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Sorry, it's been too long. I had a very busy week and it will lead on until the 20th of this month for the final exams. Then I'm free all week long except weekends and meetings then on the 29th I am graduating.

Sounds fun? More like stressful… :)

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CHAPTER 35 – GETTING THERE

"Bella? Baby? Wake up…" a voice whispered accompanied by a slight shade on my arm. "Bella, if you don't get up, I will carry you upstairs." He said and I immediately opened my eyes and sat up bumping my head against his.

"OW!" we both said.

"Fuck, you've got a hard head." He said.

"Speak for yourself." I mumbled still half asleep.

He chuckled and rubbed my forehead.

"Are you okay?"

"yeah."

"Well, come on then before you faint." He said and helped me off the car and into the elevator.

Edward's arms were wrapped around my waist and I leaned into him for support. He sighed and kissed my forehead.

The elevator ride was silent and that was due to the fact that I was still half asleep.

"Let's get you to bed." Edward whispered as he led me to the bedroom.

"No, I'm awake now."

"You sure? You look like you are about to pass out."

"Yeah. I'm sure." I said as I kicked my shoes off.

"Want me to run the bath?"

"Please?"

He smiled and kissed my forehead before heading towards the bathroom while humming to himself obviously pleased about something.

What?

I have no idea and I didn't really want to think right now since I feel very tired.

I yawned and let my dress drop to the floor and sleepily walking towards the bathroom.

I heard him groan as I entered the room.

"What?" I asked him rubbing my eyes.

"N-nothing." He said.

I looked at him only to find his eyes a little lower than my face.

I looked down to look at whatever it was only to find myself clad in only a black lace thong and nothing else.

I looked up at him to see his eyes have darkened considerably and he was pitching a tent. He licked his lips and I found myself getting aroused under his gaze.

I shrugged trying to keep my calm before grabbing a towel from the rack and wrapping myself with it.

"It's nothing you haven't seen before." I said and sat behind him of the ledge of the tub and wrapping my arms around his waist.

"Yeah, and it catches me off guard every time." He sighed before pulling me up and setting me on his lap. I jumped up. "Its okay Bella, I'm fine. I promise."

He offered me his hand and I took it hesitantly and let him pull my down to him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his shoulders as he wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you so much." he said.

"I love you too."

"Are you feeling okay?"

"yeah, just tired form all the wedding things Alice made me do and then the move here. Thank goodness it's a weekend tomorrow."

"I know. Time went by so fast. And with Alice being a whirlwind and Rosalie being a pregzilla, and you running around like your ass is on fire," he said and I slapped his arm and smiled. He chuckled. "What I'm trying to say is that everything turned out beautifully. Alice and Jasper are now finally married. Rose and Em are having their first child after years of trying. Oh, and I got the most beautiful girl to tell me she loves me everyday and to move in with me. Isn't it awesome?"

"yeah it is." I said smiling up at him. "And I would like to meet this beautiful girl that finally caught the eyes of the infamous Edward Anthony Masen Cullen."

"She's wonderful." He smiled at me. "I love you Bella. Today more than yesterday and tomorrow a thousand times more." He told me.

"I love you too Edward; More than anything else in this world. And I will love you until the end of time; Maybe even then."

He pecked me on the lips before standing up.

"Get in the tub. I'll be right back." He whispered before pulling away.

I watched him walk away before dropping the towel on the floor and kicking my panties off.

I sighed in content as the hot water did its magic.

"Red wine? Or, white?" I heard Edward ask from somewhere in the bedroom.

"Red please."

He came back in and handed me a glass before sitting on the ledge of the tub.

He gasped as something caught his eye.

"Bella, please tell me you are wearing something under there?"

"okay." I paused. "I am wearing something under here." I told him with a smirk.

"Bella…" he groaned. "You really are trying to kill me." he said as he started to strip.

"What are you doing?"

"Isn't it obvious? I'm joining you. Now move forward so I can squish in."

I moved forward a bit as he climbed in clad in his green boxers. This wasn't the first time I've seen him in this state since he slept almost naked every night but I still couldn't help but stare at his body.

"Like what you see?" he asked smugly and I licked my lips as he stood behind me my face inches away from his crotch.

I looked up at him under my lashes and rubbed up his leg before scratching slowly downwards.

"Very much so." I said and smirked when I saw his cock twitch from underneath his boxers.

His breathing coming in gasps. Finally he was able to sit behind me before pulling me towards him.

I sighed and leaned into his chest but the insistent poking on my lower back had me drenched. And I'm not talking about the water in the tub.

"Something feels nice." I said.

"I can think of a few more ways it can feel better." He said seductively before licking the inside of my earlobe.

I moaned at the sensation and started to rub against him.

"fuck." He said his grip on my waist tightening.

I couldn't take it anymore. I turned and straddled him before crashing my lips to his.

He responded with as much enthusiasm.

We both moaned as my bare sex got in contact with his boxer clad arousal.

He licked my bottom lips asking for permission which I granted deepening the kiss even further.

I ground down onto him and he gasped before stopping me.

"We have to stop for a second before I loose all control."

"Would that be such a bad thing?" I asked as I nibbled on his earlobe.

"Not necessarily. But Bella, I want this to be special and not just some reaction to what Emmett said."

Up until he reminded me about it I completely had no memory of it.

I stopped and pushed away to look at him.

"Did you really think I was doing this just to get over about it? I didn't even remember it until you told me." I said a little pissed.

"No of course not. I didn't think that. I just want us to slow down a bit."

I was silent as I stared at the water.

"You don't want me." I stated.

"What? Bella, where that fuck did you get that? Of course I want you. More than anything I've ever wanted. You don't know how much I want to do this. I want you."

I started to get up off the tub but he pulled me back down before grabbing my hand and pressing it to his cock.

I gasped as I felt his hardness.

"Tell me, does that feel like I don't want you? Goodness! I've wanted to take you so much that I've reverted to a 15 year old with all the whacking off. I bet you even noticed the long showers I take. Or even the multiple showers a day. I want you Bella. Fuck! Even when I was fucking every other girl in the city, I've always imagined it was you. I want to share every thing with you Bella. You don't have any idea how much I want you that I want to scream it at the rooftops that I was the one you chose. I want you so much."

I kept my eyes away form his, as my insecurities came back.

"Why would you want me Edward when you could have anyone you want? How do I know you aren't just toying with me?"

He pushed my chin up so I would look at him. I averted my eyes.

"Look at me." he said and I sighed before turning to him. "You are the only one I want. You could be dressed in rags and I'd still choose you. I love you. I want you. Forever. Do you believe me?"

I stared at him and my tears fell form my eyes.

"I'm sorry Edward."

"About what?"

"I'm being a bitch."

"no you're not. You just over think too much. But that's one of the reasons I love you." He said and pulled me towards his chest.

I don't know how long we sat there unmoving when I started to shiver.

"Let's get you to bed, baby. We have a long drive up to your parents tomorrow." He said reminding me that we're spending the Christmas with our parents.

We left the tub shivering as we toweled off before I pulled a shirt over my head and put on some pajama bottoms.

He smiled at me, understanding that I need to hide for a while before pulling me into bed with him before wrapping his arms around me.

"Good night, Bella. I love you." He said and kissed my forehead.

"Good night, Edward. I love you too. So much." and with that I fell into a peaceful sleep.

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