i think we had a bit of Sebangst a bit ago, so i'm just introducing some Kurt hurt to leave out the playing field. i like Sebangst more, but we need some form of Kurt hurt around. this chapter is more fluffy than it is angst-y...so flangst.
Chapter 37
Comfort on a Couch
"Sebastian, is that offer still up? That if I feel sad about something, I can come to you if I need it?"
"..."
"I'm just going to go now-"
"Sit down."
"Okay."
"Wait, you're holding me?"
"Yup."
"You're clinging onto me in a rather sweet, romantic manner because I told you I wanted to talk to you about something."
"Yeah, Hummel. I'm not all bad."
"No, you aren't."
"...so?"
"So, I just...I just need to know you were here."
"What's wrong, Kurt?"
"Nothing. I just..."
"Yeah?"
"I'm really tired and I need someone."
"Okay."
"Sebastian."
"Yeah?"
"What if I don't stop gaining weight? What if I just end up chubby, miserable, and lonely? What if I end up being legitimately fat because I can't control my appetite? What if people make fun of me? I just can't stand the thought of being underestimated because of my gender, my sexuality, my height, my weight - whatever it is. I just can't..."
"Kurt?"
"Huh?"
"I'll kill them."
"You always think violence is the answer."
"Hey, you're smiling again, so it's working...and hey, look. It's bigger now."
"Change the channel."
"Fuck off."
"Fine."
"Alright, Hummel."
"Hey, you changed the channel for me? ...oh! Project Runaway is on."
"Yup. I'll go 'make' us some pasta. You're sad tonight, Hummel. I do not accept this."
"Order from an Italian restaurant and then we can pretend that you made it?"
"You got it."
xo Peanut Butter/Sam