked
Jen smiled .. Hayley was and still is my best friend . She lives in London .. We did everything together.. She's been my rock .. My lifeline .. We're super close
Tilly liked hearing Jen had someone close to her .. She hadn't really spoke about her life or her friends and family before.. So for Tilly to know Jen had someone looking out for her meant a lot ..
My first thought was .. I don't really fancy him .. Jen continued.. I couldn't really pin point to my friends why .. Other then the fact he was a boy" Jen joked..
But still I .. I thought that maybe if I went out with him .. I might forget these feelings I'd been having ..
We went out for a bit .. And then one weekend his mate had a party .. Jamie invited me and all my friends .. By then they all kinda hooked up with his mates
Anyways we .. Went to this party and Jamie showed me to this room ..
He uh . Had lit candles and had some really horrible wine .. Jen laughed remembering that moment..
He obviously planned it but bless him he was so sweet.. He told me we didn't have too .. You know If I wasn't ready ..
And were you? Tilly muttered
Jen shook her head .. I just wanted to stop having the feelings I had .. I wanted to be " normal" so ..
She coughed clearing her throat " I went with it .. I thought that maybe if I had sex with Jamie then everything would be how it should be !
Tilly felt sad for Jen . It must have been really hard for her to have felt the way she did ..
Tilly herself was open about how she felt from an early age.. She knew she didn't like boys and made no effort in pretending other wise ..
So after you? What ? Knew you were defiantly gay?
Jen felt a lump in her throat .. She hadn't been so open about her life with anyone .. She actually hadn't shared this story with anyone in a long time .. Tilly made her feel like she could say tell her anything ..
I guess so.. Jen sighed .. I mean" it was horrible . .. Not Jamie cause he was lovely to me.. But the whole sex thing " I hated every minute of it! It was awkward and uncomfortable .. I remember just looking at the posters on the wall.. Luckily it didn't last very long " Jen laughed ..
Then what happened? Tilly whispered feeling tears in her eyes..
I cried" Jen admitted .. I cried like a baby.. This wasn't me.. It wasn't what I wanted and it was after that .. They I realised I had to be honest with myself ..
I was gay..
Was that easy? You know after pretending for so long ? Tilly asked
No .but . Jen smiled .. My friend Hayley.. She was amazing .. I cried to her .. Told her how I felt.. How I feel towards girls ..
She was just like.. "Well why didn't you just say that"? Jen giggled .. She helped me come out to my friend and family .ANd Every time we would be approached by guys she would simply tell them .." Back off she's a lesbian ..
Tilly laughed.. She seems nice .. Hope I meet her one day!
Jen smiled " you will ..
Well " Tilly sighed leaning into Jen.. " I'm happy you came out" she smiled kissing Jen on the lips .. And I'm glad Jamie was crap in bed " she joked
Awwwww" Jen pouted.. Poor Jamie
He never did live it down" she laughed
I actually saw him before I moved up north .. It's a recurring joke that one night with Jamie turns a girl gay..
Tilly laughed awww
Look Jen .. Thank you ..
For? Jen frowned
Tilly shrugged.. I don't know.. For sharing this with me..
Well.. If we are going to be together then ' Jen smiled..
I love you .. Tilly whispered
Jen pulled her back in closer.. I love you .. She replied .
Now I don't know about you but I'm knackered..
Yeah" Tilly agreed.. Me too..
The pair curl up into each other and drifted off to sleep..
The day and night they shared was a beautiful memory to keep ..
Tilly had become a women and Jen had fell a little bit more in love with her
As they lay sleeping their plans of a beautiful future are heavy on their minds ..
It's just a shame none of them knew what they were about to face..
Thanks for reading...
Look out for future jelly tales xxx