"Dylan, stop. My brothers are right on the other side of the door!" She giggles as he nuzzles her cheek. Mia had gone into the kitchen area to make herself a drink when Dylan followed her.

"I don't care. I need you now, baby. Please"

"Oh really? Last night wasn't enough!?" She giggles.

"I'll never get enough of you, Mia Grey"

She giggles. "You think we'll still be able to slip away for lunch?"

"If you can… I'm sure the guys won't miss me"

"Yeah, I'm sure Ana will be too wrapped up in Christian to miss me" she giggles.

"Let's not talk about Ana or your brother" he says moving her hair to the side and kissing her neck. He moves his hand between her legs and cups her core. "Wanna go to your hotel?"

"We're supposed to be getting breakfast with everyone"

"Fuck breakfast. I want you" he whispers spinning her around and slipping his tongue into her mouth.

"Nothing is resolved though… We can't keep…" she pushes him away to gain some clarity.

"Resolved? Baby, again you're the one that broke up with me. I'd get down on my knees and beg you to take me back if I thought it would do any good"

"You're still in Phoenix"

"Yeah, and you're not 16 anymore. We're not kids, Mia. I want a life with you, but you can't keep running away every time things get hard."

"I…I'm not running"

"Bullshit, Mia. This is your last year of college and I'll be back in 8 months"

"What do you want me to say, Dylan?" she says fighting the tears in her eyes.

"I want you to say that it was YOU once again that couldn't handle the distance. Not me. I know things got all fucked up when I left Seattle, but I couldn't help that. I didn't have a choice! I would do anything for you, Mia. I always thought we were in this together."

"We… are"

"Oh really?"

"Everything okay in here?" Elliott asks raising an eyebrow as he walks in to the room.

"Fine, El."

"You alright?" he asks grabbing a new bottle of champagne from the refrigerator. She nods. "Well okay, don't stay in here all day. We're heading out soon"

"Okay" Elliott slaps Dylan on the back and walks out of the room. "Since when are you and my brother tight"

He shrugs. "Well when you're in love with a guys' sister and she keeps breaking your heart he kind of feels for ya"

"I'm not that bad"

"You're not. You're amazing." He smiles.

"I love you, Dylan. You know that. It's just… hard"

"I know baby"

"Can we go to my hotel room?"

"We can go anywhere you want" he brushes his lips against hers.


"I can't believe Mia and Dylan just left!" Ana giggles as her and Kate touch up their makeup in the bathroom.

"I can" she laughs. "I swear those two need to just get married"

"I know… Dylan is ready to marry her now"

"I love them, they're so freaking cute. And he adores her" Kate says combing her fingers through her hair.

"Let's gooooo" they hear Sean boom from the other side of the door.

"Oh are we going?" Ana says opening the door and walking past him.

"Nah, but we are doing some shots"

"Oh wonderful!" Ana giggles.

"So this first round of shots is to Christian and Ana, but the second?" Sean says holding it up.

"HARVARD!" Vanessa cheers.


"You won't even look at me" Angela murmurs from behind Sean as he stands in line grabbing a round of shots for the table that night at the bar.

He turns around and faces the one that got away. The only girl he ever really loved. "What do you mean?" He says nonchalantly.

"Don't give me that. Are you always going to be weird around me?"

"Ang…"

"Don't Ang me, Sean. What is your problem? Can you really not stand being around me?"

"No, Angela… that's not it, I swear. You have to know that's not it"

"I don't know what else it could be"

"Can we talk about this later? We're here for Ana and Christian. This is about them… not us"

She rolls her eyes. "Whatever, Sean." She says stomping away.


"What's the deal with, you and Angela?"

"What do you mean?"

"She's been shooting you looks all night" Christian says.

"Let it go, C."

"You're my best friend, man. If there's something wrong, you can…you know tell me. We can talk about it or something"

"I know… I just… she thinks it's her… She thinks I can't stand being around her. She doesn't get that… it's hard being around her. Fuck here I am being a little bitch on your big night"

"Not being a little bitch… I knew you still had feelings for Angela."

"Of course, I still have feelings for Angela, mother fucker. She's beautiful and smart and perfect" he says pulling at his hair. "But I know if I sleep with her I'll just hurt her Or I'll get wrapped up in her again. But it's obvious she wants to have sex"

"Maybe… just maybe sex is all she wants. Maybe she doesn't want to get back together. Do you?"

"No… I mean… not with her being in North Carolina. Maybe if she moved to New York"

"You should talk to her." He groans and looks over to see a guy talking to her. "Or maybe you've lost your chance" he says shrugging. "I'm going back to the table"

He feels himself tensing when he sees that fucker rub a hand on her shoulder. Hands off, asshole. He goes over and wraps an arm around her possessively. Angela gives him a look and tries to shuffle out of his hold but he tightens his grip.

"This guy your boyfriend?" he asks nodding towards Sean.

"Oh God no!" she says shooting Sean a dirty look.

"Well, then how about you give us some space"

"How about you fuck off" Sean growls.

Angela gasps. "Sean!" She says pulling out of his grasp and storming off. He follows her and spins her around.

"Angela"

"NO! You don't get to treat me like shit and then scare off guys at the bar that actually ARE interested. You don't own me, Sean. I am NOT yours."

"Angela… I… can we talk?"

"I wanted to talk. You said now is not the time. Remember?" she says narrowing her eyes at him.

"Well maybe it is. Do you want to go back to the hotel?"

"No. I want to be here with my friends." She says turning on her heel and walking away.

She goes back to the guy she was talking to and he feels his insides sink. What was it about Angela? Too much had happened… They could never… At least not now. Maybe not ever. But she had the right to know that he still cared about her.

"Angela Christine Marks" he bellows behind her. She turns around just in time for his lips to crash onto hers. They hear a round of cheers and cat calls around them. "Angela… talk to me. Please" he whispers running his lips down her neck and the base of her throat. "Baby" he whispers.

"Oh Sean, what happened?" she says with tears in her eyes. "I wish we could be together"

"Let's go"

She wipes at her tears as she's being pulled from the club. "Sean… I'm sorry, I'm drunk and… so much tequila" she says rubbing her hands. "I'm sorry I said that. I know we can't be together, I'm not dumb."

"Angela… I would love for us to be together… but… I'm in New York and you're in North Carolina. It's just too much"

"I know"

She pulls him into a cab and climbs into his lap cupping his cheek. "I really loved you Sean… maybe I always will"

"I really loved you too, Angela. Every girl I meet, I compare to you… and no one measures up" they're silent as they rediscover each other's lips. "Move to New York" he whispers.

"What?"

"Please… move to New York. I need you."

"Oh Seanny" she strokes his cheek and smiles. "You don't need me. Your best friends are getting married. You want what they have. You want what Christian has. You'll find that."

"You are that" he whispers. "It's always been you. It killed me to end it"

"Sean… I can't move to New York"

Sean Peterson never cried. Maybe tequila infused tears over stupid shit, over happy shit. But never over anything real. And with every passing second he felt the tears building over losing Angela for good. Maybe he thought they would eventually make their way back to each other. But… it didn't seem like that would ever happen. "Please?"

"Sean" she sighs resting her forehead against his.

"Don't you miss me?"

"More than anything… but right now… can we not do this?" He nods offering up his lips again knowing he would do anything to make her happy even if it killed him in the process. "Oh you big softee" she smiles before kissing him deeply.


"So you and Dylan are back together… again?" Ana whispers to Mia referring to the obvious morning tryst.

She sighs. "I don't know… It's complicated."

"What's so complicated about it?"

"Of course now, we say we're together, but what happens next week when I'm back in Seattle and he's in Phoenix?"

"I don't know, you tell me?" Ana asks.

"Don't start, you know that the distance has been almost impossible for us"

"Bullshit, you're whining."

"Okay and if you couldn't see Christian every day?"

"I'd be upset but I damn sure wouldn't give him up. Not being with him is not an option. No matter how shitty the circumstances might be. You're looking at 8 months. Relationships aren't supposed to just be a walk in the park, Mia. Christian and I might have always lived in the same state and hell sometimes the same neighborhood but we work really hard at our relationship. And I think you and Dylan have something really rare… like what Christian and I have. And you're throwing it away because things are perfect. It's stupid… and honestly a little childish."

Ana never said anything like that. She was always supportive and rarely gave her tough love. "You really believe that?"

"Yeah I do. And you keep breaking that poor man's heart and he's going to move on. He's not going to wait around forever especially if you keep leaving him"

She takes her bottom lip between her teeth and bites down to prevent the tears from falling. What if he eventually gave up? The thought shook her to her very core. How could she keep doing this to him? The man she loves more than anything. She jumps up from the table and finds him by the bar with the guys. It barely registers that she's in front of him before she's wrapping her arms around him.

"Hi there"

"Hi" she whispers feeling the tears spring to her eyes.

"What's wrong, what happened?"

"I love you. I'm sorry. I… please don't leave me. Don't give up on me. I know I left you and—" she looks over to her brothers and the other guys. "Do you mind?"

Christian rolls his eyes. "Excuse me!"

They leave to head back to their table and Dylan pulls her into a more secluded area. "What makes you think I'm leaving you?"

"Because you're fed up with me"

He chuckles and tucks a curl behind her ear. "Not fed up. I love you, Mia." He's silent before continuing. But you're really in this, this time? No more running?"

"No more running. You and me Pearson"

"Finally" he whispers before he kisses her desperately as if he would never see her again. "I love you"

"I love you too. I never stopped loving you" she says wrapping her arms around his neck and sliding her hands into his hair.


"Your friends are exhausting" Ana says leaning her head on his shoulder.

"Who you tellin" Christian replies.

"So did everyone just leave to go bone?" Kate giggles.

"I think just Sean, Angela, Mia and Dylan" Ana says.

"The rest of you guys down for a wild night?"

"Hell yeah!" Charlie chants. "Let's do another round of shots!"

The rest of them stay out for a few more hours, enjoying a crazy night of drinking and celebrating Ana and Christian.

Meanwhile:

"We'll make this work. We have to. I can't breathe without you Mia" he says pulling her top off of her and kissing every area that there's skin exposed.

"Oh Dylan" she moans. "I need you"

"Tell me you'll never leave me again" he says looking at her with pleading eyes

"Never" she says looking him in his eyes.

He lies her on the bed and pulls her jeans and practically rips her underwear off. "I am going to marry you one day, Mia Grey"

"Is that so" she giggles.

"Yes"

"I want a big wedding"

"I can arrange that"

"In a garden"

"What else?" he says sucking the skin on her collar bone into his hot mouth.

"Ah, sunflowers. Lots of sunflowers"

"Whatever you want, baby"

"I want you"

"You've had me. This whole time, baby. You've had me" he smiles down at her before he begins his descent down south.


"Fuck, Angela" he moans as she rides him hard. "I forgot how good you feel, baby"

"Oh God yeah, right there" she says moving up and down all the while squeezing him tightly. He clasps both hands with hers to give her balance and she brings them to her breasts for him to palm.

"Your tits were always fucking amazing. I love them" He flips her underneath him so that he can pay lavish attention to her breasts sucking each one into his mouth and nibbling on the hard bud.

She grips his head pulling him closer to her chest. "Harder" she whimpers. He bites down a bit harder and she cries out when he simultaneously slips two fingers inside of her. "Sean, baby I need to come. Please make me come" He pulls his fingers out of her and spreads her legs as far as they will go. She grins at what he's about to do screaming out in ecstasy when she feels the first swipe of his tongue. "God YES!" She wraps her legs around his neck pulling him closer to her causing him to groan at the closeness. She barely sits up, resting on her elbows as she feels herself coming undone within seconds and he relishes in the taste of her on his tongue.

"You're still so fucking sweet"

She throws her head back on the bed and he slides into her again. They make love on and off all night, knowing that the morning meant back to reality. Around 8, Sean feels the bed move and opens his eyes to see Angela moving out of bed.

"Where's the fire?"

"I have to get going, my flight leaves at 11"

"You're leaving now?" he says suddenly feeling very alarmed at how little time he had with her. He may have been drunk last night but the feelings were there. He loved Angela. He couldn't just let her walk out the door.

"Unfortunately" she gives him a sad smile as she pulls her clothes on. She sits on the bed next to him and takes his hand in hers. "I'll see you in a few weeks?"

"What so we can do this all over again? Fuck this Angela. I'm asking you… asking you for what I want. You always said I never communicated my feelings. Well I am now. I love you. I want us to try again"

"Sean… we can't"

"Why?"

"How are we going to make it work, huh? This is why we broke up and nothing has changed. You have a life in New York and mine is in North Carolina."

"I was stupid. We were stupid. I can commute, I'll come visit, and you can come here"

"What on weekends? What kind of relationship is that? Sean, it took me a really long time to get over you. I can't… I can't go through that again. We're just in different places… You know it wouldn't work. Not right now"

"Then why did you make love to me, Angela?" he says getting up. "I told you last night how I felt"

"I'm sorry. That was selfish of me. I thought it was the alcohol talking. You yourself said we couldn't be together."

He sighs. "I really love you"

"I know you do"

"Will you let me know you made it home safe?"

"Of course"

"I'll see you in a few weeks" he smiles.

"Bye Seanny"

"Bye Ang" and with that she's gone out of his life again. He shakes his head putting it in his hands when he hears a knock on the door. "Go away"

"It's Ana… and Christian"

"What part of go away don't you get"

"All of it, so put some clothes on so we can come in!"

"Why are you even here, Ana" he groans. "Why didn't you guys stay at your hotel"

"Because we didn't. Are you dressed yet?"

He pulls on his boxers and his t-shirt and climbs back into bed. "Yeah whatever."

They come in and she climbs into bed next to him. "What happened, we were sitting in the living area when Angela came out, she looked like she was going to cry"

"I told her I loved her"

"That's… a bad thing?"

"She said she loves me too but… we can't be together"

Ana looks down and away from Sean as she feels her eyes welling up and she blinks the tears away.

"You alright?" Christian asks.

"Not really. I didn't realize how much I missed Angela. I knew this would happen… it's why I kept her at such arm's length Friday night. I knew if I let my guard down I would get hurt again. I should have just moved to North Carolina like she wanted me too" he says shaking his head.

"You wanted to move to New York. You would have eventually resented her. New York has been really good for you"

"I'm never going to find anyone I love as much as her"

"That's not true. I thought that once upon a time about someone else" she says causing Christian to roll his eyes.

"Yeah but he was a douche. Angela is perfect" She sighs and tries to find the words to say. "Can you guys just go? I want to be alone. We don't have to be at the airport for a few hours… just don't leave me here" he chuckles sadly.

"Seanny" Ana says ruffling his hair. "You'll find someone"

"I guess"

"We're still so young"

Ana leaves, leaving Christian alone with him. "You sure you're okay?"

"Should I fight harder for her?"

"I don't know, man. How would you guys do it with you being in New York and her being there? Especially when neither of you have the intention of moving. I mean it seems like you did try to fight and she wasn't really into the idea"

He sighs. "Maybe I was just drunk on you and Ana" he laughs. "Thinking that everything is going to work out. And then Mia and Dylan got back together again. I just… I want what you and Ana have"

"You'll find it"

"I thought I already had. Clearly not. Because there's no way Ana would ever give you up. You could be half a country away."

"That's not true. When I was going to be in DC and she was going to be in New York… we were both wary. We didn't want to break up but we knew it was going to put a strain on our relationship… we could have eventually broke up. I thank God every day we didn't go through that. Distance is tough on even the strongest of relationships"

"I think she just wanted sex, and she got it and now she's gone"

"That's not fair. Angela loves you. I know it took her months to get over you. She called Ana all the time asking about you, if you were seeing anyone. If you were happy…."

"Maybe we were only meant to be together in college"

Christian shrugs. "Maybe"

"Alright, well go enjoy your last day"

"Come out with us"

"No, I don't want to be around everyone"

"Dave and Emma are leaving soon and I think Vanessa and Charlie are too… If you just want to hang out with me and Ana we can do that"

"No we do enough of that at home" he says putting a hand over his eyes. "Just go, I'm fine. I swear"

"Alright… you're sure"

"I'm sure"

He goes to head out of the room before he stops "I love you, man"

He rolls his eyes. "Don't get all sappy on me, you sound like Ana"

He flicks him off and walks out of the room allowing Sean to slip into a deep heartbroken sleep.

A/N: So, my Sean is heartbroken. This was almost heartbreaking for ME to write! I love my Sean. But Angela wasn't right for him. Believe me… She's coming. Just not for a little while. I already have it planned out! :) Happy News—Mia and Dylan YAY! So, I may need to make some adjustments to the Charlie Tango chapter as it's the only chapter written ahead of this one. I probably won't add him in, but at least mention that he couldn't be there, he sends his love blah blah blah So they're staying together… for good! : ) wooo I love them so much and I really do picture Aria and Ezra when I write it. (Hi Pretty Little Liars fans!) I know there wasn't much Christian and Ana in this chapter, but I needed to get some stability with these two couples. But the next one is ALLL them! WEDDING TIME! And then back to Harvard for the end of freshman year!… (Feels like a minute since we've been there right?)

PS for those familiar with this site, so apparently I've uploaded 50 documents to doc manager and they're saying I can't upload anymore until I like move them somewhere... Anyone know what the hell that means? Haha let me know