This chapter has been a long time coming lol! I'm finally unstuck with this fic, so it will be getting updated more often :) Hope you like what I have in store for everybody!
Randy heard John come into the room, but he didn't look at him, he kept his eyes fixated on his bandaged wrists.
John slowly walked over to Randy, keeping his eyes fixated on the man he loves. When he reached the bottom of the hospital bed he swallowed hard and softly said "Hey."
"Hey" Randy whispered.
"How are you feeling?"
Randy shrugged. "I don't know how I'm feeling."
"Oh."
Randy heard John move, then felt the bed sink a bit. He saw John's pale hand grab one of his tan hands and gently squeeze. Randy bit his lip, holding back tears. He felt John caress his face, then heard him whisper "Look at me."
"No" said Randy.
"Why?"
"Because if I look at you I'll start crying."
"I'm already crying."
Randy averted his eyes up and saw this was true. "Why are you crying?" he asked softly.
"Because I almost lost my whole universe" John replied.
"You don't mean that."
"Yes I do. You know I do."
That's when Randy broke down into tears.
John wrapped his arms around Randy, holding him close as the tears poured down his face. "I was so scared," John told him tearfully "When I found you-"
John cut off, the sobs catching on his throat.
"I'm sorry," Randy sobbed "I'm so sorry."
John held Randy tighter to him, their bodies heaving with sobs. They stayed that way for a very long time, just crying and holding each other close.
I know it's sorta short, but since it was the first chapter of this fic I've written in months, I wasn't fully sure what to o with it.
More to come!
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